Chapter 7

Justin and Jarod arrived at the airport and returned their car. They checked in and waited at the gate.  Justin's mood was subdued but Jarod could see he was in much better shape than last night.

"What did I promise to tell you about on this flight?  I will tell you about 'Life with Brian, the Early years.' By now you know so much about me just ask if you have questions.  But first, Jarod, last night, in bed, what happened?"

"You just had a nightmare.  I was there, that's all."

"In other words, I fell apart in your arms twice last night."  

"Justin you have been through so much. I am just glad it was my arms you could fall into."

They boarded the plane and got comfortable in first class.  As the rest of the plane began to load a young woman stopped by their seats. "You're Justin Taylor, aren't you?"

Jarod was on alert immediately. "I am."

The woman gushed, "I was at your show this week.  It was amazing! I have never seen work like yours. It's an honor to speak to you." The woman bent over and said something in Justin's ear before going back to her seat.

Once she had past, Justin started laughing.  He couldn't stop himself. Every time he had started getting control he started again.

"Take a deep breath and tell me what she said."

"She wants me to meet her to join the mile-high club." Justin started giggling again.

"You did tell me you have been with a girl, or woman, at least once."

"Yes, I have.  And once was enough for me. Seriously, it wasn't bad, it just didn't do anything for me. You have met my friend Daphne at Brian's office."

"Yes.  She was the woman you were with!"

"She is.  We are best friends.  We have been friends since we were little. You know this is taking things out of order. I might as well start at the beginning." Justin stopped talking as the flight attendant gave instructions and the plane took off.

Justin started at the beginning.  He told Jarod about going to Liberty Avenue one night when he was 17 years old. He told him about running into Brian and even about Gus being born that night.  He then went into detail about their first time.

"Brian had a major reputation and I am never sure what drew him to me but we had an instant attraction.  He was so gentle that night. He talked me through every step and by the end of one night he had taught me almost everything I know still to this day.  I do hope I have improved my skills." Justin laughed. "It was quite a night and I knew by the end of that night we were going to be together."

"From things you have said I take it Brian didn't have the same thoughts at the beginning?"

"I like to think he denied his feelings rather than didn't have them. You see, Brian came from a horrible family life.  He still struggles with feeling unworthy of love. Much of what happened goes back to his feeling unlovable. He used to fuck anyone he wanted, and they all wanted Brian Kinney.  Well, you just have to look at him and see why."

"He is a beautiful man."

"And I am just lucky enough that he ended up with me."

"Justin, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable but, you are a beautiful man, too. That's why I found it hard to believe you haven't been with anyone else."

"If I am honest, I don't know how many men I have been with.  Brian and I used to have date night which involved us finding other men to fuck together.  There were plenty without him around, too. Our relationship was very open. In some ways it still is but now we know we will be together forever.  Even if there are others on the side from time to time. I knew Brian couldn't go without sex the whole time I was gone so I gave him permission and we set guidelines, I am sure last night he had been with someone else before he called me, He called partly because of guilt and partly because he misses me."

"Can I ask what other guidelines you set for the tour?"

"We can't be with someone more than once.  He can't bring anyone to our house. And we can't be with anyone we know."

"That gives you a pretty big field to play with."

"Yes, it does," Justin said, "And I have to admit I may fall to temptation soon.  I am really starting to feel the need. My problem is I know it will just be empty sex without Brian.  Now I know how good sex feels and I really, really am getting horny. Sex with Brian on the phone doesn't help." He laughed. "Can I admit something to you?"

"Please."

"Last night just having you close to me, holding me I almost turned to you. "

"Why didn't you?"

"Because that would have broken one of our rules."

The attendant started the landing instructions and the men fell silent.

Brian arrived at the office on Monday morning.  He had recovered from Saturday's activities. And he was ready to work with a vengeance so he had two days with Justin when he got home, not that he planned to let him leave the bedroom, well at least, the house. But the truth is as much as he missed the sex, he missed Justin more.  He missed talking to him, laughing with him, eating with him. He missed everything about him.

Daphne greeted Brian.  "How was your weekend?" "

"It was fine. Pretty uneventful."

"I doubt that, Brian.  Yes, I know about your arrangement and although you are still tense, I can tell you did 'something' this weekend that took the edge off. And no I don't want to know details."

Brian had to smile at this feisty girl.  No, she was a woman now, but he had known her since she was in high school.  She had always spoke her mind. He loved her for that. 'OK, yes I did have a little fun but can I tell you the best part of my weekend?"

