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Summary:

 

Everyone has their secrets don't they? Some good, some bad, some unforgiveable. But what if that secret when it comes out leads to the best feelings in the world for those that deserve it, love, happiness and being unburdened. This is what happens when the secrets between family and friends come to light.

Artwork: all the artwork in here is the property of Annette Reyes-Galvan and have been used with her very kind permission.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not a damn thing and no copyright infringement is intended whatsoever.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brandon, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Joan Kinney, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Other Cast Regulars, Rodney, Ted Schmidt, Tucker, Vic Grassi
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Abuse/Child Abuse, Addiction/Alcoholism, Anal Beads, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Ethan, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Michael, Bondage, Bottom Brian, Brain Bleach Recommended, Business Brian, Canon Divergence, Death, Dirty Talk, Drug Use - Recreational, Family, First Time (Sex), Fluff, Friendship, Hatred, Infidelity, Jealousy, Mental Health Issues, Minor Violence, Oral Sex, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Out of Character, Phone Sex, Possessive, PTSD, Raw Sex, Redeemed Behavior, Responsible Justin, Rimming, Toppy Justin, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Canon Divergence, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Debbie/Carl, Emmett/Drew, Justin/Ethan, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Michael/Other, Ted/Blake, Vic/Rodney
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 127574 Read Count: 72436
[Report This] Published: Jan 04, 2019 Updated: Jul 25, 2021
Strawberry Fields by MissMerlot Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 90] New!
Summary:

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In 2015 Justin Taylor, acclaimed artist had a horse riding accident, he has been confined to a wheelchair ever since. He felt so guilt ridden about the injuries he caused to Zeus that he sent him away and hasn't seen him for 18 months. But that is about to change as Zeus is coming back into his life and bringing, amongst other things, Brian Kinney.What happens when the two very stubborn men meet? Can Brian persuade him to get back on the horse?

 

Disclaimer: I own nothing, not a damn thing, no copyright infringement is intended whatsoever.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brandon, Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Gus Marcus-Peterson, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Other Cast Regulars, Ted Schmidt
Tags: 100k+ Word Count, Allergies , Anal Beads, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Michael, Bottom Brian, Brain Bleach Recommended, Brian/Other, Business Brian, Dirty Talk, Drug Use - Recreational, Family, Fluff, Friendship, Jealousy, Masturbation , Mental Health Issues, Oral Sex, PTSD, Raw Sex, Responsible Justin, Rimming, Sex Toys, Slow Burn, Toppy Justin, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Fix-it, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Brian/Other, Emmett/Drew, Michael/Other, Other Cast Pairing, Ted/Blake
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 70495 Read Count: 20067
[Report This] Published: Apr 06, 2020 Updated: Jul 25, 2021
Yours by Annie-Eliza Rated: E starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 32]
Summary:

When Mason was seven years old, his mother began having an affair with a married man. When he was eight years old, that man divorced his wife, disowned his gay son, and moved Mason and his mother into a house bigger than Mason could have ever dreamed of. By the time he was ten, Craig Taylor was officially his father. Mason had always been grateful for it, even though a part of him was always bothered by the way his dad dropped his oldest son like it was nothing. It never matched up with the man who gave him a really good life, supported his academics and athleticism, and loved him unconditionally. Well, Mason assumes it's unconditionally. It probably wouldn't be so unconditional if Mason ever fell for a guy. But Mason has always had girlfriends, girlfriends he genuinely liked and cared for. What happened to Justin won't happen to Mason. That's what Mason tells himself until he meets Ezra Heart.


