[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 2:42 am Title: A Mother's Milk
IN YOUR FACE, LINDSAY.
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 2:28 am Title: Still Not Too Old To Die Young
I AM ACTUALLY CRYING REAL TEARS HERE. Brian's words at end omg.
Justin, I can't believe him.
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 2:12 am Title: The Tragic, but Edifying, Tale of Georgie and Cotton Tail
LMAO, bless Mikey! He really just wants to look after Brian, but he's getting annoying (in a really endearing way.)
Is it weird I like the idea of Brian doing a crossword?
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 2:05 am Title: Mr. Barkley
Michael is so fucking delusional. But yay, Justin is back.
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 1:50 am Title: Michael
Bless Justin, but my God, these boys need to talk to each other lol
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 1:31 am Title: The Balcony
Well, that had me crying my eyes out. I want to snuggle Brian so much. He is in so much pain, Justin too :(
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 1:16 am Title: Team Cold Turkey
I am so proud of Brian right now, this is going to be so hard for him, but he knows what he needs to do, aw. And Justin has everyone helping him out. Can't believe Daphne now knows, ahhh!
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 12:50 am Title: Gus
I love the way you brought Gus into this, did it make the idea of Brian being pregnant all the more real to him? They should just run away for nine months and say they adopted :( lol
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 12:35 am Title: Failure to Thrive
How have you made me laugh hysterically and then want to cry all within the space of a few minutes? You bloody genius, you. Brian naming all his possible ailments had me cracking up, him hoping for liver disease or cancer just so he wouldn't be pregnant was brilliant and I could totally see him doing this. But, then he went on about wanting to induce a miscarriage and I wanted to cry and also hit him. Poor Justin.
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 12:15 am Title: The News
Oooh CLIFF HANGER!!! I loved Justin's comment about Ethan's beard lmao.
Brian doesn't believe it and now he's drinking and drugging like there is no tomorrow :(
[Report This]Date: Jul 20, 2017 12:15 am Title: The News
Oooh CLIFF HANGER!!! I loved Justin's comment about Ethan's beard lmao.
Brian doesn't believe it and now he's drinking and drugging like there is no tomorrow :(
[Report This]Date: Jul 19, 2017 11:53 pm Title: The Test
I am lolling so hard - first at the image of Brian trying and failing miserably to snowboard, then at the thought of Brian being pregnant. This is brilliant.
Date: Jul 19, 2017 9:00 pm Title: Epilogue
i enjoyed reading this story. I'm sure I read it before, can't remember what site. Maybe this one when I frist started visiting this site last year,or anootherr site. the story is good is a sequel to this story. woould love to reda more.
Date: Jul 19, 2017 6:02 pm Title: Okay
No, no, no…. I was probably looking forward to early. How can Brian build up so much distance again after this moment of proximity and love…
And again, Jennifer is confusing me. Now, she is the one, who defends Brian and reminds Justin not to condemn him, but to give him time and a chance.
Damned! This whole incident was so needless, a dangerous waste of time. Why can’t Brian open up a little bit. I can’t blame Justin, to be honest, when Brian mentioned to be going to be busy on Saturdays, I assumed the same as Justin. He could have spent this afternoon together with Gus and Justin. But okay, would probably been too much to asked for at the moment. At least, he could open up a little bit more. And Justin has to learn to trust Brian more – and here, Lindsay is right, Brian has never lied to Justin or broken a promise.
Now, I think it would be a good time for a little levity again! :-)
Date: Jul 19, 2017 5:17 pm Title: "Let's Fuck"
"Now open your fucking mind as well as your ass," Brian whispered against his ear. "And for once hear what I'm fucking saying. If you still don't get it, then fine. Walk out the door. But before you do, fucking listen to me for a change - listen to our bodies, not my words” – Wow!
Thanks for this amazing chapter, for this scene. It’s hot, beautiful, even cute, awesome, sexy, You made it so clear how much Brian loves Justin. I can only hope that this is enough for Justin for now. And I also hope, Brian starts to remind Justin more often of that – if not with words than with gestures and actions…
Date: Jul 19, 2017 1:55 pm Title: Custody
You broke my heart… Justin’s thoughts… To a certain extent it’s understandable why he thinks this way about Brian at this time (S2). The maybe worst thing was to read that Justin doesn’t think he loves Brian anymore. But in one point he is mistaken in any case: For Brian love isn’t any longer a dirty word, for Brian love is Justin. But I think for Justin it’s hard to understand or believe this, because, sure, normally, Brian’s fucking and tricking is just like some kind of hobby, like others jog or meditate every day. But sometimes he uses it consciously to hurt Justin, because he’s so afraid of the power Justin has over him (because he already loves him so much). And if it wouldn’t be so sad once again, one could laugh about Brian’s moaning about his need to fuck Justin again and again for the rest of his life. This is so much for someone like Brian.
And even if Justin’s right with most of it, it must be so hurtful for Brian to hear this, especially coming from the person who changed him already, who changed his views about love. To hear those things from the persons he loves so much and to hear that this person doesn’t believe in Brian’s capability to change…
Date: Jul 19, 2017 12:43 pm Title: Hormones (or "Whatever Can Go Wrong Will - Just Add Progesterone To A Shit Storm And Stir")
It’s so amazing how you pictured a pregnant Brian who has to deal with his hormones. And again, I must say luckily, it is Brian who is pregnant. Don’t understand me wrong, I love Brian very much, but I asked myself, would he has been so considerate with Justin, especially when Justin would be clingy?
