Genres: Angst
Other Results: 131 ePub eBooks, 6 Series
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Unconditional by TrueIllusion Rated: A Liked [Reviews - 39] New!
Summary:

What if, after overhearing the doctor leaving a message on Brian's machine, Justin had confronted Brian, instead of going to Michael? How would things have been different?

Canon divergence begins midway through episode 408. Plot bunny by Deb. Thanks to Sandi for being my beta.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Cancer, Canon Divergence, Established Relationship, Real Life Issues, Responsible Justin, Season 4, Vulnerable Brian, What if...
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon Divergence, Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24745 Read Count: 2353
[Report This] Published: Sep 05, 2018 Updated: Sep 18, 2018
Back for Good by Moffel83 Rated: M Liked [Reviews - 270] New!
Summary:

Post 5-13. Brian ends all contact with Justin from one day to the other and Justin has no idea why. After five years in New York he returns to Pittsburgh and goes looking for answers that are long overdue. His whole life will be changed forever when he finally gets the answers he has been looking for. 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Ted Schmidt
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Melanie, Anti-Michael, MPreg (Yup! Went THERE!), Post-series, Real Life Issues
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 92137 Read Count: 20650
[Report This] Published: Jun 17, 2018 Updated: Sep 16, 2018
Summary:

This is the story of what happened in Pittsburgh during the five years that Justin spent in New York working on his career. What was life like for Brian, the Liberty Avenue family and Gus and Luke?


This story does NOT need to be read to understand Back for Good! Each story can be read on its own!


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Character, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anti-Brian, Anti-Debbie, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Melanie, Anti-Michael, Anti-Ted, MPreg (Yup! Went THERE!), Post-series, Real Life Issues
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Pairings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 69148 Read Count: 4180
[Report This] Published: Jul 15, 2018 Updated: Sep 16, 2018
Ugly Mirror by Tagsit Rated: M Liked [Reviews - 50] New!
Summary:

Ethan’s pursuit of Justin might have seemed like a romantic meeting of two like-minded, artistic souls, but was it really? What if there was a more sinister motive behind Brian and Justin’s breakup? Canon Divergent story starting with ep 2.16. 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Ethan Gold, Justin Taylor, Other Cast Regulars
Tags: Abuse/Child Abuse, Dubious Consent, Mental Health Issues, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Alternate Canon, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Justin/Ethan
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 47618 Read Count: 2644
[Report This] Published: Jul 05, 2018 Updated: Sep 01, 2018
Summary:

 

“All I’m saying is, someone should have called Justin.”

The blonde young man standing outside the door to the diner was surprised to hear his name in a conversation coming from inside.

“Brian told me not to. What was I supposed to do, go against his wishes and do it anyway?” Justin recognized this voice -- Michael.

“I know he told you not to. I was there.” Ben. “I said it then, and I’ll say it again now: It’s disrespectful to Justin to not tell him, or at least warn him ahead of time. Can you imagine what it’s going to be like Justin walks in and sees him?”


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Established Relationship, Mental Health Issues, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75333 Read Count: 7747
[Report This] Published: Jul 29, 2018 Updated: Aug 29, 2018
Having My Baby by starlight Rated: E Liked [Reviews - 272] New!
Summary:

Two years after Justin leaves, Brian decides that living apart isn't what he wants. He makes his move to be together. What if that happens along with an offer from a friend to have a baby.

Lorie thank you for doing what you do for me as my beta, the readers probably thank you too.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Character, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt, Tucker
Tags: Post-series, What if...
Genres: Angst, Canon, Drama, Humor
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Ted/Blake
Series: None
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 98298 Read Count: 129973
[Report This] Published: Dec 18, 2016 Updated: Aug 26, 2018
Best Laid Plans by 4depthoflove Rated: A Liked [Reviews - 53] New!
Summary:

Brian and Justin live in different worlds. Brian is still based out of Pittsburgh, while Justin is in New York. Yet, they still have a great deal in common. Both are successful...both are respected in their fields...both are wealthy...both feel like they should feel on top the world….and...both feel like there is something missing in their life. It’s been five years since they have seen each other. Will a chance meeting bring them together, or will they remain as far apart as ever?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: None
Tags: None
Genres: Angst, Could be Canon
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31605 Read Count: 13137
[Report This] Published: May 05, 2016 Updated: Aug 18, 2018
Summary:

