Date: Oct 01, 2018 4:55 pm Title: Chapter 32
Wonderful chapter: they are so careful with each other, so thoughtful. It's good that they were able to talk about Luke's birth and the pregnancy.
I love these quotes: “Coming and staying” and the "Try being fucked without lube by a rhino". The first one is a statement they are both needing and the last one is Brian being himself.
Didn't they use a condom? I guess they have had some tricks during the 6 years they have been away from each other. Brian not being prepared shows that he might not have tricks coming to Britin and that he didn't want to pressure Justin.
Date: Sep 27, 2018 4:24 pm Title: Chapter 32
Hi again! After reading this chapter for the first time today in the mornig, I thought "perfect". I was really blown away. I must admit, Chapter 31 didn't evoke the feelings that I usually feel when reading your story. But maybe, I just wasn't in the mood. But this chapter... Wow! While reading, I feel their desire, their love, their happiness, their joy... It's all there thanks to your amazing writing-style! I thought, I couldn't say much more about it, but the devil's in the detail... :-)
“I didn't nearly kill myself to give you romance all night only to end the night with a quick fuck in the hallway.” - I just love this sentence. It suits Brian so well, and it makes me laugh and at the same time so glad, that he behaves this way! Next thing I really love is, that you let them talk so much inbetween. And in my opinion, it's great, that they also talk about the pregnancy and how Brian gave birth to Luke. Justin wanted to hear this and that shows that he's really forgiven Brian. And I also love how Brian explained to Justin that he was so happy to be pregnant because it was them who created a new life together. You let him say this a few times. I think it's important for Justin to hear it. The way you let Brian talk about this, shows Justin that not only did Brian love Luke from the beginning, but that he never stopped loving Justin. I think you are making this more than clear here. Next thing, I just love, is, that Brian isn't prepared as in older times. No lube and condoms in the bedside table? :-) I know, we've written about this before and I'm aware that Brian hasn't lived in celibacy for the last five years, but it does show that he probably, or at least in Britin, probably didn't had so many or no nightly visitors. And even if I'm wrong here with my over-analysis, I think it's great that it also shows that he may have hopes that night but no expectations. Last thing I also really love, is this "bottom-discussion". I like those stories in which Justin and also Brian bottom only for each other. So, with Brian, it was never the question, I think, but in the show Justin bottomed for other guys (Connor James or this foursome they had - I hate it by the way, didn't get the impression Justin was really into it). So yeah, I really love the way you portray Justin here. And finally, I love that Brian is finally able to voice his feelings, that he's not afraid to say "i love you" anymore. Thheir scene here reminds me so much of their last scene in S5. So, thanks, the circle has finally closed! You see, I'm so in love wtih this chapter! And I hope they fall asleep together and are awakened by their boys! :-) Thanks for this amazing chapter and warmest regards!
Author's Response:
Oh wow, thanks for your comment :)
I am glad you enjoyed this chapter so much! I was hoping people would like it and wouldn't think it was too cheesy or too much.
Justin wanted to hear about the pregnancy and he needed to hear about it. He knows that they can only really move on if they talk about it honestly. If they can't talk about what happened, that will always be between them and will always cause problems. Hopefully Brian can see that too and can learn to move on as well :)
Yes, it was always very important to Brian that he and Justin created Luke. That Luke was the perfect mixture of them both and that with Luke he would always have a piece of Justin with him, no matter what. Brian has always loved Justin, he might not have acted like it with what he has done, but deep down he has always loved Justin and Justin has always been the one for him. It's important that Justin knows that Brian has never stopped loving him and the son they have together.
Brian definitely had hopes, especially after their session with the therapist, but as he mentioned in the last chapter: He was ready to let Justin set the pace. He was ready give Justin all the time in the world he needed which also shows how much Brian loves Justin. If he didn't love him, he wouldn't care so much that Justin loved him as well and they got back together one day.
To be honest, I have always hated that Justin bottomed in that foursome and with Connor James. He never seemed to be the guy that was much into tricking. He mostly seemed to do it because Brian did it and when Brian wasn't around, but seriously: If you have Brian Kinney to fuck you on a regular basis and we've all heard what a great fuck he is, why would you let someone else fuck you as well? Never made much sense to me :/
More will be up soon and we'll see if you're right once again with your assumption of what might happen :P
Date: Sep 27, 2018 9:22 am Title: Chapter 32
Aw so romantic and hawt!!
Author's Response:
You've been very patient to wait for it this long ;)
I hope it was worth it!
More will be up soon :)
Date: Sep 27, 2018 4:48 am Title: Chapter 32
I was wondering how far they were going to go in the hallway. Good thing Brian had the good sense to stop. Luke or Gus could have come out in the hallway and been witness to that blowjob.
Their bedroom scenes were hot, Hot, HOT! Thank you for that. It was just what they needed to get their lives together back on track. And Brian really does need to let go of the past. Justin has, and it will help become a stronger couple. Is their another pregnancy planned?
