John paced back and forth.  He couldn’t sit still. Tony was coming home. He had been gone for two long weeks.  It seemed like a lifetime. He was sure now that they would marry and it couldn’t be soon enough for him.  He knew now when Brian and Justin would say they had each other’s hearts, that they couldn’t breathe without each other.  He ached thinking about him. The last thing Tony said to him was he was bringing a surprise back with him. He wanted to go to the airport but Brian hired a town car for him since the flight time kept getting changed.  First he was supposed to land at noon, then it was 3:00 pm and now it was 5:00 pm.

Justin and Gus walked in from the pool with a sleeping Brinn in her stroller.  “Any word?” Justin asked.

“He should be landing any minute.  I swear I have checked my phone 100 times. I just can’t…”  John’s phone rang and he answered it quickly. “Baby!”

“I am on my way home now.  I just got in the car. I should be home around 6:30 pm.   Do you think Alice could have some dinner ready. I am starving.”

“Alice isn’t here but I am sure we have something in the fridge or freezer.  I will be waiting for you at the main house. I love you, Tony! I can’t wait to see you! God, I have missed you.”

“Mi Amore, I have missed you so much. See you very soon.”

John was like a little boy. He went out on the front step and Gus joined him.  As they saw the big black car come down the driveway, John squeezed Gus against him.  Gus finally said, “Um, John, it is a little hard to breath…”

The car pulled up and John ran down the steps.  Tony stepped out of the car and kissed John. He then turned around and extended his hand into the car.  Gus saw a hand reach out and take Tony’s and his mouth dropped open. His first thought was that Tony had a girlfriend and John would be devastated but then he heard John make a happy noise and soon he was twirling around a young girl.  She was too young to be a girlfriend. “Gus,” Tony called out, “Can you help me out?” The car pulled away and there was luggage sitting in the drive.

Gus walked down the steps.  Tony gave Gus a hug. “Gus, I would like you to meet my sister, Angelica. Angelica, this is Gus.

“Ciao, Gus.”  Angelica kissed both of Gus’ cheek and Gus turned three shades of red.

“Ah, hi.”  Gus said very quietly as he carried some luggage into the house.  

Tony and John each grabbed a suitcase and Angelica walked into the house between them.

“Tony, you were telling the truth.  This place is huge. Will we live here?”

“No, we live in a very nice house around the side of this one.”  

John picked up Angelica.  “I know you are a little big to be carried but I bet you are very tired, aren’t you?”

“I am, John.  I am very tired.”

“Well, Justin has some food ready for you and then we will get you settled into your room.”

Angelica walked into the house and followed Gus into the kitchen.  “Angelica! What are you doing here? Welcome!”

“Signore Justin, it is so good to see you.”  They hugged.

Tony looked at Justin, “I hope you don’t mind.  My mother is going to be very busy with my father and since Angelica had finished school….”

“Of course, she is welcome. I have some dinner ready for you.  It isn’t as good as Alice’s food but…”

“Justin you are an excellent cook. Where is my bella?”  She went down for a little nap. I bet she would love it if you got her while  I get the food ready.”

Tony and John went to the nursery. John pinned Tony against the door and kissed him deeply.  His hand went down the back of Tony’s jeans. “I need you so badly!. I want to be so deep inside you that….”

From the other side of the door Brinn said, “Johnjohn, come.”

“Damn!  Coming Brinny.” He looked back at Tony and gave him a quick desperate kiss, “Soon, my love.”

When they arrived in the kitchen Tony was dancing with Brinn.  Angelica was instantly taken with the beautiful, little girl and the feeling was mutual.  Brinn instantly reached for her and Angelica to her in her arms. “Oh, Signore Justin, she is so beautiful.”

“She is obviously glad to have another girl in the house.” Justin smiled over at the two.  “Gus, why don’t you take your sister so Angelica can eat.” Justin noticed the flush on Gus’ cheeks as he took his sister from the pretty new house guest.  This could be a new development Brian and he would need to watch out for.

Tony and Angelica sat and started eating.  They were both very hungry. “Justin, I hope you don’t mind that Angelica will be here for the summer.  It was a last minute decision. My mother was just under so much stress. I hoped Angelica could help some and I knew she would be safe here.”

“Of course, Tony.  You are family and you know we have the room.  Brian will be glad to see Angelica, too.” With the thought of Brian, the door sounded from the garage.  Justin’s heart skipped a beat. Brian had been working such long hours lately, he missed him terribly. He had managed to text Brian and let him know they had a house guest in advance.  He knew Brian wouldn’t care but sometimes when he came home after a long day he could be grouchy and he didn’t want him to say or do something that would make Angi feel uncomfortable.

Brian walked in the door with a rose in his hand. Gus set Brinn down and she ran into Brian’s arms, “My dad, my dad.” She gave Brian a big kiss and he hugged her tight.

“And tonight I have a second beautiful girl waiting for me.  What a great surprise, Angelica!” He walked over to where she was eating and kissed the top of her head giving her a little squeeze but not disrupting her meal.  “This is for you.” He handed her the rose.”

“Oh, thank you, Signore Brian. It is so beautiful.” Angi reached up and patted Brinn’s chubby, little leg. As she did this she yawned.  She was beginning to fade quickly. As Tony and Brian hugged and chatted Angelica fought to keep her eyes open.

Justin looked at John and Tony and then at the sleepy young girl.  “Angi, do you mind if I call you that?”

“No, I like that very much.” She smiled at Justin sleepily.

“Why don’t we have you sleep here tonight.  I can see how tired you are and John and your brother may be talking for quite a while yet tonight.  Would that be alright? Tomorrow we can get you settled into their house.”

“That would be fine.  I am very tired.”

“Gus, why don’t you help Angi with her bag and show her the bedroom across from our room.”

“Ok, Dad.” Angi pointed to her bag.

“Angelica,” Tony said to his sister, “I will be up shortly and say goodnight.”

“Ok, Antony.”

John walked over and kissed Justin right on the mouth.  “Thank you!” He then walked over and kissed Tony long enough that Brian and Justin wondered if they should leave the room.  

Brian walked over and took Justin in his free arm.  “We may as well join them.” He kissed him until Brinn started patting both of their cheeks.

“Kiss, Dad, KISS.” Brian and Justin turned and kissed Brinn’s cheeks.

When John and Tony separated they were not very steady.  “I am going to go up and say goodnight to my sister and then I will clean up the dishes.”  Tony said as he headed to the steps with John close behind him.

Justin started cleaning up the kitchen.  “You had dinner, right Babe?”

“Yes, I did.  But I expect some dessert pretty soon.” He kissed Justin’s  neck from behind.

“If you start Brinn’s bath, I will clean up in here and then….” He turned and kissed Brian deeply as his hand slid to Brian’s crotch.  “I missed you so much today.”

Brian met Tony and John on their way down the stairs.  “Enjoy your privacy tonight, men. Tomorrow you have a young house guest.”  He chuckled as he kept going with Brinn.

John and Tony started to walk toward the kitchen to help Justin.  “Get out of here. You two need a little time alone before you take on a tween.  We are glad you brought her, Tony.”

“I had to use the credit card you gave me for emergencies to pay for her ticket.  I will pay you back.”

“You will do no such thing.  You are helping your family. Now get out of here John explodes.”  He laughed as they ran out the door.

Justin was putting the last dish in the dishwasher when arms snaked around his waist. “Be careful, my husband is upstairs.”  Justin said as Brian growled. “Do we know where Gus is?”

“He is playing a video game in his room.”  By now he was unbuckling his belt and unzipping his fly.  Justin was fumbling with his own pants. Brian grabbed the olive oil and poured a little on his hands and rubbed it on his erection.  He leaned over Justin as he slipped in. They both sighed.

“I’m glad you’re home, darling.” Justin said as Brian moved in and out of him as the heat between them grew. Soon Justin was arching back and Brian claimed his mouth as best he could.  Soon Brian thrust and held Justin tightly against the counter as shuttered as he emptied himself into Justin. Justin grabbed a paper towel and followed Brian into release.

“I really need to work from home!  Although I might not get enough done.” Justin turned and pulled Brian’s mouth down to his and crushed it.

When he pulled away enough to speak, Justin said, “Let’s go upstairs where we can continue this.”

Tony and John made it halfway to the guest house when the fell into each other’s arms.  Although they were desperate, John put one hand behind Tony’s head and pulled his head in.  Their lips met and the electricity ran through both of them. John’s free hand went down Tony’s pants and yanked him so close they could feel their cocks twitch.  Soon Tony’s hands were both down John’s pants.

“We need to get in the house.” Tony said and they started running again.  When they got to the house they were both laughing, maybe in anticipation.

As they got into the house, they stood there and looked at each other.  Tony stepped up to John, He gently touched John’s cheek, then his jawline, and finally he traced his lips. He brushed John’s lips with his own. “Mi Amore, I really need a shower.  Will you join me?”

 

“Try and stop me!” John and Tony dropped their clothes as they stepped into the shower. John looked at every inch of Tony and slowly slid down to the floor kissing and licking ever inch. His mouth took him in all the way.  His hands reached around and soon he had entered him with his finger so he could stroke his prostate and within a couple strokes, Tony had to lean on the wall to stay on his feet as he emptied into John’s mouth. Tony’s head lulled back as he let out a sigh.  John stood up and turned Tony around, pressing him against the wall.

John put his mouth by Tony’s ear and said, “I don’t plan to ever be with anyone else, ever.  Tina has been gone long enough and I tested clean. Are you ready to make that commitment? I want to feel you, really feel you around me.”

Tony turned and looked into John’s face.  “We are going to do this right, slowly and thoroughly because I want to feel every inch of you in me.” He turned off the water and they stepped out, drying each other off. They walked hand in hand into the bedroom.  They peeled the blankets back and they laid down. After time for more exploration, John positioned Tony’s right leg on John’s right shoulder. He started entering Tony at a side angle giving him the ability for depth as well as stroking Tony’s thighs and massaging his prostate from the outside.  Soon Tony was writhing as John tilted his head back, feeling every surface inside Tony. John lost control. He slammed in over and over and John shouted and then collapsed next to Tony.

Tony curled into John and stroked his face. “The wait was well worth it but I hope we never have to be apart that long again. Promise me,” Tony’s voice started drifting off, “We will get married soon.”

“How about this fall?”  His only response was the sound of Tony’s steading breathing.

Justin and Brian glistened with sweat as they laid with grins on their faces. Justin turned and laid his head on Brian’s chest. He kissed him and slid his tongue around his nipple.  Brian’s hand came around and swatted Justin’s ass.

“Don’t start or we will finish it!”

“Baby, isn’t Angelica turning into a beautiful young woman?”

“Yes, she is.  Are you trying to tell me something, Sunshine? I think she is a bit young even for you.”

Justin  tweaked Brian’s nipple hard enough for him to jump. “I brought it up because our son has definitely noticed her.”

“Really, Gus is looking at girls? I was hoping he would have more taste.  I mean I can’t seem to get enough of the taste.” He began sliding down Justin again but Justin stopped him.

“Brian, I think we better keep our eyes open.  It would not be good if something occurred.”

“Justin he is too young to do anything.”

“Are you serious?  How old were you when you gave your teacher a blow job?  Gus is only a couple years younger then you were then, actually just over a year.”

Brian now got serious.  “I see your point. Oh, shit.”

“And, Sweetheart,  you may have to get used to the fact that our kids may be heterosexual.  They will both have to decide who to love, just like we did.” As Justin talked he again began playing with Brian’s cock. Brian sighed as he pressed farther into the pillow.

“How could he choose anything but this?”  

“I truly don’t know, Baby.” Justin lowered himself onto Brian’s erection.  After they both came for the third time that night, Brian wrapped his arms around Justin and held him close.”

“I love you, Sunshine.”

“I love you more.”  And both men drifted off to sleep.

 

When Justin brought Brinn down in the morning, Brian had left some time earlier and Angi was in the kitchen chatting with Alice.  She was emptying the dishwasher while the talked. Brinn reached toward Angi wiggling her pudgy little fingers, “Come.”

Angi reached and took her from Justin.  “I think you have a new best friend, Angi.”

“I already love her, too.  I will put her in her high chair for you while you get her breakfast.”

Gus came running down the stairs just as the doorbell rang.  “Becca’s here.”

Alice handed Gus a breakfast sandwich and a small cooler with food.  Justin gave him a quick kiss. “Have fun today.” And he was gone.

Becca had started work last week.  She was a psychology major at the college.  It took Alice, Justin, and Brian a few interviews to find the right person.  They all liked Becca. She was living with some friends nearby right now but if her roommate decided to move in with her boyfriend, Becca would move in to the room that Tina and John had used last.  She couldn’t believe how lucky she had gotten with this job. Not only was Gus a good kid, the house was full of gorgeous men! Yes, they happened to be committed to each other but she still could look all she wanted.  John’s partner was supposed to have come home yesterday. She had heard about John’s brother, too, but he had a girlfriend. They would return in the fall.

Gus ran out of the door and jumped in the car.  He seemed to be talking a lot faster than usual this morning.  “Did Tony get home yesterday?” Becca asked curiously. She wanted to see if he was as beautiful as his pictures were.

“Ya, he did and he brought his sister with him.  Justin wants you to call him sometime later this morning.  I think they are going to try to get Angi into some activities and you might have to pick her up like me.”

“That should work, as long as they aren’t too far apart. I hope to meet her soon.  How old is she?”

“About my age I think.”

Becca noticed Gus turned a little pink as he talked about her. “Is she pretty?”

“She is beautiful!”

“Does she have a boyfriend?”  Becca teased.

“Becca!”  now he was bright red.

Becca reached over and ruffled Gus’ hair.  “If you have any questions about girls you know  you can ask me.”

“I do have two moms and now that they are getting along better I can talk to them.”  Mel and Lindsay had started going to counseling and were really working on their relationship.  Gus had spent one night there and was spending some Saturdays with them and JR. He hated to admit he kind of missed her.

“I know you have two moms and I know you could talk to them but  your moms may not know the answers since they love each other and not guys, not that you should be in love yet.” They had pulled up at Gus’ first activity.  “I will be sitting on the bleachers studying. I’ll hang onto your cooler for you.”

“Thanks, Becca.” And Gus rushed off.

Becca looked around.  She really had gotten a great job.  She could study and get a suntan while Gus did his activities.  She could leave if she had errands as long as she was back in time to pick him up.  

While Justin fed Brinn, Angelica walked around the pool and found Tony and John’s house.  She knocked on the door and soon Tony opened the door. “Angelica! It seems funny having you here but I am glad you are.” Angi noticed what a great mood he was in.  He must be very happy to be back with John. She liked John and knew they were in love. “I am getting ready for work. John should be back about 3:00 pm. Are you alright being here or up at the main house?”

“I am not a baby anymore, brother. I will move my luggage down later today. What room should I take?”

Tony told her to take the room across from his.  John and Tony had talked about it last night after making love.  They had decided what room would work best. Tony dropped her back at the main house as he left for work.  

Justin sat down with Angi and had her look at some options she had if she would like to take some classes or activities.  When Justin mentioned dance her face lit up. “Oh, Signore Justin, really? I could take dance? I love to dance.” She picked out a couple other things she liked too.

“Let me make some calls.”  A few minutes later Justin had talked to a local dance studio that he had heard only  took the best students but they were willing to see what she could do as a favor to Justin.  He tried not to throw around his fame but there were times when it came in handy. Justin walked out to the patio where Angi was playing with Brinn away from the pool.  “Angi, how would you like to go over to a dance studio tomorrow morning? They need to see what your skill level is but they are sure they can find a place for you.”

“Really, I am so happy.” She through her arms around Justin’s neck.

“My dad! My dad.”

Justin picked her up. “You are right.  I am your dad but I will let a pretty, young girl hug me when she wants.  How about a dip in the pool and then when Brinn goes down for a nap I will help you with your luggage, alright?”

After spending an hour in the pool Brinn was ready for a nap.  Justin and Angi dressed and Justin helped her bring her things to the guest house.

“Thank you, Signore Justin. You are being so nice to me.”

“That’s what we do for family and Tony is family so you are too.  I have a feeling soon we will really be family.”

“Yes, Tony has talked about marrying John. In fact that is all he can talk about.”

“So, is there someone special in your life?”  Justin winked at her. “As pretty as you are I am sure you have boys that come around.”

 

“Signore Justin!” she blushed,  “I am too young for a boyfriend and, yes, I will look for a boyfriend when I am ready.”

“That is a great idea.”  They arrived at the guesthouse and Justin helped bring her things to her bedroom.  “Would you like some help unpacking?”

“No, I can do it.”  There was one bag she brought into the bathroom as if she didn’t want him to see it.

It dawned on Justin that having a girl this age might be a little bit uncomfortable for both of them at times.  He would talk to Becca and he knew Alice would jump in and help with things she wouldn’t talk to him about. He wouldn’t even have an idea what she might need sometimes.

“Angi, I am not trying to pry or embarrass you but if you need anything that you are uncomfortable talking to your brother and John about, Alice and Becca, who you will meet soon, would be glad to help  you out.”

She flushed a bit.  “Thank you.” She said very quietly.  “I was a little worried trying to figure out…”

“Just talk to the ladies.  I am sure you and Becca will have time to do a little shopping while Gus is at some of his activities.”

Angi gave Justin a hug but didn’t let go.  He then realized she was crying. Justin sat down and had her sit next to him.  “What is it, Sweetheart?”

“I miss my mom and I am worried about my dad,”  and then she continued in a string of Italian Justin didn’t understand.

Justin pulled out his phone.  “Will it help to talk to her?”

She nodded.  

He called the number and as soon as he heard her say hello, he stepped out to the hallway.  Ten minutes later Angi walked out and had a big smile on her face. “Everything good?”

“Yes, everything is very good.”  She gave him a kiss on the cheek.

“I better warn Brian he may have some competition.”

She swatted him but started laughing.

This young lady was probably going to break a lot of hearts in her lifetime. He just hoped his son wasn’t the first one.

Justin left her to unpack but let her know she was always welcome at the house and he said he would send Becca down so they could meet. John and Gus arrived home about the same time.  Becca also came in the house.While John caught up with Gus, he pulled Becca aside.

“Becca, I hope you don’t mind and we will raise your salary but Tony’s sister is now going to need your services. He told her about the dance classes and also about the female conversation.  

Becca rolled her eyes.  “I hope you didn’t scar her for life.”  She winked at him. I will take care of her in that area.  I will make sure she is taken care of and comfortable while she’s here.”

“Thank you, Becca. You are a lifesaver.  Have you decided if you are going to move in yet?”

“If the offer is still open I think I will next week.  Our apartment is too small for three especially when those two are always going at each other.”

Justin rested his arm around Becca, “You are making the wrong move if you want to get away from that. I am just warning you that everyday around here…..”

“But this isn’t a two bedroom apartment.”

“Very true and with the kids getting older we have been trying to behave ourselves in the public areas.”

“You have had sex in the public areas?”

“Oh, how young you are.  One of my favorite places is the kitchen.”

“Ooooo, seriously? Now I am not sure I want to move in. She then scanned him from head to toe and then her eyes landed somewhere in his mid-section.On second thought….”

“Go introduce yourself to Angi!”  Justin flushed under her gaze but then he started laughing. “I hate to admit it but I think just about everyone who has stayed here has seen me naked at some point.”

“Oh, REALLY! Alice?” She asked him as she walked to the door.

“More than once.”

“Can’t wait to move in!”  she was laughing as she ran out the door.

“Dad, could I go swimming for a while?” Gus looked over at Justin.

“Sure, you have at least an hour.  I think we are going to grill burgers tonight so we will all end up back there anyway.”

“John, do you want to swim?” Gus asked hopefully.

“Let me go see how Angi is and I will be there in about half an hour, Ok?”

“Ok,” Gus ran up to his rooms.

John looked at Justin. “You look like you have something serious on your mind,” Justin said to him.

“I…..I am going to ask Tony to marry me.  I am going to go look at rings tomorrow. I am scared to death.”

“About what?  You don’t doubt he loves you anymore, do you?”

“Oh absolutely not.  I am just worried I am pushing him and we aren’t done with school yet and we don’t know where we are going after school and….”

“John, you are meant to be together.  It will workout. I am very excited for both of you and if I can help let me know.  Oh, and John can you give Tony a heads up that Gus may have a crush on Angi so he better be ready.”

“Oh, that could be interesting.  I will give him a heads up.” And John was gone.

Justin looked around and realized he was completely alone in the kitchen.  Alice was invited to a friend’s house and took Brinn with her. They wouldn’t be back until this evening. so it was silent for the second. He craved to spend a couple days in the studio.  He just couldn’t seem to get out there for more than a couple hours without being interrupted. Now that Brinn was getting older and Alice had help he was thinking about renting space near by.  John could work for him from any computer. He wasn’t sure what Brian would think about it but he would have to deal with it. Gus walked past on his way to the pool but was focused on his phone.  Justin stretched out on the sectional and within minutes was sound asleep.

Brian walked in and the first thing he saw was Justin’s blond locks peeking over the edge of the arm or the sofa.  He stripped off his jacket and pulled his button down out of his trousers. He then lowered himself onto his knees and slowly unzipped Justin’s pants.  He reached in and took out Justin’s dick and took it into his mouth.

Justin sighed, “If this is a dream it is the most realistic one I have ever had.  Welcome home, Baby, and why don’t you come up here and kiss me.

Brian climbed onto him and brushed his lips with his own.  “Hey, Sunshine. Are you feeling ok?”

“Yes, it was just quiet and I thought I’d relax and well….Welcome home.” He enclosed Brian in his arms and kissed him deeply. They laid their for a time, kissing and touching.

“Dad, you in there?”  Gus hollered from the door.

Brian and Justin both sit up “Hey, Gus.” Brian said.  They could see Gus roll his eyes from the door.

“I didn’t want to drip through the kitchen but the refrigerator out here is out of water.”  Brian got up and walked to fridge and grabbed four bottles for him. Before handing them to him, he tapped his cheek for a kiss.

“Don’t you get enough from Dad? I’m getting a little old for that.”

“Oh, darling son, that is a whole different kind of kiss. And you are never too old to kiss your dad and just for that,” he pointed to his lips. Gus rolled his eyes, kissed him, and grabbed the water.

Justin came up behind him and pressed himself close. He reached around him and rubbed Brian’s crotch.  “Why don’t you go put on your trunks or shorts. I am going to grill some burgers and Alice has the rest of the meal in the refrigerator.”

Brian turned around and kissed Justin once more.  “Where is our daughter?”

“She is gone for the evening with Alice. Brian turn around and look out in the pool.”

Brian turned placing himself behind Justin so he could hold him close.  Gus and Angi were playing volleyball against Tony and John. It was obvious Gus was running into Angi on purpose and grabbing for the ball so they could touch.  “Our boy has it bad already.”

“I am guessing we need to have a talk with him.  He needs to be aware or what we expect. By the way, Gus is staying at his moms Saturday and Sunday.  Let’s plan a day, just the three of us, somewhere.”

“I can’t think of anything I would enjoy more.  Let’s do an overnight….if I can find a place. I will find something tomorrow.  Well, Cynthia will find a place.” He kissed Justin again. “God, I want you right now but I know we will have to wait.”

As Brian walked away, Justin did a low wolf whistle watching his ass. “We will definitely have something to look forward to.”

Soon everyone was on the patio. There was music playing and lots of laughter.  There was plenty of food and for the grown ups there was beer with sodas for the kids. Tony and John could barely keep their hands off each other and the same could be said for Brian and Justin.  When everyone had finished eating and the couples were drinking beer at the table Gus asked,
“ Can we go play video games in my room?”

Simultaneously all the adults said, “NO!” Gus looked surprised.  

“Why don’t you play in the theater?  That has a bigger screen.” Justin quickly said.

Gus shrugged and Angi  and he went into the house.

“Well, I am glad we are all on the same page,” Justin said.  “We will take care of Gus. You two are in charge of talking to Angelica.”

Tony’s back stiffened a bit, ‘Angelica is a good girl.  She wouldn’t do anything inappropriate.”

Brian patted his shoulder, “Down boy. You know we love your sister.  But you know kids that age are curious. Didn’t you wonder a lot of things about romance at that age? Please just remind her that Gus is a young boy who is interested.”

“He better not get interested in Angelica or he will be talking to me.”

“Tony,” John kissed him.  “We all want the kids to have a fun summer and we all need to keep our eyes open.” John kissed him again and this time Tony dissolved into the kiss.  John glanced at his watch. “Can Angi stay here until, let’s say, 9:00?”

Brian started laughing, “Go. We will make sure she gets back there around 9:00.”  John and Tony strolled back to the guest house. “Guess we are on kid duty. I will make the first pass through while you take care of the food?”

Justin slipped onto Brian’s lap and put a hand behind his neck. His lips settled on Brian’s and they both sighed.   “Just hold that thought until we make it upstairs. Now, go check on the kids.”

Brian headed to play a couple games while Justin cleaned up.  He was just putting the last of the food in the fridge when Alice arrived with a sleepy Brinn.  

“I’ll take her, Alice.”

Brinn reached up and hugged Justin’s neck, “My dad,” and she patted his back a couple times as she laid her head on his shoulder.  He swallowed hard. This little girl squeezed his heart so hard. He couldn’t imagine life without her. As he walked upstairs with her it crossed his mind having another one would be wonderful but then realized he felt stretched now.  He would rather give his all to two wonderful kids then have to hire more help because of a third. And he knew his heart could love another but he was more than satisfied with his life now. He squeezed Brinn a little tighter as she settled into the steady breathing of sleep. After putting her down for the night Justin went downstairs and found Brian and the kids in the theater room.  He kissed Brian’s neck as he leaned over the seat.

“Angi if you are ready, I can walk you back to the guest house.”  

“Thank you, Signore Justin, but I can walk there by myself.”

“Well let me call your brother and let him know you are on your way.”

Justin dialed and waited for Tony answer.  “She is on her way.” He said when Tony finally answered. “You better get dressed in something.”

“Thanks, Justin.” He hung up and kissed John one more time as he rolled out of bed and pulled on some shorts.  “Angelica will be here in a minute. John, I love you, mi amore.”

The men were wandering down the stairs just as Angi came in the door.  Tony and John both noticed a dreamy look on Angi’s face. “Did you beat Gus?”

“Oh, no, he is far too good although Signore Brian beat him a couple times. I just watched.  Tony did you hear that Signore Justin set up a dancing class for me. I am going tomorrow. I am so excited.  I thought I would have to go all summer with no instruction and now I may get to have special training. How will we ever pay for it?”

John draped an arm around her and said, “You are family.  They won’t expect to be paid back. They do it because they love us.”  John nodded at Tony. “Angi, Tony and I have something we want to talk to you about.  What do you think of my cousin?”

“She is the most beautiful little girl I have ever seen.  I love her.”

“Well, that’s good to know but Brinn wasn’t the cousin I was thinking about.”

Now Angi blushed, “Oh, Gus.  He is nice for a boy.”

Tony took over now.  “Angi, I know mom has talked to you about boys.”

Now she turned even redder but she nodded.

“We just know that Gus is a good looking boy and he is very nice.  Have you ever kissed a boy, Angelica?”

“That is none of your business.” She said indignantly.

Tony looked at John pleading for help.

“Angelica, sweety, we don’t want to pry. We just want you to know that we understand boys and we know that it is easy to be curious at your age. I know I kissed a couple girls at Gus’ age.”

“You liked girls?  Just like Tony did?”

“We both still like girls but we love each other.

“I’m glad.  I know you make each other happy.  Tony was so sad without you when he came home.”

“Well, I think it is time for all of us to go to bed.  Tony has to leave very early in the morning for work and I have to work, too, just a little later.

In the main house, Gus was tired after an active day and went to bed.  Justin felt Brian walked up behind him so he reached back and took hold the front of his shorts and pulled him along.  There was no rushing. After Justin had stepped to the second step he turned around and his head was now higher than Brian’s.  Justin pressed his mouth down on Brian’s, as his arms go around his neck. Brian reached out and pulls Justin off the step. Holding him tightly against him. When he set Justin onto his feet again they both had to regain control. “How do you still do this to me?” Brian said with his forehead on Justin’s.  He gently kissed him once more and they walked up the their room.

“Why don’t you go say goodnight to our little girl?”  Brian walked into the nursery and Justin headed into their bedroom.  Justin took out some silk scarves. He was tying them to the headboard when Brian walked in.  “Are you game?”

“Are you serious?” he undressed and lay on the bed.

“On your stomach, Baby.”  He tied Brian’s hands to the headboard. He then blindfolded him. Justin’s hands fluttered over Brian’s body.  He starts at his toes and soles of his feet. He lightly runs his fingers up and down the souls until Brian starts thrashing.  He then started working up his calves, massaging the muscles. At the back of his knees Justin spent time licking the tender skin.  He then start dragging his nails up the back of Brian’s thighs and then started licking his inner thighs. He spread his legs a bit farther apart so Justin could reach Brian’s cock and balls on the the backside.  Brian began moaning. Justin got off the bed, not saying a word. He was very quiet so Brian didn’t know where he was. “Justin. Where are you, Justin?”

He started pulling at his restraints.  “Justin, damn it, Justin, tell me where you are!”

After five minutes Justin moved back in.  He wrapped a scarf, around Brian’s neck. He began lightly dragging his fingers up and down Brian’s side, “God, Justin!”  He then began to press his finger into Brian’s bud and then started to rub his prostate. He slid his tongue over it several times.

Justin positioned himself and Brian. He slowly started pressing inward on Brian and began to tighten the scarf at the same time.  He knew Brian seemed to get a bigger high when there was pain but he didn’t like him too uncomfortable. Justin began thrusting and tightening the scarf as Brian was starting to fight for air and he opened his mouth but nothing could come out. Brian tried to move his hands toward his neck but he couldn’t get near it. And then Justin let go of the scarf and Brian screamed as his whole body was wracked and he  blacked out for a moment.

Justin untied Brian’s hands and rolled him to his side.  Brian was taking deep breaths and instinctively drew Justin to him.  “That was beyond amazing.”

“Hey, Sweetheart, what would you think of me getting studio space off the property?”

“Why would you want to do that?”

“Because I can’t ever work anymore.” Justin’s frustration began to come out.  “I can’t imagine not having been available when Brinny was younger but now that Alice has more help and the whole thing with Gus is settled I just need some time in a space, Brian. Does that make sense to you?  It’s like when you have been out of the office for a week or so. I just need to have time to create.”

“Of course, you can, Sunshine. It isn’t for me to tell you how to spend your time or your money.”

“I will find a place close so if Alice needs me I can be home quickly.”

Brian took Justin’s face between his hands and looked deep in his eyes. “Justin, you do everything for this family.  You deserve your own space.” He kissed him. “That was amazing, by the way. I started to panic but you had it timed perfectly.”

“That made me nervous.  You did lose it for a minute.”

“I never was out. I was just in my own zone.  I was in your zone. If anyone would ever tell me the best sex I had was when someone had their dick up me I would have never believed it but I will have you anyway you offer it to me.”

“Oh, while we are talking, I need to go to the New York office next month.  If you would like to come along we could make it a week vacation. If you don’t come I will be gone two nights. I will get you the exact dates soon.  Just think about it.” Justin turned his back to Brian and he snuggled up tight. Pulling Justin close, they slept.

By the next afternoon, Angi was flitting around the main house like a butterfly.  She was so excited she couldn’t sit still. She was going to have private lessons.  She had never been able to have them before and the instructor said she was good. When Tony walked in she flung herself into his arms and started rattling away in Italian.  Tony listened intently and then spoke to her. She hugged him. “Thank you, Tony.” She ran out the door toward the guest house.

“I promised I would go swimming with her so I better go get on my trunks.”

Justin spoke up, “Why don’t you and John spend the evening together.  We are planning to rent that new movie Gus has been talking about. I am guessing Angi would like it, too.  We’ll just order some pizza in. We may need you to bring Gus into the city tomorrow or Saturday morning, Brian, Brinn, and I are going to be gone for a night or two just for a little time away.  It is going to be a busy summer so we are taking advantage of it.”

“Thanks, Justin.  I am new to this parent thing. I knew it was a lot of work but I didn’t realize how she would be on my mind every second she was out of my site.”

“Yes, trust me that when they are your own it is even more true.  I always thought about Gus but he wasn’t really mine until he was six or seven but once Brinn was born, being with her every minute from day one, there is nothing like it.

The other day it actually crossed my mind that another one would be so great but I decided two was enough.  We have our perfect family. You better get going or your sister will blame me.”

Justin called John.  “Hey, John, do you have everything set up for tonight?”

“I am so nervous, Justin.  What if…..”

“John, you have nothing to worry about.  I have Angi coming here for pizza and a movie.  If you want her to spend the night you might need to tell her to bring some clothes with her.”

“I will talk to Angi. And thanks, for everything.”

John had a chance to talk to Angi when she came to the guest house before Tony did.  “Angi, can you keep a secret?”

“Of course I can. What is it, John?”

“I am going to ask Tony if he will marry me tonight.”

“Oh, John!  How exciting!”  Angi gave him a hug.

“Would you mind sleeping at the main house tonight?”

“So you two can have sex?”

“Well, I hope to make love with him tonight, yes, but I could do that with you in the house, too.  I want to be with him the rest of my life and I am so glad I will have you for a sister.”

Tony walked in as the two were hugging.  “Hey, he’s my guy, Angelica!” He walked over and kissed John.

“She’s very tempting.”  John laughed. “How about you and me going out to dinner tonight?  Tiffany got me reservations at that fancy restaurant she works at. Angi is going to the main house for a pizza party and movie and since we could be late she is just going to sleep over there.”

“It sounds like you have everything set.  All I have to do it take a shower and dress.”

“Well since I need to do the same thing….”

“I’m just grabbing my clothes and I will be going to the main house.”  Angi winked at John and was gone in minutes.”

John and Tony stepped into the shower together. Tony started slide down John’s body but he stopped him.  “We better not stop for that. Tiffany said we needed to be on time or they would give away our reservations and with Angelica gone for the night we will have plenty of time for love when we get home.”  John kissed him before he turned him around and started soaping his back and then his ass.

“Mi Amore,  please, don’t do that if we don’t have time to complete it.”  

John turned him once more and kissed him.   “You go dry off. I will be out in a second.”  After Tony went into the bedroom John took a couple deep breaths before getting out himself.

The men looked stunning as they left the guest house.  They both looked like they had stepped out of a magazine.  They walked to the Corvette and John opened the door for Tony.  He kissed him before shutting the door and walked to the other side of the car.  John couldn’t believe he would be engaged when they came back, or at least he hoped so.”

Tony was chatty all the way to the restaurant which was good because John wasn’t sure he could put a sentence together. When they were almost to their destination they stopped for a red light. Tony reached over and touched John’s face. “Mi Amore, you are so quiet. Is everything alright?” He leaned over and John met him in the middle for a quick kiss.

John smiled at his.  He loved this man so much.  He never expected to be this happy and was told he never deserved it.  He was too bad and too much like his uncle.

John was so deep in his own thoughts it took Tony 3 times to get his attention.  “JOHN, there is the parking lot. You are worrying me a bit.”

After pulling up John took the ticket from the valet and walked over to Tony.  John walked over to Tony and pulled him into an embrace and kissed him so intensely his knees went weak. “Antony, are you ready for dinner?” He offered his arm and Tony took it.

John and Tony entered the building and conversations stopped.  Everyone notice the men. From nowhere Tiffany appeared at their side. “Hey, guys, so glad you could come in.  Let me show you where your table is.” She took them to the very back corner of the stunning restaurant. It was secluded and romantic booth.  “Pulled a couple strings so you could have some privacy. By the way, Tony, I am glad your dad will be alright.”

“Thanks, Tiff, and thanks for this amazing table.” She kissed his cheek and then put her mouth to John’s ear.

“Good luck.  Champaign is ready and waiting.” John kissed her cheek and she rushed back to

the kitchen.

John sat down close to Tony whose hand immediately slid to his thigh.  “John, this is beautiful but what is the special occasion?”

“Do we need a special occasion?  You are home where you belong. Your dad will be alright. Angi is here for the summer.  We are almost finished with school.”

Tony stopped him with a kiss. “You are right.  Our life together is worth celebration, mi amore.”

“Tiffany is making us a special meal so we don’t even have to order. I hope that is alright?”

“That is perfect.  More time for this….” He started kissing John while his hand wandered under the table. “I can never get enough of you.”

John and Tony heard someone clear their voice.  A young man about their age was standing by their table “Excuse me, gentlemen, I have a bottle of wine for you.”  He poured each of them a glass. “I will be back shortly with an appetizer. Is there anything else I can get for you right now?”

“No, thanks.” John responded. John looked at Tony and picked up the wine glass.  Tony followed suit and they each took a sip. “This is really good.”

“Yes it is.” Tony kissed John again.  “I love you, darling.”

“I love you, too.”  John was having such a hard time not just asking him.  This was killing him.

The server arrived with a plate of appetizers.  “Gentlemen, Tiffany asked me to let you know you should share each of these. Enjoy.”

They looked down and realized there was only one of each.  John reached down and picked up one of the delicacies. He offered it to Tony, putting it in his mouth.  John opened his mouth and moved his lips to Tony’s biting into the treat. They continued with the remainder of the plate, sometimes biting off half and other times kissing in the offering. The men ended up in each other’s arms.

“Gentlemen, your entrees. Excuse me but I just have to say this.  You are one of the best looking couples I have ever seen and if you are ever looking for an additional partner...”

John flushed and Tony smiled saying, “That is very flattering but I don’t think either of us are available.  At least I know I am not.” He looked over at John.

“Ya, thanks but no thanks.”

He shrugged and walked away.

“This looks so amazing,” John said. “If I wasn’t so distracted,” He kissed Tony pressing him deep into the booth. When they finally separated both of them gave themselves a bit of space.  The food was amazing.

Tiffany stopped by their table. “How is everything, guys?” Tiffany noticed John was looking pale.  She could see how nervous he was.

“Everything is beyond good.” Tony smiled up at her.

John added, “I think we my need a second for the entree to settle before dessert.”

Tiffany nodded and winked.

“What was that for?” Tony asked as he slipped his arm around John’s neck.”

“What was what for?”

“I saw that wink.” He pulled John’s head to his and kissed him as his hand went to John’s fly.

John pulled away “Um, Tony……” He took a deep breath.  “Can we talk?”

“John? You are making me a little nervous. What is it, mi amore?”

John took Tony’s hands and kisses them. “Antony, I love you.  You are everything I could ever want and everything I could ever need.  Darling, I want to spend the rest of my life trying to make you happy. Tony,” John pulls out a small red box and opened it.  Inside was a thin white gold band. “Will, you marry me, the sooner the better?”

Tony sat there totally silent. He looked at the ring and then at John. John took the ring out of the box waiting for Tony to offer his hand.  Tony didn’t move.

John’s eyes began to tear up. “Darling I know I don’t deserve you but….” a tear rolled down his cheek.

Tony took a deep breath and reached for John’s cheek, wiping away the tear. “Oh, yes, mi amore, yes. YES!!!” He threw his arms around John’s neck and kissed him so gently he, too, was crying. He offered his hand and John slipped it on his finger.

