It never occurred to anyone especially after Brian got hurt to do whatever they could to find Justin?

Everyone was so busy listening to Michael and expecting Brian to be the same that no one thought about his feelings even after two years and they could see him pulling away?

So now Lindsay is showing her ugly side and trying to use Gus to exert her will over Brian?

They all need a swift kick to the Ass and after what just happened I think they are about to get it.

Ted's car but Michael or Lindsay behind the wheel??

Will Brian's memories come back???

And if they do the Shit is going to hit the fan and everyone is going to feel the Wrath of Brian Kinney. (If Justin doesn't beat him to it first!

No words can fully describe how this left me feeling. Proud of Brian. Listening to Ben, Cynthia and Emmett. Getting real info. Disgusted still by the rest of the gang. Little to no forgiveness imo. Am heartbroken over what's happening now. Can only pray that hospital contacts Justin. That he has poa. I'm sure you have a few more twists up your sleeve. 

Am so incredibly emotionally invested in this. 

Seriously can't wait for more.

Cheers

Elaine

Oh dear we are back where we started.  Only this time Brian is willing to admit he and Justin are a couple.  Can't wait for your next chapter.

I forgot something in my last comment: the only good thing coming out of this accident is that the POA will allow Justin to be with Brian at the hospital and Michael (if he was not in the accident too) won't be able to do anything.

Maybe another good thing: Brian's memory will be back.

I don't even know what to type.  My emotions are all over the place for this chapter. 

I'm so glad that Brian is going home to be with Justin.  It broke my heart to witness the scene with Brian and Gus crying.  I'm glad he didn't take Gus with him this time.

I do hope he will be okay from the accident.  I hope Justin makes it to the hospital.

If we all promise to be really good, will you please post the next chapter today?  PLEASE!!!!!

Hugs,
Jessica

What the hell.You can't  do that.

Justin should have told the truth but he let his fears consume him and now he looks worser than Michael and Debbie.

I hope Brian will let him explain so they can stand against Michael, Debbie and Lindsay who is throwing her that in.

Not surprised by Debbie's behavior but using Vic's death makes it worse, she used her relationship with Brian to bully him into staying with Michael in a relationship that never existed.

Man the next episode is going to be very hard and I bet there will be lots of tears.

DEBBIE!!!!!!! OMG! OMFG! OMGGGGGGGGG!!!! It's definitely NOT hard to see with her mealy-mouthed deceitful offspring has learned how to manuver and manipulate situations to his liking. He learned it from his mother!! I can't believe she had the audacity to issue a directive that Brian drop everything he's got going for her son!!! WTH!! And all because his manchild ass can't grow the hell up. Well I hope she likes having him for family and company for the rest of her life because she's lost Brian... and I don't doubt that once the entire truth of what Michael's done and she's condoned is out that anyone will be quick to forgive her. If I were Mel, I would petition the courts as soon as I have the baby to revoke ALL rights from Michael. He isn't stable and apparently Debbie isn't either!! 

As for Justin, I'm torn. Part of me understands not wanting to put anymore strain on Brian because basically his entire existence for the past two years is being revealed as one huge elaborate lie and the life he can remember with the Novotnys is deteriorating in such a way that it's irreparable. That said, I am also ANGRY that he never said anything BEFORE this domino effect started happening. True, they ended on a severed note (I'm sure we'll get filled in on what actually happened from either Justin or maybe Ben's POV) but the fact that they have found their way back to each other should have meant something significant. No, I can't find it in my heart to stay truly mad at him but now I pity him more than anything. If he had just been as courageous as he was when he and Brian first met; as tenacious as he's always been, then maybe he wouldn't find himself at such a loss now. The thing is that if the accident has followed basically the same timeline series, then Justin was going through his own issues with PTSD and insecurity. Everything between him and Brian leading up to the advent of Ethan demonstrated those two things. Perhaps that is why I am torn in my feelings. My heart hurts either way for both Brian and Justin. I hope that Ben- who has nothing to gain from getting Brian and Justin together or tearing them apart- can get through to Brian and make him see this fiasco from all sides. Perhaps Brian knowing when and where his and Justin's original breakdown in communication occurred and the part his best friend played in formenting it will put Justin's POV in perspective for Brian at long last.