Categories: QAF US, Original Fiction
Characters: Craig Taylor, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Molly Taylor, Original Character, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Tags: Abuse/Child Abuse, Addiction/Alcoholism, Birthday, Bisexual, Coming Out, Drug Use - Recreational, F/F, F/M, Family, First Time (Other), First Time (Sex), Friendship, M/M, Masturbation , Mental Health Issues, Minor Character Death, Non-Consent, Oral Sex, Post-series, Pride, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Slow Burn, Suicide, Thanksgiving
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Pairings: Justin/Other, Other Cast Pairing
Series: Intersect Series
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 203368 Read Count: 4524
[Report This] Published: Feb 22, 2021 Updated: May 27, 2021
[Report This] Published: May 05, 2016 Updated: May 15, 2021
LAX PIT by Annie-Eliza Rated: M starstarstarstar [Reviews - 34]
Summary:

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Molly Taylor doesn't expect to fall into bed with Hunter Novotny-Bruckner, but when it does happen, she expects it to be a one time thing. With 2,500 miles between them and completely separate lives, the odds are stacked against them. Yet here they are, still talking and trying to make this work. They should have tied this up on New Year's Eve, at the absolute latest, even though it makes Molly's chest hurt to even think that. It would have been better for both of them. They could have avoided all of this pining.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Craig Taylor, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor
Tags: Abuse/Child Abuse, F/M, Family, Hetero Sex, HIV/Aids, Justin/Other, Phone Sex, Post-series, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Vacation
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Romance
Pairings: Justin/Other, Michael/Ben, Other Cast Pairing
Series: Intersect Series
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 144270 Read Count: 3119
[Report This] Published: Mar 17, 2017 Updated: Aug 24, 2020
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Several months after Brian and Justin part ways, a private airing of their dirty laundry results in a night of passion that neither one can forget or stop. But what happens when Brian is tired of playing second 'fiddle' to the fiddler? And how the hell do they keep the Gurus of Gossip aka the 'family' from finding out about their affair?
Based on the plot bunny from TAG!


Categories: QAF US, Plot Bunnies
Characters: Brian Kinney, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Molly Taylor, Original Character, Other Cast Regulars, Vic Grassi
Tags: Anti-Ethan, Anti-Lindsay, Anti-Michael, Bashing, Bottom Brian, Brain Bleach Recommended, Hatred, Jealousy, M/M, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Season 3, Toppy Justin, Voyeurism, What if...
Genres: Alternate Canon, Alternate Universe, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama, Humor, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Justin/Ethan
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 291087 Read Count: 185628
[Report This] Published: Sep 13, 2016 Updated: May 21, 2020
[Report This] Published: May 05, 2016 Updated: Apr 24, 2020
Perfect by TrueIllusion Rated: YA starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

Everything was perfect.

Brian and I were finally together in New York, making both of our dreams come true. I was working from a spacious, comfortable studio in SoHo, and the first show of my return to the city was scheduled for the following weekend. Brian was out with a real estate broker, looking at potential office spaces for the soon-to-be New York expansion of Kinnetik. We had wedding rings on our fingers, having finally tied the knot a few years before, in front of all of our family and friends in Pittsburgh.

Our lives were full of new and exciting opportunities, both professionally and personally. I felt like everything was falling into place in a nice, neat, orderly fashion, one piece after another.

Then, I had the misfortune of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. And the puzzle that was my life -- so carefully and painstakingly assembled over the years -- was picked up and thrown to the ground, scattering the pieces everywhere.

And everything wasn’t so perfect anymore.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Original Female Character
Tags: Established Relationship, Homophobia, M/M, One-Shot, Post-series, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7395 Read Count: 830
[Report This] Published: Feb 14, 2020 Updated: Feb 14, 2020
Summary:

Brian told Justin to get some friends his age – what if the kiss Michael saw was misconstrued? What if miscommunication was only the start of it all? Just how far does the butterfly effect go? 


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Ethan Gold, Justin Taylor, Original Male Character
Tags: Jealousy, Overdose, PTSD, Rage, Real Life Issues, Season 3, Tearjerker, What if...
Genres: Angst
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 195503 Read Count: 42717
[Report This] Published: Nov 15, 2017 Updated: Aug 12, 2019
Summary:

Brian asked Justin a very important question when the "Changed" series concluded. What will his answer be? Where will they go from here?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Bashing, Established Relationship, Friendship, Mental Health Issues, Post-series, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian, Vulnerable Justin
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: The Changed Series, Stories from the "Changed" Verse
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 263228 Read Count: 33733
[Report This] Published: Oct 22, 2018 Updated: Mar 17, 2019
Three Days by TrueIllusion Rated: A half-star [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

