Tags: Cancer

Other Results: 29 ePub eBooks, 5 Series


Through Sickness and Health by Moffel83

Rated: M • 188 Reviews starstarstarstarstar

This is a sequel to Back for Good. Three years after Justin has forgiven Brian for keeping their son Luke a secret from him and Brian and Justin gave their relationship another try they are happy with their relationship and their children Gus and Luke. Or aren't they? What does fate have in store for them now?

This story is finished and will be updated regularly!

It's Back by addict_writer

Rated: M • 8 Reviews starstarstarstarstar


it's back

After years of no word from Brian, Justin receives a phone call that brings him back to his lover who needs his support more than ever. 

Every Storm Makes Us Stronger by PrettyTheWorld

Rated: M • 3 Reviews starstarstarstarstar
Summary: “I’m sorry,” Brian repeated, his tone serious and deliberate. “For a lot of things over the last two days. I… I didn’t know what to do with what happened before I left Pittsburgh, and I wasn’t ready to talk.” He paused, sighing. “And I don’t know how to lie to you. I haven’t for a long time, and you know that. So sometimes, it’s easier to piss you off, so you’ll leave me alone until I find enough of my remaining ball to face you -- as irrational as I know that sounds.”

“Or,” Justin said, a small smile playing on his lips, “you could say, ‘Hey Justin, I’ve got something on my mind that I’m not ready to talk about, and I need a little space.’” He gave his husband a meaningful look before continuing. “Brian, I know what you’re doing when you do it now… But what I don’t understand is why, almost two decades into our relationship, you still think the solution to anything is to push me away -- if for no reason other than it won’t fucking work.”


Brian gets some unexpected and difficult news and turns to his usual coping strategies. Justin knows better.

And to All a Good Night by Techgirl

Rated: M • 6 Reviews starhalf-star

A Christmas story. 

Set in S4. The timeline is a bit off. Let's pretend we're not noticing it. 

When is enough, enough? by meganeileen

Rated: A • 25 Reviews half-star

When is enough, enough for Justin and Brian? 

It seems like it’s one thing after another for Brian and Justin.

After the attack they receive news that will change their lives, but will it be for the better? Are they strong enough, not only individually, but together to battle the latest fight? 

Follow their story to see. 

Unconditional by TrueIllusion

Rated: A • 106 Reviews half-star

What if, after overhearing the doctor leaving a message on Brian's machine, Justin had confronted Brian, instead of going to Michael? How would things have been different?

Canon divergence begins midway through episode 408. Plot bunny by Deb. Thanks to Sandi for being my beta.

Thorns - A Honest Talk by SandyGale

Rated: A • 9 Reviews half-star

Brian and Justin talk about specific moments...

Can't Do Life Without You 4 Part 1 Sick by Simply written

Rated: M • 24 Reviews starstarstarhalf-star

Brian and Justin have a new baby and a loving home. Life has so much promise but will Brian be there to enjoy it.  Brian's cancer is back and Justin will be there every step of the way.

Normalcy by TrueIllusion

Rated: M • 5 Reviews half-star

Sequel to "Simple and Straightforward"


Counting down the days until Brian’s final radiation treatment was like counting down to normalcy -- at least, as normal as their life together ever had been or could be. At the very least, it would be an end to the runaway roller coaster ride of the last six weeks. Life had been speeding through a shitload of twists and turns, dragging a breathless Justin and Brian along for the white-knuckled ride as they both struggled to make sense of the scenery flying by.

Simple and Straightforward by TrueIllusion

Rated: A • 10 Reviews half-star

This was the same, only different.


This time, his filters were firmly in place, because Justin knew that kicking, punching, and destroying wasn’t going to fix this. It wasn’t going to take away the fact that his lover had cancer.

Yesterday's Son by TrueIllusion

Rated: YA • 7 Reviews half-star

He could tell Michael that he loved him. Always had, always will. Brian wasn’t sure why saying “I love you” to Michael was so easy -- why it was different. Why the words flowed off his tongue with Michael but felt stuck in his throat with Justin.

This is a song fic inspired by Lifehouse's song "Yesterday's Son." It's gap filler, and a peek inside Brian Kinney's head through several key story arcs in the course of the show's five seasons.