“There are two more bands to go on either side of that one for the wedding.”

Tony squeezed between John and the table and straddled him. John groaned as Tony began to rock on his lap. Tony stopped just short of both of them orgasming.  They were so into each other they didn’t notice the server until they heard the cork pop on the champagne. They each drank a glass and Tony drank a second. As the server brought dessert Tony asked him to box it up so they could take it home. “We need to go home and….” He whispered a string of things that made John shiver.

John poured Tony another glass and when he the dessert was brought he asked for one more bottle of bubbly to take home. Tiffany brought out the bottle and John asked about the bill.

Tiffany smiled.  “There is none. Well, there is of course, but it was paid before you came in. Someone called in a credit card.”

“Gee, I bet I know who to thank for that.” John said.

As they stood up to leave, Tiffany hugged both of them.  “Congratulations, guys.”

John had limited his drinking but Tony was quite drunk. He kept reaching over to John.  He attempted to open his fly but John stopped him.

“Tony, I need you to keep your hands to yourself until we get home.  I want us to get there in one piece so I can feel that talented mouth of yours…” John groened just thinking about it.   “When do you think we could get married?”

“Next week? I know that is too soon but I don’t want to wait long.  Maybe at the end of the summer and then we can fly with Angelica for a short honeymoon at the villa, maybe?”

“That sounds perfect. That will be six weeks. We can talk to Justin, Brian, and Emmett tomorrow but for tonight…” John pulled the ‘Vette in front of the guest house and grabbed the dessert and champagne. Tony had the door open by the time John made it around the car. John placed the dessert and the bottle in the refrigerator before he pinned  Tony to the counter. Bringing his mouth up to Tony’s ear he said, “I want to feel you inside me.”

“Me first, please!”  Tony pulled down his pants and sat on the island, “Don’t ever tell my mother, or my sister I sat on here like this.”

John smiled as he dropped his own pants to the floor and stepped out of them along with his shoes. “Trust me, I won’t say a word.” Tony leaned back on his elbows and John put Tony’s legs on his shoulders and he began entering. It was only a matter of minutes and both men were shouting as they orgasmed.  Tony wrapped his arms around John’s neck keeping John deep inside as long as he could.

“I cannot wait to be married to you. I want everyone to know we belong to each other.” Tony said as he rested his head on John’s shoulder.

“We already do, darling. Let’s go to bed. It is my turn to feel you inside me.”

Two hours later John and Tony sat on their bed drinking champagne and feeding  each other chocolate truffle mousse using their fingers more than spoons.’’

John drug his finger, covered with mousse, down Tony’s abdomen.  His tongue followed and soon he had reached Tony’s cock. It was semi erect and both men were worn out. They had made love three times already and both were just enjoying the touch, the feel of each other.    “Are you as tired as I am?” John’s head laid on Tony’s belly button.”

Tony’s hand came down and brushed John’s hair away from his face. In six weeks we can be married and live like this forever.”

 

John came back to Tony’s mouth and kissed him.  He turned Tony over and slid inside him. He pulled Tony close to him and they slept.

John and Tony arrived at the main house early Friday morning.  They wanted to tell Brian before he left for work. Justin and Brian were in the kitchen alone with Brinn.  John and Tony watched them as they snuggled Brinn and each other. Someday that would be them. They tapped on the door and Justin came and unlocked it.  

Justin looked at them and said, “I don’t think I have to ask how it went.  You two have definitely not slept much but have far too much energy to sleep.”

“We have a couple things to ask you.  Do you think we can get a wedding together in six weeks.  We don’t want anything fancy. Just a few friends and family maybe by the pool and then we plan to fly back to Italy with Angelica and we were hoping we could spend a few days at the villa?”

“That sounds perfect.” Justin gave both of them a hug. “I am so happy for the two of you.”

“I knew you two would get together sometime and since I know neither of you plan to wander any more I think this is great.” Brian hugged his nephew and Tony. “It sounds like you have a good plan in place.”

“You don’t think we are stupid for doing it before we are finished with school.  We have no idea what we will be doing or where we will be going it after we graduate.”

“I actually have been looking at something I want to talk to you about but it will have to wait until after this weekend.  We are leaving this afternoon with Brinn. Justin said you agreed to drive Gus into his moms in the morning, right?”

“Yes, we can do that. Uncle Brian, I need to tell Mom.”

“Are you sure about that? Do you really want her here with all her drama?”

“I just feel like I have to. She is my mom. I doubt she will even come.”

Justin spoke up, “I will contact Emmett if you would like me to and see if he has that date free.”

“Thanks, Justin. That would be great.”

As Brian left for work Angi came bounding down the steps.  She stopped in her tracks and looked back and forth from John to Tony.  John gave her a nod and Angi propelled herself into Tony’s arms. “So I take it, Monkey, that you knew what John had planned for me?”

“And you said yes?”

“How could I say no to the man I love?”

“When are you getting married?  Will I get to come back for the wedding?”

“You will still be here.  We are getting married in six weeks and then we will fly home with you to see mama and papa.”

The excitement of the day could be felt throughout the house. When Becca arrive for the tweens, she heard about the engagement.  ‘There go to gorgeous men out of the running,’ she thought to herself. She rounded up Angi and Gus and headed out for the day. Justin let her know they would be leaving this afternoon and wouldn’t be back until Sunday but she could move in any time.  And they were off for the day of activities.

Justin fed Brinn and had a second cup of coffee.  He gave Emmett a call, “Hey, Em, how are you. It has been too long.”

“Justin, how’ve you been?  How is my girlfriend?”

“Dad dad. Done.”

“As you can hear she is talking more everyday.  Everyone is learning to watch what they say.”

“Not that I don’t love talking to you but I have to leave for a meeting in a couple minutes.  Please tell me six weeks from tomorrow you can squeeze in a small event.”

“What kind of event?”

“A wedding.”

“Sweetie, you just got married again.”

“Haha, Em.  It is for John and Tony.  It will be small and casual.”

“Are they expecting?”  Emmett laughed.

“They just don’t want to wait knowing how busy they will be when school starts again. They are both finishing up this coming semester.”

“I put it down.  I have to go but I will call soon.”

“Thanks, Em.”  Justin quickly texted John and Tony and let them know Emmett was going to help.

Alice arrived for the day and Justin started packing for the weekend away. He was very excited to spend time with his family and when he returned he would start looking for a new studio and of course he would now have a wedding to help with. He sighed.  Every time he thought it was calming down something else came up. Maybe after school started in the fall. At least he had time away with nothing to worry about this weekend.

When 3:00 pm came, Justin had everything packed and it was waiting at the door.  Brian arrived at 3:30 and strolled in. Justin wrapped his arms around Brian’s neck and whispered in his ear. “ I am so horny but you aren’t getting anything until we get to the B & B.” He deftly ran his hand first along Brian’s cock and then across his ass. He ground his own pelvis into Brian’s and then said, “Go get changed and I will put the luggage in the vehicle.  Bring Brinn when you come back down. Justin told Alice they were leaving and soon the family of three was on the road.

Justin had not asked many questions about where they were going.  Brian had excellent taste and he loved a surprise. They had only been on the road for 10 minutes when Justin asked,  “So, how long a drive do we have?”

“Actually, we only have about 5 more minutes.”

Justin gave Brian a look, “Are you serious?”

“I figured why waste time on the road when we could spend it in bed.”

“You do realize we have a toddler with us who repeats everything we say, right?”

“Of course I do.” He turned into a long driveway. “I was looking at places not far away and this one popped up.  It looked great and I had no idea it was here, and it’s for sale.”

“Brian, you have no time for another business. You hardly have time for family now.”

“I’m sorry, Sunshine, I am working on cutting back.  I really am. And this business wouldn’t be for me. I have been thinking about Tony and John graduating and now that they are getting married it makes even more sense.”

“Oh, that would be perfect.  They would be close but have their own space.  I had wondered what we were going to do with them married and Peter and Tiff moving back in the fall.”

The car pulled in front of a beautiful old home.  WIth Brian’s skilled eyes he noticed the quality of the home but also noticed small things that looked neglected. He got out and grabbed the luggage as Justin got Brinn out of her seat.  

As they walked to the door an elderly gentleman opened it.  “Welcome! You must be the Taylor-Kinney’s and this beautiful lady must be Brinn.  She has competition I am afraid. My wife is the most beautiful woman in the world.”  As they walked in they saw an a lovely, older woman in the foyer. “I am Jim and this is Mary.” He kissed his wife on the cheek.  

“I am Justin and this is Brian.  And as you already figured out, this is our daughter, Brinn.”

Brinn reached for Mary, “Come.”

Justin softly said, “She is very friendly but she hasn’t learned manners yet.”

Mary’s eyes twinkled.  “I would love to hold her but I had surgery recently so I am afraid I don’t have the strength to hold that lovely child but I would love to hold her when I sit down.”  She made her way into a sitting room and sat in a big, comfy chair. Justin sat Brinn on her lap and she snuggled in like they were old friends. “Oh what a sweetheart.”  

Jim smiled, “Brian, why don’t we bring your luggage to your room while Mary loves up your daughter.”  As the men went upstairs Jim said, “You came on a perfect weekend. You are the only ones here. Mary, can’t handle too many people anymore but, I have to admit, we really could use the money.  Mary was diagnosed with cancer and there isn’t much they can do. At our age we don’t know how many years either of us have. I just want her to enjoy her last days without any worries.”

Brian’s heart instantly went from businessman to cancer survivor. “Jim, right now may not be the time but I want to talk to you about possibly buying your place.  I am a two time cancer survivor myself.” Brian got quiet for a moment. “I hope you know how much she loves you. I can see it in her eyes. I know I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for Justin’s love and support.  He and my little girl and my son kept me going.”

Jim opened a door and they walked into a lovely, sun filled room. “Oh, this is beautiful.”  

“Through these doors is a nursery.  We used to have many families that came so we made sure we had a couple adjoining rooms like this.”  

Brian looked around.  He really liked this place. “Jim, I like what I see.  Do you think we could sit down tomorrow and we could talk business?”

After Brian looked at a few more of the rooms, they went back down and found Mary reading a story to an enthralled Brinn. Justin walked over to the other men and linked his arm around Brian’s waist. They roamed around the downstairs a bit keeping an eye on Brinn and Mary.  When the story was done Justin went to pick up Brinn, seeing Mary was getting tired.

“No, stay.”

“Sorry, Baby Girl, you can talk to Mary later. Let’s go see your room for the next couple nights.”

The small family made their way to their rooms.  Justin loved the furniture and the adorable little Children’s room.  He put out some of Brinn’s toys and quietly shut the door. He then stepped into Brian’s arms. “So how much are you going to offer them for the place? It is written all over your face and I agree, if the price is right, it is perfect.  Looks like it needs updates but most are superficial. The furnishings are beautiful if they come with it. Have you seen the kitchen and bathrooms?”

“I just glanced but Jim said the plumbing and electric was all updated less than 10 years ago.  The kitchen will need some work but if that is the only big issue.” Brian nuzzled Justin’s neck.  I really don’t want to spend our whole weekend away talking business. Their lips met just as Brinn began to yell.

“Dad, dad, dad.” Brinn knocked on the door.

Brian looked at the closed door.  “She is lucky I love her to death.”  He opened the door and scooped up his daughter.  “Let’s go look at the back yard.”

They found a swing set and put Brinn in the bucket seat.  As they took turns pushing her they shared kisses and conversation. “So, did Jim say what was wrong with Mary?”

“Cancer.  It is slow moving but they can’t really do anything else for her.  Obviously this place is too much for them now. If the numbers look good and I run it past Ted, I am bringing Tony and John over….  I am sorry, Sunshine, do you think that would be a good plan? I don’t want you to do this without your blessing.”

Justin kissed him.  “I love you because of the passion  you have for our family and for other people.  I also love that you asked me.” They kissed forgetting Brinn for a split second and the swing bumped into Justin.  They began to laugh.

In a demanding voice, Brinn said, “Up, Dad, Up.

Brian pulled her out of the swing and threw her high in the air as she squealed in delight.  “She loves having time with you.” Justin said watching Brian play with Brinn. “Almost as much as I do.  When do you head to NYC?”

“I plan to leave Wednesday and will be back on Friday. If everything goes perfect it could be Thursday.”

Brian kissed Justin, “Dad, kiss.”  Brinn said and both men kissed her.  

“I think it is time to see what is for dinner and if we need to find  you something different.” Justin kissed his daughter. “I know lately I have talked about time to myself but I hope you know I wouldn’t change a minute of my life when I am with you.”  He kissed Brian. “I couldn’t love you more.”

Brian pulled him close from behind.  “I hope later we will be able to figure out a way to love each other more…” he purred in Justin’s ear as his tongue brushed the lobe. Justin thrust his butt into Brian who was now nibbling on Justin’s neck.  

Brian took Brinn out of Justin’s arms.  “My darling daughter, will you do your dear old dad a big favor?”

“Dad” she tapped his cheek.

“Please, darling, will you sleep through the night for us because I think your dads really need a night of love.”

Brinn leaned forward and gave him a very sloppy kiss. “My dad.”

They roamed into the house and peeked into the kitchen.  It was a great size but to bring it up to today’s standards they would have some work to do in here. “Sunshine, do you mind if I text Ted while you feed Brinn or would you like me to feed her.”  

“Go ahead and get business done.  I’ll take care of Brinn. Then maybe I will be able to take your mind off work.”

“I promise to only think of you tonight,”  and Brian was off.

Justin walked into the kitchen finding Jim and Mary in there making dinner.  “Excuse me, but may I use the microwave?”

“Of course, dear, if I may sit with the baby again.” Mary sat in a rocker in the corner and Justin brought Brinn over.

“Do you have children?”  He regretted asking as soon as he saw Mary’s reaction.  “No, well not anymore. We were never able to have children but had foster children for years but they went off and, now it is just the two of us. Is this little one your only child?”

Justin moved next to Mary and started feeding Brinn while she was held.  “We have a son who is almost a teenager. He is with his moms this weekend.”

“Does this one spend time with her mom, too? I am sorry.  I am a nosy old lady. If a child is loved, it doesn’t matter who they live with.”

“Brinn’s mom isn’t around often but as she gets older they will have a relationship.  She is a friend of the family.”

“It is obvious she is biologically your daughter.  She is beautiful.”

“Thank you.  She wasn’t really planned at the time but I believe we would have had a child by now.  Brian can’t have more children, or at least it is unlikely, because of his cancer treatments but we are very happy with our family.  We keep very busy, especially Brian.”

Jim looked over at Justin.  “I just remembered why you all looked familiar.  Brinn was the baby that was kidnapped and you are the artist.”

Justin picked up Brinn and brought her to the counter to clean her up.  “Yes, that was us. Thankfully she had no long term problems. She can be a little skittish yet, especially around young women but that is almost completely gone.”

“We have one of your paintings in our bedroom.  We actually were afraid we may have to sell it if we don’t sell this place soon.”

“I think my husband is trying to help you out with that right now.  He has a nephew that is getting married soon and he and his fiance are looking for a business like this.”

“That would be wonderful, although I hate to think about moving somewhere else,” Mary said.

“Me, too.  I admit this  place is too much for me now but I will miss being able to putter around a few hours a week,” Jim said deep in thought.

Justin’s mind started working. “I think I am going to go put on this little one’s sleeper.   I will bring her down to join us for dinner in 30 minutes?”

“Yes, that will be just perfect,” Mary said as Justin left with Brinn.

Justin entered their room and found Brian disconnecting his phone. “Was that Ted?”

“Ya, he just called back after doing some quick calls.  He was trying to get ahold of a real estate agent to check something out.”

“Um, Brian, did you think of my mom?”

“I didn’t know that she would be able to help way out here.”

“She can get onto some sites that are only for people in the business.  Let me call her. You put a sleeper on this child.” He kissed Brinn as he handed her over. As he waited for his mom to answer he heard Brinn giggling hysterically.

“Hi, Honey. I thought you were away for the weekend.”

“We are, sort of.  I’ll explain later but what can you tell me about….” He gave her the address.

“You aren’t thinking about moving are you?” Jennifer asked as her fingers flew on the keyboard. “What a lovely place!”

“We aren’t moving but we may be buying.” He could hear his mom working on the computer.

“All the notes on the place are positive except for needing  updates. It looks like the only big thing is the kitchen although it looks like eventually some of the baths could use upgrades. Are you going to let me know what you two are up too?  And is that my granddaughter I hear in the background?”

“Mom, I promise to let you know when I know anything and, yes, that is Brian riling her up when she should be calming down. I’ll give her a kiss from  her grandma. Thanks, Mom.” and he was off.

“Daddy. Dadadaddy.”

“Yes, my lovely. Did your dad get you all excited when it is close to bedtime?”

“I thought we were keeping her awake through dinner giving us more time for play when she is asleep.” Brian ran his hand across Justin’s ass. Do you think we have time…?”

“I am sure we don’t.  Dinner is in five minutes. Don’t get any ideas.  I no longer bounce back quick enough for that. No, that’s not true.  I no longer want to. I can’t get enough in five minutes. I don’t want just this.” He grabbed Brian’s crotch.  “I want this involved, too.” He tapped Brian’s chest, over his heart. The men kissed gently and walked out the door.

The food and company was excellent.  By the time the two couples had finished eating Brinn was asleep in Brian’s arms and Mary looked sleepy herself. Justin stood and started cleaning off the dessert dishes.

“Justin, you are a guest,  I will put the leftover dessert in the refrigerator and we have a friend that comes in to do some cleaning for us.  She will take care of this. You go put your little one to bed.” And with a twinkle in her eye, Mary said, “And then take each other to bed.”

“Mary,” Jim smiled over at his wife. “You are so bad.”  He kissed her lightly on the cheek.

“Jim, you are a lucky man.”  Brian smiled over at him and winked at Mary.

“You don’t have to tell me that.” He helped Mary stand up and put his arm around her.  “I think we should go to bed ourselves, young lady.”

Brian and Justin carried Brinn up to their room.  Justin opened the door to their room and then opened the door to Brinn’s.  Brian laid her in the crib after both of them kissed her goodnight. They stepped out of the room and softly shut the door.

“Brian, love me.” Justin said as he stepped into his arms.  

“My pleasure! And yours too I hope.” Brian ever so gently touched his lips to Justin’s and slowly guided his lips apart.  His tongue slid in and explored every crevice of Justin’s mouth. Justin’s arms wrapped around Brian’s waist and pulled him in closer. Justin undid Brian’s fly and then his own.  As the pants dropped to the floor they stepped out of them. Brian slowly turned Justin around and pressed tightly against him. He pulled Justin’s shirt off and then his own. He put one arm over Justin’s shoulder and the other one around his waist pressing him tightly against his body. He reached for the lube and added some. “Hold  still.” Brian slowly pressed into him. He again pulled Justin against him. “I sometimes wish we truly could be one. That way we would never be apart.”

Justin lulled his head back onto Brian’s shoulder.  Justin reached back and held Brian’s hips.
“I am afraid it would be a little difficult for both of us to get anything done.” Brian slowly began to move in and out.  There was no fanfare, now great explosion. There was just love. As Brian release, Justin collapsed in his arms.

When Justin woke up, Brian’s worried face hovered above him.  “Justin, darling, are you alright?”

“I forgot to tell you, I think I am pregnant.” Justin smiled up at Brian, “I am fine, babe.”

“But you passed out and….”

“I have been so busy and I am so relaxed in your arms.  I love you, and you felt so wonderful, deep in where you belong. And now,” Justin rolled on top of Brian and began to show attention to Brian’s nipples and soon the episode was forgotten.

Justin heard Brinn calling from her bed and went in to get her. “Good morning, Beautiful.”

“Daddeeeeeeee.” As Justin got to the side of the crib a wave of dizziness went through him.  He grasped the crib and took a deep breath. He must have gotten up to fast. He took a deep breath and he was fine. He picked Brinn up and changed her diaper before bringing her out to their bed.  

“You go give your dad a big kiss.”

Brinn crawled across the bed and patted Brian’s face. “Dad. Dad’ she bent down and kissed Brian’s cheek.  Brian caught her in his arms.

Justin slipped into bed behind Brian and moved up behind him.  “Let’s see how quietly you can deal with this.” Justin ran his hand up and down Brian’s crack and then as carefully as he could he gained entry and slowly slid all the way in.

“Sunshine, oh my god!”

Justin then slid his hand around and landed on Brian’s cock and while Brian was trying to focus on Brinn, Justin was focused solely on Brian. He began to move within him and Brian began to shiver as he talked to Brinn.  

“Brinny, your daddy is not playing fair.”  Brian took in a deep shaky breath as Justin squeezed and stroked his cock. “Justin, I can’t….oh, Brinny…...your daddy……” Brinn stared at Brian as he tried not to scare her as Justin filled him and he could no longer stop himself. He buried his face in Brinn’s tummy as waves of pleasure ran through him. Brian rolled over taking Brinn with him so she was between Justin and Brian.  “You, my love, deviously wonderful and, I have never loved you more.” Brian kissed Justin until Brinn’s demand for attention won out.

“Well, we have two options right now.  We can take a family shower or we will have to take turns.”  Justin said.

“I vote for one last family shower but I do think this will need to be the last one. I love feeling her soft skin against mine but she is just getting too talkative and far too curious.”

Justin stripped Brinn of her diaper and the three stepped into the fairly small shower. “I think we will have to update a couple of these bathrooms with large walk in showers.  Brian adjusted the water temperature and Justin and Brinn stepped in. “That really was a dirty trick, taking me when I couldn’t react. I will get you back my darling husband, I promise.”

The weekend went too quickly.  Brian asked Tony and John to stop by.  He met them in front of the house. “Glad you could make it, guys.  I have a business proposition for you.”

Tony looked at the gorgeous bed and breakfast.  “This place is amazing. How did you find this place?  It is so close and I had never heard of it, even in my classes.”  

“Let’s go in.  I want to show you around.” They went into the house and found Justin and Mary in the front room with Brinn.

“John, John! John, come!”

“You obviously have a fan, young man.” Mary smiled at John

“She’s my only, best girl.” He walked over to her, “Come here, Beautiful.  I have missed you.”

“My John,” she said as she gave him a kiss.

“You are going to have to talk to Tony about that but I do think he might share.” Tony kissed the little blonde head.

“Let’s look around.”  Brian said and extended a hand to Justin who joined them.

As they looked upstairs and then ended up in the kitchen, John looked at Brian and Justin. “So I am guessing you invited us over here for a reason.”

“Well, guys, if I buy this place, will you run it for me?”

Tony grasped John’s arm. “Are you asking what I think you are asking?”

“Jim and Mary have been looking for the right buyer for some time.  I know you have a semester of school left this fall but I figure it will take about that long for us to update this place.  Let’s step outside a minute.”

The men and Brinn stepped out on the deck.  “I wasn’t sure where Mary and Jim were,” Brian continued, “I want to offer Mary and Jim a place to live as long as they want.  Mary is so sweet and Jim needs to feel needed. He is a good handyman and could probably help more than you can imagine. I haven’t mentioned this to Justin yet but, John, I know you would have work on the business end here but,” Brian looked at Justin, “I thought maybe you would like to move your studio into that storefront on the edge of the property.  Jim said they used to run a craft shop there. Your art could be a drawing point for some of the guests and John could still work for you part of the time. So?” Brian looked at Tony and John and then over to Justin.

Tony and John just stood there, looking at each other.  Tony spoke first, “This is a dream. Right? John, don’t wake me up. I don’t think we need to talk about this.  Of course, we would love to run a place like this!” John was nodding as Tony spoke.

“Great, I will get my lawyer on the paperwork.  We will talk salary and percentages later and an option to buy if you like it.  If it isn’t your thing, I will be able to resell after the updates.”

John and Tony drove away both talking nonstop. Justin wrapped his arms around Brian’s waist who was holding Brinn. “I think we just removed a lot of their stress. Now, let’s go do the same for Mary and Jim.  Well, at least tell them the plan and see if they are in agreement.”

An hour later, Brian and Justin drove away. “I think we need to do something like this regularly.”

Justin smiled over at Brian.  

“And, as much as I love you, Brinny, you do hinder my moves a bit. Next time, maybe we will leave you with John and Tony.”

“Brian, thankfully we can go 10 miles down the road to our own bed and do whatever we want.”

“And oh, the things I am thinking of already.” Brian smiled over at Justin and they both laughed.

“I am thinking a long hot soak in the tub or spa is in order after dark tonight.” Justin said, reaching out and touching Brian’s arm.

“Oh, I do like the way you think. Brinn, have I ever told you how much I love your daddy.”

“Daddy, love.”  She said as both men laughed.

Long before he was ready for it, Brian was on his way to the airport for NYC. He really didn’t enjoy traveling alone. He was supposed to land around noon and his first meeting was scheduled for 2:30 p.m.  His last meeting for the day was a dinner meeting starting at 7:00. Thursday the schedule started at 8:00 am and if all went well he would be done at 6:00 and be on the last flight out of the day. That would get him home around 2:00 am but at least he could share his bed with Justin.  He was afraid that wouldn’t happen though but it would be a great surprise if he could manage it.

Brian arrived on time and went right into a meeting.  He had a short break at 5:15 so he quickly texted Justin letting him know he was thinking of him.  He then walked past Tina’s office so he stepped in to say hi.

Tina was sitting behind her desk.  She did not look well. She was pale and when she saw Brian she looked scared, which made no sense. “Tina, you look like shit.  Hard night last night?”

“I think I have a touch of the flu.  I had a project I needed to finish but am just about done and plan to go home to bed.”

“Sounds like a good plan.  If you’re feeling better, maybe we can have lunch tomorrow.”

“Sure, Brian,” her voice wavered a bit. “I’ll let you know.”

Brian started to his next meeting but something didn’t sit right with him.  Could Tina have a drinking problem? He would check with her supervisor.

Justin sat with Brinn in the shade by the pool.  It was time for her to go to bed. Brinn had fallen asleep so he sat and snuggled her while watching Gus and Angi. They had fifteen more minutes before they had to come in.  He noticed Gus took every advantage to touch her as he could and she did not resist. As they were wrestling over a pool toy, he was sure Gus was brushing against her bare skin as much as possible. At one point he wasn’t sure if Angi had kissed his cheek or not but if she hadn’t she probably had whispered something to him.  As John and Tony walked up Angi put more space between her and Gus when she saw her brother looking at them. Brinn stirred and when she saw John she reached up to him. “She misses Brian when he doesn’t come home,” Justin said. “Would you mind bringing her to her bed.”

“Sure, Justin,” he took her and held her close.  “Are you ready for bed, Brinn?” Her head dropped on his shoulder.

Tony watched John walk away with her and Justin watched Tony.  “I love him so much.” Tony said.

“Have  you talked about a family?”  Justin asked him.

“We definitely want a couple kids eventually.”

“They will be very lucky kids. Speaking of kids, those two are being awfully chummy tonight. When Angi saw you she moved steps away.  Don’t worry, they know I have been here the whole time. I will ‘warn’ Becca to keep an eye on them when she is with them.”

“I think I might go make them a little nervous.  I am not too worried they would do too much but I still think they are both interested.”

“Tell them it is time to get out when  you are done. Gus needs to get ready for bed.”

Justin watched Tony approach the tweens.  He didn’t catch everything said but it was obvious that Tony had made them both a little nervous.  Gus came out of the pool and stopped to give Justin a hug. “I’ll be in and say good night in a few minutes, son.”

“Thanks, John.  I am sure she went down easily.”

“She never really woke up.” Justin stood and John and Tony both gave him a hug. Angi came up and kissed both his cheeks.  “I think I am going to make it an early night, too. See you all tomorrow.”

After checking on Gus he laid on his bed and called Brian’s number hoping he was at the hotel. Brian answered on the first ring.  “Hi, Sunshine,” his voice sounded tired.

“Hi sweetheart. I can tell you are tired.  How was your day? It was busy but I got a lot done. How is everything over there?”

Justin told him about the pool and that Becca was going to be asked to keep an eye on them but everyone knew it was impossible to keep them apart 24/7.  

After talking a little while longer Brian said, “Oh, ya, I saw Tina for a few minutes today.  She looked like hell. She said she had the flu. To me it looked more like a hangover.”

Justin froze, “Or like she was pregnant?”

“THAT’S WHAT I WAS MISSING! That is exactly what she looked like when she moved here. How long ago were John and her together?”

“I think Valentine’s Day was the first time they were together so four months ago. She could be two to four months pregnant. Oh shit!”  Justin heard Brian take a deep breath. “I will talk to her tomorrow. You know I am thrilled we have Brinn but we had been together much longer  and we were older. They are so young.”

“Let me know what you find out.  I miss you, Brian. The bed is so big when you aren’t here.”

“I will be home soon.”  They said goodnight and both slept restlessly.

The next morning Brian looked for Tina right away and she wasn’t in yet so he went to talk to her supervisor. He tapped on the supervisor’s door. He didn’t know the guy well but they had met a few times. “Hey, do you have a minute?”

“Mr. Kinney! Oh, sure, come in. What can I do for you, sir?”

“I was stopping in to talk to Tina.  I think you know she is a family friend.”

“Yes, sir.  I am sorry but she is coming in late today.”

“Has that been happening often lately?” Brian questioned him.

“Well, yes, it has.”

“Has she given you any reasons for it?”

“Well, sir, I don’t listen to rumors around the office but I have heard someone mention they thought she had morning sickness.”

“Ok, thanks. I will catch up with her later.” He walked to the door. “Please forget I was in here.”

As Brian walked to the next meeting he couldn’t decide if he was angry, upset, excited, or a bit sad for his nephew.  This would be his daughter’s sibling and would be his nephews first born, his nephew who was still finishing college and getting married.  He didn’t even want to think about the possibility of his sister getting involved as the baby’s grandmother.

Brian took time to text Justin.  ‘Just want to say I love you.’ As Brian sat down in the meeting he received a text back ‘Can you feel me around you’.    Brian moaned as he adjusted in the chair.

“Is there a problem, Mr. Kinney?”

“Brian, please, and I’m fine.  I just had a strain for a moment.”

Justin warned Becca about Gus and Angi and she promised to keep an eye on them.   Angi was watching Gus and his team mates play a game. It was a hot day and their water supply was running low.  Angi chose to stay and watch as Becca ran to get ice cream for the team and some more water. As the team broke Angi followed Gus to the shade tree.

“Gus, you are having a great game.” Angi touched his shoulder. “Oh your skin is warm.  Do you need more lotion?”

“Angi, what would you do if I kissed you?”

She flushed.  “I’d let you.”  She leaned closer to him and he pressed his lips against hers. As he started to put his arms on her shoulders Becca walked over.  

“Gus, you need to be with your team.  We will talk about this on the way home. “ She handed an ice cream bar to Angi and Becca walked away.

“Becca?”  Angi sat next to her.

“Angi, we will talk in the car.”  Becca started reading her text book again.  

As Gus and Angi got in the back seat of the SUV as Becca got in the front.   She turned the car on and drove away. The silence in the vehicle was heavy. Gus and Angi looked at each other and finally Gus said, “Um, Becca.  Are we in trouble?”

Becca pulled into a parking lot.  “You two have put me in a terrible place.  Your family has hired me to be responsible for the two of you and they asked me to watch you two.  I really should tell them what I saw today.”

“Oh please, Becca, don’t tell my dads.  We only kissed and that was the first time we did it.”

“He is telling the truth. Please Becca, don’t tell my brother.”

“If I ever see you two do more than hold hands I will tell your family, understand?”

They both nodded but she noticed they reached for each other and held hands.

The meeting drug on until 5:00 pm.  Brian wanted to go to the airport and fly home and now, instead, he had to go find Tina and confront her.  He had messaged her over lunch and told her he was having dinner with her without an option. He said he would be at her house at 7:00.

Brian stopped at his hotel and changed.  He grabbed a bottle of Bourbon and walked the couple blocks to her apartment.  He remembered spending time with Justin in this area. He wanted to be home with his husband rather than confronting his daughter’s mother. He tried calling Justin but didn’t get through to him.  He just wanted Justin in his arms and to forget about Tina, but he couldn’t.

 

He knocked on Tina’s door.  He had a bag of Italian and the bottle with him. Tina opened the door and for the first time Brian could see her head to toe. He stepped in  and handed her the bag. She took it to the counter as he followed her over.

“Tina, let me get you a drink.”  He poured a big glass and set it in front of her. “Here, join me in a drink!  Have you heard, we are celebrating. Tony and John are getting married in about a month.” He looked at her face and saw her reaction.  “Have they invited you? You haven’t had any of your drink. Join me.” He lifted the glass and downed it. He poured a second for himself and added a bit more to Tina’s.

Brian started opening up the containers of pasta.  “Tina, I don’t think you have said a word. Usually you are very talkative. What seems to be….”

Tina started sobbing and crumbled to the floor.  She sobbed as Brian put his arms around her.

“What is going on Tina?  What are you thinking? I am guessing it is John’s?”  

She nodded. “I’m sorry.  I am such a screw up. I didn’t know…. What to do.”

Brian wrapped his arms around her and drew her up to her feet.  “I am just miserable.”

‘You can’t  move back, Tina.  I can’t let you do that to my family again. What’s your plan?”

“How do I tell him? I almost texted him but I know that isn’t right but I don’t want to mess up his life and I had no idea they were getting married.”

“They are getting married in about 5 weeks.”  

“I love him but I know I am not in love with him.  It had to be the first night. I had skipped the pill for a couple weeks because I had no need for it and he used a condom but it must have leaked. Ok, it could have been in the first couple weeks.  Do you really think he wants to know? I don’t. I am too messed up to raise a child.”

“I can’t face him.  Can I do it on over the phone?  I feel sick all the time to travel over there. I guess I I could skyp him?”

“Let’s eat. We can talk about it later.” He watched her shift uncomfortably.  He walked up behind her and guided her to sit down. He worked his knuckle into her lower back and as he moved it around he felt the knots relax.  He worked his way up and she sighed.

“Brian, why am I so unlovable.”

“Oh, darling.”  He wrapped her in his arms and held her as she sobbed.

Once Tina calmed down, they did eat some.  At one point to went to the bathroom and Brian quickly text Justin.  All it said was, ‘yes she is. I will call later.’

Brian was ready to go to his hotel  room. He was ready to go home and make love to Justin.  

“Tina, I will talk to you at noon tomorrow before I head home.  We will come up with an idea I hope.”

“Brian, I didn’t mean to….”  He kissed her forehead and they walked out.

Justin noticed Gus was quiet tonight but he knew he had a busy week and it was coming to the end.  After dinner Justin mentioned Tony and noticed Gus stiffened. He wondered what that was about but let it go.  Gus headed to bed as soon as dinner was done.

“Brinn, do you want to come to bed with Daddy. I could use a cuddle buddy tonight.”  He stood up slowly. He was a little dizzy. He really should have stopped after one drink. After a moment he picked up Brinn and carried her upstairs. He showered with her and put her in a clean diaper and sleeper.  Justin slipped into bed with Brinn and soon she was sound asleep. He just wanted to talk to Brian. He looked at the phone and fell asleep.

Brian called Justin.  The phone rang and Justin softly answered, ”Hi, Baby. When are you coming home.  I miss you so much. I want to feel you touch me.”

Brian let out a sigh, “Oh,baby I wish I could slide into you right now.”  Brian was sure Justin’s breathing was ragged. “Sunshine, can you feel me stroking you.  I could enter your ass and stroke your prostate. I will be there tomorrow, darling. I think we need to talk about Tina.”

“Well, that ruined the mood.  She is pregnant, 3 months plus. It is going to kill both John and Tony.  She plans to Skyp him and at first I thought that was the easy way out but I think it might be best.  Then Tony and John can talk it out without her here as a distraction. Justin? Sunshine, are you there?”

“I’m here,” his voice quivered.  “I am holding our beautiful daughter, knowing she has a sibling out there that will be loved but….”

“The worst timing ever.”

Justin continued, “You and I were in a complete different position at the time.  We had been together for years and, yes, we were having our ups and downs but we were much older. They don’t deserve this.  I don’t want her around here Brian. She may be my daughter’s mother but I don’t want her here,” His passion came out in every word.

“I already told her that but, Justin, I don’t think she planned this.  She just has extremely poor judgement. After she talks to John I will help her if I can and I think after the baby is born she needs to move.  I will offer her a job in Japan.”

“She doesn’t want the baby?” Justin asked.  He looked over at Brinn and his heart melted.

“Tina knows she can’t raise a baby. She knows she isn’t ready for that.”

“Brian, what if Tony and John decide they can’t do this? We can’t let the baby go up for adoption.”  Justin’s emotions were obvious as he talked.

“Oh, Darling, your heart is showing.  I will be home tomorrow evening. We will talk then and together we will be here for Tony and John.  Justin, what are you wearing?”

“Just briefs.”

“What color?”

“Brian, really?”  he chuckled. “Just my tighty whities.”

Brian sighed into the line.  “My favorite. I love running my hand over your tight ass and then under the waistband.”  Brian slid his hand into his own waistband. “But most of all I miss your lips on mine. Baby? Sunshine?”

Justin had fallen asleep holding their daughter close.

Brian arrived back at the main house around 3:00 pm.  As he walked in Brinn came running from nowhere. “Daaadddddddyyyyyyyyyy!” He scooped her up and held her close.  

“Hello, sweetheart.  I am so happy to see you.” They rubbed noses and then she gave him a juicy kiss. “Where is your other daddy?  Where is everyone?”

Alice came from the laundry room.  “Welcome home. I believe Justin is upstairs, “ She walked over and took Brinn. “I think he is expecting you.  Dinner is at 6:00.” Brian kissed both girls on the cheek and sprinted to their room.

Brian tapped softly and walked in.  Justin was laying on the bed naked. Brian walke over and sat on the bed next to him.  Justin reached up and loosened his tie, pulling it off. He then unbuttoned the shirt kissing each spot under the button.  Brian stood and pulled his shirt out of his trousers and Justin reached out and unbuckled the belt. Next, he slowly opened the fly.  He tugged the pants and briefs down and he lovingly reached out to stroke him. His touch was feather light. Brian stepped out of his pants and as he put one knee on the mattress and brought his lips to Justin’s, pressing him deep into the pillow.  Now he was home. It wasn’t the house, it was the people, or this person.”

“I love you, Sunshine.”  With no further conversation he brought Justin’s knees up and entered him, as he kissed him intensely.  

“I missed you so much!”  Brian began to move quicker and both of them stopped trying to talk. Brian came first but continued the rocking motion as Justin climbed to the peak and relaxed into bliss.  

After spending time silently, Brian’s head laying on Justin’s chest as his hand softly played in his pubic hair. “Brian, the baby.”

“After John and Tony soak it in, we can talk about it.”

“If they can’t process it right now, I want the baby. We can’t let Brinn’s sibling be adopted but anyone else.”

“I agree.  I don’t like adding more stress to your life but….”

“I’ll adjust. That baby is family.  When is she calling John?”

“She said tomorrow, but Tina isn’t reliable.  I bet she will call today to get it over with.  I will contact her Monday and we will talk about plans.”  He began running his hand up and down Justin’s inner thighs just crazing his scrotum and penis from time to time. “Please, Sunshine, let me feel you!”