"BRIAN! Do you really think I want to hear....."

"The best part of my weekend was when Justin sang to me on the phone."

Daphne's face softened, "Ah, Brian."

"I miss him SO much!"

Daphne gave Brian a long hug. "So do I." She gave Brian a kiss before walking out the door.

As the days went on Daphne saw a pattern. The closer it came to the weekend the more Brian drank in the office. By Friday, Brian had 'cocktails' with lunch and continued throughout the afternoon.  She knew he shouldn't be on the street alone.

Daphne called Dan. "Hey Dan, this is Daphne at Brian's office.   

"Hey, Daphne, why do I think this isn't a social call."

"Because it isn't.  Brian has had a rough day.  Do you think you could stop by around 5 and take Brian home?"

"I'll be there."

"Thank you.  I wasn't sure what else to do."

"I will take care of him.  It is amazing how well he can function even when he is so messed up.

Dan was true to his word and took him home at 5.  

Brian's weekend was a repeat of the weekend before. He continued to drink on Friday until he passed out.  On Saturday he slept it off and then went to the club with Dan again, staying at the hotel.

Dan was glad Justin would be home before next weekend.  He knew they talked often but Dan was starting to think Brian literally couldn't live without Justin. He had never met a couple that was so close.  So, in love. They truly were two people that were one unit. Dan hoped that being together might give Brian a couple good weeks.

Jarod and Justin enjoyed Seattle and had come to a comfortable place in their friendship.  Justin knew Jarod could handle the setup in San Francisco and Justin needed to see Brian. His body physically ached for him every day.

It was the last full day they would spend in Seattle. Jarod knew Justin needed a distraction. He knocked on Justin's door at 10:00 a.m. Justin opened the door.  He smiled but looked tired. "Hey, Jarod. You heading somewhere for the day?"

"No, I'm not.  We are."

"I really don't feel...."

"I am not going to take no for an answer.  You are coming with me. Be ready at 10:30."

"Can I at least know where we are going?"

"Nope."

Justin reluctantly got in the shower.  He really just wanted to stay in bed but maybe Jerod was right.   

At 10:30 a.m. Jarod knocked on the door again.  Justin met him at the door

"OK, so where are we off to?" Justin asked with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes but he was trying.  

Jarod didn't answer until they were in the car and driving.  Finally, Jarod pointed at something and Justin looked that way. "We are going to the Space Needle, Baby!" Jarod smiled.

The men found parking and headed to the top.  

Justin and Jarod roamed the observation deck. Justin had to admit this might have been a good idea.  He would just have moped around the hotel if Jarod hadn't pushed him.

The men began looking at Elliot Bay.  Justin saw something in the water. "Jarod, is that what I think it is?"

"If you think you see Orca you are right."

The men stood there watching a pod of whales.

"Do you see the calf?" Jarod asked.

"No, where is it?"

"It is hard to see." Jarod slipped his arm around Justin's shoulder so he could see where he was pointing.

"I see it.  Look at them.  It is so amazing!" They both stood there, Jarod's arm still draped around Justin's shoulder, watching the orca until they started heading back out to sea.

Justin looked at Jarod. "That was amazing."  

"It really was." Without thinking in his excitement Jarod kissed Justin. "Just amazing."

The two men separated.  Jarod looked a bit sheepish.  "Sorry about that. I guess I got swept away in the beauty."

Justin laughed. "No problem. By the way, I promise you when I get back from my time at home it is going to be my job to get you laid. I know how bad I need it.  I am sure you do to."

"I am going to hold you to that."

Monday Justin called Daphne to check on Brian's schedule.

"Hey, Daph, what is Brian's schedule like on Tuesday?"  

"He only has a couple appointments, why?"

"Are they things you could move around or pass to someone else?" "Just a second," The phone went silent for 30 seconds. "Justin, I can make something work.  What's up?"

"I switched my ticket and am flying home overnight.  I will be home by 9:00 a.m. I am going to surprise him at the office but then we will be leaving."

Daphne could hear the smile in Justin's voice. "I will make sure he is free to leave."

"Thanks, Daph!  By the way, I miss you, too." And he was off.

Justin said goodbye to Jarod and took a taxi to the airport as soon as the show closed.  He did his best to sleep on the plane. The comfortable seats in first class helped but he was so excited he didn't rest much. Justin's plane was landing as Brian was leaving for work.  As soon as he landed he texted Daphne to let her know everything was on schedule.