Brian told Justin to get some friends his age – what if the kiss Michael saw was misconstrued? What if miscommunication was only the start of it all? Just how far does the butterfly effect go? 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Ethan Gold, Justin Taylor, Original Male Character
Tags: Jealousy, Overdose, PTSD, Rage, Real Life Issues, Season 3, Tearjerker, What if...
Genres: Angst
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 173269 Read Count: 18305
[Report This] Published: Nov 15, 2017 Updated: Aug 03, 2018
Normalcy by TrueIllusion Rated: M Liked [Reviews - 5] New!
Summary:

Sequel to "Simple and Straightforward"

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Counting down the days until Brian’s final radiation treatment was like counting down to normalcy -- at least, as normal as their life together ever had been or could be. At the very least, it would be an end to the runaway roller coaster ride of the last six weeks. Life had been speeding through a shitload of twists and turns, dragging a breathless Justin and Brian along for the white-knuckled ride as they both struggled to make sense of the scenery flying by.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Cancer, Established Relationship, One-Shot, Season 4, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Walking the Tightrope
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3018 Read Count: 237
[Report This] Published: Jul 25, 2018 Updated: Jul 25, 2018
Summary:

This was the same, only different.

 

This time, his filters were firmly in place, because Justin knew that kicking, punching, and destroying wasn’t going to fix this. It wasn’t going to take away the fact that his lover had cancer.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Cancer, One-Shot, Real Life Issues, Responsible Justin, Season 4, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Walking the Tightrope
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3133 Read Count: 318
[Report This] Published: Jul 24, 2018 Updated: Jul 24, 2018
Summary:

Justin and Brian have just announced their pregnancy to the family, much to the joy of many, and the aggravation of a few. Celebrate their ups and downs, their joys and sorrows and surprises, as they make their way through the last five months of pregnancy and their first days of being fathers.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt, Tucker
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Michael, Drabble, Established Relationship, Family, Fluff, Friendship, M/M, MPreg (Yup! Went THERE!), Out of Character, Post-series, Raw Sex, Real Life Issues
Genres: Alternate Canon, Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Emmett/Drew, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Ted/Blake
Series: Sunbeam Chronicles
Chapters: 107 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 378593 Read Count: 100647
[Report This] Published: Jan 01, 2018 Updated: Jul 19, 2018
Summary:

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What if Justin didn't run off to New York after Brian's loft got burgled? What happens when Justin decides to face the situation like an adult? Join us on the journey to find out.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, David Cameron, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt, Vic Grassi
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Michael, Bottom Brian, Family, Jealousy, Oral Sex, Responsible Justin, Rimming, Slow Burn, Toppy Justin, What if...
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Canon Divergence, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Michael/David, Ted/Ben
Series: Tricky Business
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 454044 Read Count: 62857
[Report This] Published: Jan 01, 2017 Updated: Jul 15, 2018
Flight by TrueIllusion Rated: A Liked [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

This was why he didn’t do boyfriends. He didn’t do love. He didn’t do commitment. Because when you do boyfriends...love...commitment...you let yourself get attached. When you do boyfriends, you hope and pray they won’t ever leave you. Because if they do, you’ll feel like your soul has been torn out and you have nothing left to live for.
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This is a song fic based on Lifehouse's "Flight." It takes place shortly after the series finale.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny
Tags: Addiction/Alcoholism, Mental Health Issues, One-Shot, Post-series, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3653 Read Count: 390
[Report This] Published: Jul 11, 2018 Updated: Jul 11, 2018
Summary:

He could tell Michael that he loved him. Always had, always will. Brian wasn’t sure why saying “I love you” to Michael was so easy -- why it was different. Why the words flowed off his tongue with Michael but felt stuck in his throat with Justin.

