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The Call by MissMerlot Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9] New!
Summary:

It’s now 2019, and Brian Kinney is back in Pittsburghh. He left eight years ago on the eve of his 30th birthday for New York; all that remained in his loft were his clothes, mobile and a video making his feelings for his family and friends clear. They couldn’t understand where this had come from, all efforts to contact him were rebuffed. Lindsay and Michael were especially devastated, Lindsay wanted to tell him about their baby and Michael was going to take his heart and courage in both hands and profess his love for Brian. 

 

So why is he back and what does Vic’s nursing assistant Justin Taylor have to do with it? .


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Daphne Chanders, David Cameron, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, George Shickel, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Joan Kinney, Justin Taylor, Kiki, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt, Tucker, Vic Grassi
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Abuse/Child Abuse, Addiction/Alcoholism, Anal Beads, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Debbie, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Melanie, Anti-Michael, Anti-Ted, Bottom Brian, Business Brian, Celebratory Fuck, Drug Use - Recreational, Family, First Time (Sex), Fluff, Friendship, Hatred, HIV/Aids, Humiliation, Jealousy, Masturbation , Oral Sex, Raw Sex, Redeemed Behavior, Responsible Justin, Rimming, Slow Burn, Tearjerker, Toppy Justin, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Emmett/Other, Michael/David, Other Cast Pairing
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4231 Read Count: 937
[Report This] Published: Jul 25, 2021 Updated: Jul 25, 2021
Summary: “Can you really think of a reason that Peter would suddenly turn on how he feels about you?” Justin asked, trying to begin the conversation pragmatically. “He knows how your sister is, and she knows, at least to some extent, that the two of you are acquainted now. Don’t you think she’d have tried every weapon she had if she was running a smear campaign against you?”

“I don’t know,” Brian said tiredly, rubbing his eyes. “I wouldn’t put anything past her.”

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When Brian's nephew Peter and his girlfriend Alexis come to spend Christmas in New York, things are off to a great start -- until they're not. Soon, it becomes apparent to everyone that old Kinney family scars run deep.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Original Female Character, Peter
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Christmas, Christmas Eve, Established Relationship, Family, Implied Death, Language, M/M, Post-series, Responsible Justin, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Fix-it, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Until At Last You Know
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 21655 Read Count: 367
[Report This] Published: Jan 15, 2021 Updated: Jan 15, 2021
Summary:

It is 2015, Brian and Justin have been together for 15 years, some of the years happier than most. But now they are finally at peace and ready to move onto the next stage of their lives...yes the Stud and Sunshine are getting married! However, the spectre of the prom still haunts them. Brian has never stopped searching for whoever attacked his Sunshine, the police never bothered after Brian couldn't identify the attacker. But now they can finally close that horrible chapter, as they now know who tried to kill Justin. 

So can Michael talk his way out of this?

 

Banner credit goes to Midgardsnake


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Cynthia, David Cameron, Debbie Novotny, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Michael Novotny, Ted Schmidt, Tucker, Vic Grassi
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Anti-Michael, Bashing, BDSM, Bottom Brian, Brain Bleach Recommended, Business Brian, Canon Divergence, Celebratory Fuck, Established Relationship, First Time (Sex), Fluff, Friendship, Hatred, Jealousy, Masturbation , Mental Health Issues, Out of Character, Phone Sex, Possessive, Post-series, Responsible Justin, Rimming, Slow Burn, Spanking, Tearjerker, Toppy Justin, Violence, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Alternate Canon, Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon Divergence, Crime/Detective, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance, Suspense/Thriller
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Michael/David, Ted/Blake
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51243 Read Count: 41293
[Report This] Published: Jun 25, 2019 Updated: Mar 15, 2020
Summary: Brian contemplated what he wanted to say next; how personal he wanted to get. He still wasn’t sure whether or not Joan would hear a word of what he said -- she hadn’t reacted to anything thus far -- so maybe it was better to lay it all on the line. His lifelong mantra creeped back into his brain, and he scooted his chair a little closer to the bed. No apologies, no regrets.

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Against his original plans (and, perhaps, better judgment), Brian makes his way back to Pittsburgh to see his mother one final time.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Claire Kinney, Jennifer Taylor, Joan Kinney, Justin Taylor, Original Character, Peter
Tags: Family, Friendship, M/M, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Until At Last You Know
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17224 Read Count: 408
[Report This] Published: Jan 23, 2020 Updated: Jan 23, 2020
Summary: “I’m sorry,” Brian repeated, his tone serious and deliberate. “For a lot of things over the last two days. I… I didn’t know what to do with what happened before I left Pittsburgh, and I wasn’t ready to talk.” He paused, sighing. “And I don’t know how to lie to you. I haven’t for a long time, and you know that. So sometimes, it’s easier to piss you off, so you’ll leave me alone until I find enough of my remaining ball to face you -- as irrational as I know that sounds.”