Justin could barely sit still in the back of the taxi.  He only had a small carryon so baggage wasn't going to slow him down.  Justin barely waited for the taxi to stop and threw money at the driver.  He walked into Kinnetek. He stopped by Daphne's desk and gave her a quick kiss but kept walking to Brian's office.  He opened the door to find Brian's back to it. He slipped in as quietly as he could and walked up behind Brian. Trying to disguise his voice he said, "Mr. Kinney?"

"Yes?" He turned to see whose voice it was. For a couple seconds Brian couldn't move. He looked up into the face of his Sunshine. He slowly stood up and, wondering if it was a dream, he lightly touched Justin's hair and then his cheek.

Daphne couldn't help herself.  She stood in the doorway and watched their reunion.

Brian's finger slid down and traced Justin's lips and then ever so slowly he claimed those lips with his own. Brian's arms pulled Justin in as tightly as he could and Justin's hands crept around Brian's neck.

Tears rolling down her face, Daphne slipped back out the door.  

After the men clung to each other for several minutes they slowly separated. Justin smiled up into eyes sparkling with tears. "Hi."

"Hi, yourself," Brian replied.

"Hope you don't mind me coming home a couple hours early."  

Brian grabbed Justin again and this time the gentleness was replaced with need. He pinned Justin to his desk and, slipping on a condom. He firmly entered him with a need he didn't know could exist. They both let out a cry of joy and release after only a few strokes. They collapsed on the couch together where they just clung to each other listening to the other's heartbeat.

"Let's get the hell out of here," Brian said in a voice roughened with need. Softly, in Justin's ear he said, "I hope you don't have any plans for the next 2 days because I am not letting you out of our bed!"

As the men walked passed Daphne's desk Justin pulled away from Brian and walked over to his friend.  He gave her a big hug. "Thanks, Daph."

"You knew he was coming this morning?" Brian looked at Daphne.

She nodded with a big grin.

"And you didn't tell me?"

She nodded again.

"She also cleared your schedule for you already." Justin commented.

Brian walked to Daphne and kissed her cheek. "Thanks, Daphne." His arm instinctively snagged Justin's waist again. "I am out of here until Friday.  DO NOT CALL ME UNLESS THE PLACE IS ON FIRE. Second thought, just call the fire department. I couldn't do anything anyway."

"Walk or taxi?" Brian asked.

"I really could use a walk, if you don't mind."

"Sunshine, you could ask anything of me today." He pulled him even closer.

"Have I told you lately just how much I love you?”

“You have but I can never here that too much." Brian pushed Justin up against a light pole and kissed him with passion that made a promise of things to come.

Justin slowly pushed Brian off him.  "We don't want to get arrested for public exposure.  I really don't want to spend our time together in lock up."

"I have missed you, Sunshine." Brian laughed.  He took Justin's hand and headed for home.

Justin punched in the gate code and they were barely inside before Justin slammed Brian against the wall. As Justin slid down Brian's body to his knees, he looked up and said, "Who knew all those nights at Babylon would come in handy." He ever so slowly unzipped Brian's trousers releasing his rock-hard cock. Justin's talented mouth claimed what he considered his.

Both men were too distracted to notice movement in the pathway. "Excuse me, guys, but I have an appointment." Dan chuckled. He patted Justin's head as he walked past. "Welcome home, Justin."

When Brian and Justin had finished the men made it the rest of the way to their home.  

Once in the house, they couldn't seem to stop kissing. Their tongues did a ballet as the men clung to each other.

Brian finally forced himself to take a step back and took a deep breath.  "I plan to take this upstairs very soon but I am sure you are hungry."

"Well, I did just have a high protein boost a few minutes ago."

Brian laughed out loud.  "God I MISSED you. Can I make you some scrambled eggs?

"Brian, don't take this wrong, but I will make some scrambled eggs."

"Even better!  Then my hands will be free to do other things!" He snuggled up behind Justin as Justin whipped up the eggs.  His hands undid Justin's fly and he slipped his right-hand in. He gently massaged Justin's genitals as he slipped his left hand under Justin's shirt and his finger lightly circled first one of Justin's nipples and then the other.

Justin groaned and leaned against Brian.  "I am going to burn the eggs."

"Must be because you are so hot." Brian said and they both groaned at Brian’s pun.

The eggs were eaten but neither of them tasted much.  They were fuel for the day to come and that was all that counted.

After the dishes were in the dishwasher, the men walked up the stairs slowly, holding hands as they went.

