Chapter 13

“Happy Birthday, Gussy,” Shelby kissed his shoulder blade as her arm circled his waist. Her lips moved to his neck and then his ear. “How are you feeling this morning?”

“I haven’t moved enough to know.”  He turned to face her and she saw him wince. 

“It’s that spot on your lower back, isn’t it?”

He nodded and rolled to his stomach.  He already knew she would want to work out that spot and she was right.  It would feel better after she did. She seemed to know exactly where to rub.  “Is there an X marked on the spot that says, ‘This will make the man you love cry’?”

“I’m sorry, I don’t want to hurt you.” 

“Just get it over with and then we can kiss and make everything better.”

Shelby worked the spot until she felt the knot relax and then she brought her mouth down to the spot and dropped several kisses on it.

Gus sighed. “Happy Birthday to me.  Let’s go to the hot tub.” He stood.  

Shelby watched his muscles ripple under his skin.  Her heart skipped a beat. She had loved him for over a year but since he started construction full time his shape had changed.  His body, though still lean, now had defined lines and she had to admit it turned her on so much she sometimes almost orgasmed just thinking about him. He offered his hand and she accepted it.

Gus pulled her curvy body into his arms. “I must be the luckiest man in the world.  I get to see this body and face every day.” He pulled her close so he could feel every curve of her body. His body responded to the feel of her. His lips came down on hers and when they separated he said, “God, let’s get in the hot tub before I take you right here.”

“And who would object to that?”  she smiled teasingly at him and he groaned.  He pulled the cover off and they entered the warm tub.  The steam rolled off the water as it mixed with the cool air.   Gus sat in a reclining position and pulled Shelby on top of him and continued what he had started in the bedroom.  

“Gussy, let the jets do their job before we get too involved. Give your muscles a few minutes.” She straddled him and relaxed on his chest.  She felt his muscles let down as his body supported her. As his hands moved up and down her spine she sighed. “I don’t deserve you, Gus.”

“I was thinking the same thing. I guess we deserve each other.”  Gus kissed her, delving deep into her mouth. “I can never get enough of you.”  As he said this he slid her body up his so her breast was in his mouth and his hand slid between her legs.  His thumb went in her ass as his finger found her clit. The sensation was more than she could handle as she climaxed violently and then began to shiver being mostly out of the water.  He rolled over and she laid on the jets as his cock sunk into her. She continued shivering but for a totally different reason now as her body continued to respond to his and she moved to a level she had never been to before. The scream she let out echoed down the valley. Gus dropped down on her and tried to stop her trembling. She clung to him like a scared child.  “Shelly, calm down, sweetheart. “I’m sorry. I obviously pushed you too far.” He collected her in his arms and pulled her onto his lap and they sat that way for several minutes, until he was sure she had calmed down. “I think we better get out of this before we turn into raisins and I promised my dads we would come up for brunch.”

“Yes, I remember,” she said softly.  “I have never felt like that before. It was like I was looking down on us and had absolutely no control of myself.  Did I scream as loud as I think I did?”

“Ya, in fact I wouldn’t be surprised if there is a text from someone, checking if we are alright.” He helped her out of the tub and wrapped her in a thick robe.  He pulled one on himself and they walked in together. He picked up his phone. Justin had sent a message. ‘Let us know you are alright. It sounded like a happy scream’.

Gus quickly responded, ‘we are fine.  See you in an hour’. Gus smiled up but Shelby had disappeared.  “Shelly, where are you? I…” 

Shelby walked in with what he first thought was his guitar case but at second glance this wasn’t his.  “Oh, there you are.”

“Gus, sorry I couldn’t figure out how to wrap it. And I know you could buy a much nicer one but  Happy Birthday, Gussy.” Gus opened the case and found a Taylor acoustic guitar. It was beautiful, the deep cherry would gleamed. “I think it is similar to the one you were looking at.  I am sorry I couldn’t afford a brand new one but this one only has a couple very small scratches.”

Gus took it out and strummed it.  He quickly tuned it and began to play.  The tone was wonderful and the feel of the frets under his fingers was perfect.  

Softly she said, “I thought a Kinney needed a Taylor.”

Gus set the guitar down and pulled her close.  “It is perfect, Shelly. I can’t think of a better gift.  And, I don’t care it isn’t brand new. It is just broke in, loosened up.”

“Are you telling me the truth or just being your same sweet self?”

A tear formed in Gus’ eye as he looked at her, “Shelby, I really love it. Didn’t you hear the tone?  It resonates better than any guitar I have ever heard. I could never have bought the right one for myself.  This one has heart, your heart.” He kissed her so gently she barely felt his lips but electricity shot through her.

She kissed away the tears, “We better get dressed or we will be late for brunch. I am sure I look like crap.  I need to do my hair and makeup.”

“Shelby, nothing could make you more beautiful than you are now.”

An hour later, they strolled into the house.  Jennifer greeted her grandson with a hug and kiss. “Gus you get more handsome every time I see you. And Shelby you look lovely as usual.”

“Pops, Dad, come look at what Shelby gave me.”  He had brought the guitar because he was so proud of it.  

Brinn ran up to see what he had. “Happy Birthday, Gussy. Can I see the guitar?”

“How did you know it was a guitar?” Gus smiled at his sister and she hugged him.

“You’re teasing me, Gus.”

He kissed the top of her head as he opened the case. “It’s a Taylor.  Shelby said every Kinney needed a Taylor and it sounds so amazing.” Gus pulled it out and started playing it.

♪I give her all my love

That's all I do

And if you saw my love

You'd love her, too

I love her

She gives my everything

And tenderly

The kiss my lover brings

She brings to me

And I love her

A love like ours

Could never die

As long as I

Have you near me

Bright are the stars that shine

Dark is the sky

I know this love of mine

Will never die

And I love her

Bright are the stars that shine

Dark is the sky

I know this love of mine

Will never die

And I love her♪

And I Love her: John Lennon / Paul McCartney

When Gus had finished the song Justin had pulled Jennifer into his arms and they both had tears running down their cheeks. Brinn had curled up in Shelby’s lap and was wiping away her tears.  Even Brian was choked up so he turned his back to everyone. Justin kissed his mom and walked over to Brian, slipping his arms around him. After Gus set the guitar down he walked over to Shelby and put his arms around her.  Brinn walked over to her grandma. She smiled up at her grandma, “We are a bunch of saps.”

“That just shows how much we all love each other.” Jennifer held on to Brinn.  “The guitar is beautiful, Shelby, and Gus, the song was perfect.” Justin kissed Brian and then hugged both Shelby and Gus.  

“Mom’s right, you chose perfectly.” Justin turned to Jennifer, “ Mom, can you help me get the food on the table?”

“Can I help, Daddy?”

“Of course you can, Brinny.  Come on.”