Justin took the position Brian had less than an hour earlier.  He entered and had little self-control. As Brian’s face winced in pain, Justin thrust all the way in.  He then didn’t move for several minutes, looking deeply into Brian’s face.

Brian reached up and touched Justin’s face, “What would I have ever done without you?”

Justin slowly started moving as he said, ”That would never have happened.  I was never going to let you slip out of my reach.” He then began to move again and soon he collapsed on top of Brian and they both dozed.

Brian and Justin wandered into the kitchen in shorts and T shirts. They were both a bit flushed and very relaxed.  Justin poured them each a glass of wine and they took Brinn out to the pool deck. They played with her on the steps of the pool while Angi and Gus played at the far end.

Brian looked at the two across the pool and then looked at Justin, “Has there been anything to be concerned about with those two?”

“Not that I have seen although they get very friendly sometimes.  The other day Tony read them both the riot act just to let them know they were still being watched.” Justin reached and stroked Brian’s cheek.  

Brian reached out and kissed his hand. “Well, I hope no news is good news in this case.”  He felt his phone. He pulled it out and read the text. “Damn!”

“Daaamn,” Brinn repeated.

“Shit!”

“Shi….” Brinn started.

“Brinny, would you like to go see Gus and Angi?”

“Guuguu,” Brinn repeated.

“Hey, Gus, your sister would like to come see you for a couple minutes, please.”  Angi bounded over and took her from Justin and walked back to Gus with her. Justin kept an eye on the kids but talked to Brian. “What is is, Bri?”

“She is calling John right now. Damn it to hell!  Is Tony home?”

“No, he is working late.  You better head down there in a few minutes.”

“You are better at that and you’ve been there,” Brian said.  “I am not trying to push it off on you. I will go.”

“No, I will. You’re right. Don’t let Brinn with the kids too long.  They get distracted.”

John was just about to leave the house for the main house when his phone told him he had a video call coming in.  “Hey, Tina, how are you? It’s been a while.” He wasn’t sure why she was making contact.

“You are looking great, John.  I hear you and Tony are getting married soon.”

“We are!  The first weekend of the August.”

“I really hope you two are happy.”  She hesitated.

“Thanks.  I was just about to leave…” John opened the door.

“John, I’m pregnant.”

John shut the door and sat on kitchen stool. “You’re what?”

“You’re going to be a father. I’m sorry.  I know the timing stinks. It had to be one of the first times. It is too late to do anything about but I can’t raise a baby.  I am too messed up. I know it. Think about it and let me know. I’m due around the same time as Brinn. I am sure someone would love to adopt.”

“SHUT UP!  Let me think. You sound like you have a puppy for me, if I want it.  What the hell?” He paused for a second, “Brian saw you. You didn’t plan to tell me.  What the hell were you going to do? Just give my child away without telling me? Don’t change your number.  I will be in touch.”

Justin walked in the kitchen, finding John with his head down on the counter.

“John….”

John turned into Justin’s arm and cried.  He was just so confused he didn’t know what to think.  Tony! What was he going to think?

“John, I am sure you don’t know what to think right now.  I know you have to talk to Tony. You have time.”

“No, I don’t have time.  Tina will need to know if she needs to start looking for …. I can’t even say it….adoptive parents.”

“John, that baby is not going anywhere.  If you and Tony aren’t ready, Brian and I are ready to step up.  That baby is blood.”

John clung to Justin. “What if Tony…. How do I tell him?”

“John, Tony loves you and the two of you will make the right decision for you. We are here for both of you. Why don’t you come up to the house and have some dinner.”

“No, but can Angi stay up there?  She …..”

“Of course she can.  Call if you need me.”

Justin walked back up to the main house and found everyone out of the pool and sitting near the house.  Becca walked out. “Alice said she’s bringing the food out here since half of you are wet and it is a perfect night to be out here.  Thanks again for letting me stay. Alice is going to get me a list of things I can help her with.”

“We are just glad you are here to help us out.”  Brian smiled at the young woman. He hadn’t had time to get to know her, yet, but she seemed to be doing a great job with the kids. “Help yourself to a beer if you would like one or I am sure there is wine in the house.” Justin picked Brinn up from Brian’s lap and snuggled her as he sat down on Brian’s lap and kissed him.  Brian put his mouth close to his ear and said, “How’s John?”

“Devastated. Scared what Tony’s reaction will be.”

Angi heard Tony’s name.  “Is Tony home?”

“No, sweetheart but John isn’t feeling well so would you mind sleeping here tonight.  He doesn’t want you to get sick.”

Gus jumped on it.  Can we rent a movie?  There are a couple I would like to see and could we both sleep in the media room so we can watch all night?”  

The adults looked at each other. “We will see,” Justin said. Let us talk about it.”  

“Come on, Dad….Dads. Please.”

Brian stepped in, “Your dad said we’d talk about it and let you know. Don’t push it or I will give you an answer right now.” Gus scuffed his foot as he walked away.

Alice brought out food and everyone dug in.  As soon as Gus and Angi finished, they excused themselves so they could start a movie. Becca watched them walk off. “I get the feeling something heavy is going on.  I will keep an eye on those two so you can talk. I would love to take Brinn. I’ll go find her a sleeper.”

Alice looked at Brian and Justin.  “I will get updated later. I have a date.” And she was gone.

Brian reached out to Justin and he came and sat on his lap, laying his head against Brian’s.  They noticed a cloud of dust and saw Peter’s car driving up to the guest house. “Looks like John has his support arriving.”

“Well, what should we do with our free time?” Justin stood and took Brian’s hand and led him over to the large deck chair. They laid the chair down flat and Justin pushed Brian down and Brian pulled Justin down with him.  Brian’s hand immediately went down Justin’s shorts to find his rising cock. Brian brought his head down and took him into his mouth. The next 10 minutes Brian focused totally on Justin and Justin focused on keeping his sanity as Brian would bring him to the edge and then stop for him to regain control.

Peter pulled up to the guest house.  He had no idea what was going on but John was a wreck and Tony was working. Peter rushed to the house and found John very drunk and despondent. As a pot of coffee brewed Peter sat on the sofa with John and slowly got the whole story out.  John was going to be a father shortly after he became a husband. That Tina really was a piece of work. She was lucky she wasn’t anywhere near him. He had planned to get together with John and Tony this weekend. He was glad he had taken a change of clothes along because he had a feeling it was going to be a long night.  He poured a cup of coffee for John and realized there was nothing to eat in this house. There was no talking to John right now.

“John, drink this cup of coffee.  I am going to run up to the main house and get you some food or you are going to feel like hell in the morning. I’ll be right back, Bro.”  

Pete ran up to the main house.  He saw Brian and Justin messing around on a chair. He would talk to them tomorrow.  He walked into the kitchen and Brinn came flying around the corner and nearly pulled Peter’s shorts off trying to climb up him.  “Hey, Peanut, is that Alice I hear coming down the hall?

A beautiful redhead popped around the corner, “Come here you little  monk…” She nearly ran into a gorgeous man she had only seen in pictures.  Brinn had wrapped her little arms tightly around Peter’s neck. “Hi, Peter, right?”

“Ya, I’m sorry I don’t know who you are.”  Wow, was all he could think.

“I’m Becca. I am watching out for Gus and Angi this summer and living in the big room upstairs. I guess I am watching out for this little one right now.”

“Becca, this may sound weird but I am grabbing some food but think I am going to borrow Brinn for a bit.  John could use her.”

“I have no idea what’s going on but I could tell it was something worrisome.”

“Would you mind walking down to the guest house in about a half hour to pick her up?”  

“Sure.  I better go check on our tween lovebirds but i will come down in a bit.”

“Thanks Becca. Hey, Brinny, shall we go find John?”         

“John, John!”                        

Peter grabbed some food out of the fridge and returned to the guest house with food for the body and food for the soul.

Gus looked around and realized Becca had left them.  Angi and Gus were laying in a bunch of pillows below the large screen.  They were spending much more time watching each other than the show. Now that Becca was gone Gus slipped closer to Angi.  “Did you notice Becca left?”

“Yes.” Angi put her arm over Gus’ shoulder and Gus kissed her, much longer than the interrupted kiss at the ball field.

Gus put a hand on her shoulder but then let it slowly slip to the front of her chest and then he started moving his hand under her shirt.  His hand slid up as he kissed her again.

“Gus Peterson-Marcas if you don’t want to lose that hand you better move it NOW.  Go to your room. Angi, you go up to your room, too.”

They both headed toward the main staircase. “Gus, take the backstairs and go directly to your room.”

Angelica was on the verge of tears. “Signorina Becca. Gus didn’t do anything I didn’t want him to.  I am to blame as well as he is.”

“Thank you for being honest but I will need to tell his fathers.”

Angi rushed up the steps and went to her room.

Becca went out to the pool area.  She was glad it was quite dark because she didn’t know what the men were doing over there but she could use her imagination.  “Um, Brian, Justin, may I see you in a couple minutes, please.” She went back in the house.

Brian and Justin had been coaxing each other to the edge for the last hour but neither had found relief and by now both were hypersensitive to everything.  

Justin looked at Brian.  “That doesn’t sound good.  If I’m not mistaken I saw Peter walk away with Brinn a couple minutes ago.  That might be just what John needs.”

“Well, let’s go see what Becca needs.”  

They found Becca in the kitchen. “I don’t know how to say this so I am just going to say it.  I just caught Gus and Angi kissing and just stopped Gus from groping her under her shirt. To be clear, Angi told me she was a willing participant.  Right now they are both in their own rooms. I have to go get Brinn from the guest house. The tweens are all yours.”

Becca left and Brian and Justin looked at each other.  “I am going to go have a talk with our son. Maybe you can just check on Angi.  Tony will need to talk to her but he had other things on his plate right now.”

They walked up the stairs together.  Brian kissed Justin thoroughly and cupped his ass just to tantalize him a bit more and then he walked toward Gus’ room as Justin tapped on Angi’s door.

Brian did not knock on Gus’ door.  Gus shrunk a little when his dad walked in.  He knew he was in trouble. “What the hell were you doing?”

“Well, I was trying to find out what it felt like to kiss a girl.”

“You have kissed a girl before.”

“Tiffany didn’t count.  She’s Peter’s girlfriend.  Angi is pretty and she’s my age.  I just wanted to know….”

“What boobs felt like? Gus we told you we wouldn’t stand for that and Tony might be very upset.  I didn’t do anything she didn’t want me to do.”

“She told Becca that but Gus, you are too young for that and you had been given limitations.  For the next week, when you are home you are either in the kitchen with the family or you are in your room. Absolutely no time with Angi alone.”

Gus didn’t say anything until Brian was leaving the room.  “Sorry, Dad.” Brian heard honesty in the apology.

When Peter arrived with Brinn John was sitting by the kitchen counter with the pot of coffee.  When he saw Brinn he smiled. “Johnjohn.” He picked her up and held her tight. Brinn put her hands on his cheeks and kissed him. “My John.”

As John played with Brinn, Peter put a sandwich together for him.  He brought it over to John who ate the whole thing as Brinn fed it to him.  She giggled as he acted as if he was eating her fingers, too. John looked up at Peter, “Thank you, Peter.  This is just what I needed. I want this baby. I love Brinn so much and now I am going to be the father of her sibling.  I hope Tony can understand. I understand if you want to go home to Tiffany.”

“I planned to tell you when I came over this weekend but Tiffany and I broke up.  She moved in with a couple girls from the restaurant. We weren’t mad or anything.  We both just moved on. And don’t worry. I will find someplace to live so you and Tony can have your own place here.”

“We will be moving out soon. Brian bought a B & B and has asked us to manage it so after the wedding and as soon as a room is ready we will be moving about ten miles away.”

There was a soft knock on the door.  “That will be ….crap what’s her name?”

“Becca?”

“Ya, come in Becca.”

Becca left with a crying Brinn a few minutes later. “My John, My John,” the tired, little girl cried. Becca comforted her as she walked back to the main house. Justin was waiting in the kitchen as Becca walked in.  She passed a nearly sleeping Brinn to her dad.

“I don’t need to know what is going on but I think Brinn just made John feel better.”

“I am sure she helped him make a decision.”

“Peter did a good thing.  So you met Peter.”

“I did.  Now he had a girlfriend, right?”

“Ya, he and Tiffany have been together over a year but I don’t know if they will end up together.  They aren’t ready for a commitment yet. They are both really great though.”

“I know I didn’t see anything wrong with Peter.”  She smiled. “I could never have imagined a job with so much eye candy that doesn’t throw me off my diet. And trust me, I have been on a fast for too long.”

“You can’t tell me you haven’t had offers.” Justin felt Brian walk up behind him and leaned against him.

“I have to admit I am a quality, not quantity kind of girl. I don’t sleep around a lot.”

“That is an admirable quality. That is a much smarter move than some people we know.”  Justin didn’t say more but really wanted to.

Brian quickly told Becca Gus’ consequences.  Tony would deal with Angi later.

Everyone headed to their own bedrooms.  Brian and Justin changed Brinn’s diaper and put her in bed.  Justin reached up and placed his hand on the back of Brian’s neck.  He stretched up and Brian lowered his mouth, gently touching his lips to Justin’s.  A shiver ran through both of them. After 12 years the reaction was still the same. They were truly made to be together.  Justin took Brian’s hand and led him to the bedroom. “I know we didn’t plan to have another child…” Justin started.

 

“Sh,” Brian reacted, “Family is family and we have plenty of love and money for one more.” Brian removed Justin’s shirt and then his own.  Pulling Justin close he said, “You can never have too much love. They laid down together and showed once more you could never have too much love.

Peter left John sitting on the couch.  He went to sleep in his old room but John knew he was there if he needed him.  A year ago John rescued him from his mother and he would never forget that.

By the time Tony arrived home it was nearly 1:00 a.m.  “Mi Amore, you didn’t have to wait up!” He walked over and kissed John and then noticed the look on John’s face.  He sat next to him and took his hands. “John, what is it? Is someone ill?”

John looked up at Tony and tears filled his eyes. How could he tell him this? “Tony, I have something to tell you. I know you will need to think about this. I understand that.”

“John, you are scaring me. Please just tell me.”

John took a deep breath, looked into Tony’s eyes, and said, “I am going to be a father.  Tina is pregnant.” A tear escaped to his cheek.

Tony blinked and instinctively reached out and wiped the tear away. “When is she expecting?”

“Late November.” John replied. “I, we, I want the child but I need and want you more right now.  You are my first priority. Please, think about it. It is Brinn’s sibling.”

“John, it is your child, a part of you.” He ran his hand from John’s neck and down his chest. “I need to think. I love you, Me amore, never doubt that. I am going nowhere.”

As they walked to their room John spoke, “Do you need time alone?”

“Do you mind?  I need to think a bit.”

John kissed him, “I love you, Antony, more than I can express.”

Tony shut the door and John began to walk to Angi’s room but then changed his mind and walked down to Peter’s room.  Peter sat up. “Everything Ok?”

“I think so but he needs a little time to think.  I understand that. I just….”

Peter pulled the sheet back and patted the bed next to him. John sat down.  He then laid down as Peter put his arms around him. “I remember you doing this many times when we were little.”

“Peter, did Mom ever come to your bedroom or make you come to hers?”  

“I think you know that answer, John, or you wouldn’t be asking. We survived and we are out of there.  Going to counseling has helped me understand a lot of things. We don’t need to talk about this now. Get some sleep.”

Peter left the house early because  Tony and John needed time to talk. He started off at a slow jog.  As his muscles warmed up he started taking long strides. He hadn’t done this for so long.  You didn’t just go out for a run like this in the city. After several minutes he was in the zone and just kept running. He was on auto control and turned onto the next roade.  He glanced ahead and thought he saw something about a mile ahead. As he got closer, he saw it was a girl and after another minute or two he could see it was Becca. She was sitting on a rock along the road.

He slowed down and saw Becca hadn’t seen him.  Her head was in her hands and she appeared to be crying.

“Becca?”

“Oh, Pete, am I glad to see you.” She stood hopping on one foot and wrapped her arms around his neck.  

“I am really sweaty and probably really stink.”

Becca found their faces were only centimeters apart and their eyes met.  “Um...I twisted my ankle. I can’t put any pressure on it and when I fell my phone got smashed.”  She started crying harder.

“Sit, sweetie.  I will call the house.  Do you hurt anywhere else?”

“No.” Her voice quivers.  “Well, nothing more than a skinned knee and my hands.”

Peter called Alice who said she was on her way. He squatted down and looked at Becca’s palms and before he realized it he had kissed each of her palms. He brushed Becca’s hair back and Becca slowly touched his cheek. Without thinking about it he took her into his arms and kissed her forehead, then her cheek, and then brushes his lips against hers.

As she began to lean into him she stopped.  “No, you have a girlfriend. I don’t need that in my life. Damn! But you are too sexy.”

“Becca, I don’t have a girlfriend. We went our own ways a couple weeks ago.   So….” he pulls Becca up and into his arms. He kissed her lightly and slowly deepened it.  “I would love to get to know you better but I am in no rush,” He offered his hand to shake, “Friends?”

“Friends,” She shook his hand. Peter picked her up as Alice pulled up and placed her in the SUV.  

“I’m going to finish my run.  I’ll see you soon,” and Peter sprinted off.

“Thanks, Peter.”  And Alice drives away.

John came downstairs and smelled coffee. Tony was standing by the espresso machine making a second cup. He looked over and smiled at John and held out a cup.  “Let’s go out on the patio.” They sat together on a bench swing. Tony slipped an arm around John and pulled him close. He set his cup down and took John’s as John dissolved. When both his hands were free he pulled John to him. “Mi Amore, shhhhhh. We have plans to make.  We are going to be papas.”

John looked into Tony’s eyes, “Really.”

“I cannot  let a part of you go.  It will not be easy but we can do this.  Family will help us. I just can’t have Tina around.  That is my only stipulation.”

John claimed Tony’s lips. When they separated they each reached for their coffee and drank it silently. When they set the cups down, John stood and offered both his hands to Tony.  He pulled him tightly against him. He slipped his hands down to Tony’s ass and pulled him tightly. “Tony, I want to love you. I want to make you cry out in ecstasy. I don’t deserve you.  I fucked up so bad.”

“You created a family for us.  We will love this child as much as we love each other. Now, take me upstairs and love me until I can’t think straight.”

“That will be my pleasure.” John started kissing him again.  He turned Tony around and pressed him against the wall. He pulled down  Tony’s shorts and then his own. “Relax, darling,” and he slowly pressed into him as he wrapped his arms and Tony and took hold of his dick.  Soon John was thrusting into him and as they both neared the climax, Tony’s knees began to buck as he orgasmed. John held Tony tightly against the wall as he emptied into him.  He thrust a couple last time. “That was the appetizer. Let’s go upstairs and get ready for the main course.”

Summer was going by quickly.  Before everyone realized it the wedding was two weeks away.  John and Tony were trying to complete their internships early so they had a little extra time.  They were finalizing their trip and Angi was starting to prepare to go back home. She was getting homesick.  Their father was getting better every day and expected to be back at work by the time they got there. Angi would miss Gus, although after the night of the movie they were never left alone.

Peter started spending more time at the main house.  He was going to be moving back into the guest house next week.  Becca was looking for a place to move now that summer was almost over.  Peter hated the thought of her moving out of the house. One day while they sat at the pool watching Angi and Gus, Peter looked over at Becca.  “Why don’t you move into the guest house with me. I will be living their alone before the end of the semester and there are four bedrooms. You could have the room Angi is using.

“Tony, I don’t know…”

“I am not asking you to move into my room, although,” he took her hand and kissed it. “I might be ready to take this to the next step if you are. Becca, I think I’m falling in love with you.”  He put his hand behind her head and brought his lips to hers. “I’m not asking you to join me in my bed. In fact, I promised my therapist I wouldn’t sleep with anyone but he didn’t say I couldn’t date and I want to date you.”  He brushed his lips on hers and Becca deepened the kiss. By the time they separated, Peter looked at her, “Please, move in.” She nodded and they kissed again.

“Peter, I need to tell you something.”

“You’re not a guy are you?”  He smiled at her and they both laugher.

“Peter, I’m a virgin.”  She stood up and walked away.

“Becca! You can’t drop that on me and walk away.”

“ I just want you to know that I don’t sleep around but I have never thought I would wait until I was married.  I just want it to be the right person.”

“I would never force you into something or take advantage of you.”

Becca looked at him and touched his shoulder, “I know that, Peter, or I wouldn’t move in with you.”

As she walked away, Peter wondered how he would survive living with the woman he planned to marry someday without being able to lover her.

Brian and Justin were spending time at the B & B helping with plans  and color palettes. Mary loved spending time with Brinn and when they told her Tony and John were having a baby she was thrilled.  Justin was going to do a couple murals. One was going in the main hall upstairs and one was going the fancy suite. They weren’t sure what they were going to call it yet, but it was going to be amazing with a spa bathroom and every amenity you could want including a Taylor original on the wall.

Justin was sketching some ideas sitting on the bed.  He was looking out the windows that had a beautiful view.   The next thing he knew Brian’s hand was down his pants and his tongue was down his throat. Justin reached up and pulled him close.  “Now, this is a wonderful way to,” He started to say wake up but he didn’t feel like he was asleep.

“I called for you several times.  You must have been sound asleep.”

“Well, you did have me up half the night….literally.”

“I was just noticing that seems to have happened again.”Brian gently squeezed Justin’s rising cock.  “I think I could use a little snack.” Brian slid down and, loosening Justin’s fly, took him all the way in his mouth.  As Brian brought him to an orgasm, Justin felt light headed again. What was going on? He forgot all about it when Brian deepthroated him and he cried out as he emptied himself into Brian’s throat.

All the sudden Justin sat straight up.  “Brinn, I am sure Mary will need a break.”

Brian looked at him with an odd stare, “She’s at home with Alice.”  

Justin nodded, “Oh ya, you really did take me to another zone.”  He kissed Brian. “I love you, darling. Maybe we should go home and …..”

“I knew I loved you.”

Gus and Angi were done with summer rec and had been recruited to help Emmett with the wedding. Emmett had been warned not to leave them alone so he just kept them running. Becca took Brinn duty while everyone else chipped in on preparing the backyard.  Emmett had given Justin instructions on assembling some of the food and went off to give directions to John and Tony. When he came back in he noticed Justin staring off into space. “Sweetie.” Emmett said but Justin didn’t react. “Emmett to Justin, is anyone home.” He touched Justin’s shoulder and Justin jumped.  “Where the hell were you?”

“Oh, I guess I was  thinking about the guys and the new baby…. And.”

“Sweetie, have you gone to the doctor lately?  Has this happened more often?”

“Nothing happened. I have been working at the B & B.  I’ve been helping with this wedding. I have tweens I need to keep apart. I have.”

“I know you have a lot going on but I still wish you would go in for a checkup.”

“Em, I will make an appointment next week.”

“You better,” Emmett saw Brian walking in, “Don’t tell your husband but I kind of love you,” Em kissed him as Brian walked up.  

“Em, Em, Em.  You just don’t give your own life enough value.” Brian pulled Justin into his own arms and Emmett saw Justin flinch at the quick movement.

“Well, I am yours until the wedding unless, Emmett, you can spare both of us for an hour…” Brian kissed Justin, pulling him firmly against himself.

“Justin is finishing something for me. I think you could help the grooms outside, or maybe keep an eye on your son before he gets that little girl off in a corner.”

“Just make sure you keep your hands to yourself.” Brian winked at Em and left the house.

Emmett looked at Justin again. “ If you don’t call the doctor on Monday, I am going to tell Brian. I saw your reaction when he moved you a little quicker than normal.”

“Ok, Ok. But I still don’t think it is anything a weekend in the studio can’t cure.  God, I miss the studio.”

Justin and Emmett worked side by side until they finished what could be done for the day.  Becca and Peter walked into the kitchen with Brinn toddling between them. “Daddiiiiiiiee,” She ran to Justin. “UP!”

Justin picked up  Brinn. “Ooo, someone needs a change. Let’s go change that stinky diaper.”  He carried her up to her room and changed her. As he took her off the changing table he turned and the world went gray.  He couldn’t stop himself from falling. Instinctively, he turned so Brinn would land on his chest but giving him no way to stop himself. His head clipped the leg of the crib as he hit the floor.  

He didn’t black completely out.  Brinn whimpered as they fell but then she started patting Justin’s face.  “Daddy, sleep? Night Night, Daddy,” Brinn kissed Justin’s cheek.

God, his head hurt.  He moved his hand to his head.  No blood was good. He slowly sat up holding onto Brinn.  “Did I scare you, honey? Daddy’s sorry.” He propped himself against the wall.  “Do you want me to read you a story? Bring me a book.”

Brinn sat on his lap as he made up the story as she flipped the pages. Ten minutes later Justin could open his eyes and his eyesight was back to normal. He sat Brinn down on the ground and slowly stood up.  Other than a headache from hitting the leg, he felt fine. What if he ever did that on the steps. He was so glad John and Tony were getting married but he would be glad when it was done. He needed some time to himself.

Since the wedding was this weekend Gus was spending a couple days at his moms so dinner was just Justin, Brian and Brinn.  Alice, also, took off for the night but dinner was in the oven. Justin was feeding Brinn before the meal came out of the oven.  Justin, unconsciously, rubbed his head. “Daddy, booboo hurt?”

“What booboo is she talking about?” Brian asked Justin.

“Oh, I tripped upstairs and fell. Thankfully, Brinn was fine and I bumped my head on the way down. Nothing serious.”

“I was kind of hoping your booboo was located lower, much lower.” He kissed Justin’s head as he moved his hand down to Justin’s ass but he instantly moved it back up to Justin’s head.  “That is more than a little bump. Are you sure you are Ok?”

Justin lifted his face to Brian and they kissed. “I am just fine.  Could you grab the meal out of the oven. Please?”

They ate dinner and Justin was relieved that Brian carried Brinn up to bed.  He cleaned up the food and then went upstairs. Before Brian was done putting Brinn down, Justin had gotten into bed and had fallen asleep.

“Jus….My prince sleeps.” Brian kissed his cheek and, dropping his clothes in a chair, he laid down and draping his arm around Justin, he closed his eyes and slept.

John had left several message on his mom’s phone but he had not heard back from her.  He knew Peter heard from her once in awhile but he assure John it had been several weeks since she had called him.  He just wanted to invite her to the wedding and tell her she was going to be a grandmother. Peter was out with Becca somewhere and John and Tony were just heading up to bed when John’s phone rang.  Looking at the screen, he said, “It’s my mom.” He just sat on the steps where he was. “Hi Mom.”

“You’ve been calling me,” Claire’s slurred speech told John he had been drinking.

“Glad you called back, Mom.  I just had a couple exciting things to tell you.”

“You been staying out of trouble.  Cops haven’t called me in a couple years.”

“Mom, I have been too busy to get into trouble.”

“You said you had exciting news.  Peter called tonight and told me to call you.”  

John heard her take a drink.  Now he knew why she called. Peter asked her to.  “Mom, I’m getting married on Saturday.”

“What is the other news?”

“You are going to be a grandma.”

“And here I was afraid you were marrying a guy.  What’s her name? When is the baby coming? Can I come to the wedding?  I want to meet her.”

“I would like it if you came to the wedding but I am marrying my boyfriend.”

“So you think it is funny to lie to your mother?” Claire’s voice rose and she took another swallow.  

“Mom, I didn’t lie.  I am marrying Tony but you are going to be a grandmother in November.”

“Ooo did you do that nasty clinic thing?”  

“Mom, it is my child being carried by a friend.” John was meeting his frustration level and Tony laid an arm over John’s shoulder pulling his head down on his shoulder.  “It is obvious, Mom, you are drunk and you still have no respect for me. You are invited to my wedding. If you want to come, talk to Peter. I don’t have time for your negativity.”

John laid the phone down and Tony pulled him close.  “Why can’t she just be happy for me? I have only ever wanted her approval and I will never be able to do that. I don’t think my mother has ever been happy because she has never found unconditional love. Tony stroked John’s cheek and kissed him.

To the men’s surprise two small arms came around their necks.  “I love both of you.” Angelica said as she kissed the top of their heads. “John, I am glad you are marrying my brother because neither of you would be happy without each other.”

“Thank you, Sweetheart,” John turned and gave her a hug.  “I am glad to have you as a sister. And I am glad to have your parents who I hope love me.  I know I am lucky to have the family I have. I don’t need her in my life if that is her attitude.  I just feel bad she can’t be happy.”

“I didn’t mean to spy, really I didn’t, but you told your mom you were having a baby.”

Tony and John looked at each other.  They had planned to keep that from her until they told their parents in Italy. Tony looked at his sister, “Yes, you are going to be an aunt in November.”

She squeezed both their necks so hard they thought they may pass out.  “Who, how?”

“I know you heard we had broken up for a short time.  Well, an old friend of mine was here.”

“Is that Tina?  Gus talks about her but doesn’t like her much.”

“Yes, Tina is Brinn’s mother and now she is going to have our child.”

“I can’t wait to be an aunt.”  She ran up and down the stairs a couple time.

“Angi, please don’t tell mama and papa.  We want to tell them when we get to Italy.”

“I promise! I can keep a secret.”

John stood up and smiled at the young girl.  “And this is why I am a very lucky man.” He kissed Angi on the cheek and then turned to Tony.  He didn’t aim for Tony’s cheek. He took him in his arms and kissed him deeply.

“I will just leave you two alone,” Angi walked back to her room, giggling.

“I have a wonderful idea on how you can make me forget my crazy mother.”

Tony stood and offered his hand to John, “I am sure I can think of something.  Let’s get off these steps so I can kiss you properly.” By the time they got to the door of their room both were shirtless.  

Angi peeked out of her room and started laughing. “Can I watch?”

“Angelina Maria, get in your room and we will do the same.”  Tony opened the door and they slipped in, closing the door behind them.  “This is the last night we will be together until we are married so I think we better make sure we are thorough.”

John started undoing Tony’s fly, “I am all for being thorough.”  He started at Tony’s mouth and began working his way down the olive skin. After spending time on each nipple and then the trail down to his belly button he began working lower.  

Tony whispered, “Mi Amore,” as John took the throbbing cock in his mouth. John was having difficulty restraining himself but he was going to bring Tony to orgasm before he relieved himself, not that he didn’t enjoy this. He found Tony’s prostate to give him more pleasure.   He could never get enough of Tony. Tony bit his tongue so he wouldn’t make too much noise as John’s mouth stayed busy until Tony was spent.

John then positioned himself and slowly entered Tony, using long fluid motions John found a rhythm and watched Tony’s face as he again got an erection.  John leaned over and kissed Tony. He drove in one last time as he emptied himself into Tony. He laid on top of him a few minutes before rolling off of him pulling him along so they were pressed tightly together the length of their bodies.

“In the morning I will move to the main house until after the wedding.  And then I hope we will be spending every night the rest of our lives together.  Ok, it is likely we will have to spend a few apart but very few I hope.”

“Mi Amore, I will be separate from you as little as possible. I cannot go long without being in your arms.  My heart will miss you too much.” Tony kissed John and laid his head on his chest as they fell asleep.

Justin woke up early.  His head was killing him so he reached for some pain reliever and took some. His motion woke Brian enough for him to pull Justin close and started to stroke him.  Even with his head splitting Brian’s hands always excited him. Maybe love would make him forget about his head. At least it would take the time he needed for the pills to take effect.  He offered his back to Brian and as Brian entered Justin, he reached back with his free hand and grabbed Brian’s thigh. They both had pent up energy after going to sleep right away the night before and soon they both exploded.  Brian pulled him close, remaining inside, enjoying the feel of him, his heat. “Brian, I love you.” He said it simply, not flowery, just from the heart.

“Of course you do!”  He chuckled. “I love you, too, Sunshine.”  He rubbed the bump on Justin’s head. “How’s your head?”

“Well, I woke you up when I took something but they have kicked in and with the stress relief you just provides I feel fine. I think I should get up and check on Brinn.  Can you believe it is only two days until the wedding? I wonder if John ever heard from Claire. I wonder if Tina is coming to the wedding. They had invited her before they knew about the baby.  Do you know what time Emmett was coming today? I haven’t heard Alice yet. I better go check on Brinn.” Justin just rambled on and on but really wasn’t thinking about what he said.

“Whoa, are you that excited about the wedding? Take a breath.”

Justin did just that and then kissed Brian which led to more than a kiss.  As they both came again, they heard Brinn. Justin sat up and feeling fine, strode into the nursery. Brian could hear the two of them chatting.  His heart swelled. He loved them so much. He decided once the wedding was over he was sending Justin away for a few days to a spa. He needed a break with no stress.  He deserved it. With Becca still around she could help Alice. Angi would be gone so she wouldn’t have to keep Gus under constant watch. That was first on the list on Monday.

Everyone had a to-do list for the day.  Alice and Justin split Brinn’s care. Justin did set aside a couple hours to frame his wedding gift and headed out there after lunch.  John followed him out. Justin was working on the painting when the door started opening. “John, stop. Give me a second.” He turned the frame and picture so it wasn’t visible from the door.  “Ok, come in.”

John walked in.  “Sorry to bother you.  I know we are all really busy.”  He began walking toward Justin.

“Stay over there, John.  I don’t want you see this before the wedding.”  He saw the look of panic on John’s face. He moved the picture against the wall and waved him over. “Let’s sit.  Is something wrong?”

“I’m just scared.  I’m scared my mom is going to come and ruin everything.  I had to invite her. I know that sounds weird but she is my mom.  I told her about the baby, too. Before the end of the conversation I told her to just talk to Peter.  All he told me was she was coming. I am so confused. And Tina is coming and I don’t have any feelings for her but she will bother Tony.”

“Would you rather she not come? I can call her.”

“Could you?”

“I will do it in a few minutes.”  Justin put his arms around John. “It is your day and you can have what you want.  But now, I really need to get this framing done and I will call Tina.” He wasn’t even sure where she was.  Brian may have already talked to her but he would check and stop her if she planned to attend. He wasn’t sure where Brian was so he called him.  “Hey, Baby, where are you?”

“By the pool taking orders from Em.”

“Can you come to the studio for a few minutes?”

“On my way.”

Brian walked in and took Justin into his arms, running his hands down to Justin’s ass, he pulled him close.  He made it obvious he had plans that hadn’t crossed Justin’s mind. “When have you talked to Tina last? John and Tony would rather she didn’t come.”

“She isn’t coming.  She is working for a client in Colorado until the baby is born.  If she likes it she will stay there.”

“Well, now you may have freed up a few minutes of my time.”

“I am sure I can figure out something to do  with that time and you may be surprised.”

“You don’t want to have sex?”

Brian scooped him off his feet and carried him to the old couch and laid down with him. “Em, has worn me out.  I just want fifteen minutes to feel your body and regenerate through the loving care of your kisses.

Justin started laughing.  “You know damn well we can’t kiss for fifteen minutes without,” his hand slid down to Brian’s crotch and then into his shorts. “Are you sure I can’t convince you to use more than your lips.” He claimed Brian’s mouth and his dick.

Twenty minutes later they laid there naked.  Brian kissed Justin’’s neck. “That was amazing. I was a bit worried about you. You have been a little out of it sometimes lately.”

“I told you I have just been over taxed lately.”

“Which is why next week you are taking two or three days to go to a spa by yourself and just forget the world. And then when you come back hopefully your tensions will be gone, except in the places tension is good.”  He stroked Justin’s cock as he said this.

Brian’s phone began to ring.  “Bet that is Emmett.” He grabbed his pants and pulled out his phone.  

“Yes, Emmett, I will be up there as soon as I can get dressed.”

Justin heard Emmett laugh on the other end.  “Tell Justin if that perky little ass of his is done in the studio I could use him up here too.”

As Brian walked out the door Justin said, “Tell Em I will be up in about 30 minutes.”  

Brian saw Tony, John, Angi, Peter, and Becca  in the pool. He was glad someone was having some fun.  He found Emmett in the kitchen. “So what couldn’t you do without me in the kitchen?”

“I wanted to talk to you alone a minute. Have you noticed Justin acting any different lately?”

“What kind of different?”

“Has he ever seemed spacy or maybe fallen or passed out?”  Emmett really was concerned for Justin.

“He is just under a lot of stress.”

“That’s what he told you, too?  I am fairly sure he had a seizure yesterday.  When he was helping me in the kitchen he didn’t even hear me talking to him when I was right next to him.  Have you seen that?”

“I assured me it was nothing serious.  He’s just stressed and I am sending him to a spa next week.”

“Brian, send him to a doctor, please.  There is definitely something going on but I wouldn’t be happier if a doctor proved me wrong.”

“I can’t force him, Em, but thank you for the heads up and I will try to get him to go in.”

“Brian, you know damn well you can force him and if I were you I would have him at the office Monday morning.”

“You are seriously that concerned?”

“I am, Brian.  I really am.”

“Ok, he will go in Monday.”

“Thank you….oh, here he comes.”

“Just in time, Justin.  I am heading out. I will be here around 4:00 tomorrow to do the rehearsal dinner. There shouldn’t be anything for you to do tomorrow so just relax tomorrow.  Sit by the pool, destress.”

The door opened, “Uncle Brian, Justin can I talk to you?” Peter asked.

Emmett patted Justin’s shoulder.  “Relax.” He kissed his cheek and walked out.

“What is it, Peter?” Brian asked.

“Mom is coming to the wedding.”

“Oh, god, how did she hear about it?”

“John wants her there.  As much as she has hurt him, he still hopes for the approval of Mom. He will never get it. She knows about the baby and she is sure he should marry ‘the girl’ instead.”

“Damn, this is going to be a nightmare.  I can’t be in charge of her. I’d kill her.”

Peter looked at him, “I get that but I will be up front with John so i can’t watch her.” Brian was standing up for Tony.  Gus was also going to stand up for John and Angelica for Tony. Justin was in charge of Brinn after she walked down the aisle.

They both glanced at Justin.  “I will be up front to take Brinn after she walks down the aisle.  I can try to keep her in line during the ceremony anyway. Maybe Brinn will be a good distraction.”

Brian looked at Justin with concerned eyes.  “I don’t want you to have more stress.”

“She isn’t going to have much of an audience which will help.  There is only about 40 to 50 people and half of them...more than half are college aged so she won’t have the crowd she wants to make a scene in front of.” Justin pointed out.

“Just don’t let her bully you or I will step in and kill her.”  

Justin kissed him, “I think I can deal with her.  I just don’t want her to ruin the ceremony for them.”

Brian and Justin welcomed Gus back after dinner and had decided that they would watch a movie and turn a bit of a blind eye to Angi and Gus’ minor behaviors.  They could hold hand and they wouldn’t get angry if they saw a kiss at the end of the night….like a first date. Angi would be gone very early Monday morning and then they didn’t know when they would see each other again. They stayed out of the way the best they could and had given Gus the parameters of what was allowed and what wasn’t.   The main house was going to be quite full tonight. John would be staying there the next two nights while Angi, Tony, and Peter would be in the guest house.

As the movie started the adults made their presence known but no one sat in there with them. The adults played a couple games but then Tony went to the guest house to call his parents.  Peter promised to walk Angelica back to the guest house when her ‘date’ was over and he and Becca sat on the sectional. They held hands and talked quietly.

