Penname: loahisi Real name: Mathilde
Member Since: Jun 01, 2016
Membership status: Member
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Summary:

SLA BANNER

Justin has escaped a gilded cage mired in abuse. Having finally broken free, he is now looking to redefine himself as a man.  When the offer to become the new Art Director for Kinnetik PA comes in, he jumps at the chance for freedom.

Brian hires Justin as the new Art Director for Kinnetik PA but Brian has secrets of his own. Can each of them teach the other to trust someone other than themselves? 

THE STORY IS COMPLETE!! 

HAPPY READING!!

~NICHELLE


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brandon, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Craig Taylor, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Gardner Vance, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James Stockwell, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Leda, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Mysterious Marilyn, Original Character, Ted Schmidt, Tucker, Vic Grassi
Tags: 100k+ Word Count
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense/Thriller
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Melanie/Lindsay
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 188278 Read Count: 99284
[Report This] Published: May 05, 2016 Updated: Jul 08, 2019
Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Jul 14, 2019 Title: Chapter 32: EPILOGUE: TO INFINITY AND BEYOND

Thank you for this great story, I start reading it yesterday and couldn't stop. I know it's a story I'll read again. 

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 19, 2018 Title: Chapter 157: Chapter 157: Love Potion

I'm pretty sure I read something exactly like that some times ag. Can't remember the name but I'll llok for it. 

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 19, 2018 Title: Chapter 157: Chapter 157: Love Potion

Found it. It’s called « love potion » but it’s not on this site so I don’t know if I can post the link. Let me know if you want it. Mathilde 

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 20, 2018 Title: Chapter 157: Chapter 157: Love Potion

That's exactly what I'm saying, I think it was inspired by the movie because it's called "love potion #9"

Only You by Nadine Rated: M half-star [Reviews - 76]
Summary:

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Justin comes back to Pittsburgh after disappearing for six years. No one heard anything from him and no one knows why he chooses to go away after his break-up with Ethan. Will Justin and Brian find their way back to each other after being away for so long? Or is it better to leave the past where it belongs, in the past.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Original Character, Other Cast Regulars
Tags: Major Character Death, Minor Character Death
Genres: None
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 87981 Read Count: 28933
[Report This] Published: Sep 08, 2016 Updated: Sep 30, 2016
Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Sep 30, 2016 Title: Chapter 9: My one and only you

Not so long ago, I write you a review saying it was a beautiful story and I stand by it. I don't usually read death fic but this one is wonderful. And yes, I cried at the end but it was because of their love for each other not because of their death. 

I hope you will continue to write. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Thank you so much, Mathilde. I'm happy you enjoyed the story:)

Summary:

AU/Crossover: QaF/NCIS! Pairings: Brian/Justin and Gibbs/Tony

Story is filled with both, canon and fictional events. Tony, who's in love with Gibbs, sees Gibbs with another man. The other man is secretly in love with a young man named Justin. Will Tony have a chance to win Gibbs' heart? And will the other man - Brian - win Justin's?

Our beta was loahisi


Categories: QAF US, Other Fandoms
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Male Character, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Debbie, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Michael, Babylon Bombing, Bashing, Brian/Other, Family, Friendship, Homophobia, Jealousy, Justin/Other, Minor Character Death, Other Character Death, Out of Character, Real Life Issues, Violence, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Cross-Over, Drama
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Brian/Other, Debbie/Carl, Emmett/Drew, Justin/Other, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Ted/Blake
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15154 Read Count: 18872
[Report This] Published: Sep 10, 2017 Updated: Sep 25, 2017
Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Sep 10, 2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

So glad to see you post this story here. I have to get back to work on the last chapter before you post them. You and Andy did a great job with this story.



Author's Response:

I really wasn't sure about posting it here or not since the focus is more on NCIS and Andi actually left out the good QaF parts I wrote :/
Still, I was so glad to do this story tho. My favorite shows and characters...