As Gus put the guitar gently back in the case, Brian walked up to Shelby.  She couldn’t read his face. “I really wanted to get him a new one but they were so expensive and I saved for months for this one.”

Brian took Shelby in his arms and hugged her tight. “You’re right.  Every Kinney needs a Taylor.”

Everyone enjoyed the meal.  They told stories and laughed. As they finished Shelby noticed Brian and Justin looking back and forth at each other.  She saw Brian texting under the table and heard a response come in.  

Brian stood up.  If everyone’s finished I’d like everyone to come out on the veranda for a minute. Everyone followed him out. From the direction of Jim and Mary’s they could all hear a vehicle And soon a pickup came into view. A Ford F-450 pickup came into sight.  As it got closer Gus could see some writing on the side of it. As it came to a stop Gus’ mouth dropped open. “Dads, this is crazy! It is too much.” The door on the pickup said Gus Kinney, General Contractor. Near the back was the logo for Taylor Kinney Wine and Design.

“A contractor needs a pickup.  I know you have rented one more than once already and think of all the advertising.”

“Shelby, look at this.  Isn’t it amazing. And there is room for my guitar behind the seats.  Let’s go show Molly and Tyler. You need to do a few things with Molly for the party, right?”

“Ya, I do.  Are we going to come back or do I need to bring clothes to change into?”

“Let’s grab our clothes so we don’t have to come back.”  

They said goodbye and, after stopping at the house, they were on their way to town.

Molly woke up and heard Brenda talking to Paul and Paul chattering back. “Well, young man, let’s get you into some dry britches and then we can get you some breakfast.”

Molly put a robe on and didn’t realize it was Tyler’s until she was in the hall. She looked into Paul’s room.  “You don’t have to, Brenda….”

“You get back into that warm bed with my gorgeous son and let me take care of my new grandson.  We have a year of catching up to do. That’s a lot of hugs and kisses.” She snuggled the little boy.  “Molly, I have not seen Tyler this happy in years, if ever. Now, I insist you give me at least two hours alone with your little guy and you spend two hours with my big one.”

Molly kissed her son and then Brenda’s cheek. “Feel free to look for anything you can’t find.  He loves scrambled eggs and likes just a tiny bit of jam on his toast.” Molly shut the bedroom door behind her and saw Tyler laying there with his eyes shut and his hands behind his head.  She dropped the robe and lifted the blankets and entered head first. As her mouth came down around his semi erect cock. His eyes flew open as Molly’s hand slipped between his legs and she started insisting on entry.  She couldn’t see his face but Tyler’s vocalizations told her he was awake now. 

The moment she touched his prostate, she tasted precum.  She moved her finger away from it and just slid it in and out.  Molly could tell he was trying to control himself but she didn’t want him to.  She rubbed his prostate and she heard him mumble, “Holy shit,” as he lost control.  When he finished, he reached down and pull her up gently by her hair. As soon as he saw her smirky grin, he flipped pinning her to the mattress.  Soon they were wrestling, going this way and that as they stole kisses, nibbles, and nips, not to mention groping and grabbing. Soon they collapsed on the mattress laughing first and then, Tyler pinned her down and got serious. Tyler held both of Molly’s hands in one of his and pinned them above her head.  His mouth was everywhere. He taunted on and on.

“Ty, please, I need to cum.  I need you inside of me.”

Tyler let her hands go but instead of getting on top of her he thrust his fingers forcefully, deep inside her several times.  She cried out as she climaxed but instead of giving her a break, he flipped her over and pulled her onto her knees. He then entered her vagina from behind and Molly saw stars.  She cried out as she collapsed onto the bed and Tyler landed on top of her. 

He rolled off of her and smiled over at her.  “I take it Mom had Paul?”

“She insisted I come play with her big boy.”  She snuggled up to him.  

“I love that woman!” Tyler smiled

“I truly do, too, and not just because she gave us time to be together this morning.”  Molly looked at the clock. “Oh, I really do need to get up and shower.” She stood up and turning her back on Tyler wiggled his her hips and looked over her shoulder, “Would you like to join me?”

With in seconds, Tyler was in the shower with her. He brought his hands up under her arms with a bar of soap and began to stroke her breasts with it.  Her body sagged against him as he worked his way around her body. Her knees began to buckle and Tyler turned her around and picking her up by the waist Molly’s arms and legs wrapped around him and once more they made love.

Twenty minutes later they walked out of the bedroom.  Molly’s skin was glowing from the exercise and the shower. Brenda smiled knowingly at them. “This little darling is about as sweet as can be. I can’t get enough of him.”  Tyler hugged his mom and gave her a kiss. For a split second he held her tight.  

Molly saw them share a look and realized Tyler wasn’t the only one who lost someone when his daughter was taken.  She made a cup of coffee for herself and one for Tyler. When she handed it to him she touched his cheek and he kissed the palm of her hand.  “Thanks, Tayler.”

“Oh, isn’t that cute Tyler and Taylor.  Molly, did you keep Taylor or do you use Harris?”

“Officially it is Taylor Harris but for work I use Taylor, mainly because it ties me to the vineyard which ties me to the wine bar.  And face it, my brother is well known. I am proud of that.”

“And you should be.  I am interested in seeing his work.  I hear there is some of it in the shop downstairs?”

“Oh, yes, there is.  In a few minutes, Shelby, you met her last night, will be here and we will finish setting up for the party.  You are welcome to join us.”

“I would love that.”  She smiled and Molly and then looked at Tyler.  “You did real good, Son. This one is definitely a keeper.”

“I know I did, Mom.”  There was a knock on the door and Tyler went to answer it. “Hey, Gus, happy birthday. Hey Shelby.”

Gus was about to explode.  “You have to see what Shelby got me.  She is the best.”

“I’m sure that is really cool but when did you get the new ride?”  Tyler was already walking down the steps to check it out. Gus set the guitar down, kissed Shelby, and followed Tyler down.

“I’ll bring it in for you, Gus. Go take him for a ride in your new toy but wait a minute so Molly can see it.”  Shelby called out, “Molly, come take a look. Since it includes your business, too.”

Molly looked down from the balcony.  “That’s great, Gus. Maybe sometimes we will be able to use that for furniture we sell, too?” The men waved and drove away.  “Boys and their toys. We will have to introduce Brenda to Gus later.”

Shelby walked over to Paul and picked him up.  “I miss you living close, Mol, but I can’t seem to get used to not seeing Paul every day.  I can talk to you on the phone or text but …” She snuggled Paul.

“Sheshe.”  Paul said and he gave her a big sloppy kiss.  

“Are you going to help us, big guy? Brenda, I’m sorry.  I didn’t mean to ignore you but your grandson has stolen my heart.”

“This is one lucky little guy.  It is obvious how many people love him and you can’t know how glad I am to see all this support.  I am sure you know about Tyler’s daughter and I always think if she had more support she wouldn’t have run.” She looked over at Molly, “Oh, honey, I am not saying you would run but I have to watch out for my baby even if he is a big tough cop now.”