Slowly they undressed each other. As the last of the clothes hit the floor Justin hesitated.  "I really should take a shower. It has been a long day and night." As he started to walk toward the bathroom Brian caught his hand.

"Please don't." He brought his face close to Justin's chest. He inhaled deeply through his nose.  "I have missed the scent of you," With that Brian laid Justin down on the bed and slid up next to him. Since he had his needs met a couple times already he now planned on making love to every inch of this man.   

Brian started at Justin's head.  He breathed in the scent of his hair.  He could smell the shampoo Justin liked and the styling product that always made it look 'just right.'  As he moved downward he dipped his tongue into Justin's ear and traced the curve of it and then trailed his tongue down Justin's jawline to his lips. He saw the sensual curve of that perfect mouth.  As his mouth touched Justin's the reflex for both was to entwine their tongues. Brian tasted coffee and eggs. He also though he might still taste himself a bit. Brian feasted on his mouth for some time, exploring every corner inside, and out.  

Finally, Brian dragged his mouth downward. His tongue made a trail that felt like fire inside Justin. He tried grabbing at Brian but Brian locked his fingers with Justin and continued by latching onto one of Justin's nipples and sucked like he was getting nourishment.

Justin whimpered. Brian was the only man that touched him so deeply.

Brian continued downward. When he got to Justin's navel Brian dipped his tongue into that perfect belly button.  As he dropped even lower he stopped licking and just gently blew on Justin's warmed skin. Brian heard Justin's sharp intake of air as he continued to blow as he hovered over his pubic hair and then over his strained penis.  

This time Justin's movement was almost violent in the shiver it sent through his entire body.

"Brian."  

Brian looked up at Sunshine. Justin had tears on his cheeks.

"Please, I need you now." Was all he could manage to say.

Brian slipped on a condom.  He put Justin's legs on his shoulders and then slip up his body. Ever so gently he slipped into Justin.  He continued upward so he could look at Justin's face. He interlocked his fingers with Justin's on either side of the pillow. He leaned over completely filling Justin as he ran his tongue over the trail of tears and then just drug his lips over the same trail until he had to claim those lips again. He then lost total control.  He had never had an orgasm that powerful before and at the same moment Justin shuddered and gasped.

Both men just lay there for a long time.  Brian eventually moved off of Justin and Justin gathered him in his arms.  

Neither wanted to move or say anything. Neither had ever experienced anything like that before. After what felt like seconds and like an eternity all at the same time Justin finally moved a bit.

"Brian, Baby? You awake?" He spoke quietly just in case he had dozed.

"Hey, Sunshine. Please don't tell me you are ready for a repeat performance because I think I need a little more time to recuperate."

Justin was gently running his fingers through Brian's mussed hair. "No, I am good for a bit," Justin laughed. "I, We.......That was beyond amazing."

"I can't argue that one. Holy, Shit!"

"I really could use a shower now. Will you join me?"

"I am taking advantage of every second I can see you naked the next couple days." He winked at Justin as they got up and headed to the bathroom.

They took advantage of wet skin and the sensation that caused.  Soon Brian is on his knees satisfying Justin's need again.

It was late afternoon by the time they got dressed in some casual clothes and went downstairs.   

"Hey, Bri, I hate to do it but I have a message I need to take care of.  There is hiccup at San Francisco that Jarod needs an answer to."

"No problem.  I should check in at the office before everyone is gone for the day, too."

Justin stepped out onto the patio while Brian headed to his office area.

Justin called Jarod who picked up on the second ring.

"I am SO sorry to bother you, Justin. But I wasn't sure what to do about this." Jarod went on to explain one of the frames was damaged and the gallery wanted to know if he wanted it reframed of the framed fixed.

After hearing the description, Justin explained what he wanted done.

Justin knew Jarod far too well by now.  There was a hesitation in his response. "Ok, what else is up?"

Jarod laughed, "I am guessing you have been, probably several times, from the relaxed tone of your voice."

Justin nearly fell out of the chair he was sitting in.  He just laughed. "Yes, you would be right there. How about you? Have you had any time to go out? You would have your choice in San Francisco, whether you are in the mood for male or female.  You do know you are a hot commodity to men and women, don't you?"

Justin realized Brian was standing next to him and smiled up at him.  Brian kissed the top of his head and sat down next to him, taking his hand.

On the other end of the phone Jarod was fairly quiet so Justin continued. "I know you don't want indiscriminate sex but trust me it has its place.  But if you never get out there it isn't going to happen."