Thank you for your compliment. :)

Summary:

Justin is tired of the games Lindsay and Michael play to tear him and Brian apart. What happens when Justin discovers he's pregnant? Just how far will Lindsay and Michael go to get rid of Brian's true love? Will they succeed or fail?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brandon, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Chris Hobbs, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Kip Thomas, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Ted Schmidt
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Abuse/Child Abuse, Anti-Debbie, Anti-Ethan, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Michael, Family, Friendship, Hatred, Humiliation, Jealousy, Language, M/M, MPreg (Yup! Went THERE!), Rape, Torture, Violence, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Emmett/Drew, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Ted/Blake
Series: The Thorn Series
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 43361 Read Count: 143271
[Report This] Published: Oct 04, 2017 Updated: Aug 13, 2018
Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 31, 2017 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Wow, I wasn't expecting that, Ethan is really really nuts. I'm so sad that happened to Justin. 

Hunter is all grown up and maybe he could explain life to Debbie. 

I was so sad when I read the part with Gus and Jenny, they are just baby; they don't understand that some people are evil. 



Author's Response:

Same here. It shouldn't have happened to him. Sadly it's another real life issue that many women and men have to deal with :(

I don't think Debbie would understand it tho because in her mind, the world owes her and Michael.

It's hard to write something like that. How to explain something like this to such young children.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Debbie is almost as delusional as her son. I hope everyone on the avenue will take Briand and Justin's side and show her she is in the wrong here. 

Not another coma for Justin, please let him be ok!

Can't wait for the next chapter now



Author's Response:

She is! The people who know the real story of Brian and Justin will stand by them :)

I promise that Justin will be okay :D I would NEVER kill him off.

Next chapter is finally up xD

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 31, 2017 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Lindsey is really a piece of shit and I'm glad her parents decided to not help her. 

I love that everyone rally around Brian and Justin. They are going to need it if someting comes from the rape (which I hope don't lol). 



Author's Response:

I promise nothing will come from the rape but yes, the family is there to support them!!! :)

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 21, 2017 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Daphne is such a good best friend. I'm glad Brian and Justin have her. 

I just don't understand Debbie, Mickey just confess to what he did and why he did it and she's stil blaming Brian. How can you be so obtuse?

I never liked Craig and can't wait to see what you have in store for him. 

 

Sorry I've been MIA for so long, it's been a busy month. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Daphne should write a book telling everyone to be a good best friend. Mickey and Linds could learn from her ;)

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 21, 2017 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Ethan is just delusional. 

I'm glad the avenue is on Brian and Justin's side and that they told Debbie off. I don't know what to think about her. Sometimes I'm like Jennifer and want to slap her and sometimes I like her. I wish she would open her eyes. 

It's good that both Brian and Justin are seekink treatment. I really hope they are going to be ok. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Of course he is. He thought he's better than Brian... says it all, doesn't it?

Brian and Justin will always be okay and stronger in the end <333 I couldn't write a story in which they didn't end up happily together.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 21, 2017 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

And the three fools are back. How can someone be so selfish and so full of himself and so cruel. I just want to slap them both and throw them away. And maybe throw Debbie with them if she doesn't open her eyes. 

Brian is finally accepting that he's not responsible for their actions, that's good. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Brian had to realize it one day! I doubt his relationship with Justin could survive if he never stopped blaming himself for the cruel shit the idiots did.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 21, 2017 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17

I'm like Brian on that, how can the jury be undecided, I hope you will explain in the next chapter. 

Way to go Justin for telling Debbie off. I could really reall slap her but I'm glad it help Justin regain some of his life. 

I really like this story so far. 

Kiss 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Thank you so much hun :) You know me and my crazy ideas and thoughts so I'm glad you like it xD

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 21, 2017 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

Thank you Nichelle, can you do the same to Debbie now lol. 

Of course they are guilty!!!!! Anyone thinking otherwise is stupid (wink to Debbie)

And goddies to Brian and expecially Justin, it's the first step to regain your life. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Nichelle did good, didn't she? Soooo good.

Brian and Justin will regain their lives for sure. Nobody could tear them apart, especially not the idiots.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Dec 21, 2017 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Can't wait to see what they have in store for the two idiots. 

So the jury wasn't undecided about guilty or not, just about the punishment. Well everything is too good for them. 

I don't know if I want Debbie to be nice again. I think she did too much damage and even if sometimes I like that she becomes better I don't think she would or should here. She should loose everyone. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Payback started already in the chapter I just posted. Hopefully you'll enjoy it, too.

Yes, I wanted the jury to struggle finding the right verdict because their crimes touch so many lives, not just Justin's.