Molly  hugged her mother in law.  “I’m not saying we will never fight, because we will and we have but I promised him very early on if I ever need space I will go to the vineyard or tell him where I am.”

“Thank you.  I can tell he is in good hands and I have a feeling he was in those hands this morning.”  Brenda laughed loudly making Paul laugh at her. Molly gave Brenda a quick tour of the business and told her to take her time and look at anything.  Shelby set Paul down in the area set up for him. It was like a built in playpen. He had toys in there and a nice cushioned floor. It was also out of the way and yet he could see him mom most of the time from its location.

Brenda smiled, “You thought of everything.  How great is that. You can work and yet have him down here part of the time.”

“Yes, I hope to get a sitter for about three days a week but with flexibility if I need her more or less.” 

Brenda spent her time looking around at the artwork and decor and playing with Paul while Shelby and Molly did some of the decorating for the party.  The noise level went up when Gus and Tyler returned. Tyler reached down and picked up Paul and then took Gus over to his mom. “Mom, this is Gus Kinney.  He is Molly’s partner and nephew, sort of.”

“How are you sort of someone’s nephew?”

“Well, my biological dad is married to Molly’s brother.  I consider them both my dads but Molly’s brother, my dad is younger than bio dad.”

“How do you keep it straight when you have two dads?”

“Well, Justin, Molly’s brother is my dad and my biological dad, Brian, I call Pops. I know it is confusing. My sister calls Pops, Dad and she calls dad, daddy.  It has to be confusing. All you have to know is Justin is younger and has Molly’s coloring and Brian is taller and has dark hair like me.”

“It will be obvious which one is Gus’ dad,” Tyler said. 

“You mean he is as handsome as his son?”

“Gus, I didn’t warn you that my mom has an eye for good looking men.”

“Oh, I’m with you there,” Gus said. Brenda looked a little surprised. “I appreciate both men and women, although I will never love anyone other than Shelby now. But just because I have made my choice doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate the male form.”

“Well, we can compare notes later.  Will there be any mature, sophisticated men here tonight?”  She started laughing.

Gus put his arm around her, “No one is jumping out but I will think about that.”

Shelby slipped her arms around Gus’ waist from behind. “Do I have to keep an eye on you, Brenda?  This one is mine.”

“Tyler, I need to show you the guitar Shelby gave me.  It is so amazing. The tone is perfect and it’s a Taylor!”

Tyler picked up the guitar and played a few chords.  “I didn’t know you played?” Gus looked at him with surprise.

“Trust me, I am no competition.  What you heard is about all there is to my talent.”

“But my boy can sing.  His voice melts my heart.”

Molly put her arm around Brenda, “Oh girl, I know what you’re talking about.”

Tyler handed the guitar to Gus.  He whispered something to him and Gus nodded. Gus started playing, “Sitting on the Dock of the Bay”  Tyler’s rich voice started singing and all three of the women swooned. Gus kept playing but could only stare at Tyler. 

When the song ended Gus looked at Shelby, “Shelly, did you know he could sing?”

“I had never heard him although Molly had said he could.”

“Tyler, plan on singing here most weekends!”

“He maybe doesn’t play guitar well but the boy plays a mean keyboard.” Brenda offered up.  Now even Molly’s mouth fell open. Brenda put her hand on Molly’s shoulder. “Oh, yes, Girl!  He can play.”

Gus and Tyler kept making music while the women finished setting up for his party.   Brenda took Paul upstairs for a snack and nap when he got sleepy. It was about 5:00 when Molly and Tyler went upstairs to change.  Shelby and Gus slipped into Gus’ office which was located in the back of the business. There was a desk and sofa, along with an antique drafting table in the corner.

Shelby dropped onto the sofa and stretched out, “I need five minutes,” she smiled up at him. “I love you, Gus Kinney.  I hope you have an amazing time tonight.”

Gus walked over and dropped to his knees by her, “Oh, Shelly, my friends and family are going to be here.  It will be perfect.” He smiled and kissed her. “Is there room for me?”

Shelby moved over and Gus pressed her against the back of the sofa.  He tasted of whiskey as he opened his mouth enough for her to enter it with her tongue.  Gus’ hand moved into her pants and he began to stroke her. She soon was very heated. Gus repositioned her so she was half sitting and he yanked her pants down and began to feast on her sending her over the edge several times. He then brought his mouth back up to hers and after another kiss his mouth moved to her ear, “We better get moving.  I love you, Shelly. Without you I would be lost.”

Shelby grabbed her bag and stepped into the bathroom to change. “Um, Shel, I hate to tell you but I have seen every inch of that gorgeous body in the past.”  She smiled at him and shut the door behind her. She had brought a corset along and next to nothing else to go under the new dress she had bought for the party.  She curled her hair and put on her makeup. She wished there was a full length mirror so she could see herself.  

“Shelly, are you alright?  Are you about ready?” The caterer has arrived and Molly is with them.”

“Gus, go tell her I will be right there and then come back here, Ok?”

“Come on, Shel.”

“Please, Gus?”

“Ok. I will be right back.”

As soon as she heard the door shut she stepped out.  The dress was tight fitting and showed every curve. She usually didn’t wear something his revealing but she hoped Gus would like it. The deep crimson color was perfect for her coloring.

Gus tapped on the door.  “Can I come in?”

“Come in, Gussy.” 

The door opened and Gus froze in his steps.  “Holy shit,” he whispered. “Holy shit!” Slowly he moved toward her. “My god but you are stunning. You are always beautiful but…. Wow.”  His hand rested her bare thigh and the hand moved up under the short skirt. When he realized his hand was on the bare flesh of her ass he yanked her close. “How am I supposed to focus on anything else tonight? All I want to do is…..”  He brought his mouth to hers and was surprisingly controlled as he coaxed a sigh from her.  

“We better go.  I need to help Molly.”

“I’m not sure I want you near any other men.”

“You are the only man I want, Gussy.”  Gus watched her hips as she walked toward the party room.  He was one lucky man.

Tyler and Molly came downstairs after the babysitter arrived.  Paul was about ready for bed but Brinn would be coming upstairs after spending a few minutes at the party.  Everyone knew this was probably not the kind of party a 9 year old should attend. Tyler let out a low whistle when Shelby walked in, followed by Gus. “Gus, I have to say, you are as lucky as I am when it comes to having a beautiful woman to love.”

Brian and Justin hired every taxi in town and sent them out to pick up the guests.  That way at the end of the night the taxis would bring everyone home safely. The standard dress for the party was as varied as the people.  The women mostly had casual dresses but the men varied. Gus and Tyler had chosen favorite band T Shirts with jeans while many, like Justin and Brian, were wearing crisp button downs and jeans that  fit every line of their ass and legs. Brian and Justin were having trouble keeping their hands off each other. As Tyler stood near the door Brenda walked in. Tyler heard her purr. He had to laugh. He loved his mom but he was afraid she was going to be a lot to handle tonight.