“Or,” Justin said, a small smile playing on his lips, “you could say, ‘Hey Justin, I’ve got something on my mind that I’m not ready to talk about, and I need a little space.’” He gave his husband a meaningful look before continuing. “Brian, I know what you’re doing when you do it now… But what I don’t understand is why, almost two decades into our relationship, you still think the solution to anything is to push me away -- if for no reason other than it won’t fucking work.”

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Brian gets some unexpected and difficult news and turns to his usual coping strategies. Justin knows better.
Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Joan Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Cancer, Established Relationship, Family, M/M, One-Shot, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Until At Last You Know
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11295 Read Count: 957
[Report This] Published: Jan 03, 2020 Updated: Jan 03, 2020
Summary:

It’s funny how life works sometimes -- in cycles, repeating the same themes in different ways with different situations. Leaving it up to us to recognize a familiar situation and call on our past experience to get through it. But sometimes you can’t see the forest for the trees.

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Justin decides to make a huge transition in his career, but things are not always what they seem.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Original Character
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Established Relationship, Friendship, M/M, Mental Health Issues, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: Stories from the "Changed" Verse
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65677 Read Count: 9403
[Report This] Published: Aug 16, 2019 Updated: Nov 02, 2019
Summary:

Brian told Justin to get some friends his age – what if the kiss Michael saw was misconstrued? What if miscommunication was only the start of it all? Just how far does the butterfly effect go? 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Ethan Gold, Justin Taylor, Original Male Character
Tags: Jealousy, Overdose, PTSD, Rage, Real Life Issues, Season 3, Tearjerker, What if...
Genres: Angst
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 195503 Read Count: 42717
[Report This] Published: Nov 15, 2017 Updated: Aug 12, 2019
Summary:

I was in Atlanta when I first started noticing the strange, intermittent numbness and tingling in the fingers of my right hand. I was finishing up some paperwork, and I was having a hard time holding onto the pen, though at the time I thought it was just because I couldn't feel my fingers in the way that I was used to. I knew I'd been pushing myself too hard, spending too much time working on my laptop and not enough time doing yoga, so I thought it was probably just stress. I needed a break, although I wasn't sure when I was going to get one, because I was only scheduled to have two days at home before I had to leave again to travel to Dallas.

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Rob has a health scare that leads him to reevaluate his life. Brian helps support him along the way.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Original Male Character
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Friendship, M/M, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: None
Series: Stories from the "Changed" Verse
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 18720 Read Count: 5805
[Report This] Published: May 25, 2019 Updated: Jun 09, 2019
Summary:

Brian asked Justin a very important question when the "Changed" series concluded. What will his answer be? Where will they go from here?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Bashing, Established Relationship, Friendship, Mental Health Issues, Post-series, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: The Changed Series, Stories from the "Changed" Verse
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 263228 Read Count: 33732
[Report This] Published: Oct 22, 2018 Updated: Mar 17, 2019
Summary:

One shot. Set 25 years post-series. Standalone fic.

How do you feel your way through the darkness once the sun has gone out?

Brian's journey into the light.

Major character death. You'll want some tissues.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Death, Established Relationship, Major Character Death, One-Shot, Post-series, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4552 Read Count: 1039
[Report This] Published: Dec 03, 2018 Updated: Dec 03, 2018
Summary:

When is enough, enough for Justin and Brian? 

It seems like it’s one thing after another for Brian and Justin.

After the attack they receive news that will change their lives, but will it be for the better? Are they strong enough, not only individually, but together to battle the latest fight? 

Follow their story to see. 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Chris Hobbs, Craig Taylor, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Male Character, Ted Schmidt, Vic Grassi
Tags: Cancer, Family, M/M, Minor Violence, Real Life Issues, Season 1, Tearjerker, Violence, What if...
Genres: Alternate Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense/Thriller
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11257 Read Count: 3575
[Report This] Published: Oct 04, 2018 Updated: Nov 26, 2018
Aftermath by mandagrammy Rated: YA half-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

In Aftershock, we see how Justin's bashing at the end of Season One affected Brian. It ended without revealing how the bashing affected everyone else who loved and cared about Justin. The series skipped from that iconic scene of Brian sitting in the hospital right after Justin was admitted to a month later at the beginning of Season Two, so we have to use our imagination about what went on at the hospital after Michael joined Brian. I hope you will find my perspective interesting.