Jury's still undecided about Deb. I decided to just go with the flow and decide if she'll change her tune or lose everyone.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Feb 04, 2018 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

I'm normally not a violent person but Mickey deserved it. 

As for Deb, I will see where your mind take her lol. 

Tried to talk to you on FB, are you ok?



Author's Response:

Same here. I don't like violence at all but luckily one can use fanfiction for those kind of things ;)

I think Debbie's path is pretty clear from now on. There will be moments of her realizing what she did but in the end she'll stick with her attitude.

So, so sorry. I've been so messed up lately with the constant visits to the hospital, family stuff and my niece visiting. I also thought it was fun to get the flu so yeah, I've been terrible when it comes to catching up. I'll leave you a mail tho in the next days :D <333

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Feb 04, 2018 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

I almost fail for her word, just like Brian but she will always be Debbie and will always put Michael first. When I read Brian's part, I thought well, that's it, he's gonna forgive her and I was still conflicted about that so I'm glad you kept her selfish. 

Kiss 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Thank you!!! I will never understand how a guy like Brian didn't see through the bullshit that certain people threw at him on the show. Better stopping here because my comment has the lenght of an entire fic itself lol

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 31, 2017 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

I'm so glad Everyone is alive. 

I love the name you choose. I'm sorry for your friend. 

Make L&M suffer, they deserve it. 

 



Author's Response:

Thank you! In a way, having this story and using her name it makes me think of her even more. And even though it hurts to think of her I wouldn't want to forget the time we had with her.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 31, 2017 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

I'm so glad Everyone is alive. 

I love the name you choose. I'm sorry for your friend. 

Make L&M suffer, they deserve it. 

 



Author's Response:

Thank you honey <333

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

You did good with the plot with the car. Shame it was too late to avoid L cutting Justin open. Please let him be okay, and the baby girl too. 



Author's Response:

I promise they will both survive and have a great life :) <33

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Annnnd Debbie is back, I had hope that she would be a support to Briand and Justin but no she has to defend M. Please let Justin and the baby girl be ok. Lindsey is completly nuts and I can't believe she wants to kill the baby, she's an innocent life!



Author's Response:

Of course she has to! In her eyes Michael can do no wrong.
I promise they'll both be fine :)
Lindsay only cares about Lindsay. And the baby is not innocent in her eyes. For Lindsay, this baby takes everything away that made her special :/ Freaky bitch.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Brian is always trying to blame himself when things go bad but Justin and Daphne are right it's not his fault, he can't control people. I hope carl and Daphne will be able to help. 



Author's Response:

Brian is so used to the 'blame Brian' game that he's convinced of being the reason for everything that goes wrong in the lives of the people around him.
They will try :)

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

I can't believe Ethan, he's like M and L, he never listen when it's not what he wants to hear.

Cynthia is a awesome.

Mathilde



Author's Response:

Remember the guy we saw Justin with? That was Ethan, so full of himself. Of course he's as delusional as L&M.
I LOVE Cynthia. She's awesome and so supportive of Brian.

Thank you for all your lovely comments. They definitely made me smile :D

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Ethan is delusional if he thinks Justin will leave Brian for him. And the wonder twins contacting Kip, they are really desperate to create as much avoc as they can. Glad Brian didn't let him get away with his threat. 

Mel and the kids living with Brian and Justin, one big familly under the same roof. You just have to get Brian to buy all the building and put a garden and everyone will be happy. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

L&M tried everything... but bringing back Kip was really low... and a failure from the first minute xD As if anyone like Kip could scare Brian Kinney lol

Well, the loft will change a lot in this story :D More than once.

Reviewer: loahisi Signed
Date: Oct 22, 2017 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

I'm so sad about Mel, i really like her and I always thought that she was a bitch to Brian because of Lindsey. I hope you don't intent to let her die. (I will not beta for you anymore if you do that, lol). 

I can believe the nerve of M and L, contacting Hobbs and Gold! I'm glad Hobbs is doing the right thing. 

Mathilde



Author's Response:

I promise on Brian and Justin that I will NOT kill off Mel!! I promise.
Wahou.... you're really serious. I am, too. Well, my promise to you is serious.

I think after all the shit Hobbs put Justin through, he should have grown up and finally do something right ;)