“Mom, down girl.  Let me introduce you to Gus’ dads.  Of course, this is also Molly’s brother. Brian and Justin, I’d like you to meet my mom, Brenda.”

Brenda giggled like a young girl, “Very nice to meet you, gentlemen.  You have raised a great son.”

Justin gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek, “Nice to meet you, Brenda.  You have raised a great guy yourself.”

“Glad you could come to Gus’ party.” Brian smiled at her and could see her fun loving nature.  “Who knew Paul would end up with another stunning grandmother.” He bent and kissed both Jenn and Brenda on the cheeks.  

Brenda slapped his arm lightly, “I know I will need to keep an eye on you.” She laughed as she and Jenn linked their arms and walked away.

“You are right, Brenda, you have to watch that one.”  Jennifer said as they walked away. “He can be a silver tongued devil.”

Justin turned and looked at Brian, “Did you hear my mother?  She said you are a silver tongued devil.” Brian pulled him close and kissed him.  “Nope, I don’t feel silver, but let me check once more.”

The place filled up with more people.  They had invited mostly friends but they invited a few business people in the area hoping these contacts would help the business.  Everyone enjoyed looking around the new business and many were talking about what they could use the party space for with their business.

The wine and liquor flowed freely.  Gus started playing and Tyler sang. They had come up with a playlist that afternoon.  They would do two or three songs and then take a break. 

When they were about ready to start a couple more songs, Tyler took a stool and set it right in front of the little stage.  He then led Molly over and had her sit down on it. He kissed her and got on stage. “Can I have everyone’s attention? I want to dedicate this to my beautiful, loving wife.  Taylor, I love you and our son more than you can imagine.”

♪Just to see her

Just to touch her

Just to hold her in my arms again one more time

If I could feel her warm embrace

See her smiling face

Can't find anyone to take her place

I've got to see her again

I would do anything

I would go anywhere

There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to see her again

I can't hide it no

I can't fight it

It's so hard to live without the love she gave to me

Doesn't she know it

I tried hard not to show it

Can't I make her realize that she really needs me again

I would do anything

I would go anywhere

There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to see her again

She brightened up my everyday

Made me feel so good in every way

If I could have her back to stay

I've got to see her again

I want to see her

(Just to see her)

Hold her hold her hold her

(Just to see her) see her

Just to touch her

Touch her

I would do anything

I would go anywhere

There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to see her again

She brightened up my everyday

Makes me feel so good in every way

If I could have her back to stay (today)

I've got to see her again

it would it would it would

(Just to see her) make me feel so good

(Just to see her)if I if I could only see her again

Just see her again

Just to see her theres nothin' I wouldn't do

Just to see her oh don't you know its true

Just to see her♪    Just to See Her Songwriters: Jimmy George / Louis Joseph Pardini

“Please, don’t ever leave me, Taylor.”  Molly stood and moved up the two steps to the stage.  She put her arms around his neck and kissed him while she listened to people cheer her on.  They staggered off the stage and off to a corner where they continued kissing. 

Gus smiled at them and he took another big swig of the bourbon he had sitting next to him. The bottle had been full when the evening started but now it was well under half. He started playing a song he had written with Jamie when he had been on tour three years ago. It was a ballad that was soft and sweet. As he got to the chorus he could swear he heard harmony added to the music.  He scanned the crowd and it was like the sea parted and Jamie appeared. He stepped onto the stage and took Tyler’s mic and started singing the second verse. Gus couldn’t take his eyes off Jamie. Shelby couldn’t take her eyes off Gus. When the song was done Gus set the guitar down and stepped toward Jamie. Jamie put the mic back in its stand and pulled Gus into his arms. “Happy Birthday, handsome,” he said very softly.  The kiss they shared was long and hard and when they separated it was obvious Gus was shook up, and if Shelby wasn’t wrong, he was also rock hard under his jeans.

Shelby felt an arm at her waist.  She turned to see Brian. He kissed her temple and handed her a full bottle of wine.  “Don’t forget he loves you. He’s young and he is drunk. He will be in your bed tonight.”

“And if he isn’t?”  She drank the equivalent of a glass of one in one drag.

“If he isn’t he’ll be back tomorrow.  It will be up to you what happens at that point.”

Shelby looked for Gus but he had disappeared. “Where did he go, Brian?  Where is he!”

Justin walked up to Shelby on the other side.  “Come sit down, sweetheart.”

“No, I want to….”

“Sit down, Shelby.”  She did as she was directed and Justin sat across from her and took her hands.  “Give him a few minutes.”

“But, you saw them!  He is making out with HIM!  What is he doing here? He told me he was mine!” She nearly polished off the bottle of wine.  Brian walked by and set down another bottle, picking up the empty one.

“Shelby, he is.  But honey, he is drunk and his first love walked in the door.  This might be hard to understand especially since you have drained a bottle of wine in the last 10 minutes. They need a few minutes together.”

“So they can …”

“So they can do whatever they need to do.”

“Justin, that might be the way you and Brian do it but not me. Now where did they go!”

“They headed toward the office area,” Justin sighed. “Shelby, don’t do anything you can’t take back.”

Shelby had to balance herself on the table for a moment. Tyler and Molly walked up, having missed most of the exchange between Jamie and Gus. “Shelby, let Tyler go find him.”

“No, I need to…”

Tyler took her hands and looked into her eyes, “Stay here.  I’ll find him.” The tone Tyler used gave her no options. Molly hated when he talked like that but this is one time she was glad he had. 

Gus and Jamie ended up in his office. Jamie pulled Gus into his arms and his hands moved over his shoulders and arms. “I didn’t think you could be any more beautiful but my god…” He pulled Gus tightly against him and kissed him again.

After a couple minutes Gus shook his head.  “Jamie, what are you doing here? How did you know we were having a party?”

“It was a big birthday and I know your family well enough to know they would do something.  I looked at the local website and found out you started a new business. Who is Molly? I know she’s a partner but is she…”

“Molly is Justin’s little sister. She lives upstairs with her husband and their little boy.”  Jamie was tugging at Gus’ T Shirt. His hands slid underneath and his warm hands felt the new muscles Gus had developed.

“Where do you call home, Jamie? You are still making music, right?”

“I call a jet plane home.  I have a recording coming out soon.  It is expected to do very well. You are still the best guitarist I know. That guitar you were playing was badass.” He was now trying to work his hands down the back of his jeans.

Gus shook his head trying to think straight. He took a step backward. “Oh, Shelby, SHIT!” he yelled. “What the hell am I doing?  I’m engaged. I hope I’m engaged. I need to go find her. I…”

Jamie’s lips were on his again.