An account of the three days Michael and Brian spent at the hospital, after Justin was bashed. Takes place right at the end of episode 122 and moves forward from there.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny
Tags: 10k+ Word Count, Bashing, Friendship, Homophobia, Non-Consent, One-Shot, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Season 1, Tearjerker, Vulnerable Brian
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11622 Read Count: 413
[Report This] Published: Oct 17, 2018 Updated: Oct 17, 2018
Aftershock by mandagrammy Rated: YA half-star [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

One of our readers made a request for stories that involved the immediate aftermath of that tragic bashing of our beloved Justin and how Brian responded to it.  I believe it inspired a lot of our writers, including myself.  I do hope you will find this story interesting, although I can't say it will be a lot of fun, considering the subject matter.  Please keep in mind how things did turn out for the couple later on as you reach the end of this story and don't be too sad.  

I want to thank Gloria Hernon for her brilliant suggestion.  I also wish to thank my beloved Judy for her beta skills and my beloved granddaughter, Marika, for her amazing banner.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor, Original Character
Tags: Bashing, Homophobia, M/M, PTSD
Genres: Angst, Could be Canon, Drama, Gap-Filler
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2417 Read Count: 496
[Report This] Published: Oct 13, 2018 Updated: Oct 13, 2018
Summary:

 

Daphne finds out why Brian refuses to see Justin and gives someone a piece of her mind.

 

Thanks to Nichelle for her editing and her inspiration for Daphne's rant. You're the best.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor
Tags: Bashing, Canon Divergence, Friendship, Out of Character, PTSD, Real Life Issues, Season 2
Genres: Canon Divergence, Drama, Fix-it, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2533 Read Count: 1205
[Report This] Published: May 10, 2018 Updated: May 10, 2018
Summary:

 

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Daphne catches Brian on one of his nights playing vigil at Justin's hospital door. Feelings are revealed.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Justin Taylor
Tags: One-Shot, PTSD, Season 1, Tearjerker
Genres: Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1388 Read Count: 823
[Report This] Published: May 06, 2018 Updated: May 06, 2018
Summary:

 

When Brian Kinney was fired from Ryder's advertising agency after being accused of sexual harassment, he never would have imagined becoming an escort. However, learning that his son was seriously sick wasn't part of his plans either.

One year later, he meets Justin Taylor, an artist who was attacked at his prom and suffered serious injuries. What happens when their worlds collide?


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brandon, Brian Kinney, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Emmett Honeycutt, Ethan Gold, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Original Male Character, Ted Schmidt
Tags: Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Bashing, Brian/Other, First Time (Sex), M/M, Out of Character, PTSD
Genres: Alternate Canon, Alternate Universe, Drama, Humor, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Brian/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 111591 Read Count: 46736
[Report This] Published: Jan 21, 2017 Updated: Aug 04, 2017
Summary:

I see him in red, clouded in thick liquid like I'm watching him through water.  


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Justin Taylor
Tags: 1k Words or Less, Bashing, Drabble, One-Shot, PTSD, Violence
Genres: Angst, Canon, Could be Canon
Pairings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 226 Read Count: 633
[Report This] Published: Jul 05, 2017 Updated: Jul 05, 2017
Summary:

Nightmares and recovery.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor
Tags: Bashing, Drabble, M/M, PTSD, Season 2
Genres: Could be Canon, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 923 Read Count: 726
[Report This] Published: Jul 03, 2017 Updated: Jul 03, 2017
Summary:

When Brian hears over the radio that Babylon was subjected to a bombing, all he can concentrate on is racing to his club to make sure the people he loves are alive and safe. He doesn't expect to be irreversibly injured himself. As Brian faces a slow recovery and a permanent disability, he must learn to accept the support of his friends and the love of his partner.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jennifer Taylor, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Original Character, Ted Schmidt, Todd (Backroom), Tucker
Tags: Homophobia, PTSD, Toppy Justin
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Tragedy
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Emmett/Drew, Michael/Ben
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11752 Read Count: 4458
[Report This] Published: May 04, 2016 Updated: Apr 05, 2017
Heartbeats by Annie-Eliza Rated: M half-star [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Sometimes Hunter felt like he was dead, sent to some version of Hell for stealing, for tricking, for ditching school, or for just being born. But his heart beating in his chest, sometimes at a slow and steady beat, sometimes at a rapid and panicked pace...It was that alone that made him realize he wasn't in Hell after all. This city, as shitty as it was to him, was his reality.