Oh no, what happened to the “great Mom”??? Why didn’t Justin go after Brian? And then, this pathetic asshole Ethan shows up. No, no, no – I hate it, as everyone always interferes. So it was often in the show. Especially Michael and Lindsay, who most of the time only thought about themselves.
[Report This]Date: Jul 19, 2017 1:34 am Title: The Broken Condom
You have to admit that this storyline was one of the most difficult ones to watch. Your reworking of it is interesting. But the thing I get most out of this is that Brian did not lie to Justin yet he kept insisting that he was wronged. Sadly the condom broke, but at least Justin hadn't been fucking around or had he?
[Report This]Date: Jul 19, 2017 12:52 am Title: The Broken Condom
I loved everything about this chapter, I loved how angry Brian was at Justin for not listening to him, but I totally understood Justin's reasonings.
And omg, the topping was HOT.
Date: Jul 18, 2017 6:40 pm Title: A Mother's Milk
I suffer with them! Don’t let anything happen to Brian and the babies! And I think Justin is really mature – he recognizes when he needs help and asks for it! And he has a great mother!
I like the way you let them reconcile. They don’t need lots of words. And as cruel as Brian can be, he can also be so lovable. Telling Justin quite casually about his breakdown when he was sixteen, telling him through this story that it’s okay to have a breakdown, is so awesome.
Oh, Lindsay… I must admit – in the show I don’t like her any better than Michael. It was always so confusing. Sometimes she supported Justin and Brian, but as often she also wanted Brian to always stay the same, drinking and fucking, being her Peter Pan forever, not wanting him to find anyone to stay and be happy with – and it felt as if she was somehow proud of the fact that only she has this bond through Gus with Brian. So, this behavior suits the Lindsay I saw in the show. Must be terrible for her that Justin not only has this special place in Brian’s heart and life but now also are going to have this special bond through their kids. I love Brian’s reaction and how he includes Justin. Made me laugh so hard. Great! You pictured them so well!
Date: Jul 18, 2017 5:36 pm Title: Still Not Too Old To Die Young
Again, you’re so talented in writing those scenes which are both, cute and funny but also tragic. “I can’t button the top button” – There are babies in there” – “We made babies” – God, if I wasn’t already so much in love with Brian and Justin, your story would made me.
How could one be angry with them? They are human. Brian’s using is normal pain management. But he’s so strong. Getting sober, fighting his demons, deciding he wants to keep their babies. And Justin… He’s a 19-year old boy / man, who is so in love with a man, who has to deal with a lot of demons.
“Save the babies” – I could cry. This was a real intensive chapter and I’m just glad, the story’s already been written, so I haven’t have to deal with this cliffhanger. Warmest regards!
Date: Jul 18, 2017 4:20 pm Title: The Tragic, but Edifying, Tale of Georgie and Cotton Tail
It’s good to have a little levity! Michael is impossible. I wonder how Ben deals with it. The end of the chapter is beautiful. Brian standing up for Justin against Michael… I often missed this in the show.
“Fuck the object of your desire or piss on him/or her” - :-)
Date: Jul 18, 2017 4:16 pm Title: Mr. Barkley
How sad. For once, they talk but don’t find a solution. No compromises. And I do understand both sides. Justin don’t want Brian to trick with their baby growing inside Brian and Brian… I was very amazed about his speech. It’s rare that Brian opens up so much… "What happened to us being ‘partners'?" … “If anyone should - or needs to - be here, it's you.” “What'll happen when I wake up in the middle of the night fucking freaking out over the fact that my life is going to change beyond recognition and I'm going to have to figure out how to be a father when my own was such a shitty role model?" Damned Michael. If he wouldn’t had come so fast, then maybe…
Twins!? Really!? OMG!
Michael is so pathetic… “It should have been me if Brian was going to get pregnant” – He really should reconsider his relationship with Ben.
“Hear about Twiddle Dee and Twiddle Dum?" – That’s so cute! And I think they found a great solution for their problem. It’s hot and suits them!
Date: Jul 18, 2017 4:01 pm Title: Michael
Hi again! It’s good that Debbie comforts Justin – who knows… otherwise I think, he would go crazy, This conversation between Ethan and Justin and his thoughts (which are again somehow so funny) shows it.
And then, I feel so sad and sorry for Justin. I can understand his problem and his pain imagining Brian’s fucking other men while being pregnant. But it’s Brian! I think it was a huge step for him to stop drinking and drugging, so… I’m curious….
[Report This]Date: Jul 18, 2017 1:53 pm Title: The Broken Condom
This story was ... compelling. I found myself quite tense and worried while I read it but feel it was exactly as it should be. I really liked that Justin was "forced" to accept that he was not as grown up as he thought he was and that even though in some ways he could recognize the mature thing to do, in other ways his youth belied his ability to act maturely and without selfishness. As always I am glad that Brian and Justin ultimately found a way to be together again, something that Season 5 seemed unable to work out for us viewers. Another one of your stories that I have thoroughly enjoyed and hated to finish 🙂