Brian was fascinated by this. Two healthy adults and they spent time together like the tweens in the theater room.  All he had to do was look at Justin and get a hard on. His husband still turned him on. John sat down by the kitchen island.  As Justin rested against it Brian pinned him against it with his hips pressed into Justin’s ass. Justin stuck it out further making Brian grown.  Brinn had been playing on the floor but she walked over to John. “John, up. UP!” she demanded.” John swung her up and onto the island. He played with her and fed her a snack.  “Nuggle, John.” Brinn held her arms out to him. John pulled her close and her head dropped on his shoulder.

“Let’s go upstairs, sweetheart.  I am sure you are about ready for bed.  Let’s go read a book. I will take this little beauty upstairs to bed.”

“Thanks, John.  It’s good practice for you. Can I have a kiss before you go to bed, Brinny?” Justin help out his hands and she walked across the island to him and threw herself at him.

“Nigh, nigh, Daddy,” She kissed him and then dropped over toward Brian.  “Kiss, Dad, kiss.”

Brian picked her up off the counter and danced with her around the island a couple of times and then stopped at John.  Brian handed his daughter to John where she nestled right back into his arms.

“I know you are scared shitless about becoming a father but you are going to be amazing, John.”  Brian kissed him on the cheek and then kissed Brinn again. “We will be here for you, just down the road from your place. You know how to be a parent, John, because you know how to love and be loved.”

John swallowed hard. “Thanks to you. Uncle Brian, and to you,” he looked at Justin.  And he left the room.

“We should probably go check on the tweens,” Brian said.  “We could go make out in the back row and be very bad examples.” He pulled him in for a deep kiss.

“Let’s go see how much of the show is left,” they  walked hand in hand to the theater room. Just as they peeked in they saw Gus sway and kiss Angi’s cheek.  

Justin and Brian stepped back out and Justin put his arms around Brian’s waist. They stood in the hall braced against the wall and kissed. They heard what sounded like the final credits.  Now as they walked in they watched Gus and Angi standing in front of the screen. Angi put her arms around Gus’ neck and Gus put his hands on her hips. They slowly moved in until their lips met.  The kiss was short but heartfelt. Justin and Brian again took a step back.

“Hey, Brian, sounds like the final credits are playing.”  Justin said loud enough that Gus and Angelica knew they were there and they stepped apart. “Well, was the movie good?”

Both kids were a little flushed.  Angi said, “Yes, it was.”

“That’s good.  Peter is waiting for you in the kitchen, Angi. He can walk you home.” Justin let her know. “Gus, you better head to bed. It is going to be a laid back day tomorrow until the rehearsal in the evening but we have all been really busy the last few days. We’ll stop in your room once we lock up.”

Peter kissed Becca’s cheek and left with Angi. Becca went to her room.  After locking up and turning off the lights they went to Gus’ room. They knocked and walked in.   “So how was your first date?” Brian asked him.

“Pop, it wasn’t a date, was it?”

“Well, I would say it was.  Just because you stayed in the house doesn’t mean it wasn’t a date.”

Justin hugged Gus, “I hope it was just the way you wanted it to be.”

Gus gave him a genuine hug.  “It was, Dad. I am going to miss her, so much.” He hung on to Justin just another minute.

“Soon, school will be started again.  You will make new friends and I am betting there will be other boys or girls you would be interested in.”

“Dads, does it bother you if I like girls?  I mean I don’t know yet but if I do?”

Brian looked his son in the eye and said, “Gus, as long as you are happy and with a good person, I don’t care who you date.” Gus gave Brian a hug and they said goodnight.

Brian and Justin peaked in on a sleeping Brinn and then walked into their room.  They both took off their clothes except for their briefs and climbed into bed.

“Did your headache come back?”  Brian noticed Justin rub his head.

“Nothing serious.  How sweet were Gus and Angelica tonight?  Our son was a perfect gentleman.”

“Who the hell did he get that from? Just kidding.  We’re raising a really good kid.”

“Yes, we are.”

“Now, back to your headaches.  You are going to the doctor on Monday morning.”

“You’ve been talking to Em.”

“He’s worried about you and now, so am I. Justin, I am not as strong as you.  I could never make it around here without you.”

“Brian, I am not dying, I am getting headaches that I am fairly sure are just from stress.”

“What about when you space off? What is that from? And now that I think about it, when you fell with Brinn, is that what happened?”

“I’m going to sleep, Brian. We have a crazy couple days ahead and if I have to be your sister’s keeper I am really going to need some rest.”

“Justin, I promise this is the last thing I will say about it until Monday but, Sunshine, if you get a headache or feel dizzy, don’t be a hero.  Sit down a while or come take a nap and promise me, you won’t carry Brinn if you feel that way.”

Justin turned into Brian. “I would kill myself before I would hurt her.”

“I know, Sunshine.  I know.” He stroked Justin’s back until he was sure he was asleep.  He then pulled Justin close. Nothing can happen to him. I love him too much and Brinn….he couldn’t go there.

Friday morning Alice made a big breakfast that was ready when anyone was hungry.  When Brian and Justin woke up Brian changed Brinn and brought her down for Alice to feed.  He ordered Justin to stay where he was and that he would be back. “Alli, Alli!” Brinn reached for her.

“I think she missed you while you were gone.”  Brian said.

“The feeling is mutual.”  She gave Brinn a snuggle.

“Alice, have you notice Justin acting differently at all the last couple weeks?”

“Different how?”

“Has he complained of headaches or have you seen him lose his balance or space off?”

“Actually, a couple times he has been in his own little world and he always just said he had so many things going on, which was true.”

“He is going to the doctor on Monday but he fell with Brinn yesterday.  That worries me the most. If he ever hurt by accident he would never forgive himself.”

“I’ll volunteer to keep Brinn with me as much as possible without being obvious.”

“Thanks, Alice.”  As they had been talking Brian had been filling up a plate with fruit and pastries as well as a carafe of coffee.  “We will be down later.” and he was gone.

When Brian returned to their room, Justin was laying in the middle of the bed gently stroking himself.  Without a word, Brian set down the tray and joined Justin. As Brian claimed Justin’s mouth, he also claimed his soul.

Justin and Brian looked very relaxed when they arrived downstairs.  Gus and Angi were already out by the pool. They were playing a game of some kind by one of the tables.  Justin felt sorry for the two of them. They really had become good friends and now they would be thousands of miles apart.  John and Tony were stretched out on the double lounge chair with Brinn between them and Peter and Becca sat side by side in two chairs.

Brian pulled Justin to him. “What are you thinking about?”

“Our family.  I was thinking how much love we have here.  I love watching Peter and Becca start a relationship.  It is so obvious they like each other but it is changing.  Did you hear she is moving out to the guest house but in her own room?”

“Ya, I don’t understand that part but if he wants her and those are her rules….” Brian kissed his head.

“Is your sister going to cause trouble tomorrow?”

“I hate to say it but I would guess she will. I don’t dare go near her. It would be an instant yelling match so if you want to just lay down the law right away, go for it. I know you can do it sweetly but sternly.”

“I hope you are right.  I want the day to be perfect for them.  I know Peter will take care of her after the ceremony and she may almost be pleasant with Becca at his side.” Justin was always thinking about his family. He felt a bit lightheaded so rested against Brian who pulled him closer not thinking about it in terms of weakness. Justin turned to face him and draped his arms over Brian’s shoulders. This steadied him until the wave was over.  He truly could stay in this man’s arms forever. There was no place he’d rather be. Who was he trying to fool, he didn’t like the way he had been feeling and it was starting to scare him now. It was happening more frequently. He didn’t realize he was tightening his grip.”

“Sunshine, is something wrong?”

“No, I just love you so much. The wedding must be putting me in the mood.”

“You rarely have trouble getting you in that mood.  And everytime we make love I have no doubt you love me.” Brian started the kiss with brushing his lips against Justin’s but soon both were highly involved.  Their tongues danced and their hands explored.. They both forgot where they were. Brian started to take off Justin’s shirt as Alice walked in the kitchen.

Alice saw Gus and Angi standing outside the door watching Gus’ dads. “Gentlemen, you have an audience and this is definitely not the place to go any further.”

“Shit,” Brian mumbled as he and Justin both took some deep breaths trying to regain control. “Damn, I just can’t get enough of you.”

Justin looked into Brian’s eyes, “I am very glad of that.”

As they turned around they saw Angi and Gus holding hands just on the other side of the glass doors.  They walked into the house but neither could look at the men. “Alice, may we have a soda, please.”

Alice smiled, “Help yourselves but the next drink is water, alright?”  Both kids agreed as they grabbed a drink and rush outside again. After they were out the door, Alice looked at Justin. “Sit down.  Is your balance back? That is why you turned to hang onto Brian, isn’t it?”

Justin walked over and sat on one of the island stools.  “It wasn’t my balance. I just felt lightheaded.”

Brian looked at Justin.  “How often have you been lying to me or withholding stuff?”

Justin slumped.  It started maybe a month ago.  Not often. Maybe twice a week I would get light headed or get a bad headache.  It got worse with the wedding and the B & B. I really thought it was just stress until the day at the B & B.  I didn’t remember what I was doing there. I had no idea what time it was.” He looked up at Brian and finally admitted, “I’m scared, Brian.”

“Oh, Sunshine…..” They clung to each other.

Alice said, “I’m calling your mom and getting the name of the neurologist who did your surgery before. I will get you in first thing Monday no matter what. If he isn’t available, someone will make it work.”

“Justin you need to just go to our room.  You need to….”

“I need to act normally until after the wedding.  I will not ruin this wedding. If I feel something coming on I will make an excuse and sit down. We can not add stress to these two.  It is their day.”

Brian and Alice looked at each other and nodded.

The rehearsal was low key.  Shorts and T-shirts were the dress code.  Emmett had the food ready and he manned the grill at the upscale cookout.  When Brian found Em alone by the grill he walked up to him. “Thank you, Emmett.  Justin admitted to everything that has been going on and we are going in first thing Monday.” In an unexpected move Brian hugged Emmett for a moment and softly said, “I’m scared, Em.  It’s his head again. I can’t lose him.”

“Brian Fuckin’ Kinney never loses something he wants.”  Emmett wished he was sure of that.

Tony and John stood by the pool for a long time saying good night. “Are you as nervous as I am?”  John asked Tony as they stood in the moonlight.

“John, we have no reason to be nervous.  We love each other. There is nothing more perfect then our love.”

“What about my mother?”

“Our friends will keep her in line. Maybe my charm and good looks will win her over.”  Tony smiled at John and kissed him. “Mi Amore, I love you and cannot wait to be with my husband tomorrow night in our future home.”  The kiss was long and sweet. Tony broke from him and ran to the guest house. As he ran he yelled, “I love you, John!”

John yelled back, “I love you, Antony.”  Angi grabbed John around the waist.

“I love you, too, John.”  John leaned down and Angi kissed his cheek.  “I love you, too, sweetheart.”

“John, I will be right back.  I am going to walk Angi back to the guest house and will be right back.”  Gus told John as he took Angi’s hand.

John watched them as they followed the path walking slower than he had ever seen them walk.  He would have to make sure he spend a little time with Gus when they get back.

Brian and Justin were sitting by the island.  They were feeding Brinn a snack before carrying her to bed.  Brian had his arm protectively around Justin. That struck John odd for some reason but considering the time of night he may just be revving up for bed. “Hey, guys, I am heading up to bed. Gus is walking Angi to the guest house but he promised to be back in a few minutes.”

Brian didn’t take his eyes off Justin and Brinn.  “Thanks, John. Hope you can get some sleep.”

As he was leaving the room he looked back at them. His uncle had a look he hadn’t seen before. “Is everything alright?”

“Just fine, John. Hey, would you mind carrying Miss Thing upstairs.  We will be upstairs as soon as Gus comes along. Brinn loves it when you read to her.”

Now John was really curious but it was not his business, “Come here, Beautiful, let’s go put on your sleeper and read a story.”  John continued his conversation with with Brinn. “So what are your daddies doing?”

“Daddy booboo. Kiss better.”

“Well, if anyone can kiss something better it is your daddies.” He hugged the little girl and got her ready for bed.

Gus walked Angi to the guest house.  Holding her hand he turned to look at her. “Angi, I really like you.  I’m going to miss you.” He moved closer and slowly brought his lips to hers.  He pressed them there for a full minute and then he ran off toward the main house. Wow, he had never felt like this before.  He had parts of himself react like he had only heard of. He wasn’t sure his feet were even touching the ground. As he approached the house he saw his dads in each others arms, as usual.  Maybe now he understood what the draw was.

“Hey, dads, I’m back. I’m going to my room.”  

Justin smiled, “Gus, did you have a nice walk with Angi.”

“I did.”  He gave each of them a kiss. “Goodnight.”  And off he ran.

Brian quickly locked up and turned off lights.  “I need to talk to Alice a minute and then we can go upstairs. Wait here.”

“Brian, I am not helpless,” He stood up but sat down again. The room was spinning. “I will wait here for you.  I am really tired.”

Brian needed to talk to Alice.  His worry meter was off the charts. He knocked softly.

“Come in.”

“Hey, can I talk to you a minute?”

“Sure, Brian.”

“Alice, what do you think it is?  I mean he has just…..he seems so……”

“I’m not a doctor but I would say it is obviously related to his previous injury.  It could be too many things for me to make a suggestion. Call me if you need me but you know he is too stubborn not to go all out for this wedding.”

“I hate feeling scared and right now I am petrified.”

There was another knock on the door.  “Brian, will you stop talking about me and come to bed.  I thought we were taking a bath.”

“Coming, Sunshine.”

“Positive attitude and little stress.”  Alice said quietly as Brian nodded and left.

Brian placed his arm around Justin’s waist and they walked up to their room.  “I’ll start the water.” Brian said.

“I’m going to check Brinn and will be back.” Justin walked into the nursery.  John was sitting in the rocker with a sleeping Brinn. “Everything good in here?”

“Justin, I’m going to be married tomorrow and in four months I am going to be a father.  I don’t know if I am ready for this.”

“What would you change? You love Tony and maybe you would have waited for a baby but since one is on the way would you want it any different?”

John kissed Brinn’s head.  “No, I wouldn’t change anything.”  He stood and walked to the bed. He laid her down and turned and hugged Justin. Giving him a kiss on the cheek.  “Thanks, Justin.”

“Go get some sleep.  Tomorrow is a big day.”

Justin started undressing as he walked into the bathroom.  Brian was already soaking. He held up his hand and Justin took it as he stepped in the warm fragrant water. Justin sat between Brian’s legs and brian wrapped his arms around Justin and pulled him close. Justin relaxed in his arms. Neither spoke for five minutes.  Finally Justin spoke, “Brian, we need to talk.”

“Let’s just relax, Sunshine.”

“This can’t wait. I don’t know what is going on, Brian, but if I…”

“Justin, don’t go there. Nothing is going….”

“Brian, I have had a head injury before.  I know how serious this might be. Brian, you have to promise me to take care of Brinn.”

Brian tightened his hold around  Justin and kissed his head. “Justin, please.”

“You need to promise you will keep living. Find someone to love, someone who will love you and our kids. I know how much you love them.  I’m not really worried about them, it’s you that concerns me.”Justin was sure Brian was crying because he felt the dampness on his hair. “Brian, we don’t know that there is anything to worry about. I just think we need to talk about this.  My mom will help if you need anything. She……”

“Stop! Please stop.”  Brian’s voice quavered.  “Nothing is going to happen to you.” His mind was spinning, knowing that if Justin died he would too. He would die of a broken heart.

Brian realized Justin had fallen asleep. He knew he had to pull himself together.  He didn’t want to add any stress on him. Brian took a couple deep breaths and slowly started to wash Justin’s chest and then down to his genitals. Even in his sleep Justin responded to Brian. He half turned over so he could reach Brian’s mouth.  He greedily claimed Brian’s. Brian hadn’t planned on having sex with him tonight. He really thought Justin would be too tired but right now he needed to feel this man anyway he could. Justin managed to straddle Brian and Brian held his dick as Justin sat on him slowly.  Justin laid against Brian, feeling Brian deep inside of him. He was really tired but tightened and loosened his muscles around Brian’s cock. He looked up at Brian’s closed eyes. Tears glistened in the corners of his eyes as Brian and Justin both came with no shouts, no big motions. They joined as one.  That was the moment they both became whole.

After a few more minutes, Justin began to stand up. He held tightly to the edge of the tub as he stepped out.  He saw the worried look on Brian’s face. “Stop worrying. I feel fine. I just didn’t want to take any chances as I stood up.  If you get out and dried off I promise I will show you just how good I am feeling.” Brian stood up and got out. “In fact, I think...” He slid his bare hand over Brian’s firm ass and then between his cheeks with a finger finding the spot it was looking for.  “I’m going to fuck you so you know there is nothing wrong with me. Now move it.”

It was early when Brian heard John in with Brinn.  He moved and felt a low ache in his ass. What he normally hated was a pleasure this morning.  Well, with Justin he never hated it. It just reminded him of his vital, loving husband. He reached for Justin and pulled him close. After kissing him he said, “Good morning.”

Justin’s hand skimmed down Brian’s back and he smacked Brian’s ass. He sent a devious smile over at Brian and said, “I’m thinking you are feeling a little pain.”

“Oh, but it is the best kind.” Brian moved in on Justin and soon they were wrestling in the bed. Just as Brian was positioning Justin to enter him there was a knock on the nursery door.  “One minute.” As they grabbed the sheet to cover themselves they heard Brinn’s little fist on the door.

“Dad! Dad! Dad!”       

“Come in.”

“Daddiiiiiieeeee.” Brinn reached toward the bed and John set her down so she scrambled to the spot between her dads. She started hitting the mattress. “John, John,” making it obvious she wanted John to sit on the bed, too.

John looked between Justin and Brian.  

“Come on in,” Brian said. “I have learned never to argue with this woman.”

The four sat on the bed for several minutes.  John’s cell phone beeped and he saw it was a text from Tony. ‘Good Morning, Mi Amore. I will see you soon, my love.’

John responded, “Soon, darling.”

The wedding was at noon followed by a reception around the pool.  It was mostly college kids and family members. The wedding party was wearing black trousers, white button downs, and deep jewel tone vests. Peter stood up for John and Brian stood up for Tony.  Angi and Gus were junior attendants and, of course, Brinn was the flower girl. Justin would be there to sit with Brinn once she was down the aisle and Becca promised to help with Claire.

Peter hoped if he introduced his mother to his new girlfriend it would keep her attention long enough for the wedding to be completed. He waited at the door until Claire arrived and immediately went out to greet her.  “Hi, Mom, nice to see you. I want to introduce you to someone special.”

“What happened to that slut you moved in with?” so she had already started drinking before lunch.

Becca offered her hand to Claire.  “It is a pleasure to meet you, may I call you Claire? My name is Becca.”  Claire shook her hand and Becca was glued to her side. “Peter will be up front so I hope you don’t mind sitting with me.”  

Peter smiled a thankful smile at Becca. “Mom, let’s find John before the wedding.  Now, Mom, I know you don’t agree with his lifestyle but Tony is a wonderful man and they love each other.” Claire visibly shivered in repulsion. “Mom, don’t ruin his day, please.”

“I didn’t come here to ruin his day. I came because I haven’t seen him in over two years.  He is my son, even if he is a sinner.”

Becca rolled her eyes at Peter when Claire couldn’t see her. “Becca why don’t you bring mom into the theater room and I will find John.  That way they can have a little privacy.” And Peter thought, that way I can warn him.

“Claire, have you ever been to Brian’s home? It is such a lovely place.  Let me show you around while Peter gets John.” Becca took her through the formal living room where Claire looked closely at the painting above the fireplace. Her sons were in it with Tony and Tiffany.

“I can’t believe he has my sons hanging on his wall.  And the slut, what was her name, Tiffany, is on it. Don’t you hate that.”

“They are still friends.  They just grew apart. Peter and I are really just friends yet.  But your son, both of your sons are special men.” They walked through the kitchen family area where Emmett’s crew was working.  She led her into the theater room. Claire stood there with her mouth open.

“No wonder my boys don’t want to visit me.  They live in a palace.”

“They actually don’t live here. There is a guest house in the back that they live in.”

John walked in dressed for his wedding.  “Hi, Mom. Glad you could come.”

Claire turned around, seeing John for the first time in over two years.  He had grown into a man during that time. Claire took a step toward her eldest son and then stopped. John walked up to her and gave her a hug. Claire was very uncomfortable. She patted his back in a stilted hug.  “You look good. You are all grown up.”

“I have one semester of college left.  So does Tony. We are then going into business with Uncle Brian.”

“Of course you are, the gay savior with all the money will hook you up.  Unlike your mother who struggles to stay afloat. I am sorry I couldn’t give you all the things money could afford.”

Peter stepped in.  “Mom, Uncle Brian gives us a lot more than money.  He and Justin, they are both so amazing. I know you knew Brian had a son but did you know he and Justin have a daughter, Brinn.  They will both be in the wedding. John, I bet you have a couple things to do before the wedding. I will be up in just a minute. Mom, Becca will help you find your special seat and she will be next to you to keep you company.”  Peter followed John up the backstairs.

Becca showed Claire out onto the pool area which was next to the lawn where the wedding was being held. As they walked out a little blond streak flew past and Becca reached out and grabbed Brinn swinging her in the air.  Gus was right behind her. “Dad asked me to bring in to get her dressed and finish dressing myself.” Gus looked over at Claire.

“Gus, this is your Aunt Claire, Peter and John’s mom.  Claire this is Gus and Brinn, Brian and Justin’s children.”

“Nice to meet you.  I have to go.”

As Gus carried Brinn in she waved at Claire, “Bye.”

“I was hired to help with those two this summer, plus Tony’s sister who spent the summer here from Italy.  I am not sure what I will be doing the fall to earn my keep but I will be staying on while I go to school.”

As Becca had talked she had led Claire down to the shaded area the chairs were set up in.  The ceremony was going to start in a few minutes. Claire looked at the two other seats in their row. “Who else is sitting with us?”

“Justin and Brinn if she will let go of John.  Those two have a very strong bond.”

A guitar started playing softly and Brian and Peter walked down the aisle and took their places. Next, Gus and Angi walked down.  They held hands as they walked and separated when they got to the front. Next it was Brinn’s turn. Justin set her down in the back and she toddled her way up the aisle.  She had to stop and Ted and Blake to say, “Baby,” as she saw them with their son. Brian sat on his haunches and said her name softly and she ran the rest of the way so he swept her up in his arms.

Alice and Justin walked up the side aisle and Justin sat next to Becca while Alice sat in the row behind. As Justin sat down he nodded at Claire. She nodded back and immediately looked up at Peter.

Now everyone stood to watch the grooms.  Tony had walked up from the Guest House while John waited in the main house until Emmett gave him the word. John’s breath caught when he saw Tony walking up. He loved this man so much. As they met at the end of the aisle they held hands and both mouthed words of love.  As they started down the aisle Justin gripped the back of his chair as the world started spinning for a minute. Alice put her hand over his so he looked at her. She mouthed the words asking if he was OK and he nodded.

Tony and John moved up the aisle hand in hand. When Brinn saw them she shouted, “My John, come.”  When John got to the front he took her for a second for a hug and kiss and then brought her down to Justin. Justin started standing but then decided he would just let John bring her all the way. “Daddy!”  Brinn willingly went into Justin’s arms.

Claire looked over at them.  It was obvious he was the biological father of that child.  She noticed the easy way all of them handled the little girl.  And she could see what a happy child Brinn was.

Tony and John didn’t have formal vows.  They spoke from the heart. They both spoke of mistakes they had made and that it made love that much stronger.  They talked about the children they would have and they talked about growing old together. Justin glanced at Claire and wondered if that was a tear in her eye.  Even if she wasn’t happy for them she may realize what she is missing out on.

The officiant declared they were now legally married and they could kiss. John took Tony’s face between his hands as Tony put his arms around John’s waist and their lips met. As the kiss deepened a cheer went up from the guests. Tony and John separated and John said, “Thank you, everyone, for making this a very special day.  Please come join us in a celebration over in the pool area.

As Justin stood with Brinn he swayed.  “Justin, why don’t you let me take this little one in and get her a little drink before the fun begins.” As Justin handed Brinn to Alice she softly said, “That’s twice now you have almost fallen over. Find a place to sit in the shade and try to stay put or have Brian nearby.  Brian had followed the wedding party.

Justin leaned toward Becca, “I am going to hold onto your arm as we walk out.  I will explain later. Becca and Justin followed Claire as she walked to the reception.  John brought Tony over to meet his mom as soon as she was near. She was polite but very quiet and as soon as she had the opportunity she was at the bar.

Becca felt Justin lean on her.  “Is something wrong, Justin?”

“Don’t say a word to John and Tony but I haven’t been feeling too well the last couple days.  I am going into the doctor on Monday but I don’t want to worry them. It is just sort of a migraine thing. Please just don’t say anything.”

“I won’t.  Let me know if you need anything.”

Brian looked for Justin and saw him holding onto Becca.  He knew that wasn’t good but he also didn’t want to go near his sister so once Claire had made her way to the bar, Brian came over.  “Hello, darling.” Brian kissed Justin. “Thanks, Becca, looks like you are doing a great job on a tough assignment”

“Oh dealing with Justin isn’t that bad.”  She winked at them both and headed back to find Claire.  

“I really like that girl.” Brian held Justin in his arms and swayed to the music playing.  He brought his mouth to Justin’s ear. “Are you dizzy or blacking out?”

“Brian, I am just a bit dizzy.  Really I am fine. The wedding was perfect for these two.  I do want to go congratulate them. Come with me?”

Brian left his arm around Justin’s waist and they walked over to the couple. Justin hugged and kissed both of them. “The wedding was beautiful.  It is obvious how much in love you are. Enjoy the party but remember that by 3:00 I expect the two of you to be out of here on the way to your B & B for your first evening together.  Emmett has a special dinner waiting over there for the two of you and don’t worry, Angelica will be fine. John, your mom came and she didn’t try to stop the wedding. I think that is about the most we can expect from her right now.”  

“Thanks, Justin, and yes I plan to drive out of here at 3:00 o’clock sharp.” John turned and kissed Tony deeply and long enough for both of them to be flushed.

As they were heading off to talk to other friends Tony looked back, “We will say goodbye before we leave. Claire spent most of her time near the bar with Peter and Becca.  Peter did the best to limit her and she was at least being pleasant to Becca. A couple times she was going to start talking about Brian or John and they just directed the conversation onto another topic.  Brian had found a place in the shade for Justin to sit and he was close by. He had so far been successful in staying away from Claire and they actually had nodded at each other across the patio. He hoped that was as close as they would be.  As Tony and John were getting ready to leave Brian and Justin walked over and said goodbye. Brian handed John his black AmEx card. “Use this if you need anything at the Villa.” Staff will be there two weeks from today for your time there. Give your parents our love and if they need anything, Tony, let me know.”

Angelica came over and gave her brother and new brother hugs and she said she would see that late tomorrow to head to Italy.  “Don’t worry, Tony. Becca said she would help me get everything packed tomorrow.” And with all the other goodbyes said Tony and John drove away in the ‘Vette.”

Brian looked at Justin, “ I need to talk to Ted a couple minutes.  How are you feeling?”

“I am going to walk over there and relax in the chair in the shade. I am feeling fine right now.”  Brian kissed him and headed over to Ted and Blake to let Ted know he wouldn’t be in on Monday.

Justin sat down and realized how close Peter, Becca, and Claire were.  As he sat there Claire changed the direction she was standing and she saw him sitting there.  She had been drinking for almost two straight hours now and she was getting louder and crasser.  

“Peter, why don’t you come back and live with me.  Your room is still just like it was when you left.”

“Mom, my life is here now.  I am doing really well in college and I like being around Uncle Brian and Justin. And I love their kids.”

“You mean their bastards?  I know how the boy was born. It is obvious the girl is Justin’s bastard.  She looks just like him. What did they do, hire some slut to have a baby for them?”

Justin was listening to every word she said and she was directing most of them at him directly. “Your uncle seems to be able to buy anything.  What’s he offered you to stay away from me, Peter?”

“Mom, you are way off base.”

“He always thought money could buy anything.  Maybe he was right.” She looked directly at Justin.  “Is he still paying you? Why else would you stay with him?”

Justin was on his feet before he could think about it. “Brian, paying me?  I don’t need his money and if he was penniless I would not care. Your brother is kind and loving.  He is the most amazing father I have ever seen,” By now they had got people’s attention. Brian was just coming out of the house when Justin flew out of his chair. Justin continued, “ Just because you never learned out to love don’t take it out on him.  Brian would give his life for anyone one of our family and that includes your sons.” Justin was swaying now and grabbed for a chair. “Money isn’t what makes him a man. His heart….” Justin crashed to the ground. Brian watched his head bounce off the pavement.

“JUSTIN!”  Brian dropped to his knees next to him.  “Oh, god, no! No, no, no! Phone, where’s my phone? I need a towel! Where’s a towel?”  Gus ran up to his dads with a couple towels. Blake was on the phone with 911 and Alice was right next to Brian and Justin.  

Alice looked at Becca, “Please take the kids inside.”  

“I’m not going anywhere. What’s wrong with Daddy?”  tears were rolling down Gus’ cheeks.

Becca was holding Brinn and Alice nodded to take her in.

Peter kneeled by Gus and put an arm around him.  He looked from Alice to Brian. Alice was pressing the towels against Justin’s head. She looked at the wound.  “Brian, the cut on his head is superficial. I don’t think the fall will have caused any damage.”

Brian wasn’t hearing Alice.  He was transported back to a parking garage where he held Justin in a puddle of blood he stood up and looked for the attacker like he did 13 years ago.  He lunged at Claire. Blake stopped him. “Brian, you need to focus on Justin right now. The ambulance is arriving. Ted and I will follow the ambulance. Save your energy for Justin.  He needs you.”

As the paramedics arrived, Alice told them everything she knew.  Brian was shutting down. “Sunshine, I’m here.” He looked directly at his family members. “Do not tell Tony and John anything.  He doesn’t want them to know anything.” He then returned into himself. “He held onto Justin’s hand as they rolled the gurney to the ambulance. “Justin, you can’t go, yet.  We aren’t done, yet. God, I need you, Baby. Brinn and Gus need you.” And then Brian was silent. His lips were moving but whatever he was saying was an interdialog.

Alice had no doubt Justin heard every word he thought and she prayed he was telling Justin to fight because he needed every ounce of strength he could get.

The gurney was loaded on the ambulance and, after Brian got in, the doors were shut. Brian clung to Justin’s hand as he felt his own life drain away.

“Justin, oh god, Justin, wake up, Sunshine,” Brian whispered as the ambulance flew down the road.  He knew he had answered some question asked by a paramedic but he had no idea what he said. “I love you, Baby, please.”  Brian was numb. Why was it taking so long? Why weren’t they there yet. Brian closed his eyes. He was going to kill his sister.  This was all her fault. The kids, were the kids alright? Yes, Alice and Becca had the kids. They were fine. Gus’ horrified face crossed his mind. Poor Gus.  He was so brave and worried. Blake and Ted were there. They would stay and help.

Brian’s eyes flew open when he was sure Justin squeezed his hand. “He’s waking up.” He looked at the paramedic.  “Sunshine, oh, Sweetheart, open your “

Justin slowly opened his eyes. Brian bent down and brushed a kiss across his lips. “Oh, Baby, it is so good to see those beautiful eyes.”

As Brian saw a smile start to cross Justin’s lips, Justin’ eyes rolled back and his entire body began to convulse violently. “No, no, no, no.  Justin!” It lasted about twenty seconds.

The paramedic reached over and placed a hand on Brian’s arm.  “Sir, this is not unusual with a head trauma. His vitals are strong. We are pulling into the hospital now.  There is a neurologist waiting for us.” Brian showed no reaction. “Brian, I think that is your name. Look at me.”  Brian’s eyes raised to look at him. “Do you know your friend’s health history? Try to remember everything you can so you can help the doctor.  That will be the best way you can help your friend.”

“Husband, he is my husband!”

The doors flew open and the gurney was pulled off.  Brian refused to let go of Justin’s hand until someone told him he would be in the way.  Justin was starting to come back after the seizure. Brian kissed him. “I love you, Justin.  Your kids love you,” and he was whisked away.

Brian stood at the doors as they shut.  He felt a hand on his arm. “Sir, why don’t you come sit over here.”  The older woman led him to a private seating area. She said her name but Brian wasn’t paying attention. “What’s your name?”  Her kind voice sank in.

“Brian.”

“Brian, can I ask you a few questions about your husband?”  Brian nodded and she wrote down the answers to some basic questions including his name, his age, and information about his previous head injury. “Brian, I will be right back.  I want to pass this on to the doctor. I promise to tell you what is going on when I get back.”

Brian sat there in shock.  His memories flashed back and forth to that prom night so many years ago and to the reception just a short time ago. For the second time he felt a hand on his arm.  He looked up and saw Ted and Blake. Ted sat in the recently vacated chair and put his arms around Brian. Brian dissolved in a heap and sobbed.

Blake looked at Brian and Ted.  “Let me see if I can find out anything.”

In the emergency room Justin had regained consciousness. “Justin, can you hear me?” the doctor asked.

“Yes, sir.”  Justin responded.

“Can you tell me what happened?”

Justin gave a brief explanation of what had been happening the last couple weeks.

“Well, the wound on your head is superficial and it is obvious you are lucid now.  We are going to commit you for tests and observation. Once you are moved your husband can join you.

“How is Brian?  I bet he is going nuts.  Will it be long before I can talk to him?”

“Please relax, Justin.  Stress does not help your condition.  I will let him come in for just a second before we move you but then you need to relax or we will give you something to calm you.”

The doctor walked out and found Brian.  “Brian?”

Brian jumped up. “Is he Ok?”

“He is awake. You can see him for a minute and then we are moving him to a room.  Once he is settled I will come talk to both of you.”

A nurse led him into the bay Justin was in. Brian couldn’t stop the tears as he saw Justin’s smile. “Oh, Sunshine, you scared the hell out of me.”

“The bump on my head is minor.”

Brian silenced him with a kiss. “I love you.  You know I love you, right.”

“Brian, I have known you loved me since the night we met.” He reached up and kissed him, shaking them both to their core.

“Excuse me, gentlemen, I need to move Mr. Taylor-Kinney now. Once he is settled we will let you know where he is.” And Brian was left standing there alone.

Brian went back to the waiting room where Blake and Ted were.  “He’s awake. They have taken him to a room and then the doctor will come talk to us.  Oh, shit, I have to call Jenn. I should have called her right away.”

Ted put his hand on Brian’s shoulder.  “She should be here any minute. I contacted her.”  

“Thanks, Ted.” Brian seemed much calmer.  “Hey, guys why don’t you go ahead and go home.  You have to pick up your son. Jenn will be here in a couple….Jenn is here now.”  He nodded in the direction of the door.

“Let me know if there is any changes,” Ted hugged him and Blake followed suit. “Call us if you need anything.”  They both greeted Jennifer as she arrived.

Jennifer’s face said it all.  She was as scared as Brian. She walked over and they took comfort in each other’s arms. “Where is he?  How is he? What happened?”

“Let’s sit down, Jenn.”  He pulled her close getting comfort from her and giving her comfort in return.

“What’s going on, Brian. Tell me everything!”

“Justin was having some problems with getting dizzy and sort of losing track of time.” As Jennifer opened her mouth to scold him, he raised his hand. “He didn’t tell me until two days ago when.  He finally admitted he was scared but we had the wedding today. He was going in first thing Monday to his neurologist. Jenn, he fell with Brinn. He protected her but hit his head and that is when it got so much worse. He told me he was scared last night.” As Brian kept talking the more he began to crumble.  “Today he was being very careful, Brinn was well cared for and he was staying as quiet as he could but then my sister….”

“Claire was there! She got drunk and started spouting off to Peter but was making sure Justin was hearing everything.  It was when she started calling the kids names and me that he lost it. He collapsed and hit his head. He was bleeding.  Jenn, it was just like last time. I couldn’t do anything for him. I couldn’t……” Brian took a deep breath. “He came to in the ambulance but then he had a seizure.”

Brian saw Jennifer’s panic. “Jenn, he came out of it quickly and I spoke to him.  He seemed to be doing well. They said the head injury that caused the bleeding was minor.  They just don’t know what is causing all this in the first place. As soon as he is settled we can go see him.”

“How are you doing, Brian?” Brian just shook his head as he started crying again.

After the ambulance had left Peter stood their with an arm around Gus and glared at his mother. He bent down and softly said to Gus, “Why you don’t go check on Brinn and Becca.  I will be in very soon. Alice who had been standing there put an arm around Gus and they walked in. Loudly, he said to the guests, “May I have your attention. Please, I ask that no one tell John and Tony this happened.  Please let them have their time they so deserve.” He hoped everyone went along with that.

Peter then turned and stared at Claire.  “Is that what you wanted, Mom, to possibly destroy our happy family because you can’t seem to figure life out? Just leave! Don’t come back. Don’t contact me. Don’t call me. If I ever have to look at your face again …..”

Becca appeared at his side.  “Peter, it isn’t worth it. The kids need you.  Please, come with me.” She kissed his cheek and hugged him tight.  “Come on, Peter.”

“Go home, Mother, and pray that Justin makes it because if he doesn’t neither will you.  Uncle Brian will kill you.” He turned and walked away.

Becca glanced over her shoulder and saw Claire slink off. The tone of Peter’s voice sent chills through her.  Claire had to have felt that. As soon as she was in the house she separated from Peter for a minute. She picked up the house phone and called 911 and reported an intoxicated driver and described the car. She hung up and went back to Peter’s side.  Blake and Ted’s son started fussing a bit and she picked him up. She found a bottle in the diaper bag and, after mixing it, sat in the rocker and fed the little boy. That was the moment Peter knew he was going to marry this woman. She had self- confidence and an easy going manner that he had never had in his life.  He didn’t care how long it took. She would be his some day.

Angi and Gus walked in from another room holding hands.  Gus immediately said, “ We aren’t doing anything. Have you heard anything?”  Everyone shook their heads.

Alice walked to the phone.  “I am going to see if I can learn something.” Angi and Gus sat on the sectional next to Peter who was now holding Brinn. She reached for Gus and he took his little sister onto his lap.

Peter looked over at Angi, “I need to ask a big favor of you, Angi.  It might feel like a lie but it really isn’t.”

“What is it?”

“Angi, you want John and Tony to have a happy honeymoon, don’t you?”

“Of course, I do.”

“Do you think they will want to leave if they know about Justin?”

“No, they won’t.”

“So please, don’t tell them. If you need to tell them anything and don’t want to lie just tell them Justin is seeing a doctor for a headache but I don’t think they will ask anything.  Once tests come back we will call them and you and let you know he will be fine.” He smiled at Angi and Gus trying to relieve the strain.

“I understand. I’ll try. I promise.”

“Sweety,” Peter put his arm around her, “I know this is a big thing to ask from you. If they ask you hard questions just have them call me, Ok?”

“Ok,  I can do that.” Peter squeezed her and kissed the top of her head. “Thank you, Angelica.” Peter noticed Gus looking at him.  “Gus she’s pretty but I have my eye on someone else.”