Many thanks to my beta, Judy, for her help and my darling Granddaughter, Marika, for the evocative banner. And also thanks to those who asked me 'what about the others' when they read 'Aftershock'. Their questions led to this sequel.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Craig Taylor, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Character, Ted Schmidt, Vic Grassi
Tags: Bashing, Family, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Could be Canon, Drama, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3761 Read Count: 436
[Report This] Published: Nov 01, 2018 Updated: Nov 01, 2018
Three Days by TrueIllusion Rated: A half-star [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

An account of the three days Michael and Brian spent at the hospital, after Justin was bashed. Takes place right at the end of episode 122 and moves forward from there.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Bashing, Friendship, Homophobia, Non-Consent, One-Shot, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Season 1, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11622 Read Count: 413
[Report This] Published: Oct 17, 2018 Updated: Oct 17, 2018
Summary:

The first time Debbie Novotny heard about Brian Kinney, Michael was in the eighth grade. It was just after spring break. He’d come home from school chattering away excitedly about the new boy in his class who’d just moved to Pittsburgh from some town she couldn’t remember. All through dinner it was Brian this, and Brian that. Michael was clearly enamored with this Brian kid.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Debbie Novotny, Michael Novotny
Tags: Abuse/Child Abuse, Friendship, One-Shot, Pre-series, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Canon, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9353 Read Count: 226
[Report This] Published: Oct 16, 2018 Updated: Oct 16, 2018
Changed by TrueIllusion Rated: A starstar [Reviews - 124]
Summary:

“All I’m saying is, someone should have called Justin.”

The blond young man standing outside the door to the diner was surprised to hear his name in a conversation coming from inside.

“Brian told me not to. What was I supposed to do, go against his wishes and do it anyway?” Justin recognized this voice -- Michael.

“I know he told you not to. I was there.” Ben. “I said it then, and I’ll say it again now: It’s disrespectful to Justin to not tell him, or at least warn him ahead of time. Can you imagine what it’s going to be like Justin walks in and sees him?”


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Established Relationship, Mental Health Issues, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: The Changed Series, Stories from the "Changed" Verse
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75333 Read Count: 16963
[Report This] Published: Jul 30, 2018 Updated: Aug 30, 2018
Summary:

 

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Daphne catches Brian on one of his nights playing vigil at Justin's hospital door. Feelings are revealed.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Justin Taylor
Tags: One-Shot, PTSD, Season 1, Tearjerker
Genres: Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1388 Read Count: 823
[Report This] Published: May 06, 2018 Updated: May 06, 2018
Summary:

When Ted and Blake make some impulsive decisions, which of their friends will stand beside them?

****NOW COMPLETE!!!!****


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Justin Taylor, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Character, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Michael, Established Relationship, Family, Friendship, Language, M/M, Post-series, Raw Sex, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Emmett/Drew, Ted/Blake
Series: Bittersweet Universe
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30341 Read Count: 16653
[Report This] Published: Mar 07, 2018 Updated: Apr 05, 2018
Summary:

Ten years post-513. Justin returns to Pittsburgh after a decade of absence due to a death in the family, only to receive some disturbing news.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Claire Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Male Character
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Bottom Brian, Brian/Other, Cancer, Death, Drug Use - Recreational, Family, HIV/Aids, Minor Character Death, Post-series, Real Life Issues, Substance Abuse, Tearjerker, Toppy Justin, Vulnerable Brian, What if...
Genres: Alternate Universe, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 44838 Read Count: 20302
[Report This] Published: Aug 07, 2017 Updated: Aug 22, 2017
Summary:

stories/25/images/You_Are_Not_Alone_-_banner2.jpg

You Are Not Alone, inspired by Michael Jackson's song, shows the way Brian copes with missing Justin while he's away.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: One-Shot, Post-series, Tearjerker
Genres: Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1931 Read Count: 903
[Report This] Published: Jun 24, 2017 Updated: Jun 24, 2017
What Do You Say? by Saje Rated: E starstarstar [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

A Special Day. You will need tissues.

 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Debbie Novotny
Tags: Tearjerker
Genres: Angst, Could be Canon
Pairings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 511 Read Count: 742
[Report This] Published: Jul 11, 2016 Updated: Jul 11, 2016