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Reviewer: purpledee Signed [Report This]
Date: Jun 24, 2017 4:17 am Title: Chapter 1

Dearest Saje,

Thank you for your response to my review.  

What can I say you are amazing! In the face of the totally crap year you have had, you are still writing fanfic.  What incredible strength you have and how lucky for us readers of your works that you do.

We aren't very good with the whole 'cheerleading' thing in the UK but here goes;

S

Amazing to

Just keep

Enduring

Thats you!

I will ensure that my horses are in a holding pattern for the foreseeable future!

Yours with all good wishes from us fans in England,

Deb.



Author's Response:

So lovely... thank you!

Saje

Reviewer: eureka1 Signed [Report This]
Date: Jun 17, 2017 4:14 am Title: Chapter 1

Simply beautiful, I say as happy tears drip down my face. I wish I had a smidgen of your talent, girl.

I love the way you connect past and present, the way Justin forgives/accepts himself - recognizing that it's not too late but rather just the right time to be with Brian, the way nary a word is spoken - and the thump, thump, thump of 'Brian' as the heartbeat of the story.

Thank you for this gem of a story. Any chance I can talk you into posting it on AO3 so I can download it to my Kindle?

~Karynn



Author's Response:

This was just another one of 'those' that wouldn't leave me alone after coming home from hospital. That  I made you cry, well, that was intentional. Thank you for the compliment and you keep doing what you are doing and you will  get there before you know it. I cannot begin to tell you what an honor it has been working with you on various projects and watching you grow as a writer and knowing I had some small part in fertlizing that tiny seed. You are blooming now and it makes me so proud of you!

Again, you get it. As you usually do in my more subtle work, which is a compliment in itself that my writing is also coming along nicely, so thanks for that.

 

I will try to get this on AO3 in the next week or so, if I manage to remember, since my brain isn't what it used to be. If I don't, just send me a ping and badger me until I do.....lol

 

Saje

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Reviewer: purpledee Signed [Report This]
Date: Jun 09, 2017 8:35 pm Title: Chapter 1

Liked this, even for a short fic.  But then I do like your stuff.

I have to ask though, are you ever going to complete 'The Big Picture'? I really would like to know how it ends.

Hopeful Deb



Author's Response:

Thank you, Hopeful Deb. I am truly amazed every day that I have 'fans' or 'followers', as I started writing because I wasn't finding the kind of story I like to read, in this fandom.

I have never stopped working on The Big Picture, since I really want to know how it ends too. 

My real life, though I much prefer my ficlife, became quite difficult about ten months ago and hasn't let up since. Two recent hospital stays and a new diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis for me, along with a blindness inducing optical migraine had me down for the count in so many ways, not the least of which was my ability to write. 

That being said, I am not a quitter. My more recent, shorter, postings, are my attempts to reclaim something the disease had taken from me, the storyteller that lives in me.. The disease was trying to rob me of my craft, and I was not having it, which is how this and other works since February were born. I had many people help with that rebirth, not the least of whom, is my own gruff and grisly, Hubs. Love is too small a word for what I feel for him. He typed my stories when I couldn't, he held me when I couldn't get my brain to communicate with the rest of me properly.

At any rate, The Big  Picture was always being worked on, just at my newer, much slower, and much more tedious pace.

 

Hold on to your horses though, I will begin posting it again when it is completely finished and we are nearly there. When you see the first update, you will know that it is all done, and will update regularly without interruption this time.

 

Thank you, sincerely, for hanging in there with me. You have no idea what it means to me to still, after all this time, have others care about the  stories I weave and the characters I write. It is an amazing feeling and the third, honest reason I do this.

 

Thank you,

Saje

 

Reviewer: Nichelle Wellesly Signed [Report This]
Date: Apr 29, 2017 3:41 am Title: Chapter 1

Beautifully written!! No more words, just tears...

HUGS,

~Chelle



Author's Response:

Thanks Chelle. Girl, you should know by now to keep tissues in your pocket when you go somewhere with me. 'Laughing or Crying ' remember? 

Hugs Back

Saje

Reviewer: Glo Signed [Report This]
Date: Apr 29, 2017 1:52 am Title: Chapter 1

Oh Justin, you were too smart to be this foolish, at least he finally remembered & figured shit out....oh my goodness! Love your writing sweetie, really missed it! Bravo! 



Author's Response:

I'm Not so sure it was foolishness? Sometimes we humans do things for emotional reasons and we aren't even aware of why we do them. Then one day, something clicks, and we have that aha! moment, where suddenly everything makes sense. It comes from nowhere, just like the original emotional hangup. No rhyme, no reason, just BANG! I particularly liked Brian's name like a constant heartbeat amongst Justin's racing thoughts in this short piece. It was not done intentionally, and only struck me when re reading it for last minute editing. I am glad to have you as a cheerleader, I am hoping this is my groove coming back. Thanks again for sticking with me.

 

Saje

Reviewer: Jazzepoet Signed [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 11:54 pm Title: Chapter 1

It always amazed me how Justin couldn't see what was right in front of him. 



Author's Response:

I think Justin could see it, but it was so close to how he was feeling himself, that he couldn't reconcile it. He couldn't accept it or let Brian accept it because he couldn't? Emotions are strange that way, but Brian always understood that, and always let him go. No one got people and their quirks like Brian did.

Saje

Reviewer: The SNO Signed [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 5:06 pm Title: Chapter 1

Wonderful!!! The acceptance, the knowledge, the inevitable truth: Brian loves Justin and doesn't need words to let Justin know! They are now on the same page!

Great job!



Author's Response:

Thank you. I know Brian always accepted him and so did he, the problem was the guilt he carried. He couldn't absolve himself. Now he has. Brian can see it on his face and can let him come home, knowing he won't run again. 

 

Saje

Reviewer: SunshineSally Signed half-star [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 3:45 pm Title: Chapter 1

Beautiful. I want to find my Brian <3



Author's Response:

Thank you. I will keep my eye out for you. <3

 

Saje

Reviewer: cookiebun Signed [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 3:00 pm Title: Chapter 1

this was just absolutely beautiful... it might have taken so long, but he finally got there. :) 



Author's Response:

Thank you.  It did take a while, but there is no rushing emotions. Absolution comes when it will and no sooner.

 

Saje

Reviewer: YumYumPM Signed half-star [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 2:03 pm Title: Chapter 1

Love it.  It tells of the guilt and I assume Justin got his memory back?  Very appropriate.



Author's Response:

Thank you. Yes, i believe that Brian initially carried his own guilt, but that the Ethan episode was a result of Justin's inability to deal with his own. And yes, it was the memory coming back and the final piece that gave him the the "peace" to come home.

 

Saje

Reviewer: BritinForever Signed [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 10:32 am Title: Chapter 1

Perfect!



Author's Response:

Thank You. 

 

Saje

Reviewer: nkaur550 Signed half-star [Report This]
Date: Apr 28, 2017 10:27 am Title: Chapter 1

Beautifully written...thank u soo much.



Author's Response:

Thank you,  and you are so very welcome.

 

Saje

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