Gus smiled a bit but then his lip started quivering.  He was trying to be so brave.

Alice walked over but just shrugged.  “They are saying nothing.”

Just as she said that there was a tap on the back door and Ted and Blake walked in.  “I hope it was time for his bottle because he seemed hungry. He just fell asleep.” Becca said as she stood.  “He is a sweetheart.”

“Ted, what can you tell us?”  Alice was not mincing words.

“Justin is awake and talking.  They are setting him up for a bunch of tests.  Jennifer arrived or we wouldn’t have left. We figured we needed to get over her and pick our son.”

“Thanks, guys, for following the ambulance.  You didn’t happen to see a police car with someone pulled over did you?”

“Actually we did.  I thought it was a car I had seen here,” Blake said.

“Maybe my mom will get some help now.”

They all said goodbye. Emmett had left earlier for another event that evening and Ted said he would talk to him.  Alice insisted that everyone eat a little bit and she took Brinn. She would have Brinn sleep in her room with her. Gus and Angi went to their own rooms. Peter looked at Becca.  I think Gus needs to talk a little. Will you wait for me down here?” Becca nodded.

Peter talked to Gus for several minutes.  He could tell how scared the boy was. “Hey, Gus, I really don’t want to sleep in that house by myself.  Do you mind if I bunk in with you tonight?”

Gus looked at him, “Peter, you don’t have to.  You can sleep with Becca.”

“Actually as much as I would love to, Becca and I aren’t at that point in our relationship yet.”

“Thanks, Peter. I would like that.”

“I’ll be back in about half an hour.  You can watch TV until I get back, Ok?”

Gus nodded and breathed a sigh of relief.

Becca was sitting on the sectional when Peter walked in.  He sat down next to her and took her in his arms. He kissed her long and soft until she increased the pressure and the need. She moved, straddling him where he sat. Her kiss was saying more than anything she had ever said.

“Whoa, Becca.  I can’t believe I am saying this but I don’t think tonight is the ideal time for us to do what I think you are asking.” He took  her face in his hands and added so much depth to the kiss Becca began to moan. He laid her down and sat on his knees on the floor next to her.  He slipped his hand under her skirt and felt her heat as he cupped her crotch and began stroking her through a thin layer of material until he felt them turn damp  As he stroked he found a spot that made her react with a moan and arch. He continued rubbing and soon she shuttered and pulled him to her. He whispered in her ear.  “Soon, my love, we will do it right but the time and place need to be perfect for your first time.” He glanced at his watch. “I promised Gus I would stay in his room tonight so I better get going.”  

Ascending the steps together, Peter stopped in front of her door. “Becca, I do love you.”  He kissed her but didn’t wait for her to respond. He left her standing flushed and in love.

Tony and John arrived at the B & B.  They had the entire place to themselves.  They had treated Mary and Jim to a couple nights at a local hotel so they could be alone.  Emmett had left plenty of food for them to spend the next 36 hours there until it was time to pick up Angelina and go to the airport.  As they walked in the back door they embraced and kissed. There was no rush. All there was in the world was each other. Tony grabbed two bottles of water out of the refrigerator and went up to christen the honeymoon suite.

They drank some water and both laid on the bed. They faced each other and their lips met.  “I am trying to realize we are actually married.” John said this as he pulled Tony as close as possible.  “I really am not sure why we are lying here with all this clothes on.” They stood and both started removing clothing like mirror images. As they were dropping their vests on chairs, they heard an ambulance fly by.  “Wonder what happened?” Tony said offhandedly as they dropped their shirts on top of the vests. Ambulances didn’t travel this road often. Next they both dropped their trousers and briefs. They then met again in the middle of the bed.  As they stood on their knees they continued the mirror image of touching each other, feeling each other, tasting each other. Finally, John laid Tony down and pressed his body into Tony’s.

“I want to stay like this forever. I want you and me with nothing to separate us for the rest of our lives.” He turned Tony over and entered him.  “I will love you until the end of time.”

Jennifer and Brian walked into Justin’s room.  He was sitting up in bed and the color was back in his cheeks. Brian dropped onto the bed next to Justin. “You scared the hell out me.  Don’t do it again.” He smiled at Justin but as he looked over his shoulder Jennifer saw the fear in Brian’s eyes.

“Hi Honey, I am glad to see you looking good. I hear you have been trying to be the tough guy and not telling anyone you are feeling like crap.”

Brian felt the slightest tremble starting.  “Jenn, could you have the nurse get the doctor here right now.”  As he said it Justin’s body began spasming. Jenn ran out and Brian kept talking quietly to Justin as his muscles tensed a trembled.” A nurse ran in with a doctor right behind.

The doctor started checking vitals while the nurse went and grabbed the medication requested. “Has he had many of these?”  He looked at Brian.

“He had one like this in the ambulance.  Before that he had some blackouts, zoning out, lose of time.  All in the last month or so. He kept it from me for quite a while.”

After an injection into his intravenous tube, Justin slowly  calmed. Brian pulled him close. “Can I talk to you outside?” the doctor asked. “He will sleep for a while.  Seizures take a lot out of a body.” Brian got off the bed and Jenn came to hold Justin’s hand. In the hall the doctor looked at Brian. “You are his husband, right?”

“Yes, is that a problem?”

“I didn’t mean it that way. I happen to have a husband of my own.” He placed a hand on Brian’s shoulder.  “I am going to get the tests set priority for this evening yet. Overnight, if need be. I was reading his file when the nurse got me.  I saw the notes about his previous injury. If I had to guess, scarring is the cause. We need to see in there but seizures like that can do damage, permanent damage, and we need to get them stopped.  These notes make it sound like you were with him at the time of the initial injury.”

“I was.  It wouldn’t stop bleeding that time. I could feel the skull was cracked under my hands.  He had to fight so hard to come back. Now we have two amazing kids…. Nothing can happen to him.”

“Well, I will do my best but just realize he isn’t going to be back to normal the day after brain surgery, if we find out that is what it is going to take. The meds will make him sleep, just realize that.  He may not be awake much at all.”

“Well, I plan to be there every minute he is awake.”

Brian walked back into the room. “Jenn, why don’t you go home. The doctor said he will sleep most of the time and they plan to do tests throughout the night.  Go home and get some sleep.”

‘I suppose it wouldn’t help to tell you to eat something.”

Brian put an arm around Jenn, “I’ll be fine.  I couldn’t eat anything. Goodnight, Mom.” Brian winked at her and kissed her cheek.  “I will call if I learn anything.”

Throughout the night Justin was in and out of the room having tests done. Just before dawn Justin was back in the room and Brian laid next to him, holding him close.  They said it would be a couple hours before all the results were in so Brian just held him as Justin slept. “I love you, Sunshine, and we all need you.” Brian dozed.

At dawn, a nurse touched Brian’s shoulder.  “Brian, the doctor wants to talk to you. Follow me, please,” a nurse guided Brian out.

Brian walked into a consultation room where some scans were visible on the wall. “Sorry to wake you, Brian, but we need to talk.” Brian dropped into a chair. “It appears there is a build up of scar tissue pressing against his brain.  I think when he fell the first time his brain, moved enough to bruise because of the scarring. I think that is what is causing the seizures. We have two options. We can wait and see if the swelling goes down and see if the seizures stop on their own but that won’t clear up the issue that caused the falls in the first place.”

“So what needs to be done?”  

“I think the best bet is surgery.  We would remove a very small part of the skull so we can remove the scar tissue but there is always risk when we have to open the skull.  Brian, I can’t tell you it won’t be risky but doing nothing is risky, too. I am going to consult with another surgeon as soon as she gets in which should be anytime.  I just wanted to spell out some of the options in case you wanted to talk to someone about it.”

He walked out leaving Brian sit there.  Brian pulled out his phone. He wanted to talk to John.  No, he couldn’t call John. He hadn’t realized how much he counted on his nephew. He was such a great boy.  No, he was a married man now. He took out his phone and called Alice.

“Just a second, Brian.”  Alice slipped out of bed and went out of the room so she didn’t wake up Brinn. “Sorry, Brinn is sleeping in my room and I didn’t want to wake her.  Do you have news?”

“Alice, they want to cut into his skull.  He is getting a second opinion now. They said it could wait and see if it improves but….”

“Brian, call Jenn to come in and I am on my way.”

“But the kids?”

“Becca and Peter can handle them. I am on my way.”

Brian texted Jennifer.  She responded immediately and said she would be there as quickly as she could.

Brian went back into the room and laid next to Justin, pulling him as close as he could.

Justin’s eyes fluttered open. “Hey, Baby,” Justin said softly.

Brian bent down and kissed him. “Hello, Beautiful.”

“Tell me the truth, Brian.  What’s wrong? Can they do something?”

“Sunshine, they may need to do surgery.”

“Brian, I know you will choose the best thing because you are doing it for a part of yourself.  I trust you, darling. Kiss me?”

Brian kissed the love of his life.  This was his life. And Justin slept.

Brian must have slept because when he woke up Alice and Jennifer were talking very quietly in the corner of the room. Moving slowly, Brian got out of bed and waved them out the door.

Brian rubbed his eyes in the light of the hallway.  “Has the doctor been back?”

“When I arrived a few minutes ago the nurse told me they were meeting right now,” Jenn said as she ran her hand through Brian’s hair and kissed his cheek.  She loved this man. He made her son’s life what it was. He made her son happy.

Brian put his arm around Jennifer, knowing what she was going through.  “Alice, how are the kids?”

“They are fine.  Don’t worry about them.  Gus called his moms last night.  I think he will go stay with them after Angi leaves tonight.”

“Oh, god, Angi knows about Justin!  What if….”

“Peter talked to her and she isn’t going to say anything unless they ask her directly. She understands it would ruin the honeymoon.” Alice said before Brian finished his thought.

“I’m glad.  They need their time.”

The doctor came up to the small group.  “Let’s go to the consultation room so we can lay out the options. The specialist is waiting for us.”

The specialist, Dr. Singh, introduced herself.  She went on to explain the steps she felt were the best treatment plans.  It would include surgery. They would remove a small piece of his skull to expose the scar tissue.  The skull would be put back in place, held in place with something like staples, and then close the skin.  

“And,” Brian spoke, “The risks and other options?”  

“The first thing we need to do is let the swelling go down a bit before anything and the best way to do that is to keep him quiet like we are now.  I think….it’s Sunday today…..I will set the surgery for Wednesday unless something else shows up. The swelling causing the seizures should be under control by then.  His brain will swell again after the surgery but then when it goes down hopefully his headaches and blackouts will be gone.”

“What about his hand? His whole side?  Will he have problems again?” Brian needed to know.  It didn’t matter but he had to prepare.

“We can’t know any of that until it is done and he comes out of it.  We will probably keep him awake during the surgery so we can see how he reacts.  That will help.”

“You’re going to what?”  Brian raised his voice.

Alice put her hand on his arm. “Brian, that is normal. That way as they work they can see what may be effected. I’m not a doctor but this is what I thought they would suggest.”

The doctors excused themselves so Brian, Jenn, and Alice could talk.  Alice looked at them both, “I am not family and have no say here but what was said made sense from a medical point of view.  You could just have the swelling go down and then see how he reacts but the scarring isn’t going away without surgery and if Justin has any chance of returning to normal he is going to want it.”

Jenn was not saying anything, “Tucker and I discussed a lot of things last night and I realized I am his mom but, Brian, this isn’t my decision.  It is between the two of you. You love him as much as I do and he loves you and trusts you more than any other human.” Jenn felt a tear roll down her cheek.  He is so lucky to know what real love is.

Brian needed to talk to Justin.  He needed to touch him, hold him. He left the women in the room and walked back to Justin’s room. Brian hoped he would be coherent enough to talk sometime soon. Brian half sat half laid next to Justin.  His phone rang as he got comfortable. He looked at the phone and saw it was the house number. “Hello?”

“Dad?” Gus’ voice came across the connection.

“Good morning, Son.”

“How is Daddy?”

“He is sleeping right now.  They are giving him medicine to keep him sleeping most of the time. This should help his brain heal. How are you doing?  What are your plans with Angi for your last day together?”

“If Alice is coming home soon, Peter and Becca are taking us to Kennywood.  If not we will just stay home. Oh, my moms are picking me up tomorrow and I will stay with them until Justin is better.”

“Are you Ok with that?”

“Ya, they have gotten a lot better.  I will stay there for now.” Gus was quiet.

“Gus, I love you Sunny boy,” Brian said.  Give your sister a hug and kiss for me.

“I will.”

Justin reached up and took the phone from Brian.  “Hi Gussy,” Justin’s voice was quiet and scratchy. “I love you, Gus.  Don’t worry about me. Have fun with Angelica.”

“I love you, Daddy.”  Gus’ voice cracked and then he was gone.

Brian took the phone and pulled Justin close. “I know I was out of it last night but how many tests did they do?”

Brian kissed him, as he was moving back Justin pulled him closer and deepened the kiss. When they separated Justin said, “That is the best medicine. So I am guessing you just got back from talking about all those tests.  Tell me the truth. I need to know.”

“Your old injury has a scar that continued to grow and is now causing pressure.”

“And the seizures?”

“When you fell down your brain took a bit of a jolt and it swelled.  The swelling should go down in the next couple days.” Brian kept tightening his hold on Justin.

“What aren’t you telling me?  If you hold on any tighter I won’t be able to breath, Sweetheart.”

Brian loosened up a bit and said, “They want to do surgery to reduce the scar tissue. It is your decision, Sunshine.  They said the seizures would stop but….”

“I could still pass out at any time and injure myself or worse yet injure one of the kids.”

“That’s about it,” Brian said.

“There is no question. When can they do it?”

“Justin, we are talking brain surgery. If something would go wrong…”

“Brian, what happens happens.  If I have a chance of getting back to normal, I will take it.”  He kissed Brian. “Darling, I love you and I plan to be making love with you for a lifetime yet.”

Brian’s mind wandered.  Justin was right. The question was how long would the life be? He kissed Justin again. “I love you, Sunshine.”

Justin slowly shut his eyes again and slept.

Brian couldn’t be next to him as he slept any longer.  He sat in a corner of the room. He texted Cynthia and asked her to send his laptop over to the hospital.  He needed to work.

Tony rolled over and ached everywhere.  Oh, but what an amazing feeling it was. He was fairly sure every public room in the B & B  had been christened. He was glad the dining room table couldn’t talk and that they hadn’t put in the CCTV cameras yet. John had become so willing to accept as well as give.  As he moved he remembered how many times John had given and decided it probably John would be feeling the same way this morning. No, it wasn’t morning it was mid afternoon. They had taken time to eat and sleep but mostly they made love.

John stretched and groaned simultaneously. Tony slid down John’s naked body and took him in his mouth and soon John again was spent.  

“I knew you had a healthy sexual appetite but I never you were insaciable! I have to be the luckiest man in the world.  What do you say we try out the in suite jacuzzi tub Brian had put in this suite. It is big enough for two. Then it will be time for dinner and to get ready to pick up your, our sister for the airport.”

“It will be good to see my parents, especially my dad.  I have worried about him and my mother. I am sure they are happy Angelica will be home again.  And although she will miss us, she will be glad to be with her friends again.” John had slipped into the water and Tony had plenty of room in front of him to sit.  John took a bar of soap and began making circles on Tony’s chest letting his other fingers dance across the bubbles. Soon Tony’s head dropped back and when John began to stroke his nipples he lost it. He got on all fours in the tub and John accepted the offer and entered him once again. He dug his fingertips into Tony’s hips as they met over and over again. They finally were again laying quietly in the bubbling water.

“Tony, have I mentioned how much I love you lately?”

“Well, I am sure it has been at least 30 minutes so I am glad to hear it again.”

Alice had spent the day with Brinn and Jenn was picking her up later to take her for a couple days.  By 2:00 pm Brinn roamed around the downstairs, “Daddy!” She looked up the stairs. She walked to the office, “Dad?” She looked in the office. After calling out and looking in a couple more spots she started again, “Johnjohn.”  She walked around looking for John. She finally walked over to Alice and looked up at her, raising her hands. She picked up the little girl who laid her head on Alice shoulder and sobbed, “Daddy.”

Alice made a call.  “Jennifer, let’s meet at the hospital.  Brinn needs to see her daddies. I have never seen her more heartbroken. Does 4:30 pm or 5:00 pm work for you?”

Jenn heard the soft sobs of Brinn near the phone.  “Oh, our poor little one. Yes, I will be there by 5:00 pm.”

Alice knew what was most important.  She sat and rocked the little girl and sang softly to her until she was asleep.

After her nap, Alice asked Brinn if she would like to go see her daddies. “Oh, pleeeeeeeeese!” was her response. Alice had to smile at this precious child. She may be a bit over indulged but she was so loving and so sweet most of the time. Hopefully this little visit will help.  Gus would probably also have a hard time for a few days but he would be at his moms’ house.

“Let’s get you all pretty for  your daddies. Let’s wash your face and find a dress.” Brinn cooperated  more so than normal. At 4:15 they were in a vehicle on the way to see her daddies.  Alice debated calling or texting but she had a feeling Brian would try to stop the visit and Justin needed it. As they arrived she called up to Brian. “Why don’t you come down and meet me at the car? I bet you haven’t left the floor of the hospital all day.”

“Sorry, I am in the middle of something. Just come up. Did you bring me a change of clothes?” He hung up before she answered.  Yes, he needs his daughter.

Alice walked into the room carrying Brinn.  The little girl saw Brian first and before Alice could get her to the ground her feet were in motion. “Daaaddddyyyy.”

For a split second Brian scowled, but as the little girl hurled herself across the room, Brian dropped to his knees and Brinn’s little arms encircled his neck so tightly he had to work at breathing.  “Oooohhhh Daddy.” She kissed him all over his face and Alice was sure she saw a tear on his cheek. Just what he needed, she thought. “Where Daddy?”

“I’m up here, Baby Girl.” Brian stood up and carried her over.

“Daddy booboo.” she said in a concerned voice as Brian set her down.

“I am so glad to see you, Beautiful. I have missed you.”

Brinn laid across Justin’s chest. “My daddy.”

Alice spoke quietly.  “I had to bring her. She was beside herself. When she couldn’t find either of you she started crying for John.  I needed to bring her.”

“I’m glad you did, Alice.” Justin sent a small smile her way.  “I needed this.”

A nurse walked in.  “I’m sorry but this little one can only be in her a couple more minutes.  She really shouldn’t be here at all but I think medicine comes in many forms.”  She stepped back out.

“Give me a hug, Sweetie, and then make your daddy take you for a walk.  He needs a little exercise.” Brinn gave him a big hug and a kiss.

“No, go. No, go.”

“Your dad can get you a treat.  I will see you tomorrow, Baby.” Justin said.

Brian took Brinn from Justin. “Alice why don’t you….”

“Why don’t you listen to your husband and take your daughter for a walk. And yes I brought you clothes.  You look like you could use a shower.”

Brian scowled at Alice but walked out the door. Brinn clung to Brian’s neck giving him kisses. “Daddy,” Brinn said, with such love Brian had to swallow hard.

“Oh, Brinny, I love you. I really did need to see you today.”

Brinn ‘talked’ to her dad for the next five minutes. She ate the M & Ms her dad bought her and shared them with him. Brian looked up and saw Jennifer coming down the hall.  Brinn would normally run to her grandma but she clung to her dad.

“Hi, Jenn. Why don’t you go say hi to Justin and I will try and get her ready to go home with you.”  

Jennifer walked over and kissed Brinn and Brian on the head before stepping into Justin’s room.  He was sleeping and it didn’t look like he would wake up anytime soon. She sat there for a few minutes but then went out to take Brinn home.

When she walked out she heard Brinn. “No, go Daddy.  No, go. Come, Daddy.”

“Oh, Brinn. Your grandma and Tuck have fun things planned for you.  You love your grandma.”

Brinn nodded but pointed to Justin’s room, “My daddy.” and tears rolled down her cheeks.

Brian pulled her close once more. “I know, Sweetie.  I want him well too.” He handed her to Jenn and went back in the room. He could hear Brinn’s cry get softer as Jenn carried her out of the hospital.

Alice handed Brian a duffle. “I will wait until you get back. Take a breather, Brian. You need it.”

Twenty minutes later Brian was back.  His hair was still wet but he was clean and in fresh clothes. “Go home, Alice.  The kids will need you. Angelica is leaving. Go to the kids. Tell Peter to stay home tonight.  They can come tomorrow.” Brian nearly pushed Alice out the door.

Alice turned to look at him.  “Don’t say anything, Alice, please.  Thank you for everything. I don’t know what we’d do….”  He shut the door. Brian looked over at Justin who was sound asleep. He sat down at the table in the corner and worked. After a couple hours Brian was just staring at Justin. He wanted to switch places.  He wanted him. Well after midnight Brian laid down next to him again and held him.

It was nearly 9:00 pm by the time Peter and Becca made it home with Angi and Gus.  Angi showered and put clothes on for the trip home. Gus showered and pulled on shorts and a T Shirt.  Peter and Becca had helped Angi pack and brought everything up to the main house. They had to get Tony and John out with Angi before they could ask too many questions about Brian and Justin.  At midnight Tony and John pulled up in the ‘Vette with a towncar close behind. As Peter and Becca carried Angi’s stuff, Gus and Angi were saying goodbye.

“I will miss you Gus. I hope to see you again soon.” Tears began to fall and Gus tried not to cry.

Gus sniffed, “Bye, Angelica.  I know we are too young to really love each other but “I love you.”

He hugged her and gave her a kiss.  He then turned and ran up the stairs.

Angi walked out and Becca and Peter gave her a hug.  Becca wiped her tears away. “It’s Ok to cry over a first love.”  

Tony and John were sorry the missed Justin, Brian and Brinn but understand it wasn’t the best time of the day for a 20 month old.  

The town car drove away and Becca and Peter looked at each other.  “I feel so guilty, Becca. I feel like I should have told John but I know this is for the best.” They kissed and Peter took a couple steps toward the guest house.

“Peter, will you sleep with me tonight. And I do mean sleep.  I am so tired and….I want you with me.” Peter followed her into the house and into her bed. They quickly fell asleep side by side sharing comfort and fears.  

Brian woke up dreaming Justin was touching him, loving him but…. He opened his eyes and Justin’s blue eyes were looking up at him while his hand was inside Brian’s pants. His fingers were wrapped around his hardening dick.  “Oh, Sunshine…” Brian’s mouth caught Justin’s as his tongue searched between Justin’s lips.

Brian pulled away.  “No we can’t, Justin.”  Brian climbed out of the bed.  “You have to stay calm. The doctor said so.”

“But I miss you.  I need you. I…”

“No, Justin.  It isn’t safe. I can’t…” He kissed Justin once more.  “I’ll sleep in the chair.”

In the morning, the doctor made rounds.  “Brian, I am glad you are here. We are going to start backing off on the medication.  Justin, are you awake?”

“Yes, Dr. Singh.  I would prefer to be awake more.”

“Good, but you have to be honest if you feel like you will seizure again.  We need to know that, Justin.”

“Ok, but…”

“I don’t plan to leave this room.  I will tell you if I see anything.”

“Ok, I will give instructions to start lowering the dose.”

“Dr. Singh?”  Justin called him back.

“Yes,Justin.”

“Never mind.  I think I need to sleep now.”  He closed his eyes and soon was sleeping.

Brian stepped out the door with the doctor. “I think I know what Justin was going to ask.  He wanted to make love this morning. I made him stop but he really…… I won’t get in bed with him again. But you don’t know my husband.  If he has it in his head he won’t stop.”

“I wouldn’t suggest it, Brian.  Extra pressure of any kind could cause swelling again.”  

“I tried telling him that.”  Brian’s mind went from needing to touch him to breath to knowing he couldn’t go near the bed.

Angelica slept leaning against the window most of the way across the Atlantic.  The day at the amusement park was just what she needed to wear her out. Tony and John shared a blanket and slept off and on as hands explored as well as mouths.  Angelica startled awake when they were on the approach in Milan. “NO! Justin.” She had dreamt that Justin had died.

Tony put his arms around her.”Angel, what’s wrong?”

“Oh, I just had a dream.  Justin was just ….yelling at Gus. It was just a dream. I am sorry I made a scene.”

The plane landed and as soon as they turned their phones on both of them got several message.  They looked at each other. “This is really strange. Our friends know we are out of the country.”  Both of them started reading through them. At a glance, John saw they were all about Justin. Everyone was asking how he was.  “Are yours about Justin, Tony?”

“Yes, they are all asking how he is or how his head is.” Tony then looked at his sister, “Angel, you weren’t just having a dream were you?”

She slowly shook her head.  “They made me promise not to tell you unless you asked.  I am sorry. I am so worried for Gus’ papa.”

John bent down and took both her arms gently.  “Angi, what happened to Justin? When did it happen?

They found an area to sit in and Angelica started speaking in rapid Italian.  When she finished she held onto her brother. Tony looked very worried over at John.  “The ambulance we heard at the B & B was Justin. He collapsed while interacting with your mother but if Angel has it correct, Justin had been hiding a problem from everyone because of our wedding.”

“I need to call Peter now.  I don’t give a damn what time it is there.”

Peter’s groggy voice answered as he pulled Becca closely against him, “Hello? John? You couldn’t wait to tell me you landed until a more godly hour.

“Glad you made it, John.”

“Is that Becca’s voice? In your bed,”  John shook his head, “That I want to hear about, but right now what the hell is going on with Justin?”

“Angi?”

“No, texts. As soon as we landed our phones blew up. Now what is wrong with Justin?”

“He is going to have surgery Wednesday.”

“What kind of surgery?”

“They are opening his skull and working on his brain.”

“Oh, god, Brian.  How is Uncle Brian? And Gus? And my Brinny? I have to come home.”

John looked over and saw that Tony was gone.  “Peter, I will call you back in a little while.  I need to figure out what to do.”

“Angi, where did Tony go?”

“I don’t know. He walked that way.” She pointed toward the departure desks.

John saw Tony talking to a clerk at one of the desks.  He waited until Tony came back. “Mi, Amore,” Tony kissed John, “Here is your Itinerary.  The flights were full today. We will be back tomorrow afternoon getting you home on Wednesday morning. Now, let’s go see my papa for a short visit.  I will be home in a week or so once I am sure my parents are fine.”

John pulled his husband into his arms.  “Thank you! Thank you for understanding. I love you so much.” They kissed until Angelica poked them.   When they separated they had quite an audience

Peter set down his phone. He pulled Becca in his arms and kissed her deeply.  His hands went under her over-sized T shirt and pulled it off. With a feather light touch his fingers floated across her chest. He claimed one of her nipples with his mouth while his fingers played with the other one.  Moving his mouth to hers his hands tugged at her panties. As they moved down so did his mouth.

His tongue danced in her belly button and then went lower still.  Soon he found the sweetness he was looking for. His tongue and lips teased and taunted her as the pressure grew inside.  As his mouth encircled her clit he inserted his fingers and stroked. Becca arched her back and she cried out as Peter removed his hand but continued licking her gently until she calmed down.  

Peter came back up and laid next to her. She put her head on his chest as he stroked her back. ”Soon,  Becca, I will make you mine. No, that’s not what I meant. I would never want to own you.”

“Peter, you already have my heart.”  She kissed him

“I have to get out of here or…” Before he could move Becca slid down and took Peter in her mouth. Her tongue and mouth swirled around him  Now it was Peter’s turn to arch and then he spasmed as Becca took what he offered.

Peter kissed her once more and after pulling on shorts, he was gone.

Brian spent his time  working in Justin’s room but by Monday evening Justin was awake for longer stretches and so far no seizure.  Brian spent most of his time working but as evening had come and Justin was awake he sat in a chair next to his bed.  “Brian, sleep with me. I need you next to me.”

“I am right here, Sunshine. I am not moving from this chair.”

“Hasn’t anyone stopped by?”  

Brian caressed his cheek.  “Only family is allowed.”

“But, you could leave the room and visit with them.” Justin held Brian’s hand and kissed it. He was craving Brian’s touch.

“I’m not leaving your side, Sunshine.”

“But you have left my side. I want you here with me.”

Brian sighed as Justin moved over so there was room for him.  “I can’t, I just can’t. I’m sorry but I’m not strong enough. I can’t trust myself.”

“That’s what I love about you, Brian.”  He reached up and Brian had to meet him.  As their lips met a jolt went through him and Brian quickly stepped away.  

“The doctor said it was dangerous for us to….”

Brian remained in the chair next to the bed.  He had spoken to Peter and found out everyone had arrived in Italy safely.  He and Becca had stopped by but were told they couldn’t see Justin. Brian said he would make sure tomorrow they could talk to him.  Gus was stopping by as well as Brinn and Jenn on Tuesday. Hopefully Justin had a good day and could handle several short visits. It would be a hard day on everyone with the uncertain outcome.  Brian and Justin had talked to Brinn. They could hear her tears and it tore them both apart. Alice would take her home tomorrow after a short visit with her daddies.

Peter had talked to John and found out he would arrive early on Wednesday and would come straight to the hospital.  He knew Brian loved him but John and Brian had a special bond and he just couldn’t comfort him the way he needed.

As Justin slept Brian paced.  He couldn’t sleep. He kept playing tomorrow over and over in his head and for someone who had trouble dealing with emotions, he would be on overload.  He really couldn’t do this, not with everyone that was going to come through that door. Brian finally went in search of something to drink. He had been drinking water all day.  He really wished he had a bottle of Jim Beam. He texted Peter to bring some whenever he came.

“Brian, is there something I can get for you?”  The night nurse asked.

“Do you have a bottle of Beam back there?”

“Sorry,” She smiled at him.  “Wait here a minute.” She said something to the aid at the desk and left.  Five minutes later she came with a paper cup filled with amber liquid. “I can’t promise the quality.  We have a maintenance worker who has a bit of a problem. When I explained the situation he was very willing to share.  

Brian took a big swallow. It was terrible and burned all the way down.  He had never needed something so badly. He thanked the nurse and went back to Justin’s room sipping his find.  Somewhere in the middle of the night the door opened a crack and a bottle slid in. By the time Brian got to the door he could see no one but took the gift with much thanks.

Brian finally passed out in the chair about the time the nurse came to check on Justin.  Justin reached for Brian’s hand. Brian took it and brought it to his lips. He needed Justin so badly.  

Once the nurse left, Justin looked over at Brian.  “You’re drunk or hungover.”

“Probably both right now.”

Justin drew him closer and brought Brian’s hand under the blanket, placing Brian’s hand on top of his rising dick. He softly said, “Baby, I need you.  The worst pain I feel is needing you. I can deal with a headache.”

Brian kissed him and removed his hand.  “Sunshine, the doctor said it was too dangerous.  I asked, darling.” He stepped away from the bed. “I love you too much to risk your life over sex.”

Peter and Becca showed up mid morning.  They walked in and Peter through a bag at Brian.  “Go clean up. You look like hell.” As Brian walked past he Peter hugged him. “Love you, Uncle Brian.”

“Love you, too, Pete.”  Brian kissed Becca on the cheek as he walked past.  “Thanks for helping out, Becca.”

Peter sat next to the bed and pulled Becca on his lap.

Justin looked at the two and said, “I feel like there has been a bit of a change here.”

Peter pulled her close and she put her arm around his neck.  “We think so, too. Justin, not that it matters really, but Mom was arrested on  a DUI on the way home.”

“I hope she gets the help she needs. It will take a lot to mend fences with you guys but maybe more with Brian.  I am not sure he could do that.”

Becca touches Justin’s arm, “How are you feeling?”

“Physically not too bad. I am scared, more for Brian than for me. Peter, if anything happens, you have to help.  He just isn’t meant to be alone.”

“Justin, I am not going anywhere and I am hoping Becca isn’t either.”

The nurse walked in and said it was time for them to leave. Peter and Becca left as the nurse was checking Justin’s vitals. Brian was walking up to the door as they left. Brian handed the bag back to Peter with his dirty clothes in it.  

“Thanks for the clothes and the fluids.”

“Brian, Justin doesn’t need to worry about your drinking.  Please be reasonable.”

“I’ll see you tomorrow.” he said and then opened the door.

Brian sized the nurse up quickly. He stood back and laughed silently. The nurse was trying really hard to get Justin’s attention but his beautiful husband didn’t even notice the lovely young woman’s attempts.  Before she embarrassed herself further, Brian walked in and the way Justin’s face lit up told the nurse all she needed to know. “Dr. Singh asked me to let you know she will be here probably between 4:00 pm and 6:00 pm.  Let me know if you need anything.

“Hey, Sunshine.” Brian said softly as he kissed him on the forehead.

“God, you smell amazing,” Justin almost groaned as he inhaled.

Brian stepped back quickly.  He had to avoid contact or he would lose control.

As Justin opened his mouth to argue Jennifer walked in with Brian’s life saver, Brinn.

“Oh, my daddy.”  She didn’t know which one to go to first.

“Come here, my baby girl.” Justin reached up and Brinn grabbed hold of him like she would never let go.  

“Oh, my daddy, my daddy, my daddy.”  Brinn laid against Justin’s chest and hugged him tightly. Brinn then made a string of babble that sounded like she was scolding Justin but ended with another hug and kiss.  Justin just held her as tightly as she would let him and looked at his beautiful daughter. A tear rolled down his face as he prayed he would see her again. “Daddy?” She leaned over and wiped his cheek. “Wuv daddy, wuv daddy.” Justin crumbled.

“Brinny, why don’t you come with this dad and we will find some candy?”  Tears had started rolling down her face too. Brian took his daughter out of the room.  Out of the corner of his eye he saw Jenn sit on the edge of the bed and collect Justin in her arms.

“Mom, you have to promise if something goes wrong, you have to help Brian.  He can’t do this on his own. I sometime wonder if he can hand any of it.” Tears rolled down his face as Jenn held her boy.

“Nothing is going to happen, Justin.  Nothing. Brian has the best doctors doing your surgery. Nothing will go wrong.”

“Mom, you know something could go wrong.  Brinn will need help. He will think he can’t do it but he can with help.” Justin began to panic, “Mom, you have to promise me, please, Mom.”

“Of course, Justin.  I will always be here for your family.  Calm down, Honey. I need them as much I need you.”  They clung to each other.

“I have got to pull it together, Mom. Brian can’t handle this. I have to be strong.”

Brian came back in without Brinn.  “She’s with Gus and Lindsey.” He looked between Justin and Jennifer. He knew they had been crying.  He was afraid there was going to be a lot of that today. He just couldn’t deal with that. He just couldn’t.  “Um, Ted texted. I need to just run into the office and be back in half hour at the most, Ok? He just needs a signature.”

“Brian?” Justin looked at him and knew he just needed to get out of there. And he was gone.

John and Tony took Angelica home. They were thrilled to see Papa looking so good.  Angelica instantly went into help mode assisting her Mama and Papa anyway she could.  They explained that John would be leaving again almost immediately and explained what was wrong from what Peter had filled them in on.  Mama insisted on feeding them and then sending them to bed. John and Tony did not object. In 18 hours John needed to be back at the airport.  They headed to the bathroom and dropped their clothes. They both needed a long hot shower. Before the shower was done they had turned the water to cold to cool off their fevered skin. They dried off and walked to their room with just towels on. Soon the towels were discarded and they were in bed.  They kissed and stroked and when they couldn’t take any more, Tony laid on his back and positioned himself to accept John. John used long, slow strokes as the fire between the built and then sent them over the edge and soon into a deep sleep.

When John and Tony woke they were almost upset they had slept so long.  They only had a few hours before John needed to go back to the airport and make his trip back.  John quickly checked his phone and Peter said a car would be waiting when he landed. “Brian really needs you, Bro.  He’s a mess.”

Brian had been gone for three hours.  The doctor was expected any minutes. Gus had left with Lindz and Brinn went home with Alice.  

“Mom, please go home. Tuck has had to share you with Brinn for a couple days already.  Go home and be with your husband. Please, Mom, just go.” Justin said defeated. “He will show up. He just needed time alone.”

Jenn left not wanting to get Justin agitated.  She walked outside and called Brian. He picked up after the 3rd ring. “Is something wrong?”

“Wrong?  What could be wrong?  Your husband is lying in a hospital bed  waiting for brain surgery and you aren’t there.  In fact he is there alone because he can’t face the fact that you left him there four hours ago and don’t give a damn that he is scared to death.” She knew that wasn’t true but she needed Brian to step up now.

“Jenn….”

“There is no excuse.  Justin needs you to be there when the doctor gets there. I don’t know where you are but get your ass over here. NOW!”

Brian knew she was right.  He was a coward and now he had to go face it. He drained the glass in front of him and left the bar.

When Brian arrived back at Justin’s room Dr. Singh was already there.  “Brian, I’m glad you are here. I want to explain what to expect tomorrow and then in the future.” She reviewed the steps in the morning. Dr. Singh reminded them there would probably be more swelling after the surgery and it would probably take  a couple weeks for the first results to show up and then it could take longer depending on the results.

“You’re trying to tell me there could be rehab again, aren’t you?  What else? Mood swings?” Brian moved to Justin’s side and offered his hand. Justin refused it.

Dr. Singh saw Justin’s reaction and looked at Brian.  “Justin, do you have any questions or anything you want to say?”

“I won’t have the surgery unless Brian makes love with me tonight.  I can’t go through with this unless I know we are one in this and right now we are miles apart.” He turned to look at Brian.  “I can’t do this alone, Sweetheart.”

“Justin, I can’t support that activity. It just makes no sense,” the doctor said.

“Justin, don’t be stupid.” Brian said.

“Stupid?  I’m being stupid?  You are the one who has obviously been drinking yourself into oblivion today.  You are the one who is running.”

Dr. Singh put a hand on Justin’s shoulder.  “Justin you can’t do this. If your brain swells we have to start over.”

Justin looked deep in Brian’s eyes. “I need my husband tonight, and the rest of my life.”

Brian took Justin’s hand this time. He kissed his hand. “Darling, I will be back in a minute.  I promise. I just want to talk to the doctor.” He brought his mouth Justin’s ear. “I promise I will love you.”

Brian walked the doctor out the door. “I am going to make love to my husband tonight. He won’t have the surgery if I don’t. I’m scared doctor.  What should I do, or not do?”

“Make love like he is made of glass and easily broken….because he is.” She began walking away but then turned back. I will send a very light meal for him. “I have never had someone refuse his life over love.” She walked away.

In Italy, John boarded a plane hoping he would make it to the hospital in time to see Justin but at least in time to be with Brian.

Brian walked back into the room.  He dropped to his knees by Justin’s bed.  ‘“I am so sorry. I just couldn’t watch the parade of people come through.  I couldn’t hear Brinn cry as she had to leave without you.” His head dropped to the mattress as he cried.

Justin ran his fingers through Brian’s hair. “Come here, Baby.”  He lightly tugged on Brian’s hair. Brian stood and laid down next to him.

“I shouldn’t have left.  I know I am so weak.”

“You are not weak. You just are trying to process everything. Kiss me, Brian, Kiss me like you love me.”

