Date: Oct 23, 2019 6:05 pm Title: Chapter 2
Hi my friend! Now Brian’s got a bit impatient and annoyed - but is also understandable :-)
Again, I must praise your writing-style and the way you let them talk to one another. I love this!
And then my heart broke a little bit for Justin... ”I just wanted to know what it feels like... I just wanted us to do it together “ - and this reminds me of my feelings I had last year. To feel Justin’s pain about not having known about Luke, not having the chance to experienced this with Brian. And now, he knows that he won’t ever be able to carry Brian's child. So sad… And I don’t really know why, but that phrase “For the first time he realized how much this had meant to Justin” touched me deeply. I mean, your story “Back for good” was so emotional but yeah, maybe because of the fact that Justin won’t ever be able to experience a pregnancy by himself and because of his despair about it, Brian now really understood, how wrong his decision was. But I’m also glad that old wounds don’t tear too much and he doesn’t feel too guilty about it again. This is in the past and they must now see together how they deal with this new fact. But it’s interesting… If men would be also able to get pregnant, there would probably be more discussion about who would be the one getting pregnant. Crazy, I know, it’s just fiction… You see what you do to me… last year it was about forgiveness and now it’s about pregnancies... :-) Warmest regards!
Author's Response:
Well, even this new, more grown up Brian isn't perfect and just human ;)
Thanks for your kind words - it means a lot to me that people like my version of these two and appreciate the way they communicate as it's obviously different than what we know from the show.
Yes, Brian needed to see Justin's pain at the news that he would never be able to carry a child on his own to really understand how much everything meant to Justin and how much Justin not only would have loved to have a child and to be there from the beginning, but to have carried it himself. As painful as this was for both of them, I think it was needed to create a better understanding between them. Even after all this time.
Of course Brian was very aware of the pain he caused Justin before, but this was just different and on a new level because it also involved their future and not just their past.
Thanks for your comment :)
Date: Sep 09, 2019 12:35 am Title: Chapter 2
There's always adoption. Justin may not be able to carry, but he's able to love.
They'll get through this eventually
Author's Response:
True and if we know of one thing that's for sure, it's Justin's ability to love. We see it with Gus every day, who isn't biologically his either. I am sure if they were to adopt, Justin would love the child like his own.
I am sure they will make it - they always do :)
Thanks for your comment. More will be up soon!
[Report This]Date: Sep 08, 2019 1:14 pm Title: Chapter 2
Learning that he can't carry is tough as many woman who want children and can't know. Justin focused on one thing so much that he missed the obvious. That Brian loves him.
Author's Response:
Yes, it is tough and if he had only thought more clearly, he would have known that Brian loves him and would have been by his side for the test and the result...
At least they talked about it and can hopefully move on from it in some way or other :(
More will be up soon. Thanks for your comment :)
[Report This]Date: Sep 04, 2019 2:44 pm Title: Chapter 2
That's a reprieve, though, I don't feel like Justin won't have a relapse. It's too deep. At least, Brian knows what troubles Justin and can deal with it.
Great job!
Author's Response:
And knowing Brian, he won't let his Sunshine suffer too long. He'll come up with something to make him happy again.
More will be up soon. Thanks for your comment :)
Date: Sep 04, 2019 2:06 pm Title: Chapter 2
Please don't hurt their happiness
Author's Response:
I love them happy and together as well - I hope that is a bit of a comfort.
Saying that, I also like to put them through some serious drama... I am an evil person.
Whatever happens, there will always be a happy ending for them :)
Thanks for your comment!
[Report This]Date: Sep 04, 2019 8:52 am Title: Chapter 2
ThankYou for update. This was a heartfelt chapter. They really need to talk it out. I feel for Justin. He & Brian been through so much. Is there a way Justin will able to experience it too? He deserves to be happy.
Author's Response:
I am glad that you liked the chapter :)
We'll find out soon what Brian will do to make his Sunshine happy. Unfortunately, Justin won't be able to carry a child :(
More will be up soon. Thanks for your comment :)
[Report This]Date: Sep 04, 2019 1:05 am Title: Chapter 2
Wow, great chapter. Thanks for not making us wait forever to explain what was wrong with Justin. But, I do believe this is the begining of something that is going to be fantastic. Wonderful writing.
Author's Response:
I am glad that you liked the chapter :)
We'll find out soon what Brian will do to make his Sunshine happy.
More will be up soon. Thanks for your comment :)