I've debated about saying this next comment, but if people are having a hard time accepting the growth of your characters, they should stop reading. I did that once. I really couldn't get into the story, so I thought, 'Why keep reading?' And, I didn't miss it, nor did it bother me that I quit. Justin LOVED hearing about Brian's pregnancy, and begged him to relate ALL the feelings and emotions he went through duing the pregnancy and delivery. What was Brian supposed to do? Not tell him? It would have only incensed Justin, and they wouldn't have had their experience of lovemaking again. I for one, enjoyed having Brian relate it all. It showed Justin how much Brian had changed, and Justin got to live the pregnancy through Brian's eyes. So I hope you don't let people's views on your wonderful story dampen your writing enthusuasm. Because it's their own fault that they are reading the story, one of which they are clearly not enjoying.
Thank you for writing this, and sharing it with us.
XOXO ~ Cathy
Author's Response:
And a blowjob/fuck in the hallway would have been kind of a letdown after that romantic night :/
I am glad you enjoyed the bedroom scenes :) As for another pregnancy: I think at this point in the story that's probably the worst thing that could happen to them. They still have so much to figure out for their new relationship and their family and especially Brian obviously still needs to work through some big emotional baggage. A pregnancy would be too early :/
Justin wanted and needed to hear about the pregnancy from Brian. At this point they have talked a lot about why Brian kept his pregnancy from Justin and his reasons for keeping Luke a secret, but they have never really talked about the pregnancy itself. If they want to have a future together as a family and especially the two of them as a couple, they need to be able to talk about these things. Otherwise there will never be any real moving on and what happened will always be between them. And Justin knows that. Hopefully with Justin's guidance Brian can finally learn to let go of the past as well...
As for your last comment: I honestly don't mind. If you create something (a story, a picture, a painting, whatever) and publish/display it, you open yourself up to criticism and people disagreeing with you. As long as it doesn't get personal, I don't mind that. People enjoy different things in life, have different views and opinions and that diversity is something I embrace. Life would be so boring if we agreed all the time. I love talking to people with differing opinions and trying to understand where they are coming from.
Sometimes I wish more people would feel that way :/ With how divided nations, people in countries, etc are at the moment, we would all do well to take a breath and learn to listen to the other side and try to understand them instead of just accusing them of being wrong because they don't agree with my point of view.
I am glad for every person that has read this story and has left a comment: They took the time to read my efforts and even invested more time to let me think what they thought about it. You can learn so much from constructive criticism, I embrace it :)
God, that got very deep ;) Better stop now!
More will be up soon :D
Date: Sep 27, 2018 3:17 am Title: Chapter 32
I’M usually a sucker for a good smut scene, but not this time. Hearing how selfish Brian was about his pregnancy just made me despise him all over again. Yeah I know Justin asked for it, but Brian regaling how happy he was to have experienced every moment of Luke’s young life while purposely leaving Justin out just made me sick. To tell the truth, I really hoped that by the time we got to this point in the story that there would be something that would allow me to feel better about the characters. I really feel bad that it didn’t happen for me. In fact I feel terrible for the reviews and comments i’ve posted throughout this story.
I wish I could have found the beauty in them starting over. I honestly want to be excited about them being a family.....and I feel as if I’m offending your work because I can’t. Maybe I’m being too cynical?
Author's Response:
What did you want Brian to do? Lie to Justin? So Justin would feel better and he would feel worse? And in any case, I think Justin wouldn't have felt any better if he had known that Brian hadn't enjoyed his pregnancy.
I think by this point it's very clear that Justin has forgiven Brian and understands why Brian did what he did. He has decided to move on and work on a better future for them and Justin wanted to hear this. Do you really think Justin would have felt better knowing that Brian hated every second of being pregnant without him by his side (not that that was the case!)? Justin is not that spiteful as I think this story has proven by now ;)
You are not offending my work - at least I don't see it as an offense! As I've said before: We are all different and have different views and opinions and that is fine! That is life :) That's what makes life so interesting and exciting. How boring would it be if everyone agreed all the time?
I have always enjoyed seeing your comments and your view on things because it's so fundamentally different from my view and it was really interesting for me to see that other point of view. So thank you for that :D
Don't ever feel bad for having your own opinion!
Date: Sep 27, 2018 2:09 am Title: Chapter 32
That's what was missing. Them being them where they get the best of each other.
Author's Response:
You have all been very, very patient :)
More will be up soon!
Date: Sep 27, 2018 12:50 am Title: Chapter 32
FINALLY !!!!!!! Don't need to say anymore except your writing is AWESOME!!!
Author's Response:
Yes, you've all been very, very patient :D
Thank you :)
More will be up soon!
[Report This]Date: Sep 27, 2018 12:25 am Title: Chapter 32
Please let Brian get pregnant again so Justin goes through it this time with him.
Author's Response:
We'll have to wait and see, but at this point that would be a very bad thing :(
More will be up soon!