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Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Brian Kinney, Callie Leeson, Debbie Novotny, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, Justin Taylor, Michael Novotny, Original Character, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Tags: Abuse/Child Abuse, Addiction/Alcoholism, Bisexual, Dubious Consent, F/M, Family, Hetero Sex, HIV/Aids, M/M, Overdose, Post-series, Pre-series, Prostitution, PTSD, Rape, Real Life Issues, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Substance Abuse, Underage Sex, Unsafe Sex, What if...
Genres: Angst, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Could be Canon, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Michael/Ben, Other Cast Pairing
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5431 Read Count: 350
[Report This] Published: Dec 24, 2016 Updated: Dec 24, 2016
Summary:

 

Brian and Justin’s journey of love…


Categories: QAF US
Characters: None
Tags: M/M, Post-series, PTSD, Real Life Issues
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Romance
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 65081 Read Count: 82204
[Report This] Published: May 08, 2016 Updated: Nov 04, 2016
Ten... by 7Wildwaysup Rated: M half-star [Reviews - 12]
Summary:



How much life can change in Ten Minutes, Ten Hours, Ten Days, and Ten Years… Story Sub-plot: Countdown to the Best Christmas Ever…


Categories: QAF US
Characters: None
Tags: Anniversary, Christmas, M/M, Post-series, PTSD, Real Life Issues
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Porny, Tragedy
Pairings: Brian/Justin
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13994 Read Count: 5875
[Report This] Published: Sep 16, 2016 Updated: Sep 16, 2016
The Big Picture by Saje Rated: M half-star [Reviews - 81]
Summary:

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This is Brian's journey roughly two years after the end of the series. He and Justin have been living in New York City where he has just opened a new branch for Kinnetik. He knows he is going to have to make some major changes in is life and deal with a past that has haunted and shaped the man he knows he is. He is finally ready to face his demons and become the man he wants to be.

This story has many of the old gang we love and lots of new characters too.

Please be warned: There are scenes of violence, drama, angst, mental illness, drug use, non-consent, rape, Brian and Justin with other characters, addiction, discussion of Brian and Lindsay's past, Brian and Cynthia's past, hetero sex, Brian in a brief sexual interlude with a woman for non sexual reasons.

If any of this is a trigger for you, please don't read. If you like your QAF to be strictly canon, this is not for you.


Categories: QAF US
Characters: Ben Bruckner, Blake Wyzecki, Brian Kinney, Carl Horvath, Chris Hobbs, Claire Kinney, Craig Taylor, Cynthia, Daphne Chanders, Debbie Novotny, Drew Boyd, Emmett Honeycutt, Gus Marcus-Peterson, Jack Kinney, James 'Hunter' Montgomery, James Stockwell, Jennifer Taylor, Jenny Rebecca Marcus-Peterson, Joan Kinney, Justin Taylor, Lindsay Peterson, Melanie Marcus, Michael Novotny, Molly Taylor, Original Character, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Ted Schmidt, Tucker
Tags: Abuse/Child Abuse, Addiction/Alcoholism, Anal Sex (Lots of it!), Bottom Brian, F/F, F/M, Hetero Sex, Homophobia, Kink, Language, M/M, Non-Consent, PTSD, Rape, Raw Sex, Real Life Issues, Threesomes, Toppy Justin, Torture, Violence
Genres: Angst w/ Happy Ending, Crime/Detective, Tragedy
Pairings: Brian/Justin, Brian/Justin/Other, Brian/Other, Debbie/Carl, Melanie/Lindsay, Michael/Ben, Other Cast Pairing
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 187755 Read Count: 48439
[Report This] Published: May 03, 2016 Updated: May 14, 2016