"I'm waiting for my wingman to get back here to help me find the right one."

Justin chuckled.  "OK, you got it."

After another minute of discussing the show Justin and Jarod said goodbye.

Brian pulled Justin's hand up to his mouth and kissed his palm. His curiosity then got the better of him. "You aren't telling me a guy that looks like Jarod has never had sex before"

"Of course he has, but only with a few women and he is looking to explore. He wants to have his first male experience but he is nervous and doesn't have a clue how to go out there and look."

"Why didn't you just screw him? You have done virgins before and I am sure you gave them a good time." Brian started licking up Justin's arm.

"That never crossed my mind since it would be breaking one of our rules."

Brian tugged on Justin's arm until he got up and sat on Brian's lap. Brian started nipping on Justin's neck.  It almost hurt but as soon as he was going ask him to stop he would lick and kiss the spot before going to another spot."

"That feels amazing but I really can't have a neck full of red marks later this week."

"Spoil sport." He claimed Justin's lip and laid his hand on Justin's crotch.

Justin's cock instantly sprung to life.  "Now look what you've done," Justin laughed.  

"Well, since I am the cause, I guess I better find the remedy." Laughing the two men went back in the house.

I really do need that 'remedy' but let's order dinner so it gets here before midnight. I am starving.  

Brian ordered half the menu from their favorite Chinese place. And then went in for his appetizer.  Before Justin realized it Brian had his pants down and his mouth was firmly locked on Justin's dick. It didn't take long and Justin lost all control. As Justin stood to straighten his pants the gate buzzed.  

"I'll grab it. You pour the Saki." Justin jogged to the gate. As he got there Dan was just coming through it carrying their delivery.

"Hey, Dan, Sorry I didn't greet you earlier." He grinned at Dan.  

"Ya, I would say something had just come up," Dan laughed. "I am really glad you are home for a few days."

"Has he been that bad?"

"You were right.  He drinks far too much when you aren't here and then when he throws in some of his poppers it isn't pretty. I know you know we have gone out a couple night."

"I knew Brian couldn't go without sex while I was gone.  That's why I gave him permission. Celibacy just Isn't in Brian's makeup."

"You know him so well."

"Well, by now he would have gone out and found someone to fuck and if he felt he had to hide it from me would just kill him. Dan, why don't you come for lunch tomorrow. Make it around 1:00. By then we will both need a break." Justin and Dan both laughed.

"Where did you go to pick that up?" Brian kidded Justin.

"I ran into Dan.  He is coming for lunch tomorrow. I figured we could quit messing around for a couple hours." He smiled at Brian.

The next few hours they watched a couple movies while they fed each other Chinese and drank Saki.

When the second movie finished they were feeling now pain. They made sure everything was locked up for the night and headed upstairs.

They laid in bed and talked about Kinnetik and the tour. They just enjoyed being in each other's company.  They were just together. They drifted off in each other's arms.

Around 3:00 a.m. Brian woke up to Justin thrashing around next to him.  "Justin. Sunshine. Baby." He stroked Justin's face and held him close.

In his sleep filled brain Justin said, "Jarod?"

"No, Sunshine, it's me?" Has Justin been sleeping with Jarod? Was Brian's first thought but he wasn't going there.

"Oh, Brian!" He clung to him.

After he had calmed down, Brian asked, "Has this been happening more often?”

“It has happened a couple times.  The last time Jarod heard me yell and came to check on me. It had been a really bad one and Jarod just sat with me until I calmed down and then he fall asleep sitting up in my bed.  Honestly, Brian, I know you can't be with me. I don't know what I would have done without him a couple times. Besides you, I have never had a guy friend, not really. Yes, your friends became my friends but Jarod is my first."

"Now I know for fact, I was your first. " They both laughed. "You know, Justin, if something would happen between you and Jarod I think I would understand.  He's your friend and you want what's best for him. If you screwed him doesn't mean you would love me less."

"Brian, what are you saying? We made a deal.  Jarod is a friend. We know each other well. It would be like having sex with Michael or Emmett.  It isn't going to happen."

"Let's talk about it in the morning.  And we do need to talk about this but right now, I need to sleep."

Brian pulled Justin close and drifted off.  Justin was still thinking about what Brian had said.  Why would he say something like that? He had no intention of sleeping with Jarod. Well, technically he had slept with Jarod.  Maybe that is what he meant. With that Justin dropped off in a peaceful sleep.