Brian looked deep into Justin’s eyes and brushed his hair back. His mouth slowly descended on Justin’s and when they met it took all his willpower not to crush him.  He needed this man. He needed him in his life tonight but more importantly for life. Brian moved and positioned Justin so they were facing each other. As their mouths continued to explore, Brian’s hand trailed down Justin’s mostly naked body.  Brian reached down and tugged of Justin’s briefs. Now his hand had access to Justin’’s shapely ass. His fingers explored between his cheeks and began to tease Justin’s pleasure spot.

“What do you want baby.  We need to be gentle and very careful.”

“I want you inside me.  Take your time. I want to feel all of you.”

Brian continued to touch and prod.  His fingers began to invade Justin, softly stroking Justin’s prostate. Justin pressed against Brian’s hand.

“Can you turn to your other side?”

“I have been trying to do that for days.”  Brian swatted Justin’s ass making him groan again.

“When you are back home a smart ass, I will redden that perfect ass.”

“Are you trying to drive me crazy?  God, Brian. I’m supposed to stay calm. Please, take me now.”

Brian pressed inward and Justin’s bud opened under his pressure.  The sound Justin made nearly drove him over immediately. The feel of Justin around him was all he needed.  “I love you, darling. I need you forever.” Brian moved slowly and gently stroking Justin inside and out until a shiver ran through both of them.

Justin sighed and went silent.  Brian was worried until he was sure Justin was just sleeping.  Brian held him close. A nurse slipped in with a tray of dinner but then was gone again.

Somewhere around midnight Justin was kissing Brian again. Softly he said, “Turn over.”  And Justin slipped into Brian. He didn’t have the energy to move after their earlier love making but as he laid there Brian’s muscles worked on him and once more they both climaxed not with shouts and great moves but with the emotion only possible with that one person you were made for.

John made it to NYC on time.  He was devastated when he found out his morning flight was cancelled.  There was nothing that would get him there until after 10:00 am. That was just too late.  He went to the car rental area and got a vehicle. If he drove through the night he should be home around 6:00 am.

Brian slipped out of bed and dressed before they came to prep him for surgery.    He kept thinking about them cutting into Sunshines skull with a saw and he would be awake the whole time. Why did it have to be Justin?  He would gladly take his place. His family could live without him but without Justin they would crumble. As he sat on the chair his head dropped on the bed.

He felt Justin’s hand stroke his head.

“Good Morning, Sweetheart.”

Brian lifted his head and looked at his Sunshine.  He smiled and then stood to kiss him.’

“Brian, I hate to ask you but I obviously can’t shower and I feel, well,  I feel like I made love to my husband and could really use a bath. I think there is a cloth and container for water in the bathroom.  I can call a nurse if you…..”

Brian kissed him.  “It is my pleasure.” He gave Justin one of those smiles that made his heart stop and hurt at the same time.

Brian came back with warm water and a cloth.  He got out the bar of soap they Peter had brought for him and sudsed up the cloth.  He started at Justin’s chest kissing different spots as he worked his way down Justin’s body. He rinsed the cloth and removed the soap and then had him move to his side so he could wash his back and after repeating what he did on the front side a nurse peaked in and smiled as she backed out.  He then took the bar of soap and with his bare hand ran it across Justin’s ass making sure he hit every spot. He then brought the cloth to rinse off the soap. He couldn’t resist kissing each perfect globe. Brian helped Justin adjust to his back again and then began washing Justin’s cock and balls.  This wasn’t sexual but as hard as he tried it had to be sensual. He loved all of this man but he loved the part that made him a man.

“Brian?”

“Yes, Sunshine?”

“Don’t say anything.  Just listen.”

Brian got nervous. “Justin, you don’t have to…”

“Brian, shut up and listen. I know my odds are good even if I have to do rehab but if I don’t make it or end up unable to….”

“Sunshine, don’t…”

“I told you to shut up.  If something happens I just want you to know I believe in you  You will be the amazing father Brinn needs and the support Gus needs.  Mom will help and the rest of the family will be there for you. Don’t forget they rely on you.  They both love you so much. Don’t crawl into a hole or a bottle. Your love and life will go on. It needs to.”

Brian’s face was emotionless.

“Brian, Baby, come here.”  He reached up and Brian laid his head on Justin’s chest.  “I love you so much more than I can say and that means you need to stay strong for me.”

Brian’s body began to shake but he didn’t say a word until he calmed down. He brought his mouth up to Justin’s.  “You are going to come through this better than before. God, I love you so much.”

The next hour was a blur.  Brian was asked to leave as they did some prep.  The family began to arrive. As much as Becca wanted to be there she volunteered to stay home with Brinn.  Peter and Alice arrived first and shortly after Jenn and Tuck showed up. Jenn was allowed in the room for about two minutes but then Justin was taken out of the room.  As Brian gave him a kiss Gus ran up. “What are you doing here?” Brian asked him.

“I had to be here for my dads. I love you Daddy.”  He gave Justin a hug the best he could.

Justin was very sleepy at the moment.  They would wake him back up when they were ready for him to respond but he smiled at Gus.  “I love you, Son.” And Justin was whisked away.

Gus clung to Brian. Brian picked him up as Gus wrapped his arms more tightly around Brian’s neck. Lindsay put her arms around both of them and said to Brian, “He insisted he come and be with his family.”

“Thanks, Lindsay.”  Brian set Gus down and was about to move out of the hallway into the waiting room when John came flying off the elevator.

“Did I miss him?  Oh, shit, I missed him!” John walked up to his uncle.  “I’ll kick your ass for not telling me later.” He opened his arms and Brian stepped into them.  

Brian leaned on his nephew.  “Thanks John. Thank you.”

‘

“What are you doing here, John? You are supposed to be in Milan and then the Villa for a couple weeks.  

“My husband must be tired of me already.  He arranged for the ticket while I was on the phone with Peter.”  Peter walked over and gave his brother a hug.

“Someone needs to fill me in.  I have just the basics. Brian why don’t you tell me.” John and Brian walked to a private area.  After sitting down he said, “I think I have the picture. I figured the last thing you wanted to do was socialize.” He smiled over at Brian.

“How did you get so wise?”  

“Well, I have this uncle who treated me with respect  and he has this great husband he accepts everyone.”

Brian leans against John trying not to show his fear with Gus nearby. He squeezes John’s hand.  “I’m scared to death. I don’t know how….”

“Brian, there is no way Justin is going to let you raise those kids alone.”  He put his arm around Brian and pulled him close. “By the way, can I tell you how amazing that bathtub is at the B & B and can I tell you how amazing being married is. John’s voice trailed off. “I’m sorry, I…”

“I am happy for you, John.  You and Tony deserve to be happy. Are you?”

John smirked, “I never knew feeling so many aches and pains could feel so amazing!” Justin smiled a bit.  

Gus walked up and stood next to Brian. He reached up and pulled him down on his lap and put his arms around him.  Gus laid his head against Brian’s. “Gus, you don’t need to stay here, son. I am sure your mom would come get you.”

“No, Dad.  I am staying here.”

After a while John could tell Brian was getting antsy.  “Hey, Gus, do you want to see pictures of Angi with her parents at her house?”

Gus smiled, “Sure.”  

Brian stood and smiled at Gus, “I will be back.  I need to stretch.”

Brian found an out of the way corner and took a couple big swigs of Jim Beam. His mind went back to the first night they met.  It was the best day of his life. He knew it after that first night. After a couple more swigs, he saw Emmett walking over.

“That isn’t going to help.”  Emmett took the bottle out of his hand and took a drink.  

“What is taking so long! Damnit! It has been almost two hours.”

The elevator opened and everyone could here Brinn sobbing.  Becca walked of exasperate. John got up to meet her. “I’m sorry.  I have tried everything and she won’t stop crying.”

John extends his hands and Brinn sobbed, “My John, my John.  She grabbed his neck as he patted her back walking up and down the hall as she quieted down.  She pushed back to look at John, “My John, no go bye bye. You no go bye bye.” She said it with such a serious look and scolding tone that John had to laugh.

“Well, Miss Thing, you are going to have to learn to share me.  Tony is…”

“No, Toe, my John.”

John had to just kiss her. She made him excited to be a father.  He loved her so much. Could he really love his own more?

Jennifer tried to give John a break but Brinn was not letting go of him.  Brian had gone back into a corner and was drinking while Becca had Peter and Gus playing a card game to help distract Gus.  

The doors leading to the operating rooms opened and Dr. Singh walked out.  Brian stood slowly, knowing if he moved too fast he may lose his balance. The doctor walked over to Brian, touching his arm. “How is he?” Brian blurted out.

The doctor could see his condition and suggested they sit down saying she was tired.  Brian looked like he was about to blow if she didn’t tell him soon… “Everything went as we expected.  He stayed alert like we wanted him too but he will sleep now. In fact, he will basically be in a medically induced coma like we talked about for a couple days for sure, longer if the swelling doesn’t come down as quickly as I think it will.  He had a lot of scarring. It is amazing he hadn’t had issues years ago.”

“What aren’t you telling me.  I know you are hiding something.”

“I’m not hiding anything.  I just hadn’t gotten to it yet.  You know from his past injury that the area of the brain injured affects his hand. I have no reason to think he won’t get full use back but he will probably need some therapy.  It will take a little time probably. He will be back in his room in about 30 minutes. Brian, you should go home. He won’t be awake enough to know if you are here or not. If I have to ban you from his room for 24 hours I will.  Go home. Spend time with your son and daughter. Someone may stay with him just not you!”

“You can’t do that!” Brian said loudly.

“I can and I already have.”                              

John walked over hearing Brian getting upset.  Brinn had fallen asleep on his shoulder by now.  “Brian, is something wrong?”

“This b...she won’t let me stay here with Justin.”

“Brian, I think you should listen to her.  If he is going to sleep you should, too. I will stay here.”

“Brian, listen to your brother.”

“Nephew, John is my nephew. John, are you sure? You just did a round trip to Europe.”

“If he is sleeping most of the time I will get rest. Brian, Brinny needs you at home for a while.” He passed Brinn to her dad.  She fussed for a moment until she saw it was Brian and she looped her arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. “Take her home Brian.  Play with her. Read her a story. Just love her.”

Dr. Singh looked at Brian.  “24 hours and don’t come back drunk.”

Brian glared at her.  John steered Brian back to the family. Alice was bringing Gus home while Brian and Brinn would ride back with Becca and Peter since Becca had the car with the carseat.  Brian made John promise to call him if anything happened. Everyone left the hospital just as the doctor came back with Justin.

Justin’s face was swollen and his head was swathed in a white bandage.  John was glad Brian had left. Justin looked horrible. John took his hand and kissed his cheek.  “Hey Justin, it’s John. I’m here if you need anything. I love you, Justin.”

John called Tony.  He knew he would wake him up but he had to hear his voice.

“Mi Amore.  Is everything alright?” Tony’s voice came over the line.  His accent was stronger now that he was in Italy.

“I just needed to hear your voice and tell you how much  I love you and miss you.” He said very softly.

“My love, I miss you, too. How is Justin?”

“I am sitting here with him now.  The doctor sent Brian home and was he mad! Brian isn’t used to taking orders. I think he has a long recovery ahead of him.”

“I am sure he is glad you are home. I wish I was with you. I miss your touch.  I miss touching you.” John groaned at his words. “I want to run my tongue right behind your earlobe where….”

“Tony you have to stop.  You stay as long as you need to, baby but please come back to me.  I can’t live too long without you.”

“I will be home within a week.  Papa is doing well. I love you, darling. My bed is so lonely.

Justin moved in his bed.  “I need to go, baby. Justin is waking. Love you.  See you soon.”

“I love you, John.” and the call was disconnected.

John set the phone down and took Justin’s hand. “Justin, it’s John.  I’m here.”

Very softly Justin said, “Brian.”

“Brian went home with Brinn.  He will be back soon. He loves you so much, Justin.”  John ran a finger down Justin’s face.

Justin mumbled Brian’s name once more and then was asleep again.  

John remembered the crush he had on Justin when he first moved in. This sweet, gentle man who was only a few years older than he was had taught him to accept himself and he and Brian had shown him what real love was and not just romantic love they showed to each other but also how to be a real family.  John leaned over and kissed his cheek.

Brian arrived home and stumbled up to his room.  He dropped on the bed and whether asleep or passed out Brian was out for several hours.  He woke and stretched reaching for Justin and remembered. He shot straight up and looked at the clock.  8:00 pm. He hoped Brinn was still awake. He realized he was still dressed but headed out to find her.  He came to the kitchen and a blonde blur grabbed both legs. “Come here, Sweetheart. I have missed you SO much.”

Brinn started talking.  Brian only understood about every third word but he loved listening to her. He sat down and played with her.  She didn’t care what he did with her as long as he was with her. Becca had been watching Brinn when Brian had walked down.

“Where did Alice go?” Brian asked.

“She had plans so I said I would watch Brinn but if you are going to be around would you mind putting her to bed.  She will be home by midnight. I’d like to surprise Peter.”

“Go ahead and go.  I need to spend time with her.  Go see my nephew. Oh, has she had a snack before bed?”

“I am sure she would like a snack, maybe some fruit and she loves cereal on her tray.”

Brian and Brinn played with blocks for a while longer and then got her a treat. “Come here, Brinny, let’s have a little ice cream. Who needs fruit?”

With a tooth little smile, Brinn looked at Brian. “I love Daddy.” And she kissed Brian. A tear rolled down his cheek. He missed Justin.  He wanted his husband home and healthy. He wanted their family back together, in the same place. He missed his children and having time with them. After the snack, Brian changed Brinn into a sleeper and read her a story. Before putting her in her crib, Brian hugged her close and kissed the sleepy little girl.

Brian called John.  “Any change?”

“No, Uncle Brian.  He woke up for a minute and asked for you.  I told you him you were with Brinn.”

“Have you heard from Tony?”  Brian asked, trying to imagine having to be separated during what should be their honeymoon.

“Yes, I miss him.”

“I am sure you do.  Thank you for coming home, John.”

“Get some sleep and I will see you in the morning.”  They said goodnight and both hung up.

Becca took a quick shower and put on some matching lingerie and a simple sundress and sandals.  She sprayed on her favorite cologne and walked to the guest house. She loved this man and now she was going to go find out what it was like to make love.

She tapped on the door and heard Peter moving on the other side of the door.  “Who is it?” Peter’s voice was sharp.

“Peter, it’s me.” The words were barely out of her mouth and the door was flung open.

“Is something wrong?” Peter asked.

“Nothing is wrong, Peter.  Brian has Brinn and, I want you, Peter.  I want all of you.” She steps into the guest house and into Peter’s arms. Her lips met his and she kissed him.

Peter’s arms circled her and pulled her near him as he kicked the door shut. As Becca’s arms went around Peter’s neck, he lifted her off her feet and moved farther into the room. He set her down and separated a little, looking down into her eyes. “Are you sure, Becca?  You need to be sure.”

“Yes, Peter.  I am so sure. I love you. You are such a beautiful, wonderful man.  Please, be my first love.”

Peter kissed her deeply.  “Wait here,” and he ran up the stairs.  He hadn’t moved into Tony and John’s room, yet but he knew Alice had sent a cleaner over so it was ready for him to move into anytime.  It was much bigger and had a king size bed. He would feel funny having Becca in the same room, on the same mattress that he and Tiffany had shared.  He wanted this to be perfect for her. He was actually a little nervous. He had never been with a virgin before and he would feel horrible if he hurt her.   He lit a candle and folded the bedding back. He put a lamp on in the corner away from the bed. He hoped this was good enough. He wanted it to be something she wanted to remember.  He found a station called Songs for Loving. He hoped it wasn’t too corny. He turned it on just as Becca called.

“Peter, can I come up.  I’m lonely, Pete.”

“Come up, Bex.”  He wasn’t sure where that came from but he liked it.

Becca moved toward Peter.  “Bex?”

“I hope you don’t mind.  It just came out and I like the sound of it.”

“I like it.”

Peter offered a hand and she took it.  The smell of sandalwood filled the air as they returned to each other’s arms. The music played softly as they swayed in each other’s arms. Peter ran his fingers through Becca’s hair as his lips gently met hers. Their mouths separated and Peter looked into her beautiful, lively eyes.  “I love you, Bex. I thought I knew what love was but the moment I saw you I knew. You and I belong together.”

“I want to be together, Peter, please don’t make me wait.”

Peter’s hands slid down her hips and then her thighs as he pulled the hem of the dress over her head.  His eyes skimmed down her body, looking at the thin lace undergarments. He began to kiss her neck and moved lower.  He kissed the V between her breasts and then, leaving her bra on he began to tease her nipples through the lace, first one and then the other.  He traveled down her body slowly. He spent time at her belly button and then started moving lower. When he thought her knees would give out, he stopped.   Peter turned her around and drew his tongue along her shoulder blade and then began down her spine. As he neared the fastener, he unclasped the bra and slid his hands over her shoulders letting the bra drop.  He continued downward, sliding his hands down her sides. He went to his knees. As his fingers touched the last of her coverings he drew them down and they hit the floor. Becca’s breathing was coming in short gasps when Peter stood up again.

“Lay down, Bex.”  As Peter pulled his shirt off, Becca reached for his fly and unfastened it.  Peter pulled his pants off leaving his briefs in place. “Lay down,” he repeated and she laid down on her back.  He slowly removed his briefs and stood there looking at how beautiful she was. He laid down next to her. “You are so beautiful,” he said as his hand trailed down her creamy skin.  His licked one of her nipples and then gently blew on it. Her body trembled as he repeated it on the other side. She now was writhing under his touch.

“Peter, please. Oh, my god,” Becca nearly screamed as Peter moved lower and claimed her clit.  His fingers danced in and out of her entrance. She was now so close to orgasm she couldn’t speak.  

Peter moved back to her mouth.  “Are you ready, Bex? Are you sure this is what you want?”

“I want you, Peter, I really want you. I love you.”

Peter slipped a condom on and positioned himself, moving her legs and bending her knees for her to be able to shift easier if she needed to.  “Bex, tell me if you want me to wait or if it hurts too much, Ok?

Peter laid between her legs and kissed her as he  slowly entered her. As he felt the resistance he slowly and steadily pressed forward as he kissed Becca with more tenderness than he had ever kissed someone. As a beautiful lyricless song played, Becca shifted giving him even more freedom to move and as her resistance gave way he slowly began to move in and out.  First, slowly and then as he continued he could feel something build in her body and then she orgasmed long and hard and as she peaked she grabbed his head and pulled his lips to hers so hard they were bruising. At that moment, Peter joined her and collapsed on top of her. He laid there for a minute or so and then rolled off her bringing her with him so her head rested on his chest.

“Is everything good?  It didn’t hurt too much, did it.”

“Shut up, Peter, and kiss me so we can do that again.” She rolled on top of him and began kissing him on the mouth and began working her way down.

It was nearly sunrise when Justin started tossing and making soft noises. John buzzed the nurse as Justin began to thrash around.  “I will get the doctor. She just got in for the day.”

Seconds later Dr. Singh walked in.  Justin still was agitated. “This is unusual.  It is like he is fighting the medication to keep him unconscious.”

“That wouldn’t surprise me.  Justin and Brian just need to be connected and my guess is Justin misses him.   How long do you think you are going to keep him under?”

“If he fights it this hard I will probably let him come out of it slowly now.  Can I ask you something?”

“Sure.”

“What is their story? I know they are married and from what you just said, they are so connected.  Did I understand they were together when he was hit the first time?”

“Yes, they have been together solid for about eight years but have really been together for over 12.  Sometimes I think they actually breathe for each other. They are a perfect pair.”

“Is your Uncle coming in soon?”

“I can’t imagine him staying away much longer especially if Justin is acting like this.  I will text him and see.”

“If I stop the meds it will take him a couple hours to come out of it. As long as he doesn’t start seizuring, he can stay off of it.”

“Thanks, Dr. Singh. I will let him know.”

Brian woke up just before sunrise.  He showered and dressed. He went downstairs and grabbed an apple while the coffee brewed.  He leaned against the counter and his mind started wandering to the hospital. He pulled out his phone to text John just as a text came through.  It was John saying the doctor was taking Justin off the meds as long as he didn’t seizure meaning he would wake up in 3-4 hours.

As his coffee finished he poured a big travel mug.  “How are your feeling?” Alice came around the corner.

“Like I got a good night sleep and like a spent time with my baby girl.  I feel like I can face the day or I should say days ahead.”

“You go see Justin and let me know if he can have visitors.  You know two minutes of Brinn is the best motivation. Oh, by the way, do you know where Becca is?”

“She’s with Pete.  I told her to go. Someone in love she get to be together. I hope Tony is able to come home soon.  It kills me to see John so alone and makes me so damn proud of the man he has become.”

“I meant to tell you, I heard Claire is in rehab.”

“Ya, Ted told me, not that I give a fuck. If I ever see her again I think I may kill her.”  He kissed Alice on the cheek and was gone.

Becca woke up to find Peter making her way down her body one inch at a time. By the time he reached the V of her legs she was highly aroused.  Peter put on a condom and as he entered he saw her wince. “Bex? Are you ready for another round?”

“I will always be ready for you.”

“Are you hurting?”

“I won’t be as soon as I have you inside me again?

Soon they both lay spent again.  She was sure this was the man she would be with the rest of her life. As they dozed off and on Peter’s phone beeped.  He looked at the message. It was from Tony, ‘Boarding a plain. Don’t tell John. Text more details later.’

“Who was that, Pete?”  

“Tony is on his way home. John will be so happy. Don’t tell him.”

“Can I move in here today? I might still have to sleep at the main house once in a while to help with Brinn but I don’t want to sleep without you very often.”

“I will sleep at the main house when you need to work. I plan to make this a permanent thing. Oh, wait, I am not proposing or anything.  We are way to young for that but I know I want to be with you and someday….”

“Someday is good enough. I love you, Peter.”

John could tell Justin seemed to be sleeping now rather than in a coma. John hoped Brian arrived at the hospital before Justin woke up. They would need that reunion.  He knew them both well. When John saw Brian coming to the room through the window. John needed to talk to him before he came in. He met him in the hall. “You look much more rested,” John stated.

“I am.  That daughter we have just has magic in her.  I needed some time with her I guess.”

“And she needed you.” Brian took a step toward the room.  “Brian, stop a minute.” John’s tone was serious.

“What’s wrong?” Brian was going to rush to the room but John stopped him.

“Brian, listen.”  John got Brian to focus on him. “Justin is progressing just like the doctor expected but I want to warn you.  He looks pretty rough. There is swelling and bruising. He doesn’t look good but I know he heard me when I talked and now he is coming out of the coma.  Brian, don’t relax to the look. That is what they expected. I know Justin is waiting for you. I could tell he needs to feel you there.” Brian stared at John.  John took his uncle’s hand and they walked in together.

Brian walked directly to the bed. For a split second Brian looked down at the distorted face he loved so much and had a visceral reaction. Literal pain shot through him as he reached for Justin and stroked the side of his face that iswasn’t affected.  

Justin’s lips parted slightly, “John?” he said softly.

“No, Sunshine, it’s me.” Brian kissed him lightly.

Justin smiled a lopsided smile.  “Hi, Baby.” The words came out a bit slurred but Brian understood him.

John took Justin’s hand.  “Since you are in such good hands, I am going to get kicked out.  I love you Justin. I will be back soon.”

“Love, John.” Justin seemed to be having trouble making complete sentences but he was still under medication.  Just because he was allowed to come out of his coma didn’t mean he wasn’t still sedated quite heavily. John kissed Justin’s cheek and slipped out.

Justin reached up with his left arm and pulled Brian down to his lips and they kissed gently.  As Brian stood back up Justin let out a long sigh of contentment and drifted off.

Brian sat down on the chair by the bed and held Justin’s right hand.  He wasn’t sure how much Justin could feel but he moved the fingers and the wrist. He remembered how important muscle memory was.  He couldn’t stop looking at Justin. His entire body ached for him, both in the need to touch him and be touched, and in the need to have him healed with no pain.  

As the morning went on Brian could tell the medication was wearing off. He moaned as his eyes flickered open.  “Oh, sweetheart, you can push the button for pain meds.”

“Hurts. Need you. Bed.”  Justin mumbled.

“I don’t know if I can move you, Sunshine.  Let me ask, Sweetheart.”

Brian buzzed the nurse’s desk and a male nurse walked in. “I need to know if moving his head will hurt him.  I want to sit behind him but of course he will have to move for me to do that.”

The nurse gave him an odd look.  “I have never had to ask a doctor that.”

As Justin moaned again and no more pain killer was allowed Brian snapped. “I don’t give a fuck what you’ve asked a doctor before. When I didn’t know if I would make it through the week the only thing that kept me going,” Brian’s voice went louder until Justin reacted with a cry. “Now, take that ass of yours out there and find a doctor.”

Moments later Dr. Singh walked in. “When the nurse said a tall, brunette had just reamed him out I knew you had arrived.”

“Justin is in a lot of pain.  He is at the top dose.” Brian quieted.  “I just want to hold him like he held me through so much pain.” Brian’s voice cracked.  “I just want to hold him. Is this normal? Should he have this much pain?”

“Brian, everyone reacts differently to surgeries.  He does seem to be having a tougher time than some. We had to work on an old wound.  Maybe I should put him under again.”

“No,” Justin whispered. “No more.”

“Ok, I will let you but if he hasn’t improved in the next hour or so we will have to put him back under so he doesn’t hurt himself.”  The doctor helped Justin lean forward which gave Brian enough room to slide his long leg behind Justin and straddle him. The doctor then gently guided Justin back against Brian’s chest.  Dr. Singh could have sworn she heard Justin sigh as Brian’s arms came around him. “I’ll be back,” and she left the room.

Brian’s mouth hovered near Justin’s ear.  “Hang in there, Baby. I love you.” Brian smoothed Justin’s hair back, avoiding the bandaged area. “Relax.” Brian kissed his ear. As he continued to stroke the soft blonde hair, Justin drifted off.

John arrived at the guest house knowing he really didn’t live there anymore. As he walked up to the guest house he glanced in the side light and saw Peter and Becca.  It was obvious he shouldn’t interrupt them. If he wasn’t mistaken, there was a whole new level to their relationship. He smiled as he walked away but now he wasn’t sure where to go.  He walked to the main house. As he entered he saw a blonde streak hurtling toward him. He squatted down just in time for his best girl to run into his arms.

“Hello Brinny, how’s my best girl?”

“Johnjohn.”  Brinn ran her hand over John’s hair and kissed him with a loud smack on his mouth.  

He stood with Brinn in his arms,“I will play later, sweetheart, but first I need to  rest a bit.”

“Is there a bed I can use?” He asked Alice.  “I don’t want to go to the B & B until Tony get’s here.”

“Why don’t you sleep in Gus’ room.  That will give you a little more room than the guest rooms.”

“Thanks, Alice,” he gave her a kiss on her cheek and handed Brinn to her.

“No go, John.” Brinn pouted.

“I need to sleep, Brinny.  Later.”

John walked into Gus’ room, carrying his luggage from Italy.  He threw his clothes on a chair and crawled into the bed, naked. Within seconds he was asleep.  

Peter and Becca had made love two more times that morning and then managed to make it to the kitchen. As the sausage fried, Peter pinned her to the counter and again kissed her.  Her arms went around his neck. “Peter, I think I just saw your brother. We should let him know he could sleep….”

“There are plenty of beds for him at the main house because I still have a few rooms that we need to….”  He picked Becca up and set her on the counter. She was in one of his T shirts. He pulled her as close to the edge as he dared and made her lean back a bit, giving him more room for what he was after. He was glad she was flexible as he spread her legs and brought his mouth down to her slit.  His tongue dipped in and out as he stroked the back of her thighs. His tongue would trail down and back up the inner thigh until she screamed and came in a violent orgasm. He kept licking and she kept spasming over and over. Finally, she linked her legs around him, making him stand up. He kissed her.  “I love you, Bex. I think I have loved you since the day I met you on the road.”

A couple hours later, Becca and Peter sat on the sofa watching old ‘He Man’ cartoons when there was a knock at the door.  When Peter opened it he found a very tired Tony on the other side.

“Is John here.  Where is Mi Amore?”

“John is sleeping somewhere at the main house.” Peter gave Tony a hug.  “I am glad you are here, Tony. John needs you.”

“No more than I need him,” and he was gone.

Tony walked into the kitchen and heard Alice talking to Brinn.  He found them folding clothes in Alice’s room. “Hello Alice. Where is he?”

She smiled.”He is in Gus’ room. And Tony, welcome home.”

He took the stairs two at a time and then opened the door to Gus’ room very quietly. John was snoring softly.  Tony quickly dropped his clothes and slid in next to John. “Mi Amore, my darling.”

Tony brushed his lips across John’s and then moved lower catching his taught nipple in his teeth.  

“God, I hope this isn’t a dream.”

Tony slid back up to John’s mouth and they both shed a couple tears. “I am so glad you are here.  Are you sure you stayed long enough? Is everything with your dad settled?”

“They sent me after you.  My dad said I belonged with my husband and that he would be fine. Please, darling, love me.”

John’s hands were everywhere at once.  Tony was sure he had more than two. John moved Tony to his back and, using lube, he entered Tony and with Tony coming up to meet him they made love at a fury pace. “I love you so much.  Thank you for coming home. I needed you and you were here.” John lost control and filled Tony, his husband, the only person he would ever be with again. Tony held John close as he had spasm after spasm between them.

“I appear to have made a mess on both of us.”

“We may just have to go wash that off in the shower and maybe we can go for round two?”

“And three, and four.” John crushed Tony into the mattress as he kissed him long and hard and bruising.

They did just that. They made love in the shower and as they started getting dressed to go to the hospital, John found himself on his knees by Tony and enjoyed the taste of him.

It was early evening by the time they arrived downstairs.  “Johnjohn! Come!”

“I am sorry, Sweety. I need to go.  I will see you tomorrow.” John placed a kiss on her forehead and left with Tony.

Tony and John went to the hospital before heading to their home. They found Brian sitting in the bed with a sleeping Justin.  Brian carefully moved from behind him and carefully laid him down. He slipped out of the room with Tony and John. After Brian hugged Tony, John asked Brian, “How was Justin today?”

“He was pretty good as long as I sit with him like that.  He seems to relax which seems to help with the pain.”

“What aren’t you telling us, Brian? Something is bothering you.”

“He doesn’t seem to be able to get a sentence together.  I know I need to be patient but you know I don’t do that well. I better get back in there before he wakes up.”

“Brian, why don’t you and Tony take a little walk to stretch your legs.  Tony spent hours on the plane and you have been in that room for hours.”

“I stretched while Jennifer was here with him.”

“Well if need be, I will sit behind him like you do.  I know he will realize it isn’t you but it might help him a bit.”

“Thanks, John, I probably could use a little walk and a little food.”

John slipped beside Justin hoping that would give him some comfort while Brian was gone. For a moment he seemed to relax but then tensed up again,”Brian?” Justin whispered.

“It’s John, Justin.  Brian will be right back.  He is getting something to eat.”

Justin’s face started to contort in pain so John decided to just talk softly hoping it would distract him.  “I saw Brinn today. She is such a beautiful little girl. She really does look like you. I can’t wait to meet my child…..”  John just continued to talk about the kids.

Brian arrived and Tony and John left for home.  The next two days were very much the same but each day Justin was awake more than the day before and the pain had definitely decreased. Now when he got restless it was usually for other reasons.  They started getting him out of bed and walking a bit. His right hand had a little problem but not nearly as bad as it had been after his bashing. The biggest problem seemed to be his speech. Brian could tell he wanted to talk but when he tried to actually say it only a couple words would come out.  The frustration was growing.

By the end of the week Dr. Singh was talking about sending him home.  The swelling was gone and so were the seizures. A therapist would come and help with the hand for a few weeks but she expected that would clear up in just a few weeks.  If the speech didn’t clear up on its own they would get a therapist for that, too.

After talking to the doctor, Brian went to tell Justin he was going home.  “Well, Sunshine, it looks like you are going to stop laying around here and go home in the morning.”  Brian kissed Justin and as he started pulling back Justin pulled him back. “Yes, I am going to make sure we have the go ahead on that, too.” The kiss deepened and his hand slid under the covers hoping Justin had a small reaction.  He was thrilled to find that was not a problem. “Very soon, Sunshine, very soon.”

Everyone was waiting at the main house when Brian arrived home with Justin. “Daddy daddy daddy!”  Brinn ran across the room and Justin dropped down to his knees and hugged his daughter as she kissed his entire face. “You no go daddy!” she scolded as she shook her finger in his face.  Everyone had to laugh.

Carefully Justin said, “I won’t.”  He looked over top of Brinn and saw Gus.  He waved him over and Gus hugged Justin. “Love you,” he said as he kissed Gus’ cheek.

Gus held onto him tightly. “I love you, too, Justin.  I missed you.”

Justin nodded at Brian. Justin wants me to tell all of you that he is feeling good but his speech isn’t back yet and his right hand has a little weakness yet but not bad and right now, I think he needs to get to bed.”

“Daddy, no go.”  Brinn’s bottom lip came out and a big tear rolled down her cheek.

“Come here, Sweetheart. You can come too. Gus if you want to come….”

“Dads you are just going to be all over each other the minute you get in that room. I know Justin loves me and I will talk to you later.” He hugged Justin.   “Oh, and don’t do anything until Brinn is down for her nap. She repeats everything.”

Tony, John, Becca, and Peter started giggling as Gus left the room.  “That is one smart boy.” Peter said as all of them started laughing out loud.

Peter grabbed the bag Brian had carried in.  “I’ll take this to the laundry room and bring the rest up for you later.  I will just set it outside your room.”

“Thanks, Peter.”  Brian carried Brinn in one arm and had his other arm around Justin.  They entered the room and Brian pulled Justin close. He kissed him deeply.  “I wonder how long she will stay awake.”

Justin reached for Brian’s crotch and began massaging. He smiled up at Brian, “Therapy.”

“I hope it is a requirement several hours a day.” Brian started kissing Justin again.  

“Dad,”  Brinn patted Brian’s face.

“Lay down, Sunshine.  Let’s give this doll a little play time.” For the next twenty minutes Brinn played with her daddies.  She climbed on them and kissed both of them and then made them kiss each other. “I love this girl!”

Brinn was yawning when there was a soft knock.  “If you men are decent I will take Brinn for a snack and a nap.” Alice called through the door.

Justin opened his mouth but the only thing that would come out was, “Come.”

Alice walked in.  Brinn fussed as Alice picked her up.  “You will have lots of time for your daddy later.  He needs his rest. She made an effort to catch Brian’s attention as she said this.  

“I know, Alice but the man needs his therapy.”  As he said this Justin reached over and grabbed Brian again.

Alice rolled her eyes. You two are so bad.  I am glad you are back, Justin.” She left with a whimpering Brinn.

Brian began whimpering himself as Justin worked his magic. Brian was rock hard when Justin stood and a bit awkwardly began removing his clothes. Brian started to help but Justin pushed his hand away. “I can!”   Justin instantly knew he had snapped unnecessarily. “Sorry.”

Brian reached out and ran his hands over Justin’s ass taking the pants with them.  “Please don’t deprive me the great pleasure of feeling that ass.”

“Never….In me.”

“Are you ready, Sunshine?”

“Please…” Justin moaned as Brian stroked his penis.  

Brian slid his tongue down Justin’s crack and then dipped into him.  “Please, Baby.” Justin cried.’

Brian pressed into him and soon he was all the way in. He slowly began to move. Justin felt the pressure growing in him. “Brian, I ...love...you.  I needed you so bad. Please, baby, touch me too.”

Brian didn’t dare say anything but Justin had just spoke with no hesitation.  Justin’s speech had cleared when he had gotten a rhythm. The thought came and went as he reached for Justin’s cock and brought him to a climax as Justin tightened around Brian. Brian flipped both of them to their sides and lay as one.  In moments they were both sleeping.

A little later Brian woke to the feel of Justin working his way down and soon had Brian’s dick in his mouth. Brian arched to give Justin more access. “I am sure that is helping strengthen some muscles. I know it is getting me all worked out or up or…..Oh, GOD!” Brian climaxed as Justin swallowed it all.

“Justin, you need to take it easy. You just got out of the hospital today.”

“Needed you.”

“I needed you, too, Sunshine.  I always need you. You belong by my side.  And now, you need to be fed.”

“Minute,” Justin said, looking deep into Brian’s eyes. “What if ………” he slammed his hand into the mattress. “What if...never better?”

“Justin, there is nothing wrong with you.  Your heart is bigger than ever. You’re loving and sexy as hell.  If your speech doesn’t get better won’t make any difference. I will love you forever and you can always make yourself understood to me.”

“Brinn.  Carry her.”

If you can’t carry Brinn isn’t so bad.  She can walk and you can left her. Soon she will want to do it herself anyway.”

“Love her,” Justin had tears in his eyes.

“She knows her daddies love her and will always love her.  Justin, you’re perfect for us, no matter what.”

Justin pulled Brian on top of him once more.  “No. Justin. We…..” Justin pulled Brian’s head down again and their lips parted.  As Justin’s tongue invaded Brian’s mouth he took Brian’t cock in his hand. Brian finally pulled away and immediately got out of bed.  “You don’t know how glad I am that you are back to normal but if I don’t make you go eat Alice my just cut off that part you are so fond of.”  He glanced down at his erection. “I promise we have plenty of time for this and I really hope you will be up for a little reverse. I can’t believe I am even saying this.  I miss feeling you inside me.”

Both men pulled on shorts and T’s.  Justin peeked into the nursery and was greeted with, “My Daddy.”  

Justin walked over and then hesitated as he reached for her.  “Go ahead and pick her up,” Brian walked up to him. “I don’t think you will have a problem getting her out.”  Justin hesitate. “Sunshine, I’m right here. She won’t get hurt.”

Justin bent over and started lifting her but he stopped and repositioned himself.  He took one of Brinn’s hands and brought it to his neck. Brinn instinctively reached up with the other and laced them around his neck.  Now, using mainly his left arm and his right arm for balance he easily picked up Brinn. Brinn seemed to understand Daddy was a little different but she didn’t care.  She’s adapt. Brian kissed both of them. Looking at Justin, Brian said, “I am sure in a few days you will have no trouble carrying her downstairs. But, right now you have had enough workout for the moment.”

Justin nodded, “Not safe.” He allowed Brian to take Brinn.  “Soon. Tired.”

“I do believe we both wore each other out.  Let’s go find a snack to tide us over to dinner. Are you hungry, Brinny?”

“Numnums!”

It was hard to imagine that summer was over.  As soon as Justin was home everyone else was leaving.  Becca had moved into the guest house with Peter and Tony and John had moved all their things to the B & B while for the first time in a very long time the main house was just Brian and Justin, Brinn and Gus, and Alice.  Alice took care of the cooking and Brinn while a cleaning agency took care of the house.

Tony and John were settling into their new home together.  The renovations on the place were going well. A section of the first floor had been changed into a small apartment for Jim and Mary.  They both seemed to be happy with the changes. Jim kept himself busy outside while Mary spent her day in the sitting room of the B & B reading most of the day.  The house was rarely quiet with the kitchen being renovated as well as some changes to the rooms upstairs. College had started again and both men were finishing up their degrees. They had a plan. Tony was working on the business plan for the B & B as his final project.  John was finishing his advertising classes working at Kinnetic part-time and joining Tony working on the advertising side of the business plan at home. They were both pushing to be mostly done by Thanksgiving when the baby arrived. The week of Christmas was supposed to be their first weekend open.