I am anxiously awaiting the next chapter! 

HUGS,

~Nichelle

I have such insanely mixed emotions. I thought last chapter had me going...this one takes the cake.

I have to get this out first. I'm so disappointed in Justin. Angry even. He's had so many opportunities to be honest with Brian, especially considering the amount of times that Brian has opened up...has discussed that shit that Michael has pulled etc. I get he's been scared. I get that he feels responsible for the accident. (He's totally not) But he's been hiding the truth out of protecting himself in the long run. He's scared that HE's going to lose Brian...He's scared Brian is going to blame HIM. I know they will work things out inevitably. I have NO idea what you have up your sleeve for the next chapter but I absolutely can't wait to see. He spoke to Seth and Seth told him that he NEEDS to talk to Brian. That what he's doing makes him no better than the others. Let's wait and see what happens now........I'm incredibly anxious!!

Now....as for Debbie. I had a physical reaction in all honesty. Truly!! I felt nausea, I felt red hot FURY!! She's excusing her actions. Yes...she realized her errors...she KNEW she was wrong, but she did it anyway. No matter what she was going through emotionally, what she said.....what she did. Inexcusable and completely unforgivable. I have no idea what's in store down the road for them, but she's correct in that she has irrevocably changed them all.

I'm not in the least bit trusting Lindsey. she's definitely up to something. I have an inkling suspicion that she knows about everything. Knows about michael's machinations, knows about Justin. Just a suspicion.

I don't get how everyone is so disbelieving of the way Brian is now. I mean it's been 2.5 years. Not months....years. Plenty of time for them to see this new Brian. te get to know this one adn to stop treating him with such distain, disrespect becuase of actions he took years before that he currently doesn't even remember. They should all be incredibly ashamed of themselves!!!

Ben is back huh. Now that was an interesting twist!! Didn't really see that coming. Itwas mentioned that ne may come back...but Brian and him meeting this way. For Brian to start getting the truth of everything this way.......WOW!

So my dear. You've left me completly gutted. I am so looking forward to the next update. I forsee more heartache coming. More angst. I can only hope there is a glimmer of hope in there as well. Hopefully Ben will be able to defuse some of Brian's fears and anxieties. And hopefully, Brian allows Justin to FINALLY come forward with the truth and give them both time to heal. He has every right to be angry, but I hope that through that anger, he see's Justin's fears.

Cheers,

Elaine

Oh dear Justin had the chance and blew it.  Nice that Ben showed up and set the record straight.  Deb was way out of line and got just what she deserved.  Vic would have been so disappointed in her.

I'm so ashamed of Debbie... how dare she add on to the lies of michael... scared or not that is UNFORGIVABLE!!!!

and this was bound to happen... Justin is just as bad as the others... he saw how Michael's manipulations were hurting Brian... and then when he heard what Debbie did to add to it, he still remained quiet... he's obviously afraid, but more than that, Justin is just being selfish...

I hope (if not I'll be so upset) that this ends happily and Brian will finally realize what Ben just said about fate making sure they were back together... but too late for Justin that he didn't tell Brian himself... he had MANY opportunities to do it, but always chickened out.  I'd feel bad for J, but he did this to himself!

First off thank you so much for this very long update!!!!

Second, how cute is Gus!  I love how he always calls Justin "Daddy's Heart." 

Third, Michael has some explaining to do.  Debbie needs to beat it out of him. lol

I think I figured out in the last chapter what Justin might be hiding.  He really does need to tell Brian soon.  He might be upset to start with but like everyone else has said in the reviews, Brian will go crazy if he finds out from someone else.

I am just so loving this story and get so excited everytime I see an update.  Thanks for sharing.

Hugs,
Jessica