“Jamie, please,....” Gus started to say something but the office door opened and Gus saw Tyler standing there.  What Tyler saw was Gus in the arms of a man who had his hands down Gus’ pants.

“Um, Gus, can I talk to you a minute? Maybe your friend wants to go back to the party.  There is plenty of food out there.” Tyler stood at the open door until Jamie walked out. Tyler shut the door firmly.

“Shit, Tyler.  I can’t think straight. I was trying to tell him about my beautiful Shelly.  But he kept kissing me and I couldn’t think straight. Jamie was my first love but…. Damn!  How much trouble am I in?”

“I love her.  I don’t want to be with him, but feeling his cock against mine… I can’t think straight.  DAMN! I need to find her. I need to be with Shelby.”

“Gus, don’t say too much while you are still drunk.  You mean well but….” Gus rushed out of his office. Tyler hoped Gus didn’t screw this up.

Shelby was sitting at a table with Molly across from her.  Gus took another swallow of bourbon as he walked over to her.  Most of the guests had gone back to conversations. There was music coming over the speakers and a few people were dancing.  Dan and Marcus were making out more than dancing as they swayed to the music. Brian and Justin were also out on the dance floor but when they saw Gus come back out they turned so both could watch in case they needed to step in. They both knew Gus was drunk but at this point so was Shelby.  

Gus walked over and dropped on his knees in front of Shelby.  “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I love you. I only love you.  Oh, please, Shelly, please forgive me.” Shelby threw her hands up in the air.

Tears were streaming from his blurry eyes. He dropped his head on her lap and wrapped his arms around her legs, sobbing. “I don’t love him.  I love you.”

Molly had tears in her eyes listening to Gus.  She knew this was Gus talking from the heart. Her heart was breaking for both of them.  Shelby looked over at Molly, wanting her advice. Molly softly spoke,. “Shelby, he means it. Neither of you are in any condition to think straight but, Shelby, Gus loves you, not some guy that walks in off the street, no matter who he was.

Jamie watched the scene unfold from across the room. It was as if Shelby sensed his gaze. Their eyes met and Jamie nodded in her direction as if to say, ‘you win’.  Jamie strode to the door and was gone.

Molly stood and Tyler offered his hand and they entered the dance space. The music had picked up and most guests were out on the floor.  Justin was dancing with his mom while Brian was taking Brenda for a spin. Shelby’s fingers laced through Gus’ hair. She stroked his hair away from his face and he looked up into hers. She raised his head, encouraging him to move closer.  He stretched up and their lips met briefly. Shelby stood and offered him her hand. As he stood she said, “This isn’t over but we are both too drunk to talk logically.” She handed him his bottle of bourbon and she grabbed the bottle of wine. “Let’s dance.”  She took a big swallow and pulled him out on the floor.

The room was a bit heavy for a while but the rest of the evening went smoothly.  Gus cut the cake and people started eating it. Dan and Marcus made a point of saying happy birthday to Gus and then Dan said, “Gus, is everything copacetic? Do you need protection?”

“No, Jamie’s cool, just bad timing.  In case you guys are interested in a threesome, I am sure he would be willing. I bet he’s at the hotel. Sorry, I don’t know if you two are into that or not.I’m still drunk and am talking without thinking.”

Dan looked at Marcus.  “Are you interested in a threesome or sex with someone else?  I wouldn’t be upset if you did. You have only been with me and if you wanted another experience I would understand.”

Marcus looked a little confused, “I had never thought about it. I love you, Dan.”

“Just because you are with someone else doesn’t mean you love me less.”

“Do you want to be with someone else?”  Marcus looked a little concerned. “Have you been with someone else since you and I…”

“No, Red,” Dan reached out and touched his cheek. “You are all I need but I would understand…”

“Darling Dan, I don’t want anyone else.  If someday, when I am sober and we have discussed it, maybe we can play a bit but I can’t imagine anyone being better than you.”

“God, Red, we need to go home, NOW.”  Dan pulled him against him and it was obvious why Dan needed to go home.  They slipped out and before they were in the back of the taxi Marcus shirt was untucked.

The party was thinning out.  Brenda ran into Shelby coming out of the bathroom as she was heading upstairs.  “Honey, do you have just a moment for an old lady?”

Shelby smiled at her as she swayed.  She leaned against the door frame to feel steady.  “You are not old, Brenda.”

“Honey, give that young man a break.  Don’t make it too easy for him because you can reap some rewards but don’t let a few moments of a drunken fool ruin the life you two have built with each other. He’s not only a beautiful young man, but a good one from everything I have seen.”

Shelby smiled at her, “Thank you, Brenda.  I plan to do my best to do just that. He wasn’t the only one who drank too much.”

“Go home.  Have great makeup sex and then tomorrow after the hangover has subsided talk sincerely.”  The women hugged briefly and then went their own ways.  

When Shelby got back to the party room the crowd was thinning out.   Jenn was given Brian’s keys and she drove Brinn home. Justin walked over and held his hand out to Gus, “Keys please.”  Gus dug in his pocket and handed them to his dad.

“I wasn’t thinking about driving, Dad. I know better.”

“I know, Gus.  We are going to do a little clean up here and I am sober.  I will drive your truck home. You and Shelby take a taxi. We will see you tomorrow.  Let me know when you are up and I will let you know what time we are eating dinner. We are having a little party for Paul.”  Justin reached up and hugged Gus tightly. “Go home and take care of Shelby. You need to talk.’ Justin kissed Gus. “I love you, Gus.

“I love you too, Dad.” Gus didn’t want to let go of his dad.  “Dad, did I screw up too bad?”

“Just be honest with Shelby.  She isn’t going anywhere if you talk to her. Now, be the man that we raised you to be and take your fiance home.”

Gus walked over to Shelby who was talking to Molly. “Shelly, are you ready to go?  Molly, my dads will help clean up what needs to be done tonight.”

“Happy Birthday, Partner. I will see you tomorrow at Paul’s birthday party.”  Molly then hugged Shelby. “See you tomorrow, Shelby. If you need to talk you know where I am.”

Gus rested his hand on the center of Shelby’s back. He was nervous of her reaction and she turned into him and kissed him intensely, making his whole body quiver.

Shelby whispered in his ear, “Let’s get home so you can see what I have or don’t have on under this.” 

“Let me grab my guitar.” Gus carried it out to the taxi with them.

The ride home was filled with touching and  tasting, At one point Gus started to apologize again but Shelby shushed him.  “I don’t want to talk about it tonight. I want to celebrate your birthday.” Shelby’s hand slipped into his lap and Gus took a sharp breath in. She unzipped his fly and took him into her  mouth. “Ok, I need to ask you one thing,” Shelby looked up into his eyes. “Please tell me I am the only one who…”

“Oh, Shelly, you are the only one who has touched this besides me in the last several months.”

