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Bio:
Obsessive Compulsive Reader from the North East part of the Netherlands. Out and proud bisexual and in a relationship with my gorgeous girlfriend Cecilia. Sharing my home with my lovely Podenco/Husky mix Ylva who is now my only pet. December 2023 I had to say goodbye to my lovely three legged tomcat Turbo at the age of 15
Hobbies: QaF Fanfiction, taking long walks preferably in the autumn with the camera in tow. Long bicycle rides even when it rains ( but not too hard). I love the woods and fields around my town but I also love the beach. I'm an outdoor kinda girl .
I love Dr. Who, (10 is to die for.) Torchwood, Star Trek and Star Wars, Arrow and a major fan of John Barrowman and Matt Bomer. Lately discovered Shadowhunters and religously shipping Malec. Also loving the vocal stylings of Mr. Adam Lambert.
I used to repair bicycles for a living. I loved to get my hands real dirty and love the fact that 15 years ago I opened the door to more women working this line of work. But still we are few.
Recently I decided due to more and more strains on my body to switch careers.
I'm going to go on an artistic journey by trying my hand on different arts and crafts areas. I developed a keen interest in working working with stained glass and glass painting. Also interested in painting on silk.
Having gotten used to work in jeans and old shirts left me with a craving for nice clothes and shoes. I love, love, love vintage (inspired) clothing especially the swing dresses of the 50's.. But the odd pencil dress, tops, blouses or 40's pair of trousers can be found in my wardrobe.
I came to QaF about 10 years after the show aired discovering a clip on youtube. A couple of months later a friend gave me the downloaded series as a birthday present. Hooked ever since. Recently I bought the original series (no netflix version for me) boxset for a small price. Heaven does excist.
Ethan’s pursuit of Justin might have seemed like a romantic meeting of two like-minded, artistic souls, but was it really? What if there was a more sinister motive behind Brian and Justin’s breakup? Canon Divergent story starting with ep 2.16.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Ethan Gold, Justin Taylor, Other Cast Regulars
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, 10k+ Word Count, Abuse/Child Abuse, Anti-Ethan, Canon Divergence, Hatred, Humiliation, Justin/Other, M/M, Raw Sex, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Alternate Canon, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Justin/Ethan
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 113257 Read Count: 25390
Date: Aug 03, 2018 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8 - Salad Days
hiya,
As you might already know I love angsty stories.
I've read loads of them by now.
And with this one I'm slowly starting to get very afraid for Justin's welbeing.
I've never been a real hater of the Ethan character. He was charming, goodlooking and I think defenitely in lust, if not in love with Justin and he sure knew how to put his charm and good looks to use. Which shows in the beginning of this story.
But your story puts an entire new outlook on his character. He's slowly starting to creep me out. I don't if will ever be able to watch QaF without thinking what Ethan is up to in this story.
Loving Justin looking back on his past. They provide us, readers, with a good insight into those painful episodes where our boys started to drift apart.
Eagerly awaiting the next update.
XOXO
Meriam
Brian's POV, ramblings, thoughts about Justin.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Bottom Brian
Genres: Alternate Canon
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4091 Read Count: 3291
Date: Jul 06, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 - The Way He Moves
Hiya
The first chapter? HOT!! Not just normal hot but jalapeño, vulcanic eruption hot.
Chapter two and three? HILARIOUS!!!
I really enjoyed these chapters.
So very well written.
XOXO
Meriam
He could tell Michael that he loved him. Always had, always will. Brian wasn’t sure why saying “I love you” to Michael was so easy -- why it was different. Why the words flowed off his tongue with Michael but felt stuck in his throat with Justin.
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This is a song fic inspired by Lifehouse's song "Yesterday's Son." It's gap filler, and a peek inside Brian Kinney's head through several key story arcs in the course of the show's five seasons.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny
Tags: Babylon Bombing, Bashing, Cancer, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon, Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Song Fic
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4860 Read Count: 1278
Date: Jul 12, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Hiya,
First of all: Welcome to KD.
Review? Short but absolutely meant: WOW, WOW, WOW!!
Gorgeous writing with stunning imagery.
Mesmerizing!!!
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it! <3
Midway through season five, Brian decides to go after what he wants, putting a multi-step plan into motion. Will it work or is it too late?
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny, Tucker
Tags: Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Friendship, M/M, One-Shot, What if...
Genres: Alternate Canon, Canon Divergence, Drama, Fix-it, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7215 Read Count: 2231
Date: Aug 04, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Nice, nice, nice!!
Reading this hot, porny story was the perfect start to my weekend
Girl, you sure know how to write good stuff.