They had decided as long as the place wasn’t open for business yet they may as well use the Premier suite.  They would hate giving it up when the time came but they would be living in an apartment above the garage. It was being renovated now.  The space wasn’t much more than a couple bedrooms a bath and a large living area but it was perfect for a new family. The office was in the main house and although they were always at work they had a sanctuary. Life was so good right now. Jim was eager for it to reopen and be in charge of the front desk most days. Tony and John will manage the place and for now they were going to do the cooking but were on the lookout for a cook, at least part time.  Mary couldn’t do the work anymore but agreed to help them in the kitchen when she was up to it and would be a consultant for quantities, etc.

Peter and Becca were still exploring their relationship.  When Becca moved in she had done so letting Peter know she was going to have her own room.  That didn’t mean she wouldn’t spend most nights with him but she just wanted the option. In many ways she was shy although Peter made her comfortable somehow.  Someday she would need to tell him the truth about her family and her past but right now was not the time. She was so happy. She was happier than she had ever been.  She felt secure here. She didn’t expect her past to come looking for her but if they did, she now had her own family. Their classes were back in session and they were lucky that most of their classes were on a similar schedule.  Even though they were focusing on very different degrees they enjoyed studying together.

Peter lived and breathed his uncle’s business.  John enjoyed the business end of it but Peter was an ad man.  He loved the creative end of it. Becca on the other hand was a psychology major and was leaning toward some kind of counseling.  As they both had a book in their lap and Peter had an arm around her it was getting harder to focus. Peter took the book off his own lap and then started tugging on Becca’s as his tongue trailed around her ear.  “Bex, I need your help.” He took her hand and laid it in his lap. “I seem to have something growing and,” Becca allowed him to move the book and she put her hands on his shoulders and pushed him backward onto the couch. Her mouth landed on his and his arms went around her.  Before she knew what was happening he had pinned her under him and had his arms tightly around her making it impossible for her to move or push him off of her.

Becca started to have trouble breathing which had nothing to do with Peter.  The panic over took her. “Get off me! Get off me! Get off me!” Becca screamed in obvious fear.

Peter immediately got off her with a shocked look on his face.  “Becca, I am so sorry. What’s wrong?”

She jumped up and stood by the glass doors, her arms wrapped around herself.  Peter approached her from the side, not wanting to surprise her. “Bex, what can I do? What did I do?” He touched her shoulder and was relieved when she turned into his arms and held onto him tightly.

“I am sorry, Peter.  You didn’t do anything wrong.  It was me. It is always me.”

“Oh, Bex,” He picked her up and carried her to a chair, holding her on his lap.  “Is this good?”

After bringing her arms around his neck and burying her head in his neck he could feel her nod her head.

Peter held her just waiting for her to talk.  After about fifteen minutes she got up and poured some water into a glass.  She slowly drank it. “I don’t know if I can talk about it.”

“You don’t have to if you don’t want to just let me know if there is anything else I need to stay away from.  I was just playing around.”

“I know you were.  I couldn’t control it.  I…..” she stopped for a minute.  “I can’t be trapped and if you want to do something new please let me know what you are going to do. And, could you hold me?”

“I plan to do that the rest of our lives.” He pressed his lips to her ears. “I will listen any time you are ready.”

“That will take several drinks”

“I have plenty to drink here and all night to listen, if you are ready.”

“I don’t know if I can tell you all of it. I just…”

“We have a lifetime, Bex. A lifetime to share.”

She stood up and offered Peter her hand. She pointed at a bottle of whiskey and he picked it up.  “Love me, Peter, and then we will drink and talk.”

Clothes flew and after little foreplay Becca made it obvious she was ready when she grabbed his dick and guided it  inside. It was almost like she was possessed. He couldn’t say she wasn’t enjoying it but it was more like she was going through a script.  Soon she was lying, propped up half against the headboard and half against Peter. She downed the equivalent of two shots and then she started sipping a third.

“I have a confession to make,  I wasn’t a virgin that first night.  Far from it. The first time I had sex I wasn’t much older than Brinn, not that I remember it.” She finished her glass and poured another.  My mother was a single mom and had a string of ‘daddies’ for me. Many of them spent more time in my bedroom then hers.”

Peter couldn’t breath.  “But, the first time you….”

“I bled.  Yes, I did.  I had to have surgery to repair damage and the doctor created a new hymen.  I don’t know why. It’s not like I could forget all the pain and…” She turned into Peter. “I hurt so bad so much of the time.  Every time I was about healed he came back and ripped me up again. I am kind of glad I don’t remember. I just remember this grown man pressing me into the mattress so hard I wasn’t sure if I could breath, and the the sear of pain….” Her lips searched out  his and he gently took her mouth with his. He slowly aroused her again, doing anything to bring her pleasure. When he had brought her to the edge three times and stopped at the brink but then finally with gentleness he didn’t know he had inside him, he guided her over into a land of joy and pleasure.  As tears ran down her cheeks she said, “I love you. Thank you, darling.” And then she drifted off.

Peter couldn’t sleep.  He couldn’t fathom what she went through.  He pictured precious Brinn and he wanted to kill someone.  He could reach his phone and texted John. ‘Need to talk soon. Lunch tomorrow?’  A couple minutes later he had a response. ‘B&B at 12:30?’ John responded.

Peter responded, ‘Yes, alone, please.’  ‘Alone.’ came back.

Peter arrived on time the next day for lunch.  “Hey, Bro, what is going on? What is so serious?”

Peter stepped into John’s arms and John held his younger brother. “What’s wrong, Peter?”   

“It’s Becca.”

“You two didn’t break up did you? I wasn’t surprised you and Tiff…”

“She was abused.  I mean horribly abused as a kid.  I mean a little kid. She was raped over and over when she was just a little older than Brinn.  I don’t know if I can handle this. I want to kill someone. I want someone to pay for…”

“Becca’s the one, isn’t she.  You know it, already. I am so sorry for her. Did she just decide to tell you?”

Peter told John about everything that had happened the night before, how he was playing around and she freaked out. “I just don’t know if I can accept it like she does.  I don’t know how to…..”

“You just have to love her, Peter.  You have to be there for her. You need to listen if she wants to talk, be sensitive to her feelings.  Pete, just love her the way she deserves.”

“But think about it, Brinn’s age.  I can’t...how could they.”

“We know about sick.  Sick comes in a lot of forms. Let’s go and see what Tony set aside for us for lunch.”

When Peter was driving home he was so glad he and John were back on  good terms. He needed him in his life. He thought of his mom as he drove home too. No, she wasn’t a good mom but in her own weird way she cared about them.   Maybe he would check on her soon.

Brian spent as much time with Justin as he could but the man had become almost obsessed with sex.  He was never satisfied. He had locked the office door and tried to get some work done he needed to do. Gus was at school and last he had seen them, Brinn and Justin were playing on the floor in the kitchen.

Brinn was playing with her toys and for the fifteenth time Brinn handed Justin one of her dolls, “Daddy, kiss.”

“Enough!” Justin shouted as he threw the toy across the floor.

Instantly, tears rolled down Brinn’s face and she ran to Alice’s side, clinging to her leg.  Alice looked at Justin with a little shock but understanding. Justin sat on the floor with a stunned look on his face.  He had never spoke to his daughter with that tone of voice. How could he take his frustration out on Brinn.” Alice scooped up Brinn and headed to her room with her.  Once he was in her bedroom she buzzed Brian in the office. She gave a quick explanation and Brian headed to the kitchen.

Justin sat on the sectional with tears running down his face. Brian sat next to him.  “Cruel. Mean.”

Brian wrapped his arms around Justin.  “You are not cruel or mean. You are frustrated that your speech hasn’t come along as fast as you want.  If I ever run it to Chris Hobbs, he will fail in life quickly. I will ruin him. You just want your life back to normal.”

“Brinn hate me.”

“Your daughter loves you. You know that.  She probably has already forgotten about it. Alice is probably reading to her and telling her how sorry her daddy is.  I promise you will improve soon.”

Brian sensed Justin’s change.  Justin’s hand had begun to move to Brian’s crotch.  “You seem to have trouble keeping your hands to yourself and I can’t believe I have a problem with that.” Justin’s deft hands had already caused him to stiffen.  Brian stood and offered his hand to Justin. He swatted Justin’s ass quite hard.

“OW.”  Justin yelped but then smiled at Brian and stuck his ass out farther.  “More?” Brian repeated it and pointed to the bedroom.

Once in their room Brian kissed Justin with so much passion Justin’s legs buckled  They worked their way to the bed. “Justin, will you do something for me? I want you to keep talking while we make love.  Don’t think about it. Maybe you can sing a song or quote a poem, just do your best to keep going.”

“Yes, why?”

Brian was rubbing Justin’s now bare ass and Justin sighed as Brian entered. “Love you.”  As Brian got into a rhythm and Justin came back to meet him. “I… Love ...you. I love..you. Brian, I love you. I love my family.  I feel so bad I yelled at Brinn. I am so glad you are my family. I’m glad Gus is here. Oh, god, Brian! I am going to cum, I’m cumming, I…..I’m speaking better!  My words are com…..He let out a shout as he came. “I love you!”

As they laid there later.  Brian looked at Justin. “You were speaking really well.”

“Make love 24 hours a day. Talk better.” Justin said as he started sliding down Brian’s body.

“I think it is your turn.  Pick a song to play in your mind as you screw me.  Talk to me. Drive me crazy.”

Justin did just that.  He forced his way into Brian’s hole and slowly began to move.  “I need to love you, Brian. I need to always be with you, inside you with your ass pulsing around me.”  And just like that Justin shot his load into Brian while Brian orgasmed with him.”

As they relaxed together, Brian said, “When you talk, try to speak to the beat of a song playing in your head.”

Justin thought for a moment. ‘I can talk much better if I think about a song.”  The speech was a bit robotic but it was coming along and working quickly.

“Justin, I knew you would figure it out right away.  Just keep thinking like that when you talk. Fro me your look says it all but with the rest of the world you will be able to finish your thoughts.”

“With Brinn?”

“Brinn loves her daddy no matter what. Just like I do.”  Brian pulled him close and they both closed their eyes to get a little rest.

Brian invited everyone to brunch the following morning.  Justin had a new trick to show off. When Brinn saw John and Tony came in the door she ran over.  She looked up at Tony as he put an arm around John. “No, Tony. My John!” She reached up and John swooped her up high above his head and she giggled.

“Now listen, Miss Thing, Tony is my husband and as much as I love you, I love him more.” With his free arm he caught Tony’s waist and pulled him in close.  He kissed him longer than he expected to but got carried away. By the time they finally broke apart everyone in the room was watching and they all started laughing.

Peter and Becca had come in and Gus came flying into the kitchen.  He had hit the age when he was always ready to eat. He was nearly thirteen and had started a growth spurt.  It wouldn’t be long before he could no longer be called a kid.

Justin looped his arm around Gus.  He smiled when Gus put his arm around him, too. He kissed Gus’ head and realized how tall he had gotten already.  It wouldn’t be long and he would be as tall or taller than Justin.

Justin tried not to think too hard as he started to talk.  “I am glad you could all make it today. We need to try to do this once a week or at least every two weeks.”  Justin finished the two sentences with no stopping. The speech was a little stilted but the words came out.

Everyone was amazed.  Becca asked, “What are you doing?  How did you manage to do that so quickly? I think you are timing something.”  She stopped. “I am so sorry. It isn’t my place to ask questions like that. I just had taken a class that covered speech issues.

Brian being Brian walked up behind Justin and, putting his hands on Justin’s hips, started the motions of making love to him.   ‘We found out he could speak clearly when he had a steady beat to follow.” He started pulling Justin out of the room, “We’ll see you….”  After a couple steps he stopped and kissed Justin, then walked toward the table.

Becca and Peter helped Alice set the food on the table. Soon conversation and laughter filled the air.  Brinn sat on John’s lap and ate off his plate. Peter seemed extra attentive to Becca, Justin noticed. He may try to talk to him soon.  As much as he loved children he really hoped she wasn’t pregnant. They were too young in age and in the relationship.

Tony and John talked about the progress of the B & B. “We were wondering if you had any names in mind,” Tony asked Brian and Justin.

Justin looked at Brian, “You two decide and run it past us.  It is your place.” Justin smiled as he finished. “Since my studio will be there I can’t say it….” Brian rubbing his back distracted him enough to have difficulty speaking, “doesn’t matter …  but it isn’t like I will have the name ... on my place.” Justin’s hand slipped into Brian’s lap. It just felt right there. He began to ‘exercise’ it.

After a few minutes, Brian stood up just as Alice did.  She said, “I have to head out. I will be back tomorrow evening.  Becca, you are available, right?”

“Yes, I will sleep in my old room and if you need me to watch Brinn I am available.” Becca assured them.

“I hope I am sleeping there, too?” Peter kissed her.  He pulled her close but was sure not to hold on too tightly.

“Yes, please.”  She said quietly.

Justin knew someone needed to talk to Peter.  Something was going on or had gone on. He would try to catch John.  Maybe he knew what was going on.

The conversations went on for some time later.  Peter and Becca headed back to the guest house to get some clothes which gave Justin the chance to talk to John.  “John, have you talked to..” Justin caught himself swaying his hips in a not so appropriate way to keep his speech going smoothly.  “Sorry, I have to remember to time it to music, not other things.”

John gave him a hug.  “I am just so impressed you have improved so much.”

“Have you talked to Peter? Is there a problem?” Justin slowed his speech and he did better.

“Peter is good.  I should have known you would notice.  It isn’t my place to tell you what is up but it has to do with Becca’s past.  She had it rough and that is putting it mildly. She is starting to open up to Pete and he is about as comfortable with emotions as Brian is.”

“I am glad he has you to talk to.  I am so glad you are as close as you are. Let’s try to do this every Sunday, at least until you are up and running. Have you heard more about the baby?”

“Tina is being a little difficult.  She won’t tell me if it is a boy or girl but she sure will take Uncle Brian’s money.  Justin, what if after the baby is born she changes her mind? She can’t raise a baby. She is too unstable.”

“Would you like us to talk to her?  It is getting close to Brinn’s birthday I could reach out with a recent picture.”

“I am not sure.  I think she is unstable.  Maybe Brian can connect with someone at the office she is working at.  Maybe someone there would tell him what her state of mind is. I just worry so much about what is going on.”

“I will see what Bri can do. We will see what we can find out. Just thinking about your uncle makes me so ……I am sure it is time for Brinn to take a nap.”

It was a beautiful day and Pete and Becca stayed out by the pool with Gus while Brian and Justin laid Brinn down for a nap.  As Brian lay Brinn down he felt Justin’s hand going down his pants. His finger began trailing down the valley between his cheeks and then began massaging his opening. “God, Justin, you can make me so hot so…” He turned around and crushed his lips against Justin’s.  “You are asking for it.” He pushed Justin out of the nursery and as soon as the door was closed Brian ripped Justin’s pants off and pulled his dick free. He plunged into Justin. As he thrust he said, “You have been very, very bad and I am going to make you beg for more.  Pressing himself in deeply, he reached around and grabbed Justin’s penis. He moved his hand faster and faster as Justin contracted around him with his anus muscles. Justin’s legs nearly buckled and he shook. Brian stopped moving his hand, “You aren’t cumming yet. I am not ready to cum so you aren’t either.

Brian pulled out for a moment and directed Justin to lean over the arm of the chair. With just his bare hand he spanked Justin until there was just a nice red shade to his cheeks and then he began running his fingernails up and down the warmed skin.  

“Brian, I can’t…”

“Oh, yes you can and you will until I tell you it’s time.”  He plunged into Justin and this time he moved erratically. First short rapid movements and the long, slow movements. He finally was ready.  “I’m cumming but don’t cum yet. Just hold on.” As soon as he had emptied himself he pulled Justin up and took his place. “Take me, Sunshine. I want you to.” Justin obliged  “I love you so much, but, you are wearing me down, my love.

Brian went back to the office full time by mid-September. Brian had contacted his colleague working with Tina.  He admitted she seemed to be struggling emotionally but physically she seemed fine and she was doing excellent work for him.  He hoped she stayed on. Brian called John and at least gave him a little relief in his worries about her physical being. Brian had to take an overnight trip to the west coast.  Maybe he would take an extra day and do a layover in Colorado. He had Cynthia set it up.

Justin’s speech continued to improve and was getting more spontaneous all the time.  He had a couple more outbursts with Brinn but he now seemed to have that under control also.  There was just one thing that seemed out of sync and he wasn’t too upset about it. He just couldn’t get enough of his husband. Brian was gone every day and he was lonely and now Brian was leaving at the end of the week for a couple days.  What was he going to do? He would be gone for more than 48 hours. He decided he would just have to go into the city and make Brian take care of his needs at the office.

“Hey, Alice, I will be back.”  Justin kissed Brinn in her chair.

“And where do you think you are going?” Alice grabbed the back of his shirt. “You have not been cleared to drive.”

“Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do.  I will be home whenever I get done with my husband.”

“Justin, you are being impulsive and careless.”

“Alice, I need to be with him.  He is going away tomorrow. He loves it when I come at noon and I haven’t been able to do that for weeks.”  A tear formed in his eye and rolled down his cheek. “I just want everything back to normal.”

“Justin it has only been a month since you had brain surgery.”

“And it’s been more than a month since I was able to… I will be back.”  And he was out the door.

Alice picked up the phone and called Brian. Cynthia put her right through.  “Alice, is everything OK? Is something wrong with Justin or Brinn?

“Brian, I tried to stop him.”

“Tried to stop who?”

“Justin just drove away.  He is coming to you to have a lunch date. I tried to tell him it wasn’t safe. I tried to tell him it wasn’t logical. He just said you were going to be gone and he needed you now.”

“Thanks, Alice. I will let you know when he arrives.” And he hung up.  Brian walked to the door, “Cynthia!” He didn’t know if he was more scared or angry.

“Brian, what is the problem?”

“Justin decided he needed to drive in for a nooner. Damn it.  He shouldn’t be driving yet. I guess you better order us some lunch and then cancel my afternoon appointments.  Or better yet, handle them yourself. I think there is just the one and it is ready.”

Brian had checked the traffic report twice when Justin hadn’t arrived in the next 45 minutes.  He was ready to call after an hour when Justin walked in with a new haircut. Brian pulled him into the office and took him in his arms, nearly in tears.  He kissed him all over his face. “Where the hell have you been. I have been so scared. I would spank you but you would enjoy it. I need to tell Alice you made it.”  He quickly texted her. Finally, he pulled Justin close. “Sunshine, you aren’t supposed to drive yet. I know you are just about as good as normal but the doctor has to clear you, baby.  I love you too much to think I could lose you on the road.”

After Brian had held him for several minutes he kissed him long and ran his hand over Justin’s new haircut. “You are gorgeous, by the way. You are so damn sexy!”  Justin dropped to his knees, untying Brian’s pants as he went down. Soon Brian was balanced against the desk as he came in Justin’s mouth but Justin didn’t stop. He kept working until Brian was ready to come again. He stood up and turned with Brian so he was against the desk, dropping his pants.  Brian put him on the desk and soon, Justin’s feet were over Brian’s shoulder and Brian was deep inside him. He bent over and kissed Justin. “Don’t do that again, please, Sunshine. I couldn’t lose you when I just got you back.”

They ate the lunch Cynthia ordered for them. Brian looked at lunch.  “Justin, do you realize how unsafe it was for you to come here?”

“I didn’t have any problems, Brian.  Really. The doctor will probably approve me to drive next week.”

“Baby, you know you are still having trouble and impulsivity is major while driving.”

“Wasn’t it worth it?”

“NO, as much as I love sex with you my life would be worthless if something had happened to you.”

“Ok, ok.  I will drive straight home.”

“No, you are not driving anywhere. Why did I waste my breath?  You aren’t listening. Cynthia is covering my afternoon and I will drive you home.  Give your keys to Cynthia. An intern will drive the SUV home. Let’s go home.”

Justin started saying something a couple times but his speech wasn’t working after Brian’s dressing down. As they drove home in the Stingray Brian reached over and took Justin’s hand. “I love you, Sunshine, that’s why I was so concerned.”  

Justin slipped his hand into Brian’s lap.  Brian sighed. “You are incredible!” As Brian pulled up to a stoplight,

Justin unzipped Brian’s fly and slid his hand in. “I’m sorry, Brian.  I know I was stupid.”

“Not stupid.  Your mind just needs to reboot in that area yet.” He removed Justin’s hand as he started driving.  Each stoplight there was a repeat. Justin’s hand went into Brian’s pants. As they left the city Justin undid his seatbelt without Brian noticing.  At the next stoplight Justin leaned over and took Brian in his mouth. “Justin! How can I drive… oh, god!” He physically pushed Justin off as he started again.  By the time they were getting close Justin was more persistent. Brian was going crazy by this that time.

Brian saw the driveway to the B&B.  The second the car was in park, somehow Justin had his pants off and he straddled Brian as he laid the seat down. Soon Justin was riding Brian’s well prepared cock and they both climaxed in grunts and groans.  As Justin lay on top of Brian, Brian’s phone beeped. He pulled it out of his pocket. It was John. ‘I am guessing you are just getting busy at the end of my driveway, which by the way better not happen when we are in business. If you need something let me know.”

Brian showed it to Justin.  Justin had a smirk on his face. “What is that smile for, Sunshine?”

I’m sorry I drove into town.  I do understand that was stupid and I promise not to do it again until the doctor gives me the go ahead but as for the sex in the Stingray...I have wanted to do that forever and I finally had the chance.”  He kissed Brian deeply and rolled into his seat pulling his pants back on.

“Justin, are you trying to tell me that you…”

“I just wanted to have sex in here.”  he laughed as Brian shook his head and drove off.

Early the next morning Brian kissed Justin goodbye after making sure Justin would feel him at least a day or two. “I love you, Sunshine.  I will be home Friday evening and I promise this weekend is for family.”

Justin laid in the bed still feeling Brian’s warmth inside and outside and began counting down the time until they were together again.

Still laying in bed, Justin made plans to distract him while Brian was gone. He needed to find something to distract himself so he was going to get his studio set up and ready to move.  He heard Brinn and immediately went to get his daughter. “Got her, Alice,” he said into the intercom. He carefully picked her up out of the crib. “Good morning, Beautiful.”

“My Daddy!” She said sweetly and held on tightly to his neck tightly.

“Let’s get that wet diaper changed and then….”  Peter came through the door. “Let me guess,” Justin snapped, “I can’t be trusted to carry my daughter down the steps.” Brinn’s lip started to tremble at Justin’s tone.  “I’m sorry, Sweetheart. Did I scare you?” He bent over and kissed her and soon had her giggling with kisses on her bare tummy.

“I volunteered when I saw Alice’s face,” Peter said.  “And, I kinda wanted to talk to you if you don’t mind.”

“I’m sorry I snapped.  I am just tired of not being able to do all my normal things. And, Peter, I am here for you to talk to anytime.  I could really use your help today if you are free or whenever you are free.”

“I have a class in half an hour but then I will be free for the day.  I should be able to be back here around 10:00 if that works.”

“That would be perfect.  I will be at the new studio, if I can be allowed to drive that far.”

Peter picked up Brinn now that she was dry and in fresh clothes.  “Justin, why don’t you just pack up here first. When I get back I will drive you over to the new studio.” Justin didn’t look happy at that suggestion. “Justin, look at this face,” he directed Brinn to him.  “I don’t want to be the one at her graduation saying that her daddy was just too stubborn to wait…..”

“Ok, ok, I’ll wait for you.”

“Justin, it won’t be long.” Peter handed Brinn back to him. “I will see you at 10:00,” and he was gone.  

After feeding Brinn  he turned her over to Alice and started working in the studio. He heard the door open and close.  He glanced up and saw Becca standing just inside the door. “Hey, Becca. Peter isn’t here, yet. Did you rope you in to help?”

“No, but I am free. I’d be glad to help if you tell me what to do.”

“I’m sorry obviously you didn’t come here to work.  Don’t feel like you have to.”

“But I would like to talk to you and I think it might actually be easier if I have something to do while we talk.”

Justin pointed out some paints and tools that could be boxed up and he continued doing what he was doing.  It sounded like he might get the whole story today. After the silence went on for five minute Justin glanced up and noticed Becca was just staring into the box in front of her.  “Becca,” Justin said quickly, “did you need…,” he noticed how much she was shaking.

“Can we sit down?” Justin politely asked.  “I could use a break.” He put an arm around her waist and led her over to the sofa. When they sat he left his arm there.

“Thank you.  I know you didn’t need to sit and you probably would rather be working.”

“Becca, I am always here for family.” He went silent and waited for her to speak.

“Have you talked to Peter?”

“Not about anything important and this sounds important.”

“I’m messed up, physically.  I was treated really bad as a kid and because of it I have lots of issues.  The other day I freaked out on him when he was just playing around with me. He wasn’t doing anything wrong, he was just going to love me and my body reacted badly.”

“I am sure Peter understood once you explained it to him. But I didn’t tell him everything.” Tears started flowing and her head instinctively fell onto Justin’s shoulder. He left his arm loosely around her waist.

“He says he wants to be together forever.  He sees us getting married sometime but he will never want to marry me when he finds out I can’t have children.”

As Justin tightened his grip on her he felt her tense so he immediately lightened his hold.  “You haven’t talked to him about that yet?”

“No, I don’t know how to tell him.”

“Don’t sell Peter short.  Give him a chance. I am guessing you told him things you haven’t told me, which is the way it should be.”

“I know I have nothing to be ashamed of but I still feel that way. I was a baby.  I wasn’t much older than Brinn. I didn’t know what was going on.”

Justin tried to hide his shock, his repulsion.  Not at her but at what was done to her. How could a man...no not a man. How could an animal do that to a baby? Just the thought of someone coming near her. “Oh, Becca.” He stroked her cheek and kissed her head.  “Have you talked to someone who knows how to help you with this?”

“I have and I will not let it ruin my life.  I am a survivor and feel so lucky to have ended up here. I never dreamt I would find someone like Peter.  I didn’t think I would ever want to be with a man but I knew right away with him. I just don’t want to lose him.  He treats me the way I should be treated. I love him.”

As if on command the door opened and Peter walked in. He saw Justin with his arm around Becca and could tell it was a heavy conversation. “Justin, are  you moving in on my girl. You better back off or I will talk to Uncle Brian.”

Becca quickly wiped her eyes. “I was just leaving. I promised Alice I would watch Brinn while she went to get groceries and then be there for Gus when he gets home.” She kissed Justin on the cheek and then kissed Peter with such passion he was instantly aroused. “Later, lover.”  She kissed him once more just long enough to make him grab for her as she walked out.

Peter looked over at Justin. “She told you?”

“She told me enough to want to kill someone and to not let my daughter out of my sight.”

“What kind of human….?”

“Don’t go there, Peter.  You can’t change the past but you can change her future. She loves you, very much.”

“I love her, too. Let’s start packing up.  I can work and talk at the same time.”

They packed up boxes and wrapped canvas.  Justin looked over at Peter as he loaded the SUV.  “Have you told her that your mom…”

“No!  I couldn’t.  I don’t want her to….”

“To know you can relate on some level. That your mother did things that made you….”

“Uncomfortable?  Justin I can’t even compare the two.  She is lucky to be alive. She could have been killed.” He threw the last box in the back and shut the door. “Let’s go.”

Justin didn’t push him. He understood how he must feel. They drove in silence to the new studio.  When the vehicle was unloaded, Peter left to get another load while Justin unpacked.

The door opened and Justin kept unpacking. “Sorry Brinn’s Place isn’t open yet.”  He turned and saw John.

“Brinn’s Place. I like that.  I am guessing she will be here often and of course she owns her daddy so she owns everything her daddy does. “

“Then your place should be named that because you are as bad as I am.”

“You know I will always love Brinn but she is going to have to understand she isn’t the only  love of my life. I can’t believe there is only about six weeks until the baby is here. Did Brian say anything about seeing Tina?”

“He is spending an extra night away to spend a night in Colorado.”

“Really? He didn’t have to…”

“Yes, he did.  Tina has to quit pulling our chain.  We have talked about it and we hope you will agree that we need to create some space between us and Tina for a while.  Hopefully not forever but for now she isn’t in a healthy place.”

“I have noticed that, too.  She seems to think that caring our child is a game and there has to be winners and losers.”

“Hopefully, Brian can figure something out with her.”  As the talked Justin was busy unpacking. By the time Pete arrived back John helped him unpack while Justin continued unpacking.  

Tony dropped off some food but Justin wouldn’t stop for lunch when the other two did.  He just continued working. He had to get everything just so. “Hey, Justin, I meant to ask you, what were you and Brian doing at the end of the driveway?  Well, knowing you two I have a pretty good idea what you were doing but why at the end of my driveway?”

This distracted Justin enough he sat down for a few minutes. “Brian was treating me like a child and wouldn’t let me drive home so I decided to act like one and taunted him all the way home.  Let’s just say we didn’t quite make it home. God, your uncle is the best….”

In unison Pete and John said, “Stop.” John continued, “We really don’t need details but I am so glad you are part of the family. Why don’t you eat some of the food Tony brought.”

“No thanks, I need to keep going.  I want to get this….” Justin drifted off into what he was doing.

Peter helped unpack while John went back up to the main house. The sun was going down when Peter tried to stop Justin.  “Hey, we need to go back. You have been here eight hours and dinner will be ready and Alice will be mad if we aren’t there.”

“I just want to finish this box.”

Peter stepped between Justin and the box. “We need to go now, Justin.  We can come back in the morning. Brinn will want her daddy.”

“Ya, ya you are right.”

Peter guided Justin out to the vehicle and locked the door to the studio.  By the time they arrived back at the main house, Brinn was upset and Alice was just mad. “Where have you been all day. You are still recovering from brain surgery.  Your daughter has been asking for you and you wouldn’t pick up your phone.”

Under his breath Peter added, “He hasn’t eaten all day.”

“And you haven’t eaten?  I thought you wanted us to trust you again to drive and care for Brinn but that isn’t happening….”

“Excuse me, Alice but the last thing I remember, you were our employee.  You do what we ask.”

Peter took a step back putting an arm around Gus who had just come down to eat. He didn’t want to be in on this and Gus didn’t need to get in the way..  Becca looked at Peter but then approached Justin. Laying a hand on his shoulder she turned his focus to her. “Justin, I think you need to take a few minutes. She touched his face, “You know Alice is family but that doesn’t mean we can take advantage of her.”

Justin took a deep breath.  He knew Becca was right. He looked over at Alice and took a deep breath.  He stepped toward Alice and Brinn. He reached out and took Brinn. “I am sorry, Alice.I don’t know what….”

“You had brain surgery a month ago and you have worked hard all day not to mention your love is out of town. However, this little one,” She kissed Brinn, “needs you and if you ever talk to me that way again, I will be out of here. Let’s eat.”

John found Tony in the office. He wrapped his arms tightly around Tony and slowly shot his tongue in and out of Tony’s ear.  His fingers began to undo buttons on Tony’s shirt and when the buttons were open he started on Tony’s pants. He pulled the office chair back and then turned the chair so Tony was facing me. He dropped to his knees between Tony’s legs and pulled out Tony’s growing cock. He lowered his mouth onto it and sighed with pleasure.  He was in no hurry. Every lick, every stroke, every nibble or suck was pure pleasure. John loved this man so much just the thought of giving him pleasure was enough for him. As Tony was on the verge, John stopped. “What do you want darling? Do you want me to take you? Do you want to take me?”

Tony stood on wobbly legs and leaned over the desk as John positioned himself as he pressed inward. It wasn’t long before Tony convulsed over the desk and with a cry grabbed a tissue so he didn’t ruin the papers on the desk. John thrust several times more before grabbing Tony’s pelvis and held Tony tightly against him as he quietly filled the love of his life.  

As they both calmed down, Tony turned into John’s arm and kissed him so deeply he was instantly ready to go again.  “Let’s grab some food that we can take up to the room. It’s my turn this time. I want to be so deep in you that when I cum you can taste it!” Tony slammed John against the wall, “Now, let’s go find us some dinner. We are going to need our strength.”

After dinner was finished at the main house, Peter and Becca went up to the room they were staying in.   Brinn was playing by the sectional while Gus kept an eye on her while watching a show. Justin walked over to Alice, “I am sorry, Alice.  I don’t know what came over me.”

“You worked too long and you became more impulsive.  Would you do that with Brinn if someone else wasn’t around?  You need to take care of yourself, not for yourself for your family.”

“I know. I am going to go to bed as soon as the kids do.  You go ahead and do your own things. Gus can carry Brinn upstairs for me.”

Alice nodded and went to her room.

Justin sat down next to Gus.  “I’m sorry, Gus. I should not have talked to Alice like that and you shouldn’t have had to see it.  I don’t want to make excuses but….”

“Dad, you had brain surgery.  Give yourself a break and just try to remember you aren’t quite yourself yet. But, Dad, I don’t think the family could manage without her and we love her.”

“You are totally right, Gus.  We have no plans of getting rid of her but I do think we may need to get her a little more help.” He kissed Gus. “Can you carry your sister upstairs for me? Hopefully soon I will be given permission to do it again.  By the way, Gus, what do you want for your birthday? We haven’t forgotten it but we know you will be with your moms on the actual day.”

“Do you think we could take a family trip?”

“That sounds like a great gift.  Where are you thinking? Are you thinking your dad and you or all four of us?”

“Dad! You are as much my dad as Pop is.”

“Any idea where you want to go?”

“Can I think about it?”

“Sure, I need to talk to Brian about it anyway.”

They had arrived outside of Brinn’s door and she was nearly asleep in Gus’s arms.  

“I can take her from here.  You get ready for bed and I will be there as soon as I get her down.”

“Dad, I don’t need you to tuck me in, really. I will be thirteen next week.”

“That means I have an anniversary of sorts next week. Well if you are all grown do I at least get a kiss before you go to your room?”

Gus kissed Justin, “Night, Dad.  Say hi to Pops for me.” He leaned over and kissed his sleeping sister. “I love you and Brinny, too,” and he was gone.

Justin held his daughter close and kissed her before lying her down. What was he going to do for their anniversary?  What did he have to offer Brian? He had painted so many pictures for him, he couldn’t want another one and besides that he hadn’t painted in a couple months. He wasn’t sure he could paint anymore.  He realized that as he unpacked the studio. That is what got him into such an impulsive mood. What if he couldn’t paint again.

Justin undressed and crawled in the big, lonely bed.  He really hoped Brian was in his room. Before his phone stopped ringing the first ring, “Hey, Sunshine. How was your day, Baby.”

Justin had no idea it would happen but he started crying. “Brian, it was the worst day, ever. I fucked up so bad. And then there was Becca and Brinn and I want you here.”

“I’m sorry you had such a shitty day, baby. Can you tell me about it?”

“It started with Becca, oh god, Brian, she was raped regularly from the time she was just a little older than Brinn.  Our baby. Who could ever…..”

Brian tried to stay controlled. “Oh, Sunshine, that is horrible.  I would kill anyone who touched our baby.”

“Then I worked too long.  I know I did and when Alice told me so, I almost fired her.” He heard Brian snicker, “You wouldn’t think it was funny if she left.”

“I was just thinking about the time I almost fired her. We are so lucky to have found her.”

“Yes, Sweetheart, I miss you so  bad. We were talking about Gus’ birthday.  He wants a family vacation, just the four of us. Let’s go skiing or snowboarding?  We could do it before the end of October.”

“That sounds perfect, Sunshine,” Brian’s voice went soft. “I know your heart.  You keep thinking about Becca and Brinn. I wish I could make you feel better. I would make you feel all those wonderful things…..”

“Tell me, Brian, I need to hear you say every word of what you would do to me.” Brian touched every inch of Justin’s body with his words and as they both orgasmed thousands of miles apart and Justin slept.

Brian paced his hotel room wishing he could kiss his Brinny and promise her no one would ever, EVER touch her.

Brian had one early morning meeting before leaving LA.  He arrived in Denver at 3:00 pm. He hadn’t told Tina he was coming.  He really wasn’t looking forward to seeing her. He hated emotional stuff and he knew this would be just that.  He hoped she would get her shit together. He liked Tina. Deep down she was a good person but she had some issues.

Brian called the agency she was working at to find out if she was in.  Thankfully, she was. When he walked into her workroom at 3:30 her shock was evident. “Hey, Tina.” As he walked over and gave her a kiss.  There were three other women who all physically swooned when they saw Brian and as he kissed her she actually turned to them and said, “No, he is not the baby’s father but he is family.Brian is married to the father of my daughter.  Brian, these are some of my co-workers.” Brian nodded at the women and gave them a smile that made all of them sigh.

“Tina, I have a conference room set up for us to talk.” He didn’t give her an option and guided her out of the room.  Once in the room, Brian shut the door and sat down. “Tina, what’s your game?”

“Game?”

“Why are you pulling John’s chain?  You know if it is a boy or girl but won’t tell him?  He is petrified you will change your mind and keep the baby.”

Tina physically recoiled.  “I am not keeping the baby.  That is the last thing I would do.”

He had to do it.  “Well, what is going on then, Tina?”  As he suspected she started crying. “Tina, will you talk to me? Don’t make me miss a night with Justin because you want to play games.”

“I am not playing games! I am carrying your nephew’s baby while I was shipped off to a totally new city….”

“Tina, you were not ‘shipped off’.  In fact, I made sure you had a great job and you chose Colorado.”

“I didn’t know….. I hoped John might come out to visit. He just calls once a week.”

“Tina, he is married to Tony.  They are finishing college and setting up a business.  Not to mention, they had to cut their honeymoon short because of Sunshine’s surgery.”

Tina’s face got serious, “How is Justin?  John did tell me about that.”

“He is doing pretty well.  There are just a few small issues he needs to overcome yet.  He is moving his studio to Tony and John’s. There is a storefront that is perfect for ‘Brinn’s Place’ which is what he decided to call the shop.

“How is my little girl?”

“Our girl is good. She is so perfect. She is smart and loving.”

“I want to see her.”

“That isn’t going to happen, Tina.  You haven’t seemed stable enough for that.”

“Well, then maybe John can’t see his baby.” Tina stood up.

“Tina, don’t play games.”

“All I want it to see Brinn and spend an hour with her and then I will tell John the sex of the baby.”

“Tina, you are walking on dangerous territory.” Brian stood up and walked toward the door.  “I’ll be in touch. You take care of that baby.” He walked out the door. He didn’t know what he expected but he didn’t expect this.

Brian called the airline and got his ticket changed.  He would be home late but he would be sleeping by Justin tonight.  He also called a ski resort. He had planned on a trip to Vermont with the family but now Colorado it would be. They would have dinner with her so she could see Brinn.  

Justin’s day had gone better.  He took it easy and spent more time with Brinn.  After lunch John picked him up so he could spend a few hours setting up the studio and later Peter picked him up.  He hated being reliant on others but what people said to him yesterday had soaked in. He was home by dinner. He knew Alice had the next day off so he suggested she leave tonight so she could have a full 24 hours off.  She wanted to be back for Gus’ party tomorrow evening. She thanked him and took off.