“I just needed to know we didn’t have to dig up condoms tonight.” She reclaimed his cock and he relaxed,  He tongue focused on the tip and soon she was tasting him and as Gus tried to give directions to their house, Shelby was swallowing every drop.

“God, I love you, woman!” Gus handed a $100 bill to the driver. “I won’t hear about this in town will I?”

“Just about your lovely home, sir.”

Gus picked her up and carried her to the house.  “Put me down, Gussy. I don’t want you to throw out anything before the main event.”

Her body slid down his.  When her feet were firmly on  the ground she took his hand and led him upstairs.  “How is your back, Gus?”

“It is fine, trust me.”  He led the way to the bedroom.  They had barely gotten to the top of the steps and there was a knock on the door.  “What the hell? Don’t go anywhere.” When he got to the door, the taxi driver was standing there with his guitar. 

“You forgot something.”

“Oh, thank you so much!  I don’t know what I would have done. …” Gus pulled out his wallet and handed the man two more bills. Then he kissed the man and shut the door.

“That’s the second man I saw you kiss tonight that wasn’t one of your fathers.”  She smiled teasingly.  

“I forgot my guitar.  What kind of jerk am I? I can’t do anything right tonight.”

“Oh, you better get your ass up here and show me just how right you can get things.”

Gus took the steps two at a time.  He set the guitar down and pulled her close.  She raised her hands and he took the hint. He took the hem of the dress and lifted it until he stood with the dress in his hands and she stood there in a laced up corset and a scrap of lace.

Gus stood there trying to breath.  “Oh, Shelly, you are so stunning. I  have no idea what I was thinking…” he pulled her close as one hand cupped her shapely ass.  When they separated she pulled his T Shirt off and then unzipped his jeans and pushed them down. Gus stepped out of them and started to take a step toward her. She held up a hand and pointed to the bed.  He sat down.Standing in front of him she slowly undid the corset one eyelet at a time. She was very deliberate in her movements. She let it drop to the floor and then she put one finger in each side of the waistband and slid her hands down. As she stepped out she stepped close. Gus pulled her near and kissed her abdomen and slowly moved up her body.

“What do you want tonight, Gus?  I am yours to do with what you please.  My body belongs to you, tonight and always.” 

Gus gently laid her down on the bed and he worshipped her body. By the time he slipped inside her, every inch of her had been cared for and thoroughly loved.

“I love you, Gus. I will try to keep you happy. If you need something, you just have to ask.”

“You are all I will ever, EVER need.” He pulled her close and they fell into exhausted bliss.

It was  after 3:00 when Brian and Justin fell into bed. “I don’t know the last time I was so tired.”  Justin said as he lay flat on his back naked.

“Well, Sunshine, as much as I love that body of yours, I hope you aren’t insulted if I just pull you close and”

“21 years ago this minute you were trying to juggle and I was scared shitless and then you opened my world to a life I could only dream of. Brian I just want to feel you inside me when I go to sleep.  Please, Baby.”

Brian gently entered him.  He felt the familiar tensing Justin did to feel the pain and then he felt the release of Justin’s muscles giving him pure pleasure and together they drifted off into sleep knowing they were where they belonged.

Gus woke and slipped out of bed.  Physically he had a little headache but otherwise he was fine.  He took something and drank a bottle of wine. He sat and watched Shelby sleep.  He wasn’t sure how close he came to losing her but he knew he fucked up. And he knew they needed to talk about it.  Took his guitar out as quietly as he could and he sat their sipping water and trying to figure out what he had to say.

Without thinking he started softly strumming the guitar and then started singing softly

  ♪It still feels like our first night together

Feels like the first kiss

It's getting better baby

No one can better this

Still holding on

You're still the one

First time our eyes met

Same feeling I get

Only feels much stronger

I want to love you longer

Do you still turn the fire on?

    So if you're feeling lonely, don't

You're the only one I'll ever want

I only want to make it good

So if I love you, a little more than I should♪

Shelby stretched and her eyes flickered open.

♪Please forgive me, I know not what I do

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

Please believe me, every word I say is true

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you♪

Gus stood and had to look out the window so he could keep singing.

♪Still feels like our best times are together

Feels like the first touch

We're still getting closer baby

Can't get closer enough

Still holding on

You're still number one

I remember the smell of your skin

I remember everything

I remember all your moves

I remember you yeah

I remember the nights, you know I still do

So if you're feeling lonely, don't

You're the only one I'll ever want

I only want to make it good

So if I love you a little more than I should♪

Gus turned to face Shelby.  She had sat up in bed and was looking at him, pain and love written on her face.  Looking her in the eye he continued...

♪Please forgive me, I know not what I do

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

Please believe me, every word I say is true

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

The one thing I'm sure of

Is the way we make love

The one thing I depend on

Is for us to stay strong

With every word and every breath I'm praying

That's why I'm saying,

Please forgive me, I know not what I do

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

Babe believe it, every word I say is true

Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you

No, believe me, I don't know what I do

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

I can't stop, loving you♪

“Please Forgive me” Songwriters: Bryan Adams / Robert Lange

Gus set the guitar down and crossed to the bed.  He sat where he had been sleeping earlier but he didn’t touch her.  “Please, forgive me.” Now he couldn’t look at her. “I was a drunken fool. I didn’t know Jamie would be there.  I never loved him like I love you and no excuses but he was my first love, or I thought he was. I don’t want to ever hurt you.”

He felt the bed shift and Shelby, still keeping space but she took his hand.  “Gus, if you ever feel the need to be with a man, if I can’t give you what you need, tell me.  Don’t hide it. Yes, it will hurt me but I knew who you were when I fell in love with you.”

Gus looked up and said, “Shelby, I won’t….”

“Don’t make a promise you aren’t sure you can keep.  I know you love me. I don’t doubt that. So if you need something, let me know.  Just not Jamie, never Jamie.”

Tears ran down his cheeks, “I hope I can say never but I promise never Jamie or Lucky.”

Shelby took his face in her hands and kissed him and he knew his love just grew even bigger for her.

Brian and Justin woke up in the same position they fell asleep in five hours earlier.  Brian slowly began to move. Justin sighed at the feel of him growing. Although there was nothing new about this it struck him differently today. He was aroused instantly and Brian nearly drove him crazy at his slow pace.  Brian refused to go faster and to make things worse he reached around and stroked Justin at the same pace. “Oh god!” Justin cried out as Brian climaxed along with Justin.

“Honey?” Jenn’s voice came through the door. “Molly is wondering what time they should come out.”

Brinn’s voice came next, “Grandma, they are probably having sex and I have learned now that I am big, to let them finish before I expect a response.”