Brian woke early.  He wasn't sure why but he decided it was contentment.  He slept well with Sunshine by his side. He started thinking about their conversation in the middle of the night.  Had he really told Justin he could fuck Jarod? He knew he had and the reason was clear to him. It was to protect Justin's feelings if it happened.

Justin reached up and stroked Brian's face. "Good morning, my Love," Justin scooched up so he could kiss Brian. I hope you slept well after I woke you up."

Brian kissed Justin's neck and said, "I slept better than I have in 6 week. I just need to hear you snore to sleep I guess."

Justin swatted at him. "I don't snore."

"Oh, Sunshine, you do but I love hearing it." He gave him a kiss that made Justin's toes tingle. "So, besides screwing several times today, what would you like to do?"  

"After our shower," He made sure he looked at Brian's face and winked, "I would love to walk to the grocery and pick out some things for lunch with Dan.  After lunch I don't care what we do. Do you have any thoughts?"

Brian leered at Justin and laugher, "Let's plan on going out to a late dinner.  We can play the afternoon by ear. Watching a movie with you by my side is all I need."

Justin rolled on top of Justin.  I have to piss and then will you meet me in the shower?" And he was in the bathroom.

Justin started the shower and stepped in.  Within seconds Brian had joined him. Brian was all over him and within a minute Justin was against the glass and Brian was already inside him. He turned his head back so Brian could kiss him. He wrapped one hand around to Justin's front and started sliding up and down on his wet cock.  Soon they were relaxed against each other.

"Brian?"

"Yes, Sunshine?"

"Why did you say I should have sex with Jarod last night? You did say that didn't you?"

He turned Justin around so they could look at each other. "I didn't say you SHOULD have sex with him but if you do have sex I would understand.  Let's get out of here and continue this conversation.

As they dried off Brian explained his thoughts.  "Justin, I believe the two of you are good friends by now. And as much as there is a part of me that is extremely jealous of that relationship I can see he is good for you and you feel comfortable with him.  I am grateful he is there for you when I call you drunk out of my mind. He is there for you when you have a nightmare and I can't be but I understand how something could happen. If you wake up and he is there something could happen in your fear, in your feelings. If something happens I don't want you to feel that you betrayed me.  Does that make sense?"

Justin pressed his still naked body up against Brian.  "That may be the most grown up thing you have ever said!" Justin leaned in and kissed him.  "I have no intention of sleeping with him but if a situation occurs I will be honest with you. And you never have to doubt my love for you.  You are the only man I will ever love. I can't give my love to someone else because you hold all of it."

The time Justin had in New York City was flying by.  They had lunch with Dan Tuesday. They had dinner with Daphne and Gale on Wednesday and now it was Thursday evening already. Tomorrow morning Brian would go off to work and Justin would take a cab to the airport.   

They sat on the sectional in front of the TV just touching and kissing, letting the need slowly build. Justin was tracing the shape of Brian's lips absent mindedly. "You know it is less than six weeks before you are meeting me in Austin!"

"You know as well as I do that is just about the same about of time but we made the first 6 weeks and now we know we can make it the next 6.

They delayed going upstairs, not because they didn't want to make love but because they didn't want the visit to end.  

"Are you sure you don’t want me to drive you to the airport tomorrow?" Brian asked Justin as he ran gold locks through his fingers.

"Brian, you need to get back to work and there is nothing you can do at the airport for me.  The cab will drop me off and I will board my plane."

"I know but..."

"No buts. Now I don't know about you but I am ready for the two of us to climb those stairs and...."

Brian captured Justin's mouth and stood up with Justin clinging to his neck.

Just before dawn Justin was awakened to Brian's kisses. When he saw Justin was awake he softly said, "I want to feel you inside of me.  I want to remember you there for the next six weeks."

Justin gently entered Brian from behind him.  With every thrust his need built.

"Harder, Sunshine, please harder."

Justin slammed into him with all the power he could and after just a few more strokes they both gasped in pleasure.

Brian turned and wrapped his arms around Justin. "Thank you, Sunshine. Always remember to be careful.  I can't live without you." And with that Brian was out of bed to get ready for his day.

Justin just lay in bed and watched him.  He still had an hour before he had to catch a cab.

Brian stretched his departure out as long as he could.  Justin walked down the stairs with him and at the door they clung to each other drawing as much energy as they could from each other.

"I will call you when I arrive. Don't forget I love you Brian Kinney.  No matter what I will always love you."

"I love you, Sunshine" And with that Brian was out the door.