Peter and Becca helped serve dinner and asked Gus what he wanted for his party tomorrow.  Becca said she would take charge of the party, if Gus didn’t mind. “That’s cool, Becca. Thanks!” Gus got up and hugged Becca.  “I have homework. Can I go and get it done so I can watch a TV show before bed?”

“Sure, Gus.” Justin smiled as Gus kissed Brinn as he walked past her and went to his room.

The adults spent some time planning the party until Brinn started fussing.  She yawned and pulled at her ear, a habit she had when she was very tired. “Well, thanks for the help with the party.  Feel free to do what you want, wherever you want this evening. I won’t be back down.” Justin pulled Brinn out of her chair. He started toward the stairs and stopped.  With a loud sigh, Justin asked, “Will one of you carry Brinn upstairs for me?”

Peter lifted a sleepy Brinn into his arms and walked up to her room. “Just put her on the changer.  I can put her in bed. You go to Becca and be the romantic every Kinney man can be.”

“Justin, John and I have been talking.  What do you think Brian would say if we changed our name to Kinney.”

“Oh, Peter, Brian would be so proud.”

“John wants the baby to be a Kinney in name as well as blood. Please, don’t tell him.  I am not sure when we will get it all finished.

“I won’t say anything.” Justin smiled broadly at Peter as he put a sleeper on a sleeping Brinn. He then got a serious look.

“What is it, Justin?”

“I wonder what Gus will think about it.  I am sure he doesn’t care that you are Kinneys but his name still isn’t.  I have a feeling there might be some questions about it. He may have an issue but we will deal with it.  I think it is great if you decide to change your name. Then Becca can start practicing Becca Kinney.”

“Someday, Justin.  I know we are to young and we need to work out some things but I do love her.”

“Than get down there and love her.  Someone should have a sweet night of love.”  Peter picked Brinn up and Justin kissed her rosy cheek.  Peter bent and kissed her forehead and laid her down.

“Someday I want a couple of my own.” He looked wistfully at Justin as he walked out of the room.  Justin hoped Peter could cope when the time came. He shut the door to the nursery and, after undressing, got in bed and fell asleep.

Peter came back to the kitchen, finding Becca cleaning up. Peter slipped his arms around her and started kissing her neck. “I am sure whatever is there can wait until morning. I think we can find something else to do at this time of evening.” He began running his teeth over her earlobe and she turned to face him.  She brought her arms around his neck and pressing against him feeling his erection through the material of their pants. She took his hand and led him to a lounger in the sectional. She pushed Peter down and then started pulling off his pants. She tossed them to the side and pulled the throw off the back of a chair. Next she slipped his shirt off him. He then reached out and undid her pants sliding them down and helping her balance as she stepped out of them.  She wrapped the throw around her. She wasn’t comfortable being naked in such a public spot. Peter discreetly helped her remove her shirt. His hands moved to her back and undid her bra. As he pulled it off he leaned forward and claim one of her nipples.

“Damn,” he said under his breath.

“What’s wrong, Peter?” She was making circular motions with her hips  bare skin to bare skin. She felt his cock becoming hard under her delicate skin.

“I don’t have a condom.”

“Don’t worry, Pete.  I have it taken care of and you aren’t fooling around on me so I am not worried about that end of things.”

“Are you sure, Bex?”

As she rubbed against his cock he couldn’t hold back anymore. They maneuvered and Becca slid onto his erection.   

“I am going to roll over with you, Bex.  If it is too much let me know.” He gently rolled her over but made sure her arms were not pinned at all.  He sighed feeling her heat on his skin as he slid in and out. Her arms were around his neck and she thrusted to meet his every move.  As he came to a climax he felt emotional. How could this beautiful woman have gone through so much and still be able to give some much? “I love you, Bex.  I love you so much.”

As she held on tightly she climaxed and tears began to fall.  She felt so guilty that she hadn’t told him, yet, but she would sometimes. She would but right now she wanted to enjoy being loved.

It was about midnight when Brian slipped into the house.  He was surprised to see Peter and Becca asleep in the family area.   Becca stirred and pulled the throw around her naked body. Brian walked past and blew her a kiss.  She whispered, “I”ll get Brinn in the morning.”

“Thank you.” He said in reply.  “You let me know if he ever isn’t treating you right.”

“He always treats me right.” Love showed in her eyes as she glanced down at Peter.  “I love him so much.”

“I know that feeling.” Brian grabbed a bottle of water out of the refrigerator and took the steps two at a time.

Brian was as quiet as he could be as he came in the room. He set down the overnight bag and stripped off his clothes. He stood naked looking down at Justin. A faint light came in the window making Justin’s blond hair glow.  He didn’t realize he was moving until his knee hit the mattress and soon Brian was sliding his hand under the blankets, glad to find him naked underneath. Brian’s lips grazed Justin’s clavicle and then he drug his teeth along it.  Justin stirred but his body was already responding.

“Brian?”

“Hey, Sunshine. I couldn’t stay away another night.”  Brian rolled Justin to his side and slid in slowly. “I missed you.”

“Not nearly as much as I missed you. I am so glad you are home!”  Brian moved slowly bringing Justin higher and higher. He would then stop before starting again. Justin began to whimper.  “Let me cum, baby. I need to feel you cum.” Using his anal muscles he clamped around Brian hard enough for him to lose control.

Brian slid his arm under Justin and pulled his tightly back against his chest.  “Next time I go anywhere I am taking you with me. I need to have sex available at my beck and call.”

“You could get that at any city you go to.”

“By now you know I only want you. God, just the feel of you around me right now is going to have me cumming again. I know it’s hard to imagine but I need love with it. Empty sex does nothing for me.”

Justin turned over and moved as close as he could to Brian. After kissing him softly he laid his head against Brian’s chest.  “Did you see Tina?” Justin felt Brian tense. “That bad?”

“She is threatening all kinds of things unless she sees Brinn.”

“Brian, we talked about it.  We decided that it isn’t good for Brinn to spend time with her right now.”

“If we don’t let her see Brinn she says she will keep the baby, and she doesn’t want the baby.  If we let her see her she promised to tell me if it’s a boy or girl.”

“We don’t have any choice, do we?”

“Not really but I thought we could take our family vacation in the Rockies and we can have lunch with her. She can spend time with her at the table.  We have to play nice until John and Tony have the baby and are out of the state. I have an attorney there and here making sure everything is done correctly.  John and Tony’s names will be on the birth certificate.”

“If that woman didn’t make such beautiful children…” Justin ran his tongue along Brian’s jawline. He began to work his way down Brian’s long, lean body. “I have missed every plain and every curve of his body.”

“Curves, what kind of curves to I have?”

Justin ran his hand down Brian’s back and then over his shapely ass.  “Oh you have two of my favorite curved things in the world.” His lips continued down Brian’s body and soon had Brian laying on his stomach and Justin’s tongue traveled first down Brian’s spine but then dipped much lower. As Justin lightly pulled Brian’s cheeks apart he stiffened his tongue and began rimming him over and over until Brian lost total control. He shouted and then shivered as he orgasmed violently. Brian rolled over and pulled Justin tightly against him.

“Like I said, I am not planning on going anywhere without you.”

“Brian, I have a confession. I am so sure you already have something amazing but I don’t know what to get you for our anniversary.”

“Justin, our anniversary is in April, not October.”

“Brian, you know what I mean.”

“Sunshine, you being here and back to normal is all I need. What you just did to me…..you can’t buy me anything better than that.” Brian tilted Justin’s head up and kissed him before making love to him once more. “Becca said she would take care of Brinn in the morning. More time for us!”

The two men drifted off where they belonged, in each other’s arms.

Justin heard Becca get Brinn and then slipped out of bed to send Gus off for the day.  He found the kids with Becca in the kitchen. “Good Morning,” Justin said as he gave Brinn a kiss on the top of her head and then did the same to Gus.

“Becca said Dad came in late last night.  Did you ask him about a vacation?”

“How does snowboarding or skiing in the Rockies sound?”

“Really!  Are you serious?  When? When?”

“I would say by tonight we will know the exact day but it will be soon. Sometime this month, Ok?”

Gus got up and threw his arms around Justin. “Thanks, Dad.”

“You better head off to the bus.  We will be ready for your party when you get here and then late tonight someone will drive you to your moms.”

Gus grabbed his lunch bag and a jacket and was out the door.

“Becca, I forgot to ask, and couldn’t remember if you had a class this morning.”

“I can hang with this beauty until about 10:00 am so if you would like to go back to bed…”  Justin kissed her on the cheek and ran back up the steps to their room.

As Brian felt the warmth of Justin’s body return he pulled him close. He appeared to be sound asleep but Justin heard him say, “Love you, Sunshine.”

An hour later Justin was awoken by Brian. He was traveling down Justin’s body with his hands and his mouth. “Brian, we probably should get in the shower.  Becca has to go to class in about an hour. I promised her we would be down before then.”

As the warm water cascaded down, they shared the space and their bodies once more before heading downstairs so Becca could go to her class.  

Becca had everything set up for the party.  She would pick up the cake and some ice cream on her way home from class.  They were having pizza for dinner, Gus’ choice. Once dinner was over Gus would have to leave and then Brian and Justin could talk to John and Tony about Tina.

Gus flew off the bus like he had wings.  He came through the door yelling at the top of his lungs, “Pop, hey, Pop.” Brian came out of the office.

“Hey, Gus, I thought I heard you come in.” He laughed as he said it.

“Dad said we were going to go to Colorado.  I haven’t been there before, have I? When are we going?  Can I ski and snowboard? How cold will it be? Will be there be stuff for Brinn to do? I don’t want her to be left out?”

“Whoa, take a breath, Gus.”

“I’m sorry, I’m just really excited.”

“It is all planned for next weekend.  I talked to the school and you have to get your homework done ahead of time but you can take Friday and Monday off. We are heading out Thursday night and on Friday you will be on the slopes.  Oh, on Sunday, for lunch we will be seeing Tina. Since we were going to be so close we thought we should see her and let her see your sister.”

“How am I going to make it through this week?  I can’t think straight.”

Justin walked in with Brinn by his side. “I take it your dad told you about all our plans?”

Gus picked up Brinn. “Did you hear, Brinn? We are going to the mountains.  You can learn to ski! I can learn to ski! Do you want to look at the pictures with me, Brinn? Come on!”  He took her hand and walked with her, one step at a time, up the staircase. He kept one hand on her back and held her other hand while they made their way up one step at a time.

Justin leaned up against Brian. “I love our kids so much.” He offered his lips to Brian and he kissed them. Justin turned into him and reached for Brian’s crotch. “Do we have time for a little fun?” His hand slipped into Brian’s pants.

“Justin, you need to fight these impulsive moods of yours.”  Justin kept maneuvering his hand further into Brian’s pants and now he had a good grasp and angle. Brian reached back and found the doorknob to the office.  Turning it, they nearly fell into the room. Brian got his footing and dropped into the guest chair. He pulled Justin across his lap and just started spanking him.  “You have got to get yourself under control. You need to stop.” Brian was sure Justin’s ass was warm by now. He managed to wiggle the pants down and now he rubbed the heated cheeks.  He just wanted to….

There was a knock on the door.  “Hey, guys, are you in there?” The knob turned and John began to walk in.

Brian quickly said, “John, stop.” The door quit moving. Justin started laughing.  Brian continued, “We’ll be out in a couple minutes.” Now it was John’s turn to laugh as he pulled the door shut again.

Justin stood and pulled his pants up.  He offered his hand to Brian who stood.  Justin put his mouth to Brian’s ear. “I wasn’t being impulsive.  I just wanted to rile you up.” He kissed him with a smack and headed to the door. “You are so bad!”

As he opened the door Justin said, “You can punish me anytime you’d like.” He turned and ran right into John.

“Do I want to know?” John smirked at Justin.  

“If you and Tony ever want a little ‘pick me up’ in your relationship come talk to me.  I am sure you aren’t at that point now.”

“You two really…”

“We really have fun.  Now you didn’t knock on the door to learn about our sex life.”  At that Brian walked out of the office.

“I don’t care if he is a married man.  He can’t watch.” Brian swatted Justin once and Justin yelped.

John quickly changed the subject.  “Did you see Tina?”

‘Yes, I did. I wish I had something to tell you. Basically, if she doesn’t see Brinn she doesn’t tell us anything so next weekend our family is going on a ski trip for Gus’ birthday gift and while we are there we are going to have lunch with her at a restaurant.  She has promised to give me an envelope with the baby’s gender for you.”

“Really? Thank you, Brian. I just don’t trust her anymore.”

“You have good reason not to,” Justin responded putting his hand on John’s back.  “You know we will do everything we can to get that baby here and then break ties as much as we can.  I hope someday she straightens her life out and we can invite her back into our lives but for now that isn’t happening.”

Gus enjoyed his birthday party.  Both couples gave him the gift of a day out at the place of his choice.  John and Tony’s came with the caveat that it needed to happen before the baby came.  He started planning right away. Brinn gave her big brother a game he had been wanting and a big sticky, frosting kiss.  His dads showed him a picture of the resort they were going to on Thursday. They have a large suite with two bedrooms and a small sitting room that can be used for Brinn’s crib.  

Soon it was time for Gus to leave for his moms’ house.  Peter and Becca offered to take him into the city. Peter thought they could use a conversation away from the house. It was time she knew why he had a small idea what she went through although he knew hers was so much worse.

Gus hugged all the guest and thanked them.  He hugged and kissed his dads and sister as he said goodbye.

The week went quickly although not quick enough for Gus.  Justin finally got the go ahead to carry Brinn on the steps and to drive short distances.  Because he had had the seizures he wouldn’t clear him completely. Brian put long days in at the office so he could spend time away. Justin and Brinn met Gus at his school with a town car.  They stopped at the office to pick up Brian and then they were off to the airport.

By the time the plane landed, it was too dark to see the mountains clearly. Gus, although trying to hide it, was getting tired.  Brinn had lost the battle long ago and she was sound asleep in Brian’s arms. They were showed to their suite and Gus, after a quick trip around the rooms, went to bed.  Brian looked down at Brinn. He loved this little girl who looked so much like her daddy. Together they changed her into a sleeper and both men kissed her. Brian laid her down gently and then took Justin into his arms. He took Justin’s mouth and invaded it with his tongue. Putting his hand behind Justin’s head he did not allow him to back away from the assault, not that Justin wanted to.  When Brian finally took a step back they both had to steady themselves.

“I hope that was just an appetizer,” Justin winked at Brian.

“Trust me, this is going to be a seven course meal.”  They both started unbuttoning their shirts and pants as they walked to the room. Flipping a switch on the wall started a gas fireplace. “That looks really inviting but,” Brian turned Justin toward the bed, “Tonight I want something soft that will soak us in.”  He moved a naked Justin backwards to the bed where they enjoyed every inch of each other before falling asleep smelling of sex and glowing from love.

On Friday Brian and Gus spent the entire day on the slopes.  Although the doctor said Justin could go on the trip she warned him to take it easy so they decided Justin and Brinn would go with them on Saturday but on Friday the two of them would enjoy a nearby zoo and a couple other children’s activities, staying close enough to the hotel that they could both rest.  Even while making love to Brian on Thursday night realized the thin air could have an effect on him.

Brian and Gus spent the entire day on the slopes. Gus caught on very quickly and by the end of the day he was skiing as well as Brian.  He loved Justin and Brinn but Gus loved spending the day with his dad. He hoped Justin and Brinn had a good time too but today it was just him and his dad. On a trip up to the second time Brian asked, “Have you talked to Angi lately?”

“We text.”

“I can imagine things can be a little confusing for you.  I mean your parents aren’t exactly the norm. I know you liked Angi but did you feel anything special for her?”

“Pop, we were friends.  I liked holding her hand and I liked kissing her the couple times I had the chance.”

“And did it feel good when you kissed her?”

“Pop,  I know what you’re asking.  And I think I know why. I don’t know who I will love, Dad.  I guess I will love whoever I fall in love with. And I guess I will have sex with whoever I care about, guys or girls.”

“There is no hurry with that, you know.”

“Pop, how old were you when you had sex the first time?”

Brian hesitated, “Well, some of that depends on what you consider sex.  I am guessing you know what oral sex is. You saw it in that movie you watched at home and at your moms.” Gus nodded, “Well, I was fourteen. And I am not suggesting you should start planning that.  It was really young and I really wasn’t ready for it. I didn’t know what love was until many years later.”

“When you met Dad?”

“He taught me how to love. I knew how to have sex but I had never learned about love. Gus, I am not ashamed of my past but I hope yours is much more fulfilling. My parents never taught me about love.”

“Pop, I see love everyday.  I know you love me and Brinn.  And I know you would do anything for Dad.  I know how lucky I am.”

As Gus said that they had reached the top.  Soon they were on their way down the slope. Brian was so glad Gus knew everything he wondered about at that age. Gus knew what love was and how to love in return.

Justin and Brinn spent time around the town.  They found a small petting zoo which Brinn loved. Gus had a dog that he always left at his moms because he didn’t adjust well going back and forth.  He was afraid soon Brinn would want one now. She was especially fond of the miniature goats. As Brinn found a favorite she looked over at Justin, “Mine, Daddy.”

“I am afraid that isn’t yours, Brinny.  That goat lives here.”

“Please, Daddy, mine?”

“Oh, Baby Girl, that one has to live here with his friends.”  He eventually enticed her out of this pen and looked around a little longer.  They left and had some lunch before going to the hotel and both of them took a nap.  While they waited for Brian and Gus to come home from the slopes, Justin did a little shopping with Brinn.  As they walked through the shops he was looking for an anniversary gift. He was sure Brian was going to give him something while they were here and he hadn’t found anything for him yet.  As they walked through the shops, Justin found a quilt in a sun pattern. The rays seemed to reach out and touch you. He wanted to always reach out and touch Brian if not physically, at least touch his heart.  

While Justin looked at the quilt, he realized he was being watched.  He glanced over and found the two clerks staring at him. “Daddy, go.”

“Yes, Brinny we will go in a minute. We are going to by this for your dad, ok?”

“My dad? Gussy?”

“They will be back soon.” Justin walked to the counter with the textile.

“Excuse us for staring but you are Justin Taylor, aren’t you?”

He nodded. “We are huge fans of yours. We heard you had been in the hospital.”

Justin hadn’t been around fans in a while and never thought they would have known that. “I was but I am fine now.”

“Daddy, goooo.”  Brinn was beginning to whine.

“Sorry we need to get back to our hotel.  We will be meeting the rest of my family.”

“Um, your daughter is beautiful.  She looks just like you. You have a son, too, don’t you?” One of the women took his payment while the other wrapped it carefully.

“Yes and he looks just like my husband. I don’t mean to be rude but I really need to go, ladies.”  

“I just need to say what an honor it is to meet you.  I love your work.” Justin smiled on his way out. He missed being with the public.  He needed to start painting again so he would have something to show people but what if he couldn’t paint anymore.  He had put it off long enough. He would try as soon as he got back.

He took a shower with Brinn because they both smelled a little like goat and he then put on a frilly dress for her dad. Justin spent extra time on his hair and put on pants and a shirt he knew Brian was fond of.  He had just sat down to read Brinn a story when his two men came through the door. They both looked tired but were beaming from ear to ear.

“I take it you had a great day.” Justin smiled at both of them.

Gus started talking a mile a minute telling Justin all about the day and about all the things he learned and Brian verified that their son was a natural.

“Gus, why don’t you clean up.  We have dinner reservations in about an hour. I am sure you are hungry and I know in a couple hours you will be ready to sleep.  Gus didn’t argue and went to his room.

Brian walked over and pulled Justin and Brinn into his arms.  “You look beautiful, Sweetheart” Brian said to Brinn. Brian and Justin’s lips met. “You are stunning, Sunshine.”

“You need to take a shower, too.  I hope you aren’t too tired for a few activities tonight.”

“I will be out in a few minutes.  I promise I will not be too tired tonight, Sunshine.”  

Gus had noticed Justin was dressed up nice so he put on the better clothes, too.  He sat down with Brinn while Justin slipped into the bedroom with Brian. Brian strode out of the bathroom naked, ready to get dressed. Justin walked over to him and ran his hands along Brian’s bare ass as he kissed him.  “If you don’t get dressed quickly we may have two hungry children.” Justin picked up Brian’s shirt and helped him put it on. He buttoned the shirt while Brian’s hands roamed over Justin’s clothed body. He dropped to his knees with Brian’s briefs in his hand and then had second thoughts.  He tossed the briefs and grabbed the trousers instead. “Just knowing you have nothing on under that is going to drive me to distraction tonight.” As Justin pulled the pants up he ran his tongue on the underside of Brian’s penis.

The sigh that came out of Brian’s mouth nearly melted Justin’s heart.  He stood up and tied Brian’s pants and then strung the belt through the loops. Brian pulled Justin to him and whispered in his ear, “I can’t wait to have you in front of that fireplace tonight.” He kissed him lightly and said, “We better feed our children before it is considered neglect.”

They had a quick dinner since Gus was nearly asleep at the table and Brinn wasn’t much better.  Gus just wanted a burger and Brinn had mac and cheese. Justin and Brian decided on something simple too so they could get up to their suite quicker. When the meal was finished Brian carried Brinn while Justin put an arm around Gus. As they passed a table with two young men one of them touched Justin’s arm. “Thank you.”

Justin looked at the men quizzically.

“We were just talking about having a family and couldn’t see how it would work but then you walked in with your children and showed us it was possible.”

“It isn’t easy but it is the best thing in my life.”  Justin patted the man on the shoulder before catching up with his family. As they entered the elevator Brian pulled Justin close and kissed him.

“Come on, Dads, don’t make me gag.  I don’t need that picture at bedtime.”

“That’s exactly the picture you need, Son,” Brian continued. “You need to see how much your parents love each other. Well, maybe not see but know it.”

Justin unlocked the suite and kissed Gus on his head. “Good night, Dads.  How early are we going in the morning?”

“Don’t worry we’ll wake you up.  It may be a little later since Brinn will be coming along.” Justin gave Gus one more hug.  “Go get some sleep.”

“Goodnight, Gus.” Brian said as he turned to Brinn’s room.  Justin and Brian changed Brinn together. As Justin changed her Brian wrapped his arms around Justin and rubbed his pelvis against Justin. Justin leaned against him, grinding his ass against Brian’s pelvis.  He quickly finished changing Brinn and laid her in the crib. Brian and Justin looped their arms around each other’s waist and walked to the bedroom.

“Brian, before….well, before I have something for you.  While Brinn and I walked around we came across this lovely little shop. By the way, I think I could have gotten ‘lucky’ with a couple young women.” He smiled and kissed Brian who laughed.  Justin handed him the box.

“Justin, I told you having you here is all the gift I need.”

“Well, hopefully, this is the same as having me with you all the time.”

Brian took the package but instead of opening it he stood and walked to his bag.  He returned with a small box and handed it to Justin, “You first.”

Justin lifted the lid to the box and inside he found a ring.  It included birthstones for both the children and the two of them. They were channel set in a brushed silver band. Brian took it out of the box and he slipped it on his finger. Justin put his hands on either side of Brian’s face and kissed him, so full of emotion he wasn’t sure how to express it right now.  He pointed to the package he had given Brian. Brian picked it up and undid the string and then lifted the lid. He moved the tissue paper and then he saw the beautiful oranges and golds in the fabric. He pulled out the blanket and looked at the design. “Oh, Sunshine, it’s beautiful and it is you.”

Together they began to undress each other.  Justin started on the top button of Brian’s shirt working downward in anticipation of what he knows isn’t below those pants. As he tugged on the cuffs of the shirt he caught it before it hit the floor. He began to fold it but Brian threw it on a chair. He then removed Justin’s shirt and after tossing it he began to undo Justin’s pants brushing Justin’s hands away from his own fly.  He removed Justin’s pants and then briefs. Brian’s hands and eyes roamed over Justin’s body.

“You are as perfect as you were thirteen years ago when I met you.”  They kissed until both of them needed more.

Justin reached down and undid Brian’s pants.  He slid to his knees and began softly licking Brian’s cock.  Justin teased him until Brian couldn’t take the feather light touch anymore.  Brian dropped to his knees and pulled Justin down to the rug in front of the fireplace.  Justin stretched out as Brian covered half his body with his own. As their bodies warmed from the fireplace their skin seared where their hands traveled over each other’s bodies.  

“Brian, I want to feel you deep inside me.  No, I need to feel your love so far up….”

Brian adjusted, pulling one of Justin’s legs up to his hip, opening up access to Justin.  He slowly entered, deepening his kiss as he did so. Justin felt his heart weep at the pleasure of being loved by his husband.  As Brian began to speed up and repositioned Justin’s leg for more access. Justin’s tongue darted in and out of Brian’s mouth bringing Brian to an earth shattering

climax.  

Justin had hung on forcing himself to wait.  As Brian rolled off of him Justin switched positions with Brian and slipped inside of him. Brian, still trembling from his orgasm immediately began to orgasm again and now Justin joined him as the heat from the flames licked at their skin. Justin collapsed into Brian’s arms and audibly sighed. “Brian Kinney-Taylor, promise me you will always be here.  I can’t do life without you.”

“Justin, I am not going anywhere accept back to heaven with you as soon as I have recovered.” He reached over and pulled the new quilt over them and then pointed to the window. Large flakes of snow gently fell outside.

“I think this needs to become an annual event,” Justin replied.

“Oh, trust me, I can’t wait for a year to do this again.” Brian smirked at Justin.

Justin swatted Brian and lowered his mouth back down to his.  

The family left for the slopes after a large breakfast. When they arrived at the rental area Brian took Brinn and picked up skis for both of them. Justin took Gus and they picked up snowboards. They met at the checkout  and Brian scowled at Justin. “What do you think you are doing?”

“I’m spending a day on the slopes with my family.”

“Justin, you know the doctor said you shouldn’t be out of the slopes.”

“She said it would be best if I didn’t, she didn’t say I couldn’t.”

Brian handed Brinn to Gus.  “We’ll be right back.” Brian led Justin to an out of the way corner. “You cannot do this.  You had brain surgery just a few weeks ago. I won’t let you take a chance…”

“Excuse me, did you say you won’t let me? I am not a child, Brian.  I am going to snowboard with our son today. I will stay off the hardest  slopes but I am going to make the rides with Gus.”

“Justin, please,” Brian’s tone got soft.  Sunshine, I know I don’t own you but I love you and can’t imagine life without you.”

“I’m not going anywhere, are you?” Justin looked at the fear in Brian’s eyes. He reached out and touched Brian’s cheek.  ”I will wear the best helmet and I will be careful. Baby, but I can’t live my life on the sidelines.” Justin kissed Brian, “Let’s enjoy our day.”

Brian nodded and they went off for the day.  Brian took Brinn to the bunny slopes. He had to admit he was worried but Justin was probably right.  He wasn’t made to sit on the sidelines. Brian loved the morning with Brinn. When she got tired of skiing herself Brian took her down some of the easy slopes in his arms and Brinn giggled as they swooshed down the slopes.

Justin and Gus went up to the intermediate slopes Gus caught on quickly and was soon flying down the hill side by side with  Justin. After several trips down both Justin and Gus started trying some tricks. As they flew Justin hit an unseen obstacle and crashed to the snow.  “Dad! Dad! Are you alright? Dad, please be Ok.” Gus dropped to his knees by Justin. He gently started taking Justin’s helmet off. Justin reached up and took Gus’ hand.

“I’m fine, Gus. I am sure I will have a bruise or two to explain to pop tonight but my head is fine.”

Justin sat up and Gus clung to him. “Daddy, maybe we should quit for the day.  I am getting tired. We could just…”

“Gus, I am sorry. I should have realized you would worry about me.  Let’s finish our trip down and then maybe your pop will be ready for a break from your sister and he can come up with you the next run. But can you promise not to tell Pop.  I will tell him, I promise but I don’t want to ruin the day and my head only touched the snow because I laid it down on it.”

“Ok, I promise.” Gus offered his hand and Justin took it. Justin hugged him.

“I love you, Gus. I hope you know that.”

“Of course I do, Dad. I love you too.”

“Race you down!” Justin shouted as he started moving again.

They all grabbed a bite to eat and big mugs of hot chocolate.  Brinn was getting tired and unlike Brinn, whiny. She wanted out of her chair and wanted Justin to hold her.

“She had her hat on while she was outside didn’t she?” Justin looked at Brian.

“Of course I did, Sunshine. She was bundled the whole time. Let me have her…” As Brian tried to take her she started crying and clung to Justin.  

“I’ll stay with her, Sweetheart.  You go snowboarding with Gus. He is really good. If Brinn gets too fussy I will leave a message at the desk and go to our room.”  Brian stood and kissed both Justin and Brinn before heading out with Gus.

Justin found a quiet spot in the lodge with a rocking chair.  He felt Brinn’s cheeks and decided she was fine, just tired from the morning in the sun.  He pulled her close and hummed as she dozed off to sleep. It wasn’t long before Justin was asleep too.  “Sir, Mr. Taylor? Justin felt someone tapping him on the shoulder. He jumped awake and pulled Brinn much tighter. He looked and saw one of the clerks from the store yesterday.  “I was afraid you were going to drop your daughter.”

“Thank you,” He re positioned Brinn and the young woman sat down.  

“Do you mind?” She pointed to the chair next to him. “No, please.  Brian and Gus are still skiing.”

“You don’t like to ski?”

“I snowboarded with my son this morning but I have to take it a bit easy yet, doctor’s orders. You were right I had been in the hospital.  I needed surgery to repair an old injury.” He pointed to the fine line on his scalp.

“That looks really serious.”

“It was but I’m fine now.”

Eventually, Justin’s new friend left and he noticed the day was coming to an end quickly.  Brinn had woken up and was playing on the floor by Justin’s feet talking to everyone who walked past. Soon he heard Brian and Gus in the lobby.  “Do you hear who I here?”

“Dad, Gussy, here. Come here.” Brinn shouted. “Dad, I here.”

Brian and Gus came through the doorway and Brinn smiled, “Hi, Dad.  Hi Gussy.”

Brian picked up his daughter.  “So what did you and your daddy do this afternoon?”

“Sleeped.” She smiled up at him.

Brian picked her up, making her giggle as he kissed her neck.

Justin cleared his throat, “I think you are forgetting someone.”

Brian handed Brinn to Gus and pulled Justin up locking his mouth over Justin’s.  Soon Brian had bent Justin backward and took the kiss so deep they forgot where they were. “Dads,” Gus said in a quiet voice. “Can you knock it off already? We need to go.” Gus finally slugged Brian in the arm. “You are making a scene.  Let’s go!”

“Daddies, come!” Brinn added.

Brian and Justin were both flushed and short of breath. There were quite a few observers that now were trying to act natural.  Brian swept Brinn up high above his head and put her on his shoulders. The family walked out without a word. Near the doorway they  overheard a young man say to a friend, “I need a cold shower or a hot date.”

When Brian and Justin got outside they both started laughing. They boarded a transport back to the hotel and ordered dinner in the suit.  Within minutes they were all in robes and eating Chinese with chopsticks.

“Are you feeling a little stiff after the second day on the slopes?”  Justin asked.

As Gus stretched his legs he felt a little twinge.  “Ya, maybe a little.”

“Why don’t you take a nice bath.  I know they aren’t your favorite but I think your tub has jets and they will feel really good on your muscles.”  Justin looked over at Brian, “I am hoping to use our tub tonight, too.”

Brian opened his mouth and started to make a comment when Justin interrupted him.  “Hold that thought!” Justin kissed Brian and as Brian passed a hand down Justin’s arm he noticed Justin cringe.

Justin went with Gus to his room to make sure he knew how the tub worked. He started the water and added some of the scented oil.  “This reminds me of when I would help you with your bath when you were little.” As Justin talked Gus forgot his shyness and undressed.  As he stepped in the tub, Justin had a flash of what Brian must have looked like at that age. He doubted Joan ever ran him a bath or hugged him for that matter. “Gus, let me help you wash your hair.  It’s tricky in a tub like this.” Justin helped him wet his hair with a hand shower and then added the shampoo for him. He thought Gus would help but he just relaxed and let Justin do it. Justin took his time massaging Gus’ hair and then rinsed out the soap. Just out of instinct he took a cloth and added soap.  He washed Gus’ back and then his chest. Justin could tell Gus was nearly sleeping in the warm bubbling water. “I think it is time for you get dry off and head to bed. You look like you are ready.” Justin kissed Gus’ cheek and stood to walk out.

“Dad?”

“Yes, Gussy?”

“Thanks.  It was kind of nice being treated like a little kid again.  I love you.”

“Oh, Gus, I hope you never feel too old to need my help once in a while. I love you more than you will ever.”

With that Justin held up a big plush towel and Gus stood up.  He wrapped him in it, and hugged him maybe a little longer than he should.  “Do you need anything else?”

“Just my bed. Night.”

Justin left Gus and walked into the living area.   Brian stood there with a couple glasses of bourbon.  After handing him one he kissed him. In a low sultry voice Brian said, “I was about to see what was taking you so long.  He looked at Justin again and notice a tear in his eye. “Is something wrong, Sunshine.”

Justin took a sip of the drink. “Nothing is wrong.  We have the best son in the world. I helped him wash his hair just like when he was a little boy but he isn’t little anymore.  I pictured you at that age and wished you had someone who would help you wash your back when you were too tired to do it yourself.”

“I may not have had the help then but now, I am the luckiest man in the world. How about letting me wash your back now?”

“I plan to let you wash more than that. I need to tell you something, Brian.”

“Is it about the bruises I am sure I will find under your clothes?”

“Yes, I just took a little tumble on the slope.  My head never got near the snow until I laid it there. Seriously, Brian, everything is fine but when I saw how worried Gus was after I fell, I knew I had probably done enough for the day.  I scared him. I knew I had to stop.”

“You didn’t care if you scared me.”

“You are an adult, you can should be able to realize I need to live…”

“Your life.  I realized that.  I stepped over the line.  I know you wouldn’t do anything stupid. I’m sorry.”

After filling the tub with very warm, scented water they both began to undress and then to laugh.  They both had sore muscles that weren’t used to being on skis. Brian helped Justin take off his sweater and then Justin did the same for him.  Soon they we neck deep in hot water, Justin laying against Brian’s chest listening to his heart beat.

“Promise me something, Brian.  Promise me you will never leave me.”

“I will never leave you.  How would I breathe without you?  You will always own my heart.”

“Right now there is something else I would like to own.” Justin was thankful for the large tub as he turned around to face Brain and with a little guidance he let gravity take him down onto Brian.  At this angle Brian could see a deep bruise on Justin’s shoulder and he was sure there was one on his thigh to match.

“You really need to take care of yourself.” Brian kissed Justin’s shoulder as he pulled him close.  Justin laid against Brian knowing there was no place he would rather be. After several minutes just holding each other, Brian started kissing Justin with such passion his toes curled.  As they kissed both men eased up and over the edge. The roll in front of the fireplace last night was amazing but tonight just feeling each other was all they needed.

As they lay in bed later, Brian asked, “Are you ready for Tina tomorrow?  

“Not really.  I just hope she does what she says she would.  John and Tony don’t need this shit right now.”

“She’ll come through.  I speak her language. It is the language of money.  But once that child is in the guys hands she will be dropping way off my payroll.  I will give her a little assistance monthly but she is done yanking my chain.”

Justin reached under the blanket and softly started pulling on Brian’s cock. “May I yank your chain for a while?”

Brian sighed as Justin slowly got busy.

Sunday morning the family spent time in the beautiful suite.  Breakfast was delivered and after watching Gus eat twice as much as his dads did they realized they really did have a teenager on their hands. As Justin and Brian sat back and had a second cup of coffee Gus took Brinn to his room to watch cartoons. As he closed the door Brian tugged Justin over to his lap.  “We need to do this every year.” He kissed Justin’s neck and started loosening Justin’s robe. His hand slipped in.

“You do know Gus did that on  purpose. He knows exactly what we are doing.”

“He is an intelligent young man. I don’t think we should waste his effort.”

An hour later they were dressing for the lunch meeting with Tina. Brian had set up the lunch in their hotel.  Gus and Brinn were staying in the suite until Justin texted them. A hotel babysitter was staying with them in the meantime.  Gus assured his dads he could handle Brinn by himself but they explained the hotel would not allow children to be left alone and Brinn was definitely a child. They wanted to get Tina’s promise before she got to see Brinn.

Justin and Brian had just been seated when Tina was escorted to the table.  “Where’s Brinn?”

“Hi Tina,” Justin stood and kissed her cheek.

Brian nodded as she sat down and ordered coffee.  After a few minutes of silence Tina started to get a bit uncomfortable.  Brian was in charge or this meeting and no one doubted it. “So, Brinn is here.  Have you decided to share what you know with John?”

“How do I know Brinn is here?”

“Seriously, Tina, after everything we have done for you?” Justin had to jump in.

A look of guilt crossed her face and then a surprised look came across her face. She took Justin’s hand and put it on her belly.  He felt the movement and softened. It took him back two years when they were waiting for Brinn to be born. He smiled at her. “Is the baby healthy? Sure feels like she or he is.”

“He is very healthy.  I want John here for the birth, both for me and for him.  He needs to experience his son’s birth. I want him here around November 15.  That way he will be here for sure.”

Brian scowled at her.  “I am sure he wants to be here but he is in the middle of his final semester and is starting a business.”

“I need someone here,” she said in a quiet voice.  There was no challenge or defiance in her tone.

Justin took her hand.  “I am sure he will do his best.  He wants to be here when his son is born.  He is going to be so excited to hear it’s a boy.”

“Can I see Brinn now?” Tina spoke quietly now.  She had lost her vibrato from earlier.

Five minutes later Gus walked in carrying a smiling Brinn, the babysitter right behind him.  Once Brian nodded the sitter turned and left. “Daddy!” Brinn squealed with delight. Justin lifted his arms to take her but she shook her head with a smile. “Other daddy.”

Brian laughed and took her into his arms.  He smiled at Tina, “Her latest game. She thinks she’s funny, don’t you, Brinny.” He kissed her and she giggled.  

Brinn moved to Justin’s lap after a few minutes so she was now sitting next to her mother.  Almost in a whisper Tina said, “She is so beautiful and it is obvious how happy she is.” She swallows and added, “And how loved she is.”  She looked at Gus. “Hey, Gus, you have really grown up in the last six months. You’re a teenager now aren’t you?”

Gus nodded.  

They ordered there food and as time went on Brinn warmed up Tina.  Tina did not push Brinn but before the end of the meal Brinn was interacting with Tina.  As the meal came to a close, Tina knew her time was up. “Thanks for coming. Tell John I will call him this week and that his son is healthy and getting ready to appear.”   Tina hugged and kissed Brinn and then Justin hugged Tina.

“Take care of yourself, Tina.”  And they went their separate ways.

Justin smiled at Brian  and then at Brinn. “It’s a boy.  John and Tony are having a boy.”

Brian and Gus spent a little time on the slopes while Justin stayed with Brinn at the suite.  They made it an early night and headed to the airport early in the morning. All of them were excited to know it was a boy and plans were made for a family dinner tonight to let John and Tony know what color to paint the room.  Justin knew he would be spending time in their nursery painting something for a baby. It was time to get ready for this baby!