Jenn wasn’t sure if she should be shocked or just laugh.  She knew her granddaughter was not a normal 4th grader and she knew her son’s home was not your average home but Brinn never seemed stressed or affected so she couldn’t worry, not to mention that little girl had more love around her than any child she ever knew. She hated Molly and Paul were now out here too but she knew Molly had all the support she could want and with her new husband she felt even more at ease.

“Just a second, Mom,” Justin called out.  He kissed Brian and grabbed his robe as he stood up. “Who knows what Brinn will tell Mom next.”  Brian laughed softly at that. It was a good thing his mother in law seemed to get their life. It made life so much easier.  “I’ll be back for a shower.” He winked at Brian as he left the room.

After talking it over with Molly they decided that the party would be at 3:00.  They would have Paul’s party first and then have some dinner together. Jennifer and Brenda left the next day so it would be good to spend some down time together.  They talked about what to eat and Molly said they would bring the food. Brenda was going to make them a southern meal and she would need the grill. From the noise in the background they could tell she was busy in the kitchen. Justin had to laugh when he heard Brenda call out.  “Make sure that handsome Brian knows I will need his help on the grill.”   

After goodbyes, Justin gave Brinn a kiss and left her in Jennifer’s capable hands so he could go shower.  Brian was just heading to the shower as he entered. “Don’t rush. I am coming.” 

As they stepped into the stream of water, Justin started washing his back.  “I should warn you.”

“Warn me about what?” Brian asked as he washed Justin’s hair. 

“Brenda is making us a southern dinner this evening and she has requested your assistance. No she said she required your assistance on the grill.”

Brian  had to smile.  He liked that lady, “Well, I better wear my best grill apron. Maybe that’s all I’ll wear.” They both laughed.

“I have a feeling that woman would not be bashful about pinching your cheeks and I don’t mean these,” he gently kissed each of his cheeks  and then landed on his lips. When they separated, Justin looked downward. “I think I have a slot you could make a deposit in.” Brian spun him around pressed him against the wall as he sunk into him. 

“And it is always a perfect fit.”

Gus and Shelby strolled up from their house to the main house.  Justin saw them coming. Their hands were laced and every few steps they stopped to kiss.

“What are you looking at?”  Brian asked as his arms circled Justin’s shoulders pulling him back and kissing his neck.

“Our son and his fiance.” Justin reached up and held on to Brian’s arms. “It looks like Shelby forgave him.”

“I hope she knows it will happen again.  Gus will need to fulfill that side of his sexuality once in a while.”

“Just remember that is none of our business.  They are adults.”

Jenn walked up and looked at her sons. “You know the first time I saw you holding Justin like that I wanted to kill you.  It was at that art show and he had drawn you in all your glory and I realized what he was doing with you.”

Brian reached out with one of his arms and he pulled her in.  “And what do you think now?”

“That you two were made to be together.” Jenn stood on her tiptoes and kissed Brian’s cheek.  She kissed Justin’s cheek, “I am glad to see they worked through their problems. Do they have any idea when the wedding will be?”

“They aren’t in a rush. Her mom was here but Gus hasn’t met the rest of the family yet.  I am thinking it could be a couple years.”

“No, it will be quicker than that.”  Jenn said softly.

“How’s that?” Brian asked.

“They both have parents that are in happy marriages.  They will want that, too.” The three broke up so Gus and Shelby didn’t see them staring.  Brian did what he liked to do best. He turned Justin around and started kissing him. Justin didn’t mind as his arms went around Brian’s neck.

“Alright you two, break it up,” Gus said as he walked in.  

As they separated, Shelby came over and kissed them each, “Thank you for being there for us last night.” 

Justin pulled her close.  “Any time, Shelby. We are your family and we are here for you.”

“Thanks, Justin.” She laid her head on his shoulder.  “I could never think of you as my father but I am glad Molly will share her big brother.  Does anyone need help with dinner or party plans?”

Gus pulled her close, “It doesn’t look like there is anything to do.  Let’s watch cartoons with Brinn. I think she’s watching ‘How to Train a Dragon’.”  Shelby had to smile at her man. So mature. So sincere. So a boy at heart. She looked at Justin and he nodded his head.

“Molly and Tyler are bringing everything.  Brenda has been cooking all day for her grandson’s birthday.” Justin looked at his mom, “What do you think about Paul having a second grandma?”

Jennifer smiled, “I would never deny that little boy as much love as he can get.  I like that woman and she loves that little boy to pieces already. Speaking of my gorgeous little grandson….”  Tyler pulled up and Jenn went out to greet them.

“I guess I better go get my apron on.” Brian joked as he went out to help carry things in. “And take my pants off.”  He winked at Justin.

“Don’t you dare!  That woman would eat you alive,” Justin smirked, and then softly said, “And that is my job alone.”

“Paul, do not listen to your perverted uncles.  They are very bad boys and you are always good.”

Brenda started giving orders and once the meat was on a slow grill everyone started with cake and watched Paul dive in head first. The atmosphere was light.  Shelby saw Brenda go outside to check the grill and followed her out. “Brenda, I want to thank you for your advice last night. He loves me and I love him more than I should.”

“You are in a tricky situation.  It has to be hard, knowing he has urges that you can’t relate to. What will you do about that?”

“I told him he could.  I told him to be honest with me and if he needs to give into his feelings, he needs to be honest with me and, as much as it would kill me, I will know who he is with and that they will be safe.”

“Oh, child, that is very brave. I am not sure I could do that but I understand why you are.”

“Will you marry soon?”

“I don’t think so.  Gus wants to wait and I what he wants.  He is so young.”

Brian walked out with some vegetables to throw on the grill and Brenda did an over exaggerated wink.  “Speaking of beautiful young men….”

As dinner came closer another vehicle came up the drive. “Oh, I forgot, Dan and Marcus are going to join us for dinner,” Tyler said, “I didn’t think you would mind.”

“Not at all,” Justin responded.  “They are always welcome here. Do you start work tomorrow?”

“I do, as soon as I get the moms back to the airport. I was nervous about telling them but it went the best it could. Everyone loves each other. Now I can focus on my new job and trying to find my daughter.”

“Tyler, I know you are a grown man with an excellent job but if you ever need extra finances to locate her, to hire local investigators, to offer a reward, please let me, let us help.” Justin looked into his eyes looking for a response, hoping he didn’t offend him.

Taking a deep breath, Tyler said, “Thanks, I’ll remember that.  I want to think I can do this on my own but I haven’t been able to so far. I appreciate your willingness to help.”

“Hey, I finally have a brother.  I am always here for you.” Justin and Tyler hugger but when he saw Brian glance at him he stepped away.  “I better go see if your mother has pinched Brian’s ass yet. I’ll have to watch her.” He laughed as he walked over to him.  Justin kissed Brian and then said, “I offered to help Tyler find his daughter. Things like that can take chunks of money and I want to be there for him.”

“You’re a good man, Justin Taylor,” Brian pulled him close.

