Summary: 
Brian always goes out of town, uses his middle name and pays in cash when he feels the need to bottom. This time is no different except that JT, the young man who helps relieve his itch is everything he wants in a lover. Away from Pittsburgh and his reputation, Brian feels free to be a different man, but his worlds soon collide with JT's dark past adding difficulties to an already uneasy situation.
Rated: M
Categories: QAF US, Reader's Choice Award Characters: Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Chris Hobbs, Justin Taylor, Mysterious Marilyn, Original Character, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Bottom Brian, Hatred, Justin/Other, M/M, Mental Health Issues, Non-Consent, Rape, Rimming, Toppy Justin, Violence
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Justin/Other, Ted/Blake
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: Yes
Word count: 216132 Read: 128486
ePub Downloads: 127 Published: May 23, 2016 Updated: Jul 25, 2016
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1. Chapter 1 by Conzieu [Reviews - 14] 
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I would like to give warm thanks to my beta for this story, toto_too514 without whom I could not have written this difficult tale. Her support, encouragement, and enthusiasm carried me forward many time when I though it would have to remain untold. Her beta work is essential to the way the story appears today. She keeps the time line intact, the characters consistent, and the events believable.
I would also like to thank my wonderful gamma cathexys who bravely fought technical difficulties to bring her deft use of language, and sure navigation of the murky waters of the grammar, punctuation and usage of the English language is a thing of beauty. Thanks also to lucy75 on “Get it here” for the plot bunny.
All remaining errors are mine and mine only. It appears I will never learn to post a story "as is"...
2. Chapter 2 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (7362 words)
3. Chapter 3 by Conzieu [Reviews - 5] (10192 words)
4. Chapter 4 by Conzieu [Reviews - 5] (8875 words)
5. Chapter 5 by Conzieu [Reviews - 5] (9160 words)
6. Chapter 6 by Conzieu [Reviews - 5] (9782 words)
7. Chapter 7 by Conzieu [Reviews - 3] (9538 words)
8. Chapter 8 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (9549 words)
9. Chapter 9 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (9793 words)
10. Chapter 10 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (8923 words)
11. Chapter 11 by Conzieu [Reviews - 6] (9335 words)
12. Chapter 12 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (9763 words)
13. Chapter 13 by Conzieu [Reviews - 7] (7278 words)
14. Chapter 14 by Conzieu [Reviews - 6] (8489 words)
15. Chapter 15 by Conzieu [Reviews - 7] (9840 words)
16. Chapter 16 by Conzieu [Reviews - 5] (9763 words)
17. Chapter 17 by Conzieu [Reviews - 5] (9920 words)
18. Chapter 18 by Conzieu [Reviews - 6] (9204 words)
19. Chapter 19 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (8599 words)
20. Chapter 20 by Conzieu [Reviews - 6] 
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21. Chapter 21 by Conzieu [Reviews - 3] (9847 words)
22. Chapter 22 by Conzieu [Reviews - 3] (9094 words)
23. Chapter 23 by Conzieu [Reviews - 4] (7860 words)
24. Chapter 24 by Conzieu [Reviews - 17] (9718 words)