Really enjoyed it.
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
Wow! I'm blushing at the lovely compliments. :)
Practice makes perfect, right? :P Therefore, I should write more porn... Skipping over to work on the latest chapter of Tricky Business. :D
Thanks so much for leaving a review, Meriam!
XOXO
~ Karynn
A little hair fun has unexpected results.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Other Cast Regulars
Tags: None
Genres: Humor
Pairings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2678 Read Count: 2723
Date: Aug 01, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 - A Hairy Situation
Hilarious story. Very well written as well. It had me in stitches.
The "I get to fuck Brian Kinney dance" had me giggling for a pretty long time. My mind went in overdrive imagining this dance.
Really, really love this
XOXO
Meriam
Justin meets a friend he has only known through the internet.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Original Character, Other Cast Regulars
Tags: None
Genres: Alternate Universe
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Net Friends
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28252 Read Count: 15995
Date: Aug 15, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Hiya,
Love this story.
I'm a long time lurker in the QaF fanfiction world. I had the feeling that I have read this story years and years ago. But still absolutely a good read.
Just read that there is a sequel to this one? Will you be posting it here as well for I'd love to see how Brian will fix Parasite Pet and his scheming way. For that is what Rue is, a filthy parasite.
XOXO
Meriam
Justin returns from working on Rage in LA and becomes depressed and must also face his largely untreated PTSD from the bashing. AU from 501. This series follows Justin and Brian as they navigate mental health diagnoses and treatment. Alternating first person POV with the focus always on Brian and Justin's relationship and their evolving dynamics - both as individuals and as a couple - as they navigate learning to manage chronic mental illness. Angst and Emotional Hurt/Comfort with themes of hope while challenging stigma around mental health.
Never in my life will I forget your presence. You found me torn apart and you took me back full and complete.
-Frida Kahlo
NOW COMPLETE!
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Established Relationship, Fluff, M/M, Mental Health Issues, Rage, Real Life Issues, Season 5, Suicide
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon Divergence, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 124333 Read Count: 23846
Date: Nov 02, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Rage in LA
Hiya,
I normally don't read WIP's but was intrigued so gave this a try.
And boy, I don't regret it one moment.
This beginning sucked me into the story in one fell swoop.
Looking forward to the rest of it.
Girl, you have another fan dying to read the next chapter.
XOXO
Soirsa
Author's Response:
Wow! Thank you! I'll be updating as soon as possible! I hope you continue to enjoy it.
Gus wants a pet.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor
Tags: Halloween
Genres: Could be Canon, Humor
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Just a Little Scene
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 147 Read Count: 995
Date: Nov 04, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
The story? Cute
The picture? Hilarious
The earworm I will have for days to come? don't know but at least it goes with the season. :)
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
LOL! Thanks, Meriam! I'm glad you enjoyed it. Sorry about the earworm, but I do like to share. :)
Thanks for reading and reviewing.
*Hugs*
Deb
Summary: A curious art history student disturbs a lonely recluse holed up in an historic building in downtown Pittsburgh's 'Golden Triangle'. Together they investigate the mystery behind the building and in the process unearth evidence of a long-dead, illicit love affair. Will that ancient romance help kindle a modern one for our history sleuths at the same time?
STORY IS NOW COMPLETE - HAPPY READING!
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Justin Taylor, Original Character, Other Cast Regulars
Tags: M/M, Out of Character, Toppy Justin, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, Historical, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 173306 Read Count: 58001
Date: Oct 27, 2020 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16 - History Repeating
Hiya ladies,
Started reading this yesterday afternoon and finished the first 16 chapters in one go.
Really amazing writing.
Loads of history, loads of mystery and loads and loads of fun.
Guess I will read the rest of this one pretty quickly too. More than enough time to read due to voluntairy quarantine.
Ladies, once again the two of you have written an amazing story that just like Time Blitz pulls you into the story within the first chapter.
Loving this.....
XOXO
Meriam
One shot. Set 25 years post-series. Standalone fic.
How do you feel your way through the darkness once the sun has gone out?
Brian's journey into the light.
Major character death. You'll want some tissues.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Death, Established Relationship, Major Character Death, One-Shot, Post-series, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4552 Read Count: 1259
Date: Dec 06, 2018 Title: Chapter 1: I'll See You in My Dreams
I cried through a package of tissues while reading this the first time.
The second time as well.
Third time? I was in awe about the way you painted such a moving picture with your writing. The despair, the grief, the loneliness you described were extremely palpable.
This is a heartwrenching, deeply sad story with a glimpse of eternity at the very end.
Not even death can keep our boys apart.