“Don’t forget the Kinney.  Justin Taylor Kinney.”

“Oh, I never forget you belong with me.”

“I know a lot of people would hate to hear they ‘belong’ to someone but I do belong with you and you belong with me.”  As they kissed once more Brian was pulled away from Justin’s arms.

“What the….”

“Come on, handsome, I need you by the grill.” Brenda had her arm linked with his and they walked away.

Soon everyone was eating ribs, corn on the cob, coleslaw, potato salad, beans, and cornbread and there was banana pudding for dessert.  Everyone ate until they thought they would explode. Brian put his arm around Brenda and said, “If you ever need a job, woman, we could use you up here.  Justin could use help with the house. We have two cottages that are small but comfortable.”

Molly walked over, “Brian, don’t you try to steal my mother in law.  If she ever moves out here I have the grandchild as leverage.”

“Oh, you two, I am so happy you all came into my life.  I already feel like family. I will miss all of you so much.”

“Well, Mom, you are welcome anytime.  I would love to have you out here but I know you have a life back in North Carolina.”

“I do, Son, but there is life here, too. And so many lives I love.” Brenda kissed her son’s cheek and then her daughter in law’s. “I love you all.”

The evening wore down and goodbyes were said.  Justin would drive Jenn into town and Tyler would drive the women back to the airport.   As Brian helped carry some food out to the car with Brenda he took her hand, “I was serious about the job or even just the place to stay.  Sunshine has so much to do he doesn’t get enough time to do his painting which he loves. He never complains but just keeping the laundry done and taking amazing care of Brinn when she isn’t with Shelby, takes up so much of his time.  We have someone that does the house cleaning but we need more.”

“You are a lucky man, Brian. He is so devoted to you and your family.”

“I try never to forget that.  Just think about moving. It is obvious Tyler would love to have you here.”  Brian hugged her. “I would love to have you here.”

After Tyler and his family had left, Jenn gave Gus and Shelby a hug.  “Let me know when I need to come for a wedding.”

“Don’t worry, Grandma, we will let you  know.” Gus said and Jenn went to her room to finish packing.  

Gus and Shelby were ready to leave, too.  “We are heading home, everyone. I have a house to build tomorrow.”

“You definitely do,” Dan said as he pulled Marcus close.  “And I know it is none of my business but I am so glad to see you two together.”

“I have the best woman in the world.”  Gus kissed her, bringing her body tightly against him. “And I plan to go show her that right now.”

Dan and Marcus and Brian and Justin sat around a fire pit outside. Each couple had a blanket around their shoulders and were snuggled close across the fire from each other.  After they relaxed a bit and sipped on some wine, Marcus softly asked, “How important is it that I get some more experience? I mean, Dan was my first and we know we love each other but,” he kissed Dan, “he is worried I need to …. Well, you know what I mean.”

Justin stood up and walked to Marcus, reaching for his hand he smiled, “How would you like to come look at my studio?”

Marcus stood and took Justin’s hand.  He intertwined his fingers with Marcus and they walked off.  Dan stood up and walked over to where Brian sat and joined him.  “Should I be worried?” Dan asked.

“About what?” Brian looked at him curious what he was thinking.

“What if they have sex?”

“Well, if you ask me it probably wouldn’t be the worse idea except that you’d have to live up to Justin.”  Brian joked but the look on Dan’s face was not joking. “I’m sorry. I guess I am just thinking he would be in good hands and you know he isn’t carrying anything.”

Dan looked at him shocked. “Would you really be Ok with that?”

“Would you be alright with that?  You and I have had sex and we are still friends and we don’t grope each other every time we see each other, do we?”

“You don’t think they are going do it now, do you?”

“No, Justin would check with us first. My guess is he is just trying to lend a hand and get a feel for where Marcus really stands.  He could be in much worse hands.”

“I know, Brian.  I have known you both for over 15 years. Justin is just so young and beautiful.  What if….”

“I am not worried about Justin leaving and if you are worried about Marcus maybe you shouldn’t have brought it up. Obviously, Marcus does have some curiousity or he wouldn’t have brought it up. Dan,” Brian kissed him softly, “you need to let him figure it out. And we have no idea what they are talking about, so let’s not dream up problems.”  Dan laid his head on Brian’s shoulder.

“I love him, Brian.” Dan’s voice sounded far away.

“I know you do, Dan, I know you do.”

Justin led Marcus through the dark to his studio.  He unlocked it and they entered the comfortable space. “Wow,” Marcus said softly. “I forget how talented you are.  You are such a nice, normal guy.”

“Marcus, do you have questions?”

“Well, I’m curious  I guess. Like how different it is with different guys.  I can’t imagine anyone making me happier than Dan does but it’s like ice cream.  Just because I have a favorite flavor doesn’t mean I don’t like another one once in a while.  I am sure I could be happy with the one but…”

Justin took a step closer and then another one. He reached up and ran a hand along Marcus’ jawline. He slowly pressed against him and kissed him so gently Marcus shivered.  Justin increased the pressure as his hand slid down the front of Marcus’ pants. He took a sharp intake of air and then Justin slowly stepped back.

“Marcus, if you would like to explore some things with me, I am willing.  Of course, we need to get our partners’ approval but maybe some evenings together or better yet, a weekend away.  We won’t do anything we don’t want to and if that means nothing, we can have a nice weekend away from everything and get to know each other better.  I know you are quite a bit younger than I am but I think we could be good friends and as much as I love Brian it would be nice to have someone else to talk to out here.”

This time it was Marcus who moved in.  His mouth brushed Justin’s tentatively. “I would love to, go away and be friends.”

“Well, let’s go talk to Brian and Dan. Do you want to do it together or do you want to talk to him alone?”

“Let’s each talk to them alone.”

“Call me tomorrow and we will make plans.”

After Brian and Justin got in bed Justin positioned himself so Brian could enter him. They made love and then Justin lay in Brian’s arms.

“So when are you and Marcus going to screw?”

“Are you alright with that, Brian? I don’t want do this if you aren’t in agreement.”

“I’m fine with it.  I trust you and Marcus will be in good hands.”

“What is Dan’s opinion on this kind of thing?”

“He wants Marcus to be happy and sure. He will go along with anything within reason.”

“Then we are going to spend a weekend somewhere private and when I come home,” Justin turned Brian over,  “Maybe I will have a new trick or two to teach you.” With that he entered Brian in one move and again they came together as one.

Dan and Marcus road home silently.  When they arrived at their townhouses, Dan walked to Marcus’ door.  “Red, I don’t want to know details but anything you plan with Justin is fine.  I love you but right now, I have a phone call I need to make to Europe and then, I think I just need to sleep.”

“Dan, I don’t need to….I”

  Dan kissed him, “Plan whatever you are going to plan and let me know the basics later.  I have a call…” Dan’s phone rang. He answered it and nodded before going to his door and letting himself in.