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This is a song fic inspired by Lifehouse's song "Yesterday's Son." It's gap filler, and a peek inside Brian Kinney's head through several key story arcs in the course of the show's five seasons.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny
Tags: Babylon Bombing, Bashing, Cancer, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon, Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Song Fic
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4860 Read Count: 390
[Report This] Published: Jul 11, 2018 Updated: Jul 11, 2018
Summary:

Brian is gone. What will happen to Justin in the aftermath? how will he cope?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Justin Taylor
Tags: Canon Divergence
Genres: Angst
Pairings: Justin/Other
Series: Down Under Series
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17120 Read Count: 490
[Report This] Published: Jul 04, 2018 Updated: Jul 04, 2018
[Report This] Published: Oct 16, 2016 Updated: Jun 30, 2018
My BFF by addict_writer Rated: M Liked [Reviews - 20]
Summary:

 

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Justin and Gus have been friends all their lives. Would their friendship survive when Gus finds out that Justin is dating his best friend's father?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brian Kinney, Chris Hobbs, Craig Taylor, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Ted Schmidt
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Coming Out, Dirty Talk, Family, First Time (Sex), Fluff, Friendship, Homophobia, Language, M/M, Mentor/Protégé, One-Shot, Underage Sex
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Justin/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27415 Read Count: 1144
[Report This] Published: Jun 13, 2018 Updated: Jun 13, 2018
Summary:

A tragedy strikes and Justin has to learn to live a new kind of normal.


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Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Molly Taylor
Tags: Family, Minor Character Death, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Responsible Justin
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2334 Read Count: 397
[Report This] Published: Jun 04, 2018 Updated: Jun 04, 2018
[Report This] Published: May 04, 2016 Updated: May 19, 2018
Summary:

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It's been a year, a year full of pain and sorrow. A year in which nothing meant anything for Brian. After losing Justin at the bombing in Babylon everything was white and black.

 

However... what will happen if one day suddenly everything changed? What if he had never really met Justin? Then why does he remember everything they had gone through while the rest of the gang doesn't even know who Justin is?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Chris Hobbs, Craig Taylor, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, David Cameron, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Mysterious Marilyn, Original Character, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anti-Debbie, Anti-Michael, Death, F/F, Family, M/M
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Magical/Supernatural
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Emmett/Drew, Emmett/George, Melanie/Lindsay, Ted/Blake, Vic/Rodney
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42273 Read Count: 29121
[Report This] Published: May 04, 2017 Updated: Mar 08, 2018
Summary:

SLA BANNER

Justin has escaped a gilded cage mired in abuse. Having finally broken free, he is now looking to redefine himself as a man.  When the offer to become the new Art Director for Kinnetik PA comes in, he jumps at the chance for freedom.

Brian hires Justin as the new Art Director for Kinnetik PA but Brian has secrets of his own. Can each of them teach the other to trust someone other than themselves? 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brandon, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Craig Taylor, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Gardner Vance, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James Stockwell, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Leda, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Mysterious Marilyn, Original Character, Ted Schmidt, Tucker, Vic Grassi
Tags: 100k+ Word Count
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense/Thriller
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Melanie/Lindsay
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 155063 Read Count: 33936
[Report This] Published: May 05, 2016 Updated: Feb 19, 2018
Summary:

Sometimes love comes into your life when you least expect it.



Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Debbie Novotny, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus
Tags: Unsafe Sex
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5893 Read Count: 1544
[Report This] Published: Feb 11, 2018 Updated: Feb 11, 2018
Far Away by Jazzepoet Rated: E Liked [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Debbie finds out it's never too late to say goodbye    


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Debbie Novotny
Tags: Death
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 786 Read Count: 173
[Report This] Published: Feb 11, 2018 Updated: Feb 11, 2018
Summary:

Justin is found with his high school lover and is sent away to boarding school. What happens when more buttfucking actually does go on in boarding school than in the backroom of Babylon?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brian Kinney, Ethan Gold, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Bisexual, Bondage, Bottom Brian, Coming Out, Drug Use - Recreational, Family, Friendship, Jealousy, Justin/Other, M/M, Minor Violence, Non-Monogamous Pairings, Oral Sex, Orgy (plays well w/others), Rimming, Threesomes, Toppy Justin, Underage Sex
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Brian/Justin/Other, Justin/Chris Hobbs, Justin/Ethan, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 64506 Read Count: 31738
[Report This] Published: May 21, 2016 Updated: Jan 07, 2018