Daphne catches Brian on one of his nights playing vigil at Justin's hospital door. Feelings are revealed.
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I still can't believe this is my life. Two days ago I was the stud of Liberty Avenue and a successful adman, today... today I am a father. I still recall the words he whispered in my ear that night, as we all sat in Lindsay's hospital room: "You deserve to be loved Brian. Don't let anyone make you think you can't, don't let them win. Show them they are wrong"
I've dedicated all my life to show Saint Joan, Jack and every homophobe out there that underestimating me was a mistake. I became a successful businessman, being the head of the advertising department in Ryder's Advertising. I had the money, the looks, the gang and everyone wanted me... but I was still hallow.
I've proved them all wrong in everything, but one thing. I ended up believing their words, that I was unwanted, that no one will ever love me, that I was not desired, that I should have been aborted.
However, all that changed two days ago. When, I met a fallen angel under a streetlight, no matter how lesbian I sounded, to me that was true. Looking so innocent and pure, he was just asking for me to pick him up. I don't normally go for blonds, but I wanted to be in that world- that world of light- at least for a night.
Brian and Justin deal with a crisis in the loft.
Brian may not be able to say "I love you" in words, but then again, as they say, actions speak much louder. Now if Justin can just learn to read them . . .
Brian teaches Justin the art of Salirophilia . . . well, sort of.
Brian teaches Justin the art of handballing.
For more information on the experience of fisting, I found this very useful and interesting. For a spiritual take on things, I found this unexpected and absolutely fascinating. I certainly never knew the Bible endorses fisting. Go figure. Take that, Rick Santorum.
Brian teaches Justin the art of Figging.
Here's a weird/amusing definition of what Figging is.
Brian teaches Justin about Babylon's backroom.
Brian teaches Justin the art of *really* enjoying getting rimmed.
This story is dedicated to the show's creators, Ron Cowen and Daniel Lipman, who were gracious enough to enthusiastically entertain my endless questions when I met them recently at a television festival in Austin. They insist that Brian and Justin were meant to be together; that they'd never imagined that Brian and Justin would stop seeing each other after Justin left Pittsburgh for NYC. I still think it wasn't that easy and perhaps took years, but I respect their vision and want to do honor to it with this little tale.
New QaF fic, otherwise known as 'The Crappest Post-Prom Fic Ever Written' (CPPFEW). I just can't seem to capture anything tonight.
The first time Brian uses a toy on Justin.
Brian visits Justin when Babylon can't provide him what he needed--who he needed. Set during season 1 when Justin lives with Debbie.
Brian and Justin celebrate their first Christmas together.
QAF Canon through season one. Begins with the last few minutes of 122 then veers off a little to the left as the story continues.
A weekend with Justin presents some challenges for Brian.
Justin adjusts to life after the prom, except for some trouble with dreams.
Three part story.
Brian's reflections after Michael interrupts the scarfing. Gap-Filler for Episode 22.
Episode 22 Gap Filler: Justin spends an evening at the loft before prom night.