From adman, to father by Kurenohikari88

Rated: E • 16 Reviews half-star


I still can't believe this is my life. Two days ago I was the stud of Liberty Avenue and a successful adman, today... today I am a father. I still recall the words he whispered in my ear that night, as we all sat in Lindsay's hospital room: "You deserve to be loved Brian. Don't let anyone make you think you can't, don't let them win. Show them they are wrong"

I've dedicated all my life to show Saint Joan, Jack and every homophobe out there that underestimating me was a mistake. I became a successful businessman, being the head of the advertising department in Ryder's Advertising. I had the money, the looks, the gang and everyone wanted me... but I was still hallow.

I've proved them all wrong in everything, but one thing. I ended up believing their words, that I was unwanted, that no one will ever love me, that I was not desired, that I should have been aborted.

However, all that changed two days ago. When, I met a fallen angel under a streetlight, no matter how lesbian I sounded, to me that was true. Looking so innocent and pure, he was just asking for me to pick him up. I don't normally go for blonds, but I wanted to be in that world- that world of light- at least for a night.

Choices by starlight

Rated: A • 297 Reviews half-star

Brian has to repair the cracks in his marriage and with his children, when Michael needs him after Ben dies.


Lorie once again thank you for the work you do as my beta. 

Baby, I love you by Kurenohikari88

Rated: E • 10 Reviews half-star


The third and last part of my series "Please don't take my Sunshine away"

Will Brian and Justin's relationship survive going through cancer? What will Justin do when he discovers a few secrets Brian kept from him? Will he forgive him? Or will it be the end of our favorite couple?

Too Deep For Healing by deviant_queen

Rated: M • 81 Reviews half-star

Ten years post-513. Justin returns to Pittsburgh after a decade of absence due to a death in the family, only to receive some disturbing news.

Sunshine is a Fucking Dick by Frayach

Rated: M • 10 Reviews half-star

Hurt/Comfort? Hurt/Comfort's bullshit.

Next to me by Kurenohikari88

Rated: E • 38 Reviews half-star


Now that Brian has a way to contact Justin, he'll do whatever it takes to win his Sunshine back.

But what happens when our favorite teenager tries to move on from the stud of Liberty Avenue?

Will Brian be able to win him over in time?

Or lose him forever?

Actions Speak Louder Than Words by Frayach

Rated: M • 16 Reviews half-star

Brian may not be able to say "I love you" in words, but then again, as they say, actions speak much louder. Now if Justin can just learn to read them . . .

Subject to Change by soundczech

Rated: M • 11 Reviews starhalf-star

"In a year, probably not even that long, you won't even remember my name. Oh, what happened to that kid who wouldn't leave me alone? Who thought he was in love with me. If you fucking think of me at all."

Forever Young by addict_writer

Rated: M • 47 Reviews half-star


In this AU, vampire Justin meets human Brian. Justin's past follows him to the city, where he decides to make his home for a while. Can these two men learn to accept and trust each other? What kind of obstacles will they have to overcome to be together?

Arguing with Women by Sabina

Rated: E • 4 Reviews starstar

Brian knows better than to argue with Debbie. Written for the Wit and Wisdom of Will Rogers Challenge.

My Husband, the Doctor by starlight

Rated: E • 409 Reviews half-star

Vegas, booze and our boys. Justin graduates Med school and goes with Daphne who is getting married, before they leave the country for their new jobs.


Lorie as always thank you for being not just my beta but a great sounding board.

Everything At Once (Post Season 4) by plumsuede

Rated: M • 127 Reviews half-star

Post 414, Brian has asked Justin to move in, Justin hasn't answered, what now? (This series picks up after the last episode of Season 4 and was written before Season 5- the final season- ever aired.) Written in 2004-2005.

(21 chapters + 3 epilogues)

Illumination by peacefrog

Rated: YA • 4 Reviews half-star

The way he looks at you now, it’s like an epiphany.

Stronger Together… by 7Wildwaysup

Rated: M • 24 Reviews star

After surviving years in a long-distance relationship, they finally marry only to be separated again. Just as they’re finally about to be reunited their relationship is tested once more. But they’re always stronger together, determined to make things work.