Thank you for this amazing story
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
Thank you so, so much for the wonderful review. <3 And yes, not even death can keep them apart. They are destined for each other. Thanks for reading!
Brian and Justin have a heated argument about who gives better head. As a result, they decide to go down on the sexiest person they know. Emmett is the lucky guy they pick for the little experiment. Things get out of hand fast.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Emmett Honeycutt, Justin Taylor
Tags: Dirty Talk, M/M, One-Shot, Oral Sex, Post-series, PWP (Plot? What Plot?), Responsible Justin
Genres: Could be Canon, Porny
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Brian/Justin/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3856 Read Count: 844
Date: Mar 17, 2019 Title: Chapter 1: The Challenge
Hiya,
This one is like a portion of Madam Jeanet peppers, served with a side of wasabi and tabasco.
Dang!!! This one is hot, hot, hot.
VOLCANIC!!
XOXO
Meriam
Summary: Using his emergency key, Michael barges into the loft, which leads to tragic results.
This is for you, Deb. You MUST stop with the good plot bunnies!
Categories: QAF US, Plot Bunnies
Characters: Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny, Original Male Character, Ted Schmidt, Todd (Backroom)
Tags: Anti-Michael, Canon Divergence, Jealousy, Minor Violence
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Could be Canon
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7471 Read Count: 3659
Date: Sep 15, 2019 Title: Chapter 1: CHAPTER 1
Hiya,
I'm always in the mood for a good anti-Michael story. This one was pretty good.
Love the way the "trick" had a trick up his sleeve for poor little Mickey! He should have been locked up for a very, very long time.
Well written and fun to read.
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
Hey, Meriam. Thank you so much for the nice words. I love to write 'bad-Mikey'... so much fun. I had to think about how the plot would work, and when I thought, 'security camera'... I knew it was a go! Thanks for reading.
HUGS ~Cathy
After Justin moves out in season five, Brian overhears something alarming while eavesdropping on the gang gossiping at the diner. This prompts him to take pre-emptive action at Justin's new apartment. Will he be happy with what he discovers?
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: April Fools Day, Fluff, Getting Back Together, M/M, One-Shot, Out of Character, Toppy Justin
Genres: Canon Divergence, Drama, Humor, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6634 Read Count: 1985
Date: Apr 01, 2020 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Loving this.
thanks for sharing.
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
I'm thrilled you liked my little tale, Meriam. 😘 Thanks for taking the time to leave a comment - much appreciated.
~ Karynn
Crack!fic. Brian is having another of THOSE days . . . Happy April Fools Day!
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: April Fools Day
Genres: CrackFic
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Foolish Wishes
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5795 Read Count: 662
Date: Apr 07, 2020 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 - I Dream Of Justin
This one put a big smile on my face.
Thank you so much for sharing.
How do Brian and Justin survive the quarantine? Do they drive each other crazy? Do they do what they know best? Who snaps first?
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Fluff, Friendship, Language, M/M, One-Shot, Post-series, Real Life Issues, What if...
Genres: Humor, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3439 Read Count: 820
Date: Apr 07, 2020 Title: Chapter 1: Quarantine Life at Britin
Those two sure know how to keep cheerful during the quarantine.
Love it.
Brian is a Sultan who rules over a small island located within the United Arab Emirates. He is respected and feared by all that fall under his reign. When business takes him to America, he discovers a prize he’s determined to collect. How will Justin respond to this new, and sometimes savage world?
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anti-Michael, Jealousy, Out of Character
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 77158 Read Count: 11729
Date: Jun 14, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Hiya Janet,
So, so glad to see your stories back here on KD.
And especially this one. It's my absolute favorite
XOXO
Meriam
Author's Response:
Hi Meriam!
I can't tell you how glad I am to be back, and sorry to have left in the first place. We learn a lot from our mistakes.
I'm so glad you liked this particular story. I have to admit this type of premise has been my favorite to write.
Hugs,
Janet
Justin mistakenly gets sent to Brian by one of Brian‘s Eastern European clients as his ‘mail order bride’.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny, Original Male Character, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Anti-Michael, M/M, Wedding
Genres: Alternate Universe
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 106372 Read Count: 25270
Date: Jul 05, 2022 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 - Much Ado About
Hiya,
For the first time in ages I'm doing a review again.
Love this story. Really, really love it.
Funny, thrilling, exiting and as always with you the sex was hot!
Congrats on your jubilee.
What would we, at KD, be without you and your endless source of sometimes breathtaking stories.
Thank you for giving me a good read for a week.
Would love to see another colaboration with Lorie. You two write very well together.
Off to read Buddy now.
Love
Meriam