I don't know how I let this happen.

How did the little twat get past my walls?

Debbie was right when she told me I loved him... even though I didn't admit it in words, I knew it to be true. She knew it to be true. She knows me entirely too well.

Now, I sit in the diner watching as my Sunshine flits around nervously... avoiding eye contact with me.

I know he still wants me.

The fiddler filled his young head with ideas of romantic bliss. I know it will all fall apart.

Justin will come back... he will beg me to take him back.

I will make him sweat it out before I give in. I shouldn't give in. I am Brian fucking Kinney. I don't give second chances. I don't do repeats.

Well, at least I didn't until that blond-headed twink entered my world.

I continue to watch Justin with hunger. Right now, uncaring who notices.

Then his head turns towards me... and those beautiful blue eyes finally meet mine. I quirk an eyebrow, while I proceed to give him the most thorough eye fuck I have ever given. He flushes before turning away, almost dropping the dishes he's carrying.

I smile. Yes, my boy still wants me. The fucking fiddler doesn't stand a chance if I try to take him back.

I will do nothing for now. He will come back to me. I will suffer and wait until he returns. It will be on my terms.

